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When I was growing up in Kabul,
Dyana was my closest friend.

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When my family left Afghanistan
in 1989 we promised that

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we will stay in touch for years
after my family came to Canada.

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The Yana and I wrote to
each other or lectures

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increasingly reflected her
depression living under the Taliban.

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He received a disturbing letter
from DnaA in 1998. She wrote.

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The walls are closing in.

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Life doesn\'t have the same meaning anymore.

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Music doesn\'t sound the same.

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You\'ll have to live for both as now.

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I feared she was going to take her life.

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After receiving the latter.

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I tried to see her.

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But the atomic bomb controls
most of the country.

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I couldn\'t reach couple.

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I failed to help her.

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I thought she was dead

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And I heard from DNS ankle in Dubai that
her family had moved to Mazar-i-Sharif.

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Dyana was alive.

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Rigid gentlemen.

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And if you also want to be loved
being at Google at the Mishnah via

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port and it\'s fasten your
seatbelt Programming.

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Now I know Dyana\'s alive.

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It\'s an imperative for
me to try to find her.

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And what I don\'t understand why hasn\'t
she tried to contact me all this time.

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But this journey is also about
finding what has happened to my past

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the country where I grew
up I left 13 years ago.

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I was a 16-year-old girl at the time.

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When I left Canada looking at
my parents face I could see

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their fear because they\'re afraid
that this journey might be dangerous.

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But there were also excited because I\'m the
first member of her family to go home.

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After all these years.

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I\'m afraid to I may fail
to recognize things.

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And I think that would be devastating
looking for those laws bits and pieces

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I don\'t live too far away from them.

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But when the FIFO and the deeper burn in

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the airport the fire was Arnold
who just fine and helps.

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But year was 1989 bit
hoping that Titan was 0.88.

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There was a rocket fire
inadvertently huge arms the police.

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That\'s the terminal. Finally

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it doesn\'t feel strange
doesn\'t feel like going

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and feels like a strange
place by looking at

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all these people on their faces are so
different from I can connect to in some ways.

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And they all look very much
about what\'s going on.

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I remember last them watching people
go into their important usually

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dressed in trousers shirts
and more modern clothes.

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Everybody root beer.

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It\'s just look so strange
like a different planet.

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I shouldn\'t say that because I know that

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traditional African goods
and people weren\'t around

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The city that I remember when Dyana

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and I walked these roads tradition and
modernity lived more and harmony.

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Now there is so much intolerance.

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Modern development was interrupted by

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the Russian invasion that
start off 20 years of war.

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The monarchy was overthrown in 1973.

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That was the year. I was born.

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A coalition of pro-Russian communist
parties eventually came to power.

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And they suppress boat there left
democratic and conservative opposition.

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And armed struggle

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overthrow does government
developed in the countryside.

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To keep the government in power
the Russians invaded in 1979.

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I was six years old at the time.

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My father was a doctor he
wanted to help people.

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And he believed in democracy

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like thousands of other intellectuals
My father was sent to jail.

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Many of us joined
anti-government movements.

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We distributed banned books and pamphlets.

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The resistance to the occupation was lit
by the majority in the holy warriors

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Dyana and I they were heroes as part of

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the resistance to the Russians the majority
in terrorize the population of Coval.

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Despite that we still idealize them
even when they rocketed our hopes.

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This is my this my street.

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It must have been that
one or the ones before.

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God it\'s terrible. I don\'t even remember

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I think that was my street.

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Odysseus nice tweet.

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In images still add is just not all my.

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All my card and loose
go wrong attend plays.

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Would be lashed. We just painted
the walls white and blue.

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And I see the ringing of the door
where my father and my father had

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And with his name and the ring
it\'s completely wires coming.

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Glad my father is not here to see.

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I\'m really glad it\'s not here.

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T I\'m a Muslim I shut it.

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Launch it a melodic or evidence.

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He actual body covered.

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And I used to get up here
look up like this and

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watch the tanks go by from
here and I was short.

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So I would use pots as a
support to get up and then I

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would pull down to this and hanging tried
to look and count the number of Russian

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. There\'s nothing by.

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My escape route was here.

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The Russians come for us.

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We were young girls.

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We always wanted to create a
route that we could run away.

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And if the Russians game

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my friends were saying they wanted to
themselves in the well some said they\'re going

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to you know kill themselves my my way of dealing
with if the Russians came for me was to

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actually jump appear climb up the
roof run to that plane wall.

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If I had done it because they
knew it was possible to cross it.

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And then in the back there was
an open space and if you throw

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yourself and the openness space you were
already on the other side of the street.

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So nobody could have find you.

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And that was my my Skip

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Okay let\'s go.

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Nothing I saw would look like anything.

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I\'ve ever remember.

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The first immediate feeling
came over me was that

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just the bitterness of leaving you know I
was like still upset that why would Law

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in 1989 during the last days of the Russian
occupation my family flipped to Pakistan.

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The Ana\'s family behind

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In Pakistan I taught in a school
that was controlled by the majority

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in Afghan refugees had to live
according to extreme much ID laws.

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I witnessed the fanaticism of
the majority and leadership.

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I began to question why the Americans
were supporting such extreme forces.

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I came to realize that the West
which we thought we wanted

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our freedom was only interested
in a victory in the Cold War.

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And then the world abandoned Afghanistan.

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After the Russians were drew for
five years the country was plunged

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A brutal civil war.

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The vagina leaders follow each
other for territory and power.

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As the fighting raged around
their home Dyana wrote.

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Every moment we await her death.

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There is no security are
a neighbor was about to

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leave but a rocket toward their
16-year-old centerpieces.

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We\'re all like The Walking Dead Arrow laughter
all of this is more better than any tiers.

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A place where I worked with
Dyana unlike so many times.

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This is exactly the reverse
Doug and I remember

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we used to have big pictures
of Madonna and Michael.

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Yeah. So that was our connection
to the Western world for

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us to look at and things that we
know something available wealth.

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Last time. When I came here I we walked and

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Dyana said to me so I guess this is
it and I said yeah I guess that\'s it.

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But not to worry I\'ll I\'ll come back.

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And I handed over my diary to her.

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And she pieces of vital member makeups.

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And we sort of said promise that
we\'re going to stay in touch.

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And she\'s holding my hand
all the time and she kept

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saying don\'t forget you know when
you go don\'t forget great me.

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And I said no no no I won\'t forget.

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All right. We kiss goodbye.

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And then she got on the bus.

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And people were pushing and crowded.

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It was one of these buses Exactly

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new bugs this whole discography
and felt with people.

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And so she finally got
on the bus ended left.

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And I stood there God knows for how
much longer I can\'t remember it.

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And finally I sort of shook my
head and so they better God.

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In the movie Kandahar I played a
character based on my own story.

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The experience of making the movie
itself was horrible in a way that I

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had to constantly think about something
that I did not want to think about

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which was my failure to
go to help a friend.

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After September 11th the movie Kandahar
became an item of interest around the world.

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And it was quite ironic because I
was arriving at five-star hotels.

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I would be treated like a movie star.

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And I guess I was thinking about Dina.

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And then I would wonder for a minute
and think God where would she be right

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now how would she react seeing me traveling
from one corner of the world to the next

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And she couldn\'t even lever on home.

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This is a road which I worked
a lot with the mice call rho.

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And this is the score.

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He could have never seen a
woman in Berkeley in states.

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Didn\'t like the joke of the century you know
nobody worked with Burkitt\'s inside no away.

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It would be an insult you
know do you education

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itself but the girls that were wearing
broadcasts didn\'t have the chance.

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Cool at all.

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Like there is a serious.

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All my library.

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I loved a drone.

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It was full of books.

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And now it\'s empty.

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And I can believe it was sick mine

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Destroy things like this
you know it\'s the school.

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I do honestly I feel like
just leaving the place.

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After the Taliban capture
Coval in 1996 Dyana wrote me.

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Imagine one morning you wake up
and get ready to go to work.

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But when you open the door a group of young
man pushes you with their rifles inside

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the house and say you\'re not allowed to

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leave your sisters told that she
does not need any education

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. Imagine that your family
relies on your income.

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But you\'re not allowed to work.

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Imagine all of this happens to you.

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Only an only because you\'re a woman.

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When I received this letter
it was very hard for me to

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understand why such a destructive
force had come to dominate.

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Because when I left Afghanistan
I couldn\'t have even

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imagined it to better
understand the Taliban.

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I feel the need to go to the place
where they emerged. Kandahar

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When the Anna and I were growing up
as far as the city of Kandahar was

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the symbol of the mystical past of Afghanistan
the spiritual part of this country.

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But after a whole year
of travel with the movie

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Kandahar displays as become a
symbol of my return to Afghans

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It\'s astonishing counts place gum the
base of support for the Taliban.

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To Kandahar I remember was a places
music and learning and culture.

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There were many famous poets
here and many were women.

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What\'s interesting about the cemetery is

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that they have buried Arab
al-Qaeda fighters here.

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And it\'s become a kind of a shrine

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Bell to venerate monitors and
even though some people resent

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the Arab fighters others respect them
because they\'re fighting a holy worrier.

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Do this isn\'t their country.

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Bosnia Joel it\'ll help
rather than redesign yeah.

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Salmonella Kunqu opera. Thus okay.

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That\'s a decision upon a
readily associated. Yeah

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That is like a Jana Gana bandgap.

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So what does a tilted away to really
ironic that our glaze melt the ladder was

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t was really wonderful

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and he has a havana data bonobo.

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Monthly data that\'s coming back.

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With my miasma.

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We say that she\'s the productive

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A Ghana\'s where\'s the data about African
quarter McGrath and one for free

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that she does not lead to does he would have
certainly materialism and I\'m is concerned.

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It will just give you save your work.

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Suburb that witchy Arab 10W techie.

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Gaddafi was that a 1over K
demonstrable et cetera was

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one bar jobs in Chicago for the Shankar.

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No no I become a minimizer killing with

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ammonia was established delta
when China lost the rocket

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What do you think of that
reaction well refusing to take

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responsibility for September 11th is
unfortunately common in this part of the world.

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Decades of war has forced people to rely
on a very simplified view of the world.

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There\'s very little
analysis or self-criticism.

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And for the past 20 years there
has been almost no education.

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I will just thanking the guard
and one of them signed my bag is

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It\'s just a pen I said yes
and I give it to him.

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And I said Do you know how to
read and write he said No I

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was in the school and the LBJ
School here in Kandahar.

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But ever since because of the war.

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When I finish from one
misery than another misery

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starts and I never get a
chance to go back and study.

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And I just think for a minute like I
flash back to all the world where

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I live it\'s green and
beautiful and the parks

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where I go for running
sometimes and I watched

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the little kids coming and
playing and the toys that they

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have an ear I am I\'m watching
so much destitution and

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problems that\'s almost as if someone
personally has betrayed me. And

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and I just wonder where it can when a start
it\'s you know it\'s easy to play matter people

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but I think the rest of the world has
something to say or do about this.

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I sort of feel the people
here are so trapped.

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And these kids are innocent
it\'s not their fault.

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That things have gone
wrong in this country.

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And it\'s not long enough
before they will grow into

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a generation enough of people who would be.

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Following extreme views will
will be angry at the world.

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I don\'t see that. So impossible
you know watching what\'s going on

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This is one of Kandahar
as well-known landmarks

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like other shrines it\'s more
after people less institutional.

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It\'s a place where people pray they make
a plea to make a wish for something.

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They cry.

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Irr in

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the basement of the shrine is
the grave of Mitra Durrani.

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250 years ago he founded Afghanistan

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It\'s grave is venerated and as
an important national symbol.

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The Taliban exploited national
and religious symbols

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to rally the support of
ordinary Kandahar raise.

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They played with the historical
imagination of people.

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In 1996 here at the gateway of

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the Kandahar shrine Mullah Omar the leader
of the Taliban declared themselves.

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The spiritual head of the country.

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Omar was one of a group of

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former Majority and commanders that
Pakistan supported and financed.

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Omar reduced the world to
a simple vision of good

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and evil and a set of
rituals and strict laws.

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And it appeals to people especially
when they are tired of fighting and war

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I supported of the Taliban was
teaching religion to young boys

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told me he traveled and had seen
what life is like in the West.

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He said it\'s anarchy it\'s chaotic.

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Families are broken up.

00:24:27.650 --> 00:24:29.809
Kids are growing up without parents.

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Women are raped their walking
almost naked on the streets.

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They become objects.

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He said that\'s not the kind of life
we want for our woman or for people.

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But why did these arguments lead
people to support the Taliban

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Sorry mass haddock Tao has absolutely
give my gay human suffering

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but regardless chefs that I took the model.

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Most single download my model.

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What do I do for anytime under

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our non-food bid-ask boiler

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where you put your prior years and your
coworker or your going and going and going on.

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That the last edition data or tea she

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yo scurrying popular knuckle
manner by heart but I am not

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that funnel hotspot
user-user curiosity osha.

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But you\'ll watch TV
shaming not not to Iraq.

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I asked my father that when you\'re in
university and you\'re doing gold those protests

00:26:02.960 --> 00:26:09.764
anti-monarchical liberal democracy
parliament students yearning.

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And you ever thought that something

00:26:13.145 --> 00:26:16.309
worse could come out of it and it
will not be a change for better.

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And he said no we never even imagined

00:26:19.865 --> 00:26:22.489
To deal with forces like this.

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I think if the West was
really interested in building

00:26:26.270 --> 00:26:30.769
democracy in Afghanistan they would
have supported moderate forces.

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Instead they chose to support

00:26:33.740 --> 00:26:39.934
the most extreme groups the majority
telephone and their ideology.

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What a byproduct of what happened in the
Cold War and individually I didn\'t era.

00:26:47.260 --> 00:26:51.709
And now some of those majority
and leaders are back in power.

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They control much of the
country including the North.

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It\'s ironic that when we get to bizarre

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I will have to rely on their
help to find the data

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So you have an idea where it
looks three nanometer surface.

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Now I don\'t have an address DNS.

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I\'m cold. I used to forward their lectures.

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I\'ve been looking for him for months.

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I voted to letters.

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But I don\'t know why he
hasn\'t reflect a lip

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Before yesterday one person killed by my Was
that mines that were laid by the Russians.

00:27:53.195 --> 00:27:56.149
I think it\'s a good doomed minded

00:27:56.150 --> 00:28:01.354
switched from American bourbon
bombardment in Afghanistan.

00:28:01.355 --> 00:28:04.864
How many people have been injured or killed

00:28:04.865 --> 00:28:08.884
or are getting killed by the
landmines ordinary people.

00:28:08.885 --> 00:28:13.699
Now five-person birthday in Georgia
are killed in Afghanistan.

00:28:13.700 --> 00:28:17.839
It\'s hard work and why
I do it for my people.

00:28:17.840 --> 00:28:20.584
I love my country I love my people.

00:28:20.585 --> 00:28:26.629
It\'s very dangerous work needy tomorrow
I will kill baby today. I didn\'t know

00:28:26.630 --> 00:28:31.609
Future but it\'s necessary to clear
the Afghanistan area from mine.

00:28:31.610 --> 00:28:36.259
I must work who will come
from for this difficult word.

00:28:36.260 --> 00:28:41.464
Can people must work here and we wish
from all over the world countries.

00:28:41.465 --> 00:28:43.054
Please stop the mind.

00:28:43.055 --> 00:28:46.174
It\'s the voice of poor
people of Afghanistan.

00:28:46.175 --> 00:28:48.664
Please please stop the mind.

00:28:48.665 --> 00:28:55.590
And the mind for us for us
please send their education.

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When I was growing up

00:29:08.990 --> 00:29:12.559
This part of Afghanistan
was a place for picnics

00:29:12.560 --> 00:29:17.790
and going to the movies
and having lots of fun.

00:29:25.990 --> 00:29:28.650
Stuff.

00:29:30.760 --> 00:29:33.270
Whatever that

00:29:42.100 --> 00:29:45.030
might be a name I don\'t know.

00:30:21.400 --> 00:30:24.889
So what are the plans when we\'d
get to him as our as our as

00:30:24.890 --> 00:30:27.859
controlled by various
warlords and one of them

00:30:27.860 --> 00:30:30.529
being dosed them I would like to
go to dose them and see if I can

00:30:30.530 --> 00:30:34.159
get his help to locate
the IANA or more funding

00:30:34.160 --> 00:30:36.739
And Dostum as one of the many majority and

00:30:36.740 --> 00:30:40.654
warlords that emerged during
the war against the Russians.

00:30:40.655 --> 00:30:44.359
In 1992 when the majority
in fought each other

00:30:44.360 --> 00:30:47.299
for control of cabal does
slaughtered thousands of

00:30:47.300 --> 00:30:48.679
people and destroyed much of

00:30:48.680 --> 00:30:54.390
the city some of those majority in
groups became the Northern Alliance.

00:30:54.700 --> 00:30:58.939
And the tragedy in all of this
is that most of these people are

00:30:58.940 --> 00:31:02.359
running the current government now
or there\'s some form of a force

00:31:02.360 --> 00:31:06.874
within the government and they still
have gunmen and lots of power

00:31:06.875 --> 00:31:13.210
the American government used them against
al-Qaeda and continues to finance an orphan

00:31:27.250 --> 00:31:31.189
Those seams to guide that\'s
been accused of suffocating as

00:31:31.190 --> 00:31:35.550
1000 Taliban prisoners
in shipping containers.

00:31:41.010 --> 00:31:45.584
And crescendos and media that
well we\'ve got some good general.

00:31:45.585 --> 00:31:50.610
And a funky already General does
shift data nearly all along

00:31:52.880 --> 00:31:57.694
He has this old man\'s torsional
or lower Bloomberg corruption.

00:31:57.695 --> 00:32:05.430
Amongst our cultures and shall
Lamalera storage servers to myself.

00:32:06.580 --> 00:32:09.694
Okay well then we have
to see the commander.

00:32:09.695 --> 00:32:15.900
But we\'ll talk a little more
drama was not Mr. Shelby staff.

00:32:16.270 --> 00:32:20.839
Astronauts for high unemotional by sub one.

00:32:20.840 --> 00:32:23.394
I\'m for me the unquote
Elisha was vulnerable song

00:32:23.395 --> 00:32:26.764
on an album opera and then as
well as value goes down by

00:32:26.765 --> 00:32:34.765
metabolic Alan Mann from and colloidal
mortality marathon on political economy

00:32:35.660 --> 00:32:39.619
Books followers of upon the plasma
volume has already been filled

00:32:39.620 --> 00:32:44.970
the fossil record for this data for the
show go adversaries that philosophers.

00:32:47.020 --> 00:32:53.239
Well interestingly enough they
could Callender is the owner of

00:32:53.240 --> 00:32:59.760
the hotel where I just kind
of keep us thread face.

00:33:07.930 --> 00:33:11.299
Well what I saw was a woman and in

00:33:11.300 --> 00:33:14.194
the back of her head it seemed
that she had tighter here.

00:33:14.195 --> 00:33:18.814
And that\'s more for me a sign of
a woman from the city of Kabul

00:33:18.815 --> 00:33:21.844
Even this I love shoes you can almost tell.

00:33:21.845 --> 00:33:25.384
So when I see the woman around
here I look for these signs.

00:33:25.385 --> 00:33:28.789
And what happens to me is that I
immediately feel that should I

00:33:28.790 --> 00:33:32.374
just go and ask her or should
I go and full of Birkhoff.

00:33:32.375 --> 00:33:34.849
I look for obvious signs
that it\'s very hard.

00:33:34.850 --> 00:33:36.949
I can\'t stop every single
woman you know under

00:33:36.950 --> 00:33:42.540
the broadcast industry and as their
name any of these woman could be Dyana.

00:33:48.010 --> 00:33:51.979
Just incredible to see the
woman selling the clothes and

00:33:51.980 --> 00:33:55.819
doing this every day interaction
was such a good feeling.

00:33:55.820 --> 00:34:00.169
Because traditionally women would\'ve
been charged us as economic

00:34:00.170 --> 00:34:03.049
dealing with them in
their family or outside.

00:34:03.050 --> 00:34:06.619
It\'s always man\'s job to be outside in

00:34:06.620 --> 00:34:10.429
the market dealing with strangers
that everyday level it completely

00:34:10.430 --> 00:34:14.479
changes the dynamics of the
relationship between man and woman in

00:34:14.480 --> 00:34:18.949
this society has been on the gear

00:34:18.950 --> 00:34:23.959
non-normal data Townsend as shorter
Kabul or Milan XHR solvation.

00:34:23.960 --> 00:34:26.760
The Augustan get enemas orders them.

00:34:26.770 --> 00:34:30.564
Damages to the point that I
need you to do is that he

00:34:30.565 --> 00:34:38.565
didn\'t show

00:34:39.980 --> 00:34:42.319
battle that and follow modulation

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And the reason I wanted to
make an automobile that

00:34:46.640 --> 00:34:50.869
hook delegate butcher multidivisional
met him without the officers that were

00:34:50.870 --> 00:34:55.204
going to assert who sort of
Pelosi hasn\'t it into two halves.

00:34:55.205 --> 00:34:58.339
And let\'s suppose that I
tell them I wouldn\'t kinda

00:34:58.340 --> 00:35:02.914
foundational knowledge decimal and
show them how to read or number two.

00:35:02.915 --> 00:35:08.900
And covered with not being
able to fight it all.

00:35:10.340 --> 00:35:17.239
The known Thomas Jefferson continuously feel
much worse consequences for example must

00:35:17.240 --> 00:35:24.719
satisfy certain mental models one of it as a
whole bunch of data formats. Von unmotivated

00:35:24.720 --> 00:35:30.024
But rich positive fish morph and
other left that didn\'t involve them.

00:35:30.025 --> 00:35:35.749
More chicken MDA stare
Korczak bone\'s shape on

00:35:35.750 --> 00:35:42.230
that other flashy sheriff Islam Islam
Islam liberty and all I\'m gonna.

00:36:02.340 --> 00:36:07.304
Meeting Mr. dose permits

00:36:07.305 --> 00:36:10.699
Clark I\'ve been waiting here
electric to solid hours.

00:36:10.700 --> 00:36:13.234
Now. I will cite this foreign ministry.

00:36:13.235 --> 00:36:15.289
And this is not the first time.

00:36:15.290 --> 00:36:19.069
This is the fifth or sixth time
we\'re coming here waiting waiting.

00:36:19.070 --> 00:36:24.349
And just like please like my father\'s
generation could have never dreamed

00:36:24.350 --> 00:36:30.210
of the day that you know people like those
then would be in a position of power.

00:36:30.250 --> 00:36:33.859
An endosome and few other
Waldo had been accused

00:36:33.860 --> 00:36:37.384
of war crimes that are being
investigated by the UN.

00:36:37.385 --> 00:36:42.214
And the Americans and their allies or
just sitting back and watching it.

00:36:42.215 --> 00:36:47.044
And I think that\'s what\'s most painful
for a lot of ordinary people.

00:36:47.045 --> 00:36:49.534
They\'re happy that the Taliban are gone.

00:36:49.535 --> 00:36:51.679
Haven\'t seen justice.

00:36:51.680 --> 00:36:54.589
It\'s not within Americans
interests to try to

00:36:54.590 --> 00:36:57.859
create a national army or
get rid of these workloads.

00:36:57.860 --> 00:37:01.054
I mean these warlords serve
a very important purpose.

00:37:01.055 --> 00:37:04.699
If you have a nationalist strong
government in Afghanistan it can

00:37:04.700 --> 00:37:08.554
easily rely on its own forces to
say no to American interests.

00:37:08.555 --> 00:37:13.639
But when you have a scattered group of people
you can always play one against the other.

00:37:13.640 --> 00:37:17.029
The US government just
nice enough stability to

00:37:17.030 --> 00:37:21.630
Bill oil pipelines and keep a
friendly government and power.

00:37:23.230 --> 00:37:27.484
And I can see that why the
ordinary people here will feel so

00:37:27.485 --> 00:37:31.969
overwhelmed and overpower by
all of these difficulties

00:37:31.970 --> 00:37:35.164
Physical problem of surviving.

00:37:35.165 --> 00:37:37.770
Someone is coming.

00:37:42.280 --> 00:37:48.904
Yeah we\'re going to a place
to meet with the general.

00:37:48.905 --> 00:37:53.220
This is the representative of
the general coming with us.

00:38:05.140 --> 00:38:11.550
What Severus ideas is rather

00:38:21.090 --> 00:38:29.090
Well it\'s not a business

00:38:29.440 --> 00:38:33.650
Jan data available via JBL
by them for that medium.

00:38:35.890 --> 00:38:39.504
So I\'m I\'m all set up with her.

00:38:39.505 --> 00:38:45.758
And we simply visceral emotional coalition

00:38:45.759 --> 00:38:47.919
as manometers your standard and

00:38:47.920 --> 00:38:53.270
nevertheless minima rather MSH2
and there were nationalists

00:38:55.990 --> 00:39:03.990
He surely didn\'t module
because Kabbalah hadn\'t

00:39:06.275 --> 00:39:09.849
then just the others than were massacred
Macon and produced them the ANOVA on

00:39:09.850 --> 00:39:12.859
our additional Shakespeare
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00:39:12.860 --> 00:39:16.950
move it and in Ramallah callback
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00:39:17.410 --> 00:39:21.289
Module covalent with us
relax Walla tolerable.

00:39:21.290 --> 00:39:27.544
Mineralogist such for their
local mosquito Bhutan.

00:39:27.545 --> 00:39:32.989
Armando. Maradona director says Yes.

00:39:32.990 --> 00:39:35.689
Thank him again. And when
I say K must Willingham

00:39:35.690 --> 00:39:39.019
all had OBOR war Jordan
wall on which colors Buddha

00:39:39.020 --> 00:39:41.734
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around the aquifer Dasani.

00:39:41.735 --> 00:39:44.614
Quadratus receded Olivia Moore.

00:39:44.615 --> 00:39:46.699
I got together with them to Milly.

00:39:46.700 --> 00:39:49.414
He would be on Wu De Di regime with

00:39:49.415 --> 00:39:54.809
amateur tsunami from the corner
Davos shall mommy phones.

00:39:54.810 --> 00:40:01.009
I gotta sell on another and another and
Hartmann was the team could follow you get

00:40:01.010 --> 00:40:03.559
that the New York was eventually
active integrity reactor

00:40:03.560 --> 00:40:06.469
up Sugata haven\'t Warner\'s panam.

00:40:06.470 --> 00:40:08.479
I\'m Amanda much more rapping round.

00:40:08.480 --> 00:40:09.924
The camera is.

00:40:09.925 --> 00:40:14.869
Yeah because one lateral I\'ll
actually not brother id got him

00:40:14.870 --> 00:40:17.839
where actually the others
go over it in a beat her up

00:40:17.840 --> 00:40:21.860
amateur view cameras come
by governments Savannah

00:40:24.310 --> 00:40:27.754
In the nineties when these
guys fought each other

00:40:27.755 --> 00:40:31.819
over a million people died and half
of the city of Kabul was destroyed.

00:40:31.820 --> 00:40:35.014
That\'s not a football game.

00:40:35.015 --> 00:40:38.239
And he couldn\'t care less about my search.

00:40:38.240 --> 00:40:41.644
I know the list it was talking
about doesn\'t even exist.

00:40:41.645 --> 00:40:44.640
I guess that\'s the end of his help.

00:40:56.050 --> 00:40:59.809
We\'re going to another
warlord known as we\'ll start

00:40:59.810 --> 00:41:03.304
at trying to see whether
he can help us find

00:41:03.305 --> 00:41:07.129
RNA or our family in the city.

00:41:07.130 --> 00:41:10.749
And log of Wasn\'t she was that it could
have started with an envelope with I\'m

00:41:10.750 --> 00:41:14.389
Cormac McCarthy kid RES
gammas L and I\'m sure

00:41:14.390 --> 00:41:18.799
you\'re well theoretic and Misha would\'ve
sat book on annulus market economy broken

00:41:18.800 --> 00:41:24.379
M. Sub D I will give them a hot

00:41:24.380 --> 00:41:29.269
enough that watch an ad hoc monogenetic as
copolymer then we\'re tending solids coming to

00:41:29.270 --> 00:41:35.374
Adelbert and the gimmick gonna it\'ll
come come that I\'m comfy modulate.

00:41:35.375 --> 00:41:40.159
Chromatin shortly Shari
Mazar-i-Sharif Picasa

00:41:40.160 --> 00:41:43.879
dashed Mega world more urine
collision on Amazon accomplished.

00:41:43.880 --> 00:41:45.990
And I\'m using the human ego

00:42:15.850 --> 00:42:21.409
Statistics covers things they
don\'t want to be on camera.

00:42:21.410 --> 00:42:28.770
But only DO Nakashima nationally
me National Central National.

00:42:36.160 --> 00:42:39.979
Dr. Ross engineers most arose later

00:42:39.980 --> 00:42:46.609
leakage magnetic wages and electrics
and compression work nonalcoholic.

00:42:46.610 --> 00:42:48.900
Sparkling isolated.

00:42:56.170 --> 00:42:59.159
Yourself thereby Saddam

00:42:59.160 --> 00:43:04.249
Rather you come over Horner was and

00:43:04.250 --> 00:43:12.250
they wouldn\'t burden in a diverse or
some other number this about invisible.

00:43:14.680 --> 00:43:19.649
Tavo mother magician will
say well show me that

00:43:19.650 --> 00:43:24.319
the Bourgerie boron rocket
Tama was automobile.

00:43:24.320 --> 00:43:27.764
Posada Posada push your
boss Gilligan carbocation.

00:43:27.765 --> 00:43:34.594
As soon as harsh on the top ten on Earth.

00:43:34.595 --> 00:43:39.154
But it\'s a lot more data. Tom Omar as
ASALA has for the shack Macrobius setup.

00:43:39.155 --> 00:43:41.144
What XLR java-version

00:43:41.145 --> 00:43:45.769
Under them but bed Misha bus aesthetics

00:43:45.770 --> 00:43:48.559
SFO that egg and yet to call them.
They give up on it.

00:43:48.560 --> 00:43:56.560
And it\'ll kind of like vesus US
air raid on Monday that killed

00:43:58.490 --> 00:44:01.759
or injured dozens of people
attending whoa why didn\'t party has

00:44:01.760 --> 00:44:05.479
shocked and angered Afghans
civilian losses at

00:44:05.480 --> 00:44:09.199
the start of the war seemed to have
been more understandable as necessary

00:44:09.200 --> 00:44:13.894
sacrifices in the campaign to
overthrow the Taliban and Al Qaeda.

00:44:13.895 --> 00:44:17.539
Now civilian deaths seem
unacceptable as the Americans

00:44:17.540 --> 00:44:22.230
continue their war against the
remnants of the old regime.

00:44:28.480 --> 00:44:32.779
Let\'s go to the university because
I want to find out if DNAs are

00:44:32.780 --> 00:44:37.170
budgeted Damn oh there\'s
another solder Dr. Ramsey.

00:44:37.390 --> 00:44:44.779
And then bucks or

00:44:44.780 --> 00:44:50.700
activities in the classroom
rather than toolboxes and stuff.

00:44:52.480 --> 00:44:56.194
On a bit of feeding them show me found.

00:44:56.195 --> 00:45:04.050
Though they\'ve seen

00:45:06.340 --> 00:45:09.689
In elevator was lousy shot at
him Ananda their com Odesk

00:45:09.690 --> 00:45:13.039
agenda where there was a study Afghanistan
that Columbus you\'re cut off with.

00:45:13.040 --> 00:45:15.679
I\'ve got additional way though
about the functional MRI.

00:45:15.680 --> 00:45:23.680
Gadolinium and Martha to maladapted Yeah.

00:45:26.880 --> 00:45:34.880
My Gim me. Suddenly got estimate.

00:45:36.485 --> 00:45:39.949
The Charmaz Irish quantum didn\'t
try that in editing and whether

00:45:39.950 --> 00:45:44.179
focal della fixture mommy and daddy to make
ashamed masala medium has them moving.

00:45:44.180 --> 00:45:47.674
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do des at nine AM cannot

00:45:47.675 --> 00:45:50.119
other amacrine Cage is a Bulgarian.

00:45:50.120 --> 00:45:54.409
However nice thought of
them as a motor Derrida

00:45:54.410 --> 00:46:00.169
salary waste gas dynamic muscle
and your turtles as caldera.

00:46:00.170 --> 00:46:01.494
Marseillaise is good.

00:46:01.495 --> 00:46:05.749
Based up on the way Mr. tolerable
we know as yet me continue expert.

00:46:05.750 --> 00:46:09.359
Semi solid jumped up now but I must
allow shadow was not more with

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agriculture the data and
muscle and you can make

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an umbrella for the shadow to the whole
bizarre began to Zambia who was on

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the cell and Jang mobile money

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growing without following the
Dhamma fade ohmic and an old.

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Bam yeah tomato soup data.

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You\'re gonna need the sea about
data began in some moment

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where Dictionary.com which I saw on Russia
Cuba hotter John Lee Hooker load on beam

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See the Hubbard Ramanathan
splint that Decker for Monday

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August navigate their
Santiago is mobile than MBA.

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From under me solidly upon Abishek a perfect
but I don\'t that this little device

00:46:44.090 --> 00:46:47.974
that you read Neo4j become pretty
broken and the buffer Turkey.

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They\'ll let you judge to that.

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But then how in the realm of them

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So instead of just receive

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a dividend which may start shooting and
you\'ll notice that I\'ve written about

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access and they\'re not
going to make the data

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to render an ideal does approach
and I\'ve been a reporter will

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say okay they\'ve asked us over b aperture
as a minister with every single day.

00:47:36.580 --> 00:47:44.580
By Thomas Edison one would say
like barely may not honest.

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Second omega m is n of those and
eliminate basilica footers.

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Then I add one left because it

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was what we were in command which
killed murdered him Schumer

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is put them at an act whether
in Cambodia member include

00:48:07.160 --> 00:48:10.860
doesn\'t do that which camera bushy Well
you know what I found the predecessor.

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And muddy owes them a way
to maybe go for most

00:48:15.320 --> 00:48:18.039
international But look I didn\'t know
the position and the hedonic you

00:48:18.040 --> 00:48:20.779
betcha somebody shown jumps and
then where\'s it Malaysia to

00:48:20.780 --> 00:48:24.259
George Kennan I guess none of them have one
guy did Bush and one was a monopolist.

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It wasn\'t actually know their names but she
might teenagers and I mean think before

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but I guess I should not forget

00:48:32.510 --> 00:48:34.639
anything because that I\'d
wanted to do New Yorkers

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and I didn\'t know if again ME good
income which gives us a number

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But tian doesn\'t go further
to go but I was almost

00:48:44.780 --> 00:48:46.939
going to Shamata Megan combined
roadmaps and and that water sun which

00:48:46.940 --> 00:48:49.129
could not get the Saudis anymore
the hope with academic coffee.

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Now macho peak off.

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Clinical trials in return.
You get that means

00:48:52.850 --> 00:48:57.379
an antiquated castigate boy he doesn\'t know
that it doesn\'t often get eBook winning.

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Moments are known as the
multidimensional setup want

00:48:59.990 --> 00:49:02.089
us to know that they know
that one is then been

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accomplished at at least get
to a better member we could go

00:49:04.160 --> 00:49:06.889
there but now that I can go in
and I want to cut the baby now.

00:49:06.890 --> 00:49:09.784
Because like I said the
facade let me draw that.

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Let\'s say that every dollar drafting

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but some other but I\'m afraid
I will say by cutting service

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I get to go back to Canada
but these woman have

00:49:31.940 --> 00:49:36.210
to live with this mentality and
face these guys for a long time.

00:49:38.860 --> 00:49:44.340
Dujana wanted to live an independent
life and I wanted the same thing.

00:49:44.470 --> 00:49:49.939
Independent life for us meant that
I wanted to have my own place.

00:49:49.940 --> 00:49:54.709
Even in my generation the girls finish
high school and maybe go to university.

00:49:54.710 --> 00:49:58.099
And then the next step was to get married

00:49:58.100 --> 00:50:01.339
and become the extension of
another family for us was like

00:50:01.340 --> 00:50:04.429
family would happen when it
happens but we would like

00:50:04.430 --> 00:50:08.970
to go to university and
create our own world.

00:50:14.350 --> 00:50:20.400
I got my chance to live an
independent life but did the Ghana.

00:50:20.530 --> 00:50:24.270
In 1998 she wrote.

00:50:24.310 --> 00:50:30.124
Sometimes I think that I\'m going
to die from loneliness and grief.

00:50:30.125 --> 00:50:36.529
I continually thing that I have become a
useless and hopeless thing. Or we\'re forced

00:50:36.530 --> 00:50:39.799
become like that. Sometimes I

00:50:39.800 --> 00:50:44.629
laugh with bitterness when I see I\'m
living in a city of loss people.

00:50:44.630 --> 00:50:52.170
If the current situation will continue
probably I will lose my mind completely.

00:50:59.290 --> 00:51:03.259
Had a very sort of weird strange dream last

00:51:03.260 --> 00:51:08.464
night from far away I see
this woman with her hair up.

00:51:08.465 --> 00:51:12.484
She\'s in white clothes and she has
pearls hanging from her heirs.

00:51:12.485 --> 00:51:16.519
Yara smiles and waves from far away.

00:51:16.520 --> 00:51:18.739
And then she puts on

00:51:18.740 --> 00:51:21.289
something black like a
like a west like you know

00:51:21.290 --> 00:51:24.304
something completely
separate over her clothes.

00:51:24.305 --> 00:51:29.299
And she she she texted and I\'ll close
and it\'s like a whole sort of outfit

00:51:29.300 --> 00:51:34.099
made like shiny black material and she
puts that on and she has no smile.

00:51:34.100 --> 00:51:36.274
She\'s very upset.

00:51:36.275 --> 00:51:39.739
And I reached out with my left hand to

00:51:39.740 --> 00:51:43.789
her cheekbone like and I don\'t get
to touch it I just point at it.

00:51:43.790 --> 00:51:49.230
And I said she\'s very precious take good
care of her. And then they walk away

00:52:00.310 --> 00:52:05.359
The thing that they found a
family so I\'m just excited.

00:52:05.360 --> 00:52:07.534
I hope that\'s correct. I
keep my fingers crossed.

00:52:07.535 --> 00:52:09.979
And I\'m going to ask for more
information because he has

00:52:09.980 --> 00:52:12.559
a version of what this is
telling me it seems to be

00:52:12.560 --> 00:52:15.319
the family but we\'re going to try
to match the stories and see if

00:52:15.320 --> 00:52:19.470
that\'s the case predicate
Embase me and Dr. Graham\'s.

00:52:19.960 --> 00:52:22.864
Rahm Bonomi dinner.

00:52:22.865 --> 00:52:25.459
You\'re no longer a humongous.

00:52:25.460 --> 00:52:29.449
Thank you but the ammonia tolerably
as Kabul but Hotel Ville

00:52:29.450 --> 00:52:34.874
mosquito asked yuriga Trevor
tolerable British Sura

00:52:34.875 --> 00:52:40.069
Minkowski both carotid 15

00:52:40.070 --> 00:52:44.419
is the curia but more often good for satiety
Saddam more African-American and Becky trust

00:52:44.420 --> 00:52:48.454
your smart home that you
don\'t have to sharp

00:52:48.455 --> 00:52:50.269
much more vicious geeky burden on

00:52:50.270 --> 00:52:54.979
pedestrian lab correct within the
certain potential candidate told was

00:52:54.980 --> 00:53:02.854
seen as the push shovel Madonna cnf or
you\'re a burden was covered with a buddy

00:53:02.855 --> 00:53:06.589
and Buddha with initial
enemy Almaden past was

00:53:06.590 --> 00:53:11.359
potential Medina yet PCM is deeply
moved and just use one dose with it.

00:53:11.360 --> 00:53:13.349
Doesn\'t want to install a bush

00:53:13.350 --> 00:53:15.799
Hello cannot be shared by

00:53:15.800 --> 00:53:21.454
liberal logistical making linkage
equilibrium Schumer Kusama caching.

00:53:21.455 --> 00:53:25.360
So quota tungsten get valuable.

00:53:25.930 --> 00:53:33.930
Hallmark features of magic
as your mobile phone.

00:53:37.380 --> 00:53:42.870
So Bergen Herbert Bayer
began his financial.

00:53:45.490 --> 00:53:53.490
Benefit. Lithium can be been invaluable

00:53:55.240 --> 00:53:58.279
You have trash icon Bosnian
Muslim Schumer and

00:53:58.280 --> 00:54:00.429
shallow was unusual in terms
of establishing hada comes.

00:54:00.430 --> 00:54:02.890
I\'m not going to ship a product.

00:54:07.150 --> 00:54:10.999
Does it feel like the
real thing I felt yeah.

00:54:11.000 --> 00:54:13.369
And then when they start
telling me the name and

00:54:13.370 --> 00:54:17.089
the stories I felt Oh my God
yes yes that\'s probably in.

00:54:17.090 --> 00:54:20.389
I was completely unaware of
that she\'d been kidnapped.

00:54:20.390 --> 00:54:24.319
And basically that\'s what it prompted
her to want to commit suicide.

00:54:24.320 --> 00:54:27.769
But what makes sense to me is
that they see ever since they

00:54:27.770 --> 00:54:31.009
moved to Missouri for someone
who has been very very close.

00:54:31.010 --> 00:54:34.849
She\'s not allowed even to go to the
weddings or to family gatherings.

00:54:34.850 --> 00:54:38.700
And that I wouldn\'t be surprised
because I haven\'t heard from her.

00:54:38.710 --> 00:54:43.699
I often taught that why wouldn\'t she
communicate why wouldn\'t she tried to get

00:54:43.700 --> 00:54:49.939
some information to me but if this incident
is true that I\'m not surprised at all.

00:54:49.940 --> 00:54:53.299
The difficulty now for me is that
I don\'t know how I would bare

00:54:53.300 --> 00:54:58.800
the next two days knowing that if they are
here and I don\'t have access to them.

00:55:07.330 --> 00:55:13.909
Where the other white bearded guy the
older guy where I was just told by

00:55:13.910 --> 00:55:20.434
the soldier is just the gardener that
comes in and trim stuff in the garden

00:55:20.435 --> 00:55:22.489
He\'s a very twisted man.

00:55:22.490 --> 00:55:26.524
He said the soldier said he
is greedy or making money.

00:55:26.525 --> 00:55:28.904
Then at some point they have to get us it.

00:55:28.905 --> 00:55:32.749
At a stage we\'re about to go see
the people and I asked for money.

00:55:32.750 --> 00:55:37.849
Now we asked our friend who knows them
whether it\'s dangerous or just about money.

00:55:37.850 --> 00:55:42.319
And my understanding is it\'s
not dangerous dangerous.

00:55:42.320 --> 00:55:44.779
And he said from when he
had gathered the houses

00:55:44.780 --> 00:55:48.450
within the city and not too
far away from their office

00:55:51.160 --> 00:55:55.864
The classification on Vietnam and
completion and mobile market mommy.

00:55:55.865 --> 00:55:58.754
None of what we could affect

00:55:58.755 --> 00:56:01.579
your kidneys back and adapting within

00:56:01.580 --> 00:56:04.960
a colonial mother with my
name I never pay me Edmund.

00:56:06.170 --> 00:56:13.560
Tamika cultural warfare survey.

00:56:14.470 --> 00:56:22.299
And they asked me to work at the sort of
forgotten about mothers novel environments

00:56:22.300 --> 00:56:27.169
where the old guy had told the
soldier that if he\'s going to show

00:56:27.170 --> 00:56:32.314
us the house and we go maybe Dyana\'s
father or a brother would react.

00:56:32.315 --> 00:56:34.284
The soldier said sort of

00:56:34.285 --> 00:56:36.559
And pleaded with him
please help this woman.

00:56:36.560 --> 00:56:40.474
She\'s been looking so hard and she\'s been
trying very hard and she\'s come from far away.

00:56:40.475 --> 00:56:43.339
And he had said what he\'s gonna
do is he\'s gonna write a note on

00:56:43.340 --> 00:56:47.809
my behalf and send it to the
piano and see what she\'s

00:56:47.810 --> 00:56:51.769
gonna react if she reacts
positively and wants to

00:56:51.770 --> 00:56:55.999
see now offer then he\'s going to tell
me and will take me to the house.

00:56:56.000 --> 00:57:01.489
But if she reacts differently
or the family then that\'s it.

00:57:01.490 --> 00:57:05.490
Now the soldier is certain
that this is the family.

00:57:06.190 --> 00:57:14.190
But I don\'t know. I\'ve got some news

00:57:17.015 --> 00:57:21.664
And it\'s going to be disturbing but
you get information from this guy.

00:57:21.665 --> 00:57:26.434
From your system sheared
from Dan is uncommon Dubai.

00:57:26.435 --> 00:57:30.754
Can I not he sent a fax.

00:57:30.755 --> 00:57:35.239
It says I\'m sorry for the
labor Clyde here letter.

00:57:35.240 --> 00:57:39.964
But I just returned to Dubai after
an extended trip to Afghanistan.

00:57:39.965 --> 00:57:44.464
For a long time I wanted to tell you
the truth about your close friend.

00:57:44.465 --> 00:57:47.719
But I didn\'t want to disturb
you or your family.

00:57:47.720 --> 00:57:52.969
Now that you\'re searching for
and are insisting to know it\'s

00:57:52.970 --> 00:57:59.650
painful for me to tell you that your
friend Dyana took her life sound

00:58:19.750 --> 00:58:22.849
I was devastated.

00:58:22.850 --> 00:58:24.949
I worst nightmare came

00:58:24.950 --> 00:58:32.950
to the Antarctic real-life soon after
writing that final disturbing ledgers to me

00:58:43.980 --> 00:58:47.814
The timing of the news
was especially cruel.

00:58:47.815 --> 00:58:51.219
I saw I was going to see Dyana later that

00:58:51.220 --> 00:58:59.220
day the story at

00:59:00.490 --> 00:59:08.060
his man told me about DnaA was a lie
probably part of a scheme to make money.

00:59:12.060 --> 00:59:15.669
I finally found the Ana\'s family.

00:59:15.670 --> 00:59:19.430
They had just written
on to cabal from nasa.

00:59:19.740 --> 00:59:23.894
I sat with DNS mother and sisters

00:59:23.895 --> 00:59:29.010
Four years after her death
we shared our sorrow.

00:59:36.730 --> 00:59:40.024
InDyana and I used to walk.

00:59:40.025 --> 00:59:46.759
Whenever we felt that you know like
we wanted a moment of loneliness.

00:59:46.760 --> 00:59:49.530
We used to go to this triangle.

00:59:57.520 --> 01:00:00.949
And we would arrive at the shrine.

01:00:00.950 --> 01:00:04.354
And then there was a closed-door
with lots of blogs in it.

01:00:04.355 --> 01:00:05.884
And they had a legend

01:00:05.885 --> 01:00:08.509
If you make a wish and if your wish comes

01:00:08.510 --> 01:00:12.124
true if you touch those locks
there will open in your hand.

01:00:12.125 --> 01:00:18.060
And we used to pull those logs to see
whether it\'s going to open it never did.

01:00:18.070 --> 01:00:22.189
So there\'s a saying in Afghanistan
right the things comes in

01:00:22.190 --> 01:00:27.184
three and if it happens twice then the
third time we will happen as well.

01:00:27.185 --> 01:00:31.069
Jenna said to me look if that\'s
really true then what we

01:00:31.070 --> 01:00:35.134
should do is we should
go to this shrine twice.

01:00:35.135 --> 01:00:39.739
And if they\'re saying is true then
I won\'t be coming back and we

01:00:39.740 --> 01:00:47.494
will go to that try and
further Toyota. Right

01:00:47.495 --> 01:00:51.889
You can pay for them behind only this.

01:00:51.890 --> 01:00:57.170
Number. Would be

01:02:02.290 --> 01:02:04.730
Right

01:02:24.250 --> 01:02:28.580
Such systems

01:03:19.660 --> 01:03:22.530
Can you do

01:03:36.310 --> 01:03:38.850
Okay

01:04:34.750 --> 01:04:37.380
I mean.

01:04:47.230 --> 01:04:49.950
Achievement