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(dramatic piano music)

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- [Autumn VO] When I think about home

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I always think about the water.

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I think about how the
generations before me

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have had this connection to the water.

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I think about the fish that
are swimming within the lake.

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That water is embedded
within our DNA to protect it.

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- Alrighty.

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Now we fish.

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(speaking foreign language)

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- I was born in Reno, but I've spent

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my whole life here at Pyramid Lake.

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I grew up on the reservation.

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So a lot of my childhood
was spent outside.

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I see it as my responsibility
to protect these areas.

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The biggest issue that we've had

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is the construction of Derby Dam.

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It did cause our fish to go extinct.

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Thankfully we were able
to recover that species.

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Indigenous peoples have always
been caretakers of the land.

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We still see ourselves within that role.

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- Come here, Toot.

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Come here.

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Good girl.

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- I learned how to fish
through my parents.

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Both my mom and dad started taking me

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fishing from a young age.

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I remember how excited I was
when I caught my first fish

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and within our traditions here
if you catch your first fish

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you're supposed to give that to an elder.

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So I remember my first fish
I gave it to my grandma.

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I learned how to fly
fish about a year ago.

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When I hooked my first fish on the fly

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it was just so exciting to
be able to use your hands

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and to reel in that line and to feel

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that fish tugging on that line with you.

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After I caught my first fish
I was hooked on fly fishing

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and I wanted to continue learning
how to improve my skills.

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I'm excited to go on
this trip to Washington.

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I've never fished anywhere else
really besides Pyramid Lake,

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so I'm excited to go learn more about

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the steelhead fish that are up there.

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I think it's really cool that
we're gonna be on this river

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that merges with the ocean to be able

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to fish for the steelhead which are

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so connected to both of these waters.

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I've actually never seen big
fish within a river before.

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And I don't even know
how deep the river is.

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I have no clue, so it'll be interesting.

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It's gonna be a big learning
experience for sure.

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- Sorry I'm making it all wet.

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- It's all good.

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I met Sara last year at
Pyramid Lake Trout Camp.

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When I met her I was still so
new to the fly fishing world.

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She was very welcoming towards me

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and I think that's really important

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when you're getting
involved in a new sport.

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- Morning everybody!

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- [Sara] Good morning!

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- Isn't the weather gorgeous?

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- It's amazing.

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(Lael laughs)

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- Don't be nervous, we're
gonna try to keep everybody...

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We gonna keep everybody safe,

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we're gonna keep everybody warm.

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- [Autumn VO] Even though
I've been fishing here

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my whole life, there's
not a lot of fly fisher

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people who live within the reservation.

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Because I didn't see it

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I didn't think it was an accessible sport.

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It always seemed very expensive to me.

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I have a friend who's a fly fishing guide.

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And he just took me out one day and said

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you know what, I'm gonna
teach you how to fly fish.

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And it made me realize that there's

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so much more I can learn.

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- [Lael] So Autumn, you're
gonna have to pull it back up.

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So right now what you're
doing, you're dragging.

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- [Autumn VO] So I'm at this
point where I am obsessed

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and I do want to get better at fishing

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and continue developing my techniques.

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- Did you see anything?

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- I kind of did.

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- I did too.

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That was a fish.

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- [Sara] Yeah.

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- Yeah, that was.

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That was a fish.

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They're in here!

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That's dope.

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We just started.

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(rhythmic drumming)
(dramatic music)

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- [Autumn VO] So whenever
I travel to places

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I always think about the
original stewards of those lands

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and I think about the indigenous
peoples from those areas

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and the territory that
we're on when we're fishing.

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I'm thinking of those things
and I'm thinking about

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my impact when I travel to those places.

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I think what was reaffirmed for me

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in this trip is that we need to be doing

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a lot more work to protect these things

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that are so sacred to a lot of people.

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Especially indigenous communities

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who have always relied on these fish.

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And if we are ever to lose these species,

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then we have to think about how that would

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impact these different communities.

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I don't usually call myself an activist

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because for me it feels
like the work that I do

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to protect the fish and the water,

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it's more of a responsibility
than anything else.

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Every time I travel or go someplace new

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I always learn something.

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I always carry that with me.

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My role is to pass on that
knowledge to other young people.

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I wanna get them more involved in fishing

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and caring about our fish and our water.

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It's about remembering the connection

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that we have to those fish.

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Without those fish I
wouldn't be who I am today.

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(uplifting music)

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(birds chirping)

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♪ One, six, seven uphill ♪

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♪ See I am a God ♪

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♪ See fire and ice ♪

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♪ Freddy over door ♪

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- I could go right here.

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Look!

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- All right, I'm on the pirate ship!

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- [Boat Kid] The spinning
wheel's right here!

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- Get in the boat!

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♪ Lightning and thunder ♪

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(dramatic music)

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(truck revving)

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(driver laughs)

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(music intensifies)

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- I hunt polar bears.

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I haven't for the last few
years though 'cause of...

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I've been having quite a few seizures,

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and it's not good for me to be out there.

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'Cause I usually go out alone

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and I usually don't take nobody with me.

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I don't even take a dog with me.

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People do.

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Not me.

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I'm a loner.

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Always was.

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I was good at what I do.

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Really good.

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I got a lot of animals.

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You name it, I got it.

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- [Interviewer] Were you the best?

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- Not the best, but I
could be one of the top.

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That much I know.

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I broke down a few times.

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I walk a few times.

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I slept a night in a toboggan.

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No tents, nothing.

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Wind blows.

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Can't see nothing.

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I walk...

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I walked with a broken ankle.

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But I didn't make it to where I went

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so I walked back to my 'boggan

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and I went back to sleep until

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my brother came and picked me up.

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And yet, always danger.

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I was sleeping in the
'boggan by the time he came.

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But it was a blowout.

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I was putting out traps.

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I had the load of foxes in the 'boggan.

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Took me long time.

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Tough, it was tough.

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Tough sleeping outside
without fire, without heat.

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My last walk I took I walked for two days.

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Day and a half, really.

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I never felt heat.

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I never got cold.

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And I got no reserve fat on me.

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Nothing.

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Tough as they come.

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- [Jasmine] Watch them.

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- [Center Kid] Let me try it on that side.

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- [Right Kid] You try it now.

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- [Center Kid] Ow!

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- [Right Kid] Wait, your turn.

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Jasmine just...

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(wood creaking)

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- It's nice and windy up here.

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(pipe clangs)

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- I'll tell you about when
I first seen a white man.

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My parents were reindeer herders
at this camp north of here.

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First time I ever seen an airplane.

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This plane comes in from Aklavik.

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Something really loud up there.

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Aliens!

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To me it was aliens.

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From another world.

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All the family went down
to that lake to meet it.

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They knew who it was,
but us kids, we didn't.

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Me, I didn't.

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And I ran down with my friends,
right when it was landing.

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Just like it's gonna bump me.

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So I ran back to the tent.

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And when the engine stopped,
I peeked out of the tent.

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And I see this guy jump
out of that alien's plane.

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I didn't know it was a plane.

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I thought it was, you know...

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And I didn't know what was an engine.

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And this person comes out.

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He was really an alien.

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He was white!

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Never seen a white person before.

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That really scared me though.

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Are they gonna take me away in that?

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(birds chirping)

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- [Male Student] Side to side.

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- [Female Student] I'm looking
down, I see books from...

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This right here.

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(student chatter)

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- Five more minutes
guys, five more minutes.

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- You all set?

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Are you done?

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Are you done?

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- I got most of it in.

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- Well you know it's
spelled here three times.

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Here.

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There are two differences.

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- I forgot.

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I didn't do the problem, I just...

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(student chatter)

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- [Female Student] Can I
see your pen, Michelle?

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- Ah-ah-ah!

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It's a test.

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Jeez.

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(faded chatter)
(dramatic music)

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(coach's whistle blows)

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(children playful screaming)

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(singing in foreign language)
(rhythmic drumming)

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(audience applauds)

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- [Singer] I'd like to
dedicate our performances

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to the past and present Inuit Valley

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drummers and dancers from
our community and our region.

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♪ I stopped at a roadhouse in Texas ♪

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♪ A place they called Hamburger Dan's ♪

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♪ And I heard that old jukebox a-playing ♪

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♪ A song about a truck driving man ♪

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♪ Pour me another cup of coffee ♪

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♪ For it is the best in the land ♪

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♪ I'll put another
quarter in the jukebox ♪

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♪ And play The Truck Driving Man ♪

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♪ The waitress just
brought me some coffee ♪

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♪ I thanked her, but called her again ♪

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♪ I said that old song sure does fit me ♪

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♪ 'Cause I am a truck driving man ♪

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♪ Pour me another cup of coffee ♪

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♪ For it is the best in the land ♪

00:20:51.274 --> 00:20:55.933
♪ I'll put another
quarter in the jukebox ♪

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♪ And play The Truck Driving Man ♪

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- We had a funeral for the last...

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In the last six months.

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It only takes one day to dig grave.

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The ground is so soft.

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You know, you could...

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About 1970's we used to use...

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What do you call it?

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You know, that machine
that we used to dig.

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We used to use that.

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Nowadays to this day we
just use shovel and picks.

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And you could dig about
six feet in no time.

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It take you about one day, probably.

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The time when I first came,
when I first went to burial,

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used to take about eight to seven days,

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the ground was so solid.

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- We're sinking.

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We're sinking.

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(ambient music)

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(scattered chatter)

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- [Announcer] Without
further ado, let's welcome

00:24:58.737 --> 00:25:02.420
the six graduates with
the graduate positioning.

00:25:02.420 --> 00:25:05.420
(audience applauds)

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Marcus Kimiksana escorted
by Jessica Kimiksana.

00:25:34.486 --> 00:25:38.403
(audience applauds and cheers)

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- Today you're entering a
new chapter in your life.

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You're not gonna be told get
up, you're late for school.

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No more, now you have
to get up on your own.

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Work just for yourself.

00:26:20.886 --> 00:26:24.803
(audience applauds and cheers)

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- [Scared Kid] I'm gonna die.

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Let's just say we, oh
my god, had permission.

00:26:52.422 --> 00:26:53.902
- [Brave Kid] Don't look down now!

00:26:53.902 --> 00:26:55.470
- I couldn't normally!

00:26:55.470 --> 00:26:58.137
(kids laughing)

00:27:02.491 --> 00:27:04.824
It's gonna sway, I'm scared!

00:27:08.453 --> 00:27:10.563
I don't like the wind, you might fly off.

00:27:13.408 --> 00:27:14.991
I'm gonna get sick.

00:27:25.873 --> 00:27:28.140
- I take my nephews with me a few times

00:27:28.140 --> 00:27:31.040
I got some nephews, I take
them out with me and I go hunt.

00:27:32.100 --> 00:27:33.250
Teach them what I know.

00:27:34.470 --> 00:27:35.303
They'll learn.

00:27:35.303 --> 00:27:36.420
They're pretty good now.

00:27:37.780 --> 00:27:38.780
They're pretty good.

00:27:42.510 --> 00:27:45.953
But there's only, there's
a very few of them left.

00:27:47.050 --> 00:27:51.030
Very few people left along
the, for the young guys.

00:27:51.030 --> 00:27:54.450
There's a very few left that
hunt, goes out on the land.

00:27:55.623 --> 00:27:57.243
Just a very few left.

00:27:59.910 --> 00:28:01.100
Once those...

00:28:03.210 --> 00:28:04.043
Once...

00:28:05.310 --> 00:28:08.520
Once the elders finish around
here, there'll be no more.

00:28:08.520 --> 00:28:09.843
Even along the Delta.

00:28:11.002 --> 00:28:13.430
There's a lot of elders that are going.

00:28:13.430 --> 00:28:14.943
Here there's a very few left.

00:28:16.440 --> 00:28:19.280
I'm pretty much the last of the breed.

00:28:19.280 --> 00:28:22.200
That I know what they do out on the land.

00:28:22.200 --> 00:28:23.750
I'm pretty well the last of it.

00:28:25.800 --> 00:28:28.150
Lots of them don't know nothing.

00:28:28.150 --> 00:28:30.720
Lot of them can shoot.

00:28:30.720 --> 00:28:32.940
But they don't even know how to skin.

00:28:32.940 --> 00:28:35.403
They don't even know how
to skin an animal yet.

00:28:37.440 --> 00:28:38.856
Anybody could shoot.

00:28:38.856 --> 00:28:39.806
You could see that.

00:28:42.256 --> 00:28:43.443
My bingo's just about.

00:28:47.490 --> 00:28:50.040
I might get visitors, I don't know.

00:28:53.106 --> 00:28:55.689
(kids chatter)

00:29:10.745 --> 00:29:13.145
(kids laughing)

00:29:13.145 --> 00:29:15.728
- She was looking for a bridge!

00:29:21.495 --> 00:29:24.078
(girl shrieks)

00:29:37.970 --> 00:29:40.220
- Kayla, trap Genesis here!

00:29:41.298 --> 00:29:44.507
Trap him and go dump him in the water!

00:29:44.507 --> 00:29:47.507
(playful screaming)

00:29:56.815 --> 00:29:57.648
- Hey!

00:29:59.364 --> 00:30:02.031
(kids laughing)

00:30:25.614 --> 00:30:27.947
- See you on the other side!

00:30:28.913 --> 00:30:31.663
(dramatic music)

00:32:31.922 --> 00:32:35.755
(crickets and frogs chirping)

00:32:48.328 --> 00:32:51.161
(thunder booming)

00:33:07.650 --> 00:33:09.540
- [Grant VO] My grandfather told me

00:33:09.540 --> 00:33:12.423
we were placed here to
accomplish something,

00:33:14.019 --> 00:33:16.769
(dramatic music)

00:33:18.490 --> 00:33:20.240
To fulfill a destiny.

00:33:25.509 --> 00:33:27.092
This is my destiny.

00:33:57.853 --> 00:34:00.870
I am 78 years old.

00:34:00.870 --> 00:34:03.573
I have lived here most of my life.

00:34:14.610 --> 00:34:18.600
I grew up riding horses on these planes.

00:34:18.600 --> 00:34:21.003
Picking berries in these fields.

00:34:22.320 --> 00:34:24.333
Swimming in these rivers.

00:34:26.730 --> 00:34:28.953
I raised my family here.

00:34:30.300 --> 00:34:32.613
This is my home.

00:34:52.624 --> 00:34:55.624
I have seen changes over many years.

00:34:57.240 --> 00:34:59.523
But my people are survivors.

00:35:25.095 --> 00:35:28.346
(dramatic piano music)

00:35:28.346 --> 00:35:31.263
(ghostly chanting)

00:35:47.010 --> 00:35:50.253
This is my grandfather, He Comes Up Red.

00:35:51.150 --> 00:35:53.133
He lived 100 years.

00:35:56.158 --> 00:35:57.241
1847 to 1947.

00:36:01.230 --> 00:36:06.150
Until he was 25 years
old, he lived in freedom.

00:36:06.150 --> 00:36:09.993
Moving about to harvest food in seasons.

00:36:15.330 --> 00:36:17.733
He lived before the Civil War.

00:36:21.630 --> 00:36:23.883
He died after World War II.

00:36:27.660 --> 00:36:29.973
He was born a Buffalo Indian.

00:36:30.840 --> 00:36:33.003
And died a reservation Indian.

00:36:46.388 --> 00:36:49.138
(birds chirping)

00:37:02.939 --> 00:37:07.650
When I was very young my
grandfather was pretty much blind.

00:37:07.650 --> 00:37:11.040
So I used to lead him around the house.

00:37:11.040 --> 00:37:13.113
Lead him to his sweat lodge.

00:37:17.700 --> 00:37:21.483
I was always with him and
he always told me stories.

00:37:23.700 --> 00:37:26.790
He wanted me to learn about our history.

00:37:26.790 --> 00:37:28.503
So I could pass it on.

00:37:31.574 --> 00:37:33.953
I grew up learning about the old times.

00:37:36.030 --> 00:37:37.743
The time of the buffalo.

00:37:41.370 --> 00:37:43.680
The stories of creation.

00:37:43.680 --> 00:37:45.303
The gift of tears.

00:37:47.730 --> 00:37:51.810
My grandfather would tell
me about Foretop's Father.

00:37:51.810 --> 00:37:55.143
What is now called Heart
Mountain in Wyoming.

00:37:56.670 --> 00:37:59.253
It is a sacred place for my people.

00:38:00.780 --> 00:38:03.053
The mountain contains energy,

00:38:03.053 --> 00:38:05.132
but you must embrace the land

00:38:05.132 --> 00:38:09.534
in order for it to release itself to you.

00:38:09.534 --> 00:38:12.367
(thunder booming)

00:38:33.204 --> 00:38:34.860
(dramatic music)

00:38:34.860 --> 00:38:38.400
- Grant Bulltail has taught
at the Little Big Horn College

00:38:38.400 --> 00:38:41.370
at Crow Agency, Montana
and has been a consultant

00:38:41.370 --> 00:38:44.430
on a number of very important projects.

00:38:44.430 --> 00:38:47.958
And he is a very important pipe ceremony

00:38:47.958 --> 00:38:51.690
leader and elder of the Crow tribe

00:38:51.690 --> 00:38:53.520
and we are very privileged to have him

00:38:53.520 --> 00:38:55.800
here with us again this evening.

00:38:55.800 --> 00:38:57.090
- Thank you for coming.

00:38:57.090 --> 00:38:58.710
I'm happy to see you.

00:38:58.710 --> 00:39:00.540
I'm trying to teach the young people.

00:39:00.540 --> 00:39:04.530
And so I do it by
storytelling and telling them

00:39:04.530 --> 00:39:07.440
all the things that they went through.

00:39:07.440 --> 00:39:10.260
They never saw the good
things that we did.

00:39:10.260 --> 00:39:12.960
And now they're acclimatized to the things

00:39:12.960 --> 00:39:15.000
that are happening right now.

00:39:15.000 --> 00:39:16.410
And that's why I do these things.

00:39:16.410 --> 00:39:19.646
I try to bring the past back to people.

00:39:19.646 --> 00:39:21.465
(drum bangs)

00:39:21.465 --> 00:39:24.298
(tribal chanting)

00:39:27.050 --> 00:39:30.050
So I slowly see nature disappearing.

00:39:33.000 --> 00:39:36.000
And at this rate if we don't have nature,

00:39:36.000 --> 00:39:37.590
we won't have anything.

00:39:53.870 --> 00:39:55.500
- [Grant VO] My grandfather passed along

00:39:55.500 --> 00:39:58.263
the energy of a buffalo bull to me.

00:40:05.190 --> 00:40:08.610
I have overcome a lot in my lifetime.

00:40:08.610 --> 00:40:13.610
And I feel because of this
energy, I am still alive.

00:40:21.628 --> 00:40:26.628
(guns firing)
(distant explosions)

00:40:27.870 --> 00:40:29.880
I was in Echo Company.

00:40:29.880 --> 00:40:33.450
A second battalion ninth Marine regimen.

00:40:33.450 --> 00:40:35.760
Third Marine division.

00:40:35.760 --> 00:40:38.613
Ninth Marine expeditionary force.

00:40:41.010 --> 00:40:42.063
In Vietnam.

00:41:31.463 --> 00:41:35.370
I have spent my lifetime
working to build relationships

00:41:35.370 --> 00:41:38.670
with academics who can
help keep my grandfather's

00:41:38.670 --> 00:41:41.883
stories alive for future generations.

00:41:44.640 --> 00:41:47.580
I have worked with archeologists,

00:41:47.580 --> 00:41:52.083
anthropologists,
biologists, and historians.

00:42:09.401 --> 00:42:13.818
I am getting older and see
the changes all around me.

00:42:21.128 --> 00:42:23.211
The changes of my people.

00:42:26.190 --> 00:42:27.123
The youth.

00:42:30.630 --> 00:42:31.593
Nature.

00:42:35.190 --> 00:42:36.870
It worries me.

00:42:36.870 --> 00:42:40.683
At times I get so angry
I want people to listen.

00:42:46.470 --> 00:42:48.753
I have spoken many times.

00:42:53.010 --> 00:42:56.253
But now I feel I need to write.

00:42:58.290 --> 00:43:00.633
This letter is to you.

00:43:04.320 --> 00:43:07.440
There is an energy all over the Earth.

00:43:07.440 --> 00:43:09.723
An ultimate source of energy.

00:43:15.270 --> 00:43:20.270
Over many years we have
lost touch with that energy.

00:43:20.490 --> 00:43:24.010
We have disconnected from nature and lost

00:43:24.010 --> 00:43:27.753
the harmony that kept our world stable.

00:43:31.020 --> 00:43:34.923
My grandfather told me the
story of the gift of tears.

00:43:37.320 --> 00:43:40.890
The creator took pity
on humans and offered

00:43:40.890 --> 00:43:44.403
the gift of tears to those
who demonstrated virtue.

00:43:46.440 --> 00:43:49.560
These tears will wash the eyes.

00:43:49.560 --> 00:43:52.020
Allowing the person to see the power

00:43:52.020 --> 00:43:54.393
inherent in a natural world.

00:43:57.030 --> 00:43:59.943
We must seek the gift of tears.

00:44:00.840 --> 00:44:04.740
We must be able to see what we are doing.

00:44:04.740 --> 00:44:08.823
We must realize the importance of nature.

00:44:14.850 --> 00:44:18.453
There are lots of things
the Earth can do to hurt us.

00:44:19.980 --> 00:44:22.293
This is what I worry about.

00:44:25.290 --> 00:44:29.433
To those without a home, those displaced.

00:44:32.250 --> 00:44:34.353
I know your struggles.

00:44:39.840 --> 00:44:44.793
We must embrace nature
and understand its powers.

00:44:46.980 --> 00:44:51.273
I fear if we don't so many more
people will be without home.

00:44:54.750 --> 00:44:56.733
My people were nomads.

00:44:59.790 --> 00:45:02.073
Our food source was destroyed.

00:45:06.480 --> 00:45:08.943
And we were put on reservations.

00:45:13.410 --> 00:45:15.780
The borders of the reservations

00:45:15.780 --> 00:45:18.633
kept us from our sacred landmarks.

00:45:58.890 --> 00:46:02.853
These restraints made people
stop believing in the energy.

00:46:10.230 --> 00:46:12.813
Now the land is restricted.

00:46:16.440 --> 00:46:17.913
The buffalo are gone.

00:46:38.013 --> 00:46:42.263
I try so hard to recreate
the energy for my people.

00:46:44.670 --> 00:46:47.590
But I am not sure if they want it anymore.

00:46:48.453 --> 00:46:51.203
(dramatic music)

00:47:15.167 --> 00:47:17.719
(birds chirping)

00:47:17.719 --> 00:47:21.636
(singing in foreign language)

00:47:44.449 --> 00:47:47.116
(crowd chatter)

00:47:56.319 --> 00:47:58.320
- [Grant] I want to
start off by telling you

00:47:58.320 --> 00:48:01.079
some things that happened to my people.

00:48:01.079 --> 00:48:02.820
- [Red Shirt Speaker] What
we as Crow had to go through.

00:48:02.820 --> 00:48:05.040
- [Female Speaker] Native
Americans are expected

00:48:05.040 --> 00:48:10.040
to assimilate into white
culture, European culture.

00:48:10.680 --> 00:48:13.287
- We try to survive on this land.

00:48:13.287 --> 00:48:15.090
- [Glasses Speaker] And
we were nearly wiped out.

00:48:15.090 --> 00:48:17.040
It's not a pleasant history.

00:48:17.040 --> 00:48:19.207
It's an unfortunate
history, it's a sad history.

00:48:19.207 --> 00:48:21.130
- [Red Shirt Speaker] Christopher Columbus

00:48:21.130 --> 00:48:23.521
came to the Caribbean and
in Santo Domingo supposedly.

00:48:23.521 --> 00:48:25.071
- [Glasses Speaker]
European settlers who wanted

00:48:25.071 --> 00:48:26.863
to take possession of
this land then greatly

00:48:26.863 --> 00:48:28.980
expand the reach of the United States.

00:48:28.980 --> 00:48:31.950
- Insult some people and
called them very gentle.

00:48:31.950 --> 00:48:34.710
He also said they would make good slaves.

00:48:34.710 --> 00:48:38.880
- The problem that people
see for Native Americans.

00:48:38.880 --> 00:48:41.160
Their problem is that they
didn't become like us.

00:48:41.160 --> 00:48:43.230
- No matter what, we all
have to learn to live

00:48:43.230 --> 00:48:45.720
on this little thing called Earth.

00:48:45.720 --> 00:48:47.130
- [Glasses Speaker] The world was not new.

00:48:47.130 --> 00:48:48.930
The world had been here long before

00:48:48.930 --> 00:48:50.940
the Europeans ever set eyes on it.

00:48:50.940 --> 00:48:52.440
- It was like a paradise.

00:48:52.440 --> 00:48:55.050
He said every tree has a fruit on it.

00:48:55.050 --> 00:48:57.030
- You're in Crow country.

00:48:57.030 --> 00:48:59.850
And it's good country and I'm
glad you guys are all here.

00:48:59.850 --> 00:49:02.520
- Our religion was living in harmony.

00:49:02.520 --> 00:49:05.400
Peacefully with everything
in nature and the universe.

00:49:05.400 --> 00:49:06.913
- [Glasses Speaker] I think we need

00:49:06.913 --> 00:49:07.980
to understand the history.

00:49:07.980 --> 00:49:09.510
'Cause if we don't understand

00:49:09.510 --> 00:49:12.030
what happened we're doomed to repeat it.

00:49:12.030 --> 00:49:14.673
- This was a paradise and we ruined it.

00:49:15.780 --> 00:49:16.950
- What it means to the youth,

00:49:16.950 --> 00:49:19.140
I want them to experience this.

00:49:19.140 --> 00:49:21.330
Back home how many of
them are on their iPad

00:49:21.330 --> 00:49:23.160
or cell phone where they could be here?

00:49:23.160 --> 00:49:24.390
- It's getting harder and harder

00:49:24.390 --> 00:49:26.340
because our land had been ruined.

00:49:26.340 --> 00:49:27.960
It's not the same as it was.

00:49:27.960 --> 00:49:29.730
- [Female Speaker] How
much Native Americans

00:49:29.730 --> 00:49:33.870
have to offer really are
going to be the salvation.

00:49:33.870 --> 00:49:36.210
Is what we can learn
from Native Americans.

00:49:36.210 --> 00:49:37.860
- There's power on this mountain.

00:49:39.630 --> 00:49:41.430
Grant brings the most sacred item

00:49:41.430 --> 00:49:43.327
of our people and it's the pipe.

00:49:43.327 --> 00:49:44.640
(singing in foreign language)

00:49:44.640 --> 00:49:46.023
He's gonna pray tomorrow.

00:49:46.980 --> 00:49:48.720
- When you see a problem.

00:49:48.720 --> 00:49:52.170
And if you determine
people attack that problem,

00:49:52.170 --> 00:49:54.150
then good things happen.

00:49:54.150 --> 00:49:57.180
So you people are gonna
make good things happen.

00:49:57.180 --> 00:49:58.013
Thank you.

00:49:59.174 --> 00:50:02.174
(audience applause)

00:50:25.080 --> 00:50:28.247
- [Grant VO] To our youth, I am sorry.

00:50:29.460 --> 00:50:32.643
I fell in love with the
land when I was young.

00:50:34.950 --> 00:50:36.903
I would listen to the birds.

00:50:38.850 --> 00:50:40.500
Pick berries.

00:50:40.500 --> 00:50:42.123
Swim in our rivers.

00:50:44.130 --> 00:50:46.893
But I don't hear those birds anymore.

00:50:49.080 --> 00:50:50.823
The berries are gone.

00:50:51.930 --> 00:50:53.703
The river is polluted.

00:51:00.210 --> 00:51:02.640
I remember being able to ride my horse

00:51:02.640 --> 00:51:04.803
from Prayer to Heart Mountain.

00:51:09.000 --> 00:51:11.790
But now those trails are gone.

00:51:11.790 --> 00:51:13.353
The land is fenced.

00:51:14.190 --> 00:51:16.863
There are no trespassing signs.

00:51:27.050 --> 00:51:29.730
Now I move between fences in cars

00:51:29.730 --> 00:51:32.073
and I don't see the wildlife anymore.

00:51:36.120 --> 00:51:40.833
I see our time now dictated
by cars and technology.

00:51:43.530 --> 00:51:46.713
It distracts us from our natural lives.

00:51:49.110 --> 00:51:52.233
It takes our youth away from nature.

00:51:54.360 --> 00:51:58.830
Things are dying all around
me since I was a boy.

00:51:58.830 --> 00:52:00.963
And I blame technology.

00:52:04.020 --> 00:52:06.903
We must reconnect with nature.

00:52:42.917 --> 00:52:44.520
I think of how different it was

00:52:44.520 --> 00:52:46.443
when my grandfather was living.

00:52:47.460 --> 00:52:50.220
When he was a Buffalo Indian.

00:52:50.220 --> 00:52:52.650
And the waters were clean.

00:52:52.650 --> 00:52:54.663
And the skies were clear.

00:53:00.180 --> 00:53:02.403
I think back to when I was young.

00:53:03.270 --> 00:53:07.503
And wild berries grew in
places that can't be found now.

00:53:11.730 --> 00:53:16.730
When our fields of food were
not polluted with insecticides.

00:53:17.280 --> 00:53:21.333
And our meat was not
absorbed with antibiotics.

00:53:22.470 --> 00:53:25.110
When our rivers were not dammed.

00:53:25.110 --> 00:53:29.700
And pipelines weren't
contaminating our water.

00:53:29.700 --> 00:53:31.710
When our animals were thriving

00:53:31.710 --> 00:53:34.983
and our lives were not
dictated by technology.

00:53:37.080 --> 00:53:39.363
When the Earth was not so angry.

00:53:41.790 --> 00:53:43.866
We must reconnect.

00:53:43.866 --> 00:53:47.700
(clock ticking)
(distant chanting)

00:53:47.700 --> 00:53:50.793
I see what has happened
and it makes me sad.

00:53:52.740 --> 00:53:55.353
I see what we are doing to nature.

00:53:56.280 --> 00:53:59.703
And how our youth grow apart from it.

00:54:01.080 --> 00:54:03.723
I see the harmony disappear every day.

00:54:04.590 --> 00:54:06.363
It makes me sad.

00:54:07.350 --> 00:54:09.447
And makes me angry.

00:54:09.447 --> 00:54:11.385
(thunder booms)

00:54:11.385 --> 00:54:14.218
(static feedback)

00:54:31.225 --> 00:54:33.975
(birds chirping)

00:54:42.829 --> 00:54:46.680
I will always return to Foretop's Father.

00:54:46.680 --> 00:54:49.020
The energy is still there.

00:54:49.020 --> 00:54:50.823
And that gives me hope.

00:54:55.877 --> 00:54:58.020
I look across the fields.

00:54:58.020 --> 00:54:59.430
The mountains.

00:54:59.430 --> 00:55:00.393
The water.

00:55:01.980 --> 00:55:04.167
This is our home.

00:55:04.167 --> 00:55:05.880
(uplifting music)

00:55:05.880 --> 00:55:09.243
We must not destroy our only home.

00:55:12.000 --> 00:55:15.063
We are all together in this life.

00:55:17.250 --> 00:55:21.213
We must break the binds of
addictions on our lives.

00:55:23.220 --> 00:55:27.213
The addictions to substances and alcohol.

00:55:29.760 --> 00:55:31.263
To technology.

00:55:32.700 --> 00:55:34.443
To fossil fuels.

00:55:37.170 --> 00:55:40.893
We must treat these
addictions with nature.

00:55:46.320 --> 00:55:48.813
We must find harmony.

00:55:51.030 --> 00:55:53.283
Before it is too late.

00:56:18.480 --> 00:56:20.640
My grandfather told me we were

00:56:20.640 --> 00:56:23.163
placed here to accomplish something.

00:56:27.646 --> 00:56:29.396
To fulfill a destiny.

00:56:37.530 --> 00:56:42.530
I know now that my destiny
is our intervention.

00:56:45.930 --> 00:56:50.930
Your friend, Grant Bulltail.

00:57:12.451 --> 00:57:16.284
(singing in foreign language)

00:58:43.936 --> 00:58:46.686
(birds chirping)

00:59:19.527 --> 00:59:20.910
- [Shaionna] You girls ready?

00:59:20.910 --> 00:59:21.743
- [Kayla] Yeah!

00:59:33.270 --> 00:59:34.820
- Careful, you gotta slow down.

00:59:37.380 --> 00:59:38.213
Careful.

00:59:43.642 --> 00:59:45.283
- [Shilea's Friend]
Shilea you will find one!

00:59:45.283 --> 00:59:46.691
I believe in it!

00:59:46.691 --> 00:59:47.981
- [Jada] Me too!

00:59:47.981 --> 00:59:49.398
I believe in you!

00:59:50.701 --> 00:59:51.927
- [Shaionna] You girls keep looking.

00:59:51.927 --> 00:59:54.211
You guys gotta believe.

00:59:54.211 --> 00:59:55.044
- (gasps) I found one!

00:59:55.883 --> 00:59:57.061
- [Shaionna] You found one?

00:59:57.061 --> 00:59:57.894
- [Shilea] Yeah.

00:59:57.894 --> 00:59:59.790
- [Shaionna] Ooh she found one!

00:59:59.790 --> 01:00:02.820
Dang, that one's a nice one!

01:00:02.820 --> 01:00:04.151
Dang.

01:00:04.151 --> 01:00:06.150
(speaking foreign language)

01:00:06.150 --> 01:00:08.550
- [Shaionna] There's many
blessings for you, my girl.

01:00:08.550 --> 01:00:10.080
- [Shilea] Thank you!

01:00:10.080 --> 01:00:11.883
For shedding this for me!

01:00:13.133 --> 01:00:15.233
- [Shaionna] All right girls,
round it up, round it up!

01:00:16.110 --> 01:00:19.710
Before we leave I want you
guys to grab some tobacco.

01:00:19.710 --> 01:00:22.701
And then I'm gonna say a prayer, okay?

01:00:22.701 --> 01:00:25.530
(speaking foreign language)

01:00:25.530 --> 01:00:29.580
- Great grandfather, great
spirit, great creator.

01:00:29.580 --> 01:00:31.562
I ask for healing for
each one of these girls.

01:00:31.562 --> 01:00:32.395
(speaking foreign language)

01:00:32.395 --> 01:00:34.514
- [Shaionna] 'Cause we're all hurting

01:00:34.514 --> 01:00:36.042
and we're all here for a reason.

01:00:36.042 --> 01:00:37.980
I ask that you give us
the strength to be strong

01:00:37.980 --> 01:00:40.803
and give us the tools
to be on that red road.

01:00:41.991 --> 01:00:44.773
(speaking foreign language)

01:00:44.773 --> 01:00:47.970
(dramatic music)

01:00:47.970 --> 01:00:50.467
- Oh there he is, there he
is, there he is right there!

01:00:50.467 --> 01:00:51.467
There he is!

01:00:53.040 --> 01:00:55.050
That means good luck, baby!

01:00:55.050 --> 01:00:57.670
Something good's gonna
happen, I just know it.

01:01:24.398 --> 01:01:25.231
- Time!

01:01:28.568 --> 01:01:29.401
Time.

01:01:29.401 --> 01:01:30.234
Here you go, relax.

01:01:30.234 --> 01:01:31.400
Give yourself about 30 seconds.

01:01:32.252 --> 01:01:33.252
Relax, relax, relax.

01:01:34.200 --> 01:01:36.210
Always keep that tucked in.

01:01:36.210 --> 01:01:37.043
Keep it right here.

01:01:37.043 --> 01:01:39.360
When you're throwing a punch
all that energy transfers.

01:01:39.360 --> 01:01:41.313
Right in the ball of the fist, okay?

01:01:43.170 --> 01:01:44.056
The boxing I think is natural.

01:01:44.056 --> 01:01:45.780
You're fighting a lot more

01:01:45.780 --> 01:01:47.460
on the mental part than you are physical.

01:01:47.460 --> 01:01:49.460
Let's start to build on that confidence.

01:01:52.890 --> 01:01:54.833
Hey you can do it, you can get it done.

01:01:56.730 --> 01:01:58.350
Hey, don't shake your head.

01:01:58.350 --> 01:02:00.030
I'll kick you out of my gym.

01:02:00.030 --> 01:02:01.373
You gotta be here right now.

01:02:01.373 --> 01:02:02.206
- I am.

01:02:02.206 --> 01:02:03.039
- You got no control over anything else

01:02:03.039 --> 01:02:04.410
but where you're at right now.

01:02:06.935 --> 01:02:07.768
Okay?

01:02:07.768 --> 01:02:09.268
- I just keep thinking that...

01:02:11.310 --> 01:02:14.310
If Cheryl can't do this
then I can't do it.

01:02:14.310 --> 01:02:15.480
- One, you can't be Cheryl.

01:02:15.480 --> 01:02:17.460
You can't be anybody else.

01:02:17.460 --> 01:02:18.435
Okay?

01:02:18.435 --> 01:02:20.190
Control what you can control.

01:02:20.190 --> 01:02:21.490
And right now you're here.

01:02:22.619 --> 01:02:25.152
You want different you
gotta do it yourself.

01:02:25.152 --> 01:02:27.301
Come on, let's get a few here.

01:02:27.301 --> 01:02:28.682
Here we go, one two.

01:02:28.682 --> 01:02:30.250
One two.

01:02:30.250 --> 01:02:31.757
One two.

01:02:31.757 --> 01:02:33.135
One two.

01:02:33.135 --> 01:02:34.302
Good, one two.

01:02:35.276 --> 01:02:37.228
- [Ring Announcer] Both
girls time to queue it up.

01:02:37.228 --> 01:02:41.748
She is our current 2009 Queen
of the Hill women's champion.

01:02:41.748 --> 01:02:45.581
Let's give a big round
of applause for Cheryl!

01:02:47.267 --> 01:02:50.067
- [Shaionna VO] Me and Cheryl
group together as sisters.

01:02:51.300 --> 01:02:53.604
We'd call each other
sisters because in Lakota

01:02:53.604 --> 01:02:56.133
we called our cousins brother and sister.

01:02:58.804 --> 01:03:00.200
Didn't really have someone to look up to,

01:03:00.200 --> 01:03:01.443
so I looked up to her.

01:03:03.150 --> 01:03:05.073
We'd spend every day with each other.

01:03:05.940 --> 01:03:09.390
When we'd have hard times
we'd go out to the river.

01:03:09.390 --> 01:03:11.100
And forget everything.

01:03:11.100 --> 01:03:12.200
She was my other half.

01:03:18.615 --> 01:03:21.540
- I started this boxing club
in memory of Cheryl Ziegler.

01:03:21.540 --> 01:03:23.340
She's the one that
inspired me to do boxing.

01:03:23.340 --> 01:03:25.440
She's the one that
motivated me to do boxing,

01:03:25.440 --> 01:03:27.960
so I'm doing this in memory of her.

01:03:27.960 --> 01:03:30.060
I'm glad you guys are here with me.

01:03:30.060 --> 01:03:32.410
So let's just work
together, we're all sisters.

01:03:33.390 --> 01:03:34.770
- The boxing team is for people

01:03:34.770 --> 01:03:36.270
that want to be a part of something.

01:03:36.270 --> 01:03:40.200
So we don't do bad
things during the summer.

01:03:40.200 --> 01:03:43.170
Like burn down houses
like all the other kids

01:03:43.170 --> 01:03:45.663
around here and drink and smoke.

01:03:47.250 --> 01:03:49.740
We're like a traveling team and my sister

01:03:49.740 --> 01:03:52.593
Raven is the boxing team manager.

01:03:54.240 --> 01:03:56.550
It's a really cool
experience for the girls

01:03:56.550 --> 01:03:58.413
that want to be a part of something.

01:04:00.210 --> 01:04:01.660
- [Jada] You said that twice.

01:04:05.760 --> 01:04:07.050
- Then Thursday what should we do?

01:04:07.050 --> 01:04:08.433
Sparring?

01:04:08.433 --> 01:04:09.266
- [Group] Yeah!

01:04:09.266 --> 01:04:12.270
- All right, Fridays is our
time to get to know each other.

01:04:12.270 --> 01:04:13.323
Bond with each other.

01:04:14.430 --> 01:04:15.263
Sister time.

01:04:15.263 --> 01:04:16.800
Put sister time.

01:04:16.800 --> 01:04:18.100
And now we're gonna train.

01:04:19.509 --> 01:04:22.092
(kids chatter)

01:04:31.280 --> 01:04:32.780
Let's go, grandma!

01:04:33.808 --> 01:04:34.749
Let's do some letters.

01:04:34.749 --> 01:04:35.917
We'll do a ten letter.

01:04:35.917 --> 01:04:36.750
- [Rianna] What?

01:04:36.750 --> 01:04:37.629
No, not ten!

01:04:37.629 --> 01:04:38.462
- [Shaionna] Five.

01:04:38.462 --> 01:04:39.469
- [Shilea] No!

01:04:39.469 --> 01:04:42.550
- [Rianna] Only Jada can do five.

01:04:45.600 --> 01:04:46.600
- [Jada] When I run.

01:04:48.570 --> 01:04:50.448
It makes me happy.

01:04:50.448 --> 01:04:53.115
(playful music)

01:04:59.980 --> 01:05:02.553
I ran from the cops one time.

01:05:04.350 --> 01:05:05.973
That's fun, that's exciting.

01:05:08.640 --> 01:05:11.157
I don't want kids to
do that when I'm older.

01:05:13.662 --> 01:05:16.512
I want people to live a better
life than what I'm living.

01:05:18.630 --> 01:05:19.593
Like way better.

01:05:21.311 --> 01:05:22.953
- Shadowbox, you know how to shadowbox?

01:05:22.953 --> 01:05:23.786
Keep it to your chin.

01:05:23.786 --> 01:05:25.484
Guard, you wanna guard your jaw.

01:05:25.484 --> 01:05:27.743
Right here.

01:05:27.743 --> 01:05:29.010
You go.

01:05:29.010 --> 01:05:31.020
And when you reach out...

01:05:31.020 --> 01:05:32.653
- I wanted to be on the boxing team

01:05:32.653 --> 01:05:35.643
because it just feels good
to stand up for my tribe.

01:05:38.910 --> 01:05:40.350
Our reservation.

01:05:40.350 --> 01:05:41.183
Our people.

01:05:46.201 --> 01:05:47.670
- [Shaionna] I see their pain and I see

01:05:47.670 --> 01:05:48.990
what they're going through.

01:05:48.990 --> 01:05:50.940
Because I used to be in their position.

01:05:52.050 --> 01:05:54.600
And I just want them to
know that they're not alone.

01:05:54.600 --> 01:05:56.103
That they are worth something.

01:06:07.080 --> 01:06:07.913
- This is...

01:06:09.330 --> 01:06:10.163
What's today?

01:06:14.160 --> 01:06:15.513
This is April 15th.

01:06:16.830 --> 01:06:21.607
I'm Cheryl Ziegler Fairbanks
and this is my mom.

01:06:23.970 --> 01:06:24.843
Pam Johnson.

01:06:27.750 --> 01:06:32.750
We're having a mother and
daughter hike adventure.

01:06:35.010 --> 01:06:38.565
You're supposed to take a
picture of me with my muscles.

01:06:38.565 --> 01:06:41.315
(dramatic music)

01:06:45.570 --> 01:06:48.990
- This gray house coming up
over here with the flag pole.

01:06:48.990 --> 01:06:50.740
That's where she committed suicide.

01:07:00.263 --> 01:07:02.337
I'm just really scared
because all these people

01:07:02.337 --> 01:07:05.913
are using drugs and then
it leads to suicide.

01:07:09.960 --> 01:07:10.980
My first time ever getting high

01:07:10.980 --> 01:07:12.630
I remember like it was yesterday.

01:07:15.193 --> 01:07:17.790
Cheryl got mad, but she couldn't stop me

01:07:17.790 --> 01:07:19.190
'cause she was doing it too.

01:07:21.630 --> 01:07:24.530
It was my first time ever
seeing meth and people using it.

01:07:25.830 --> 01:07:28.050
It's the only way I knew
how to cope with my feelings

01:07:28.050 --> 01:07:30.483
is doing drugs and alcohol and fighting.

01:07:35.040 --> 01:07:38.103
Fighting someone in the street
and you still feel angry.

01:07:39.030 --> 01:07:41.490
A boxing match, you feel
like you worked hard

01:07:41.490 --> 01:07:42.480
for that fight and it makes you

01:07:42.480 --> 01:07:44.043
feel like you have a future.

01:07:45.564 --> 01:07:47.400
And that's why this is
something that I really

01:07:47.400 --> 01:07:50.313
wanna do for myself and for the girls.

01:07:51.543 --> 01:07:56.543
(rhythmic drumming)
(singing in foreign language)

01:08:02.554 --> 01:08:05.052
- Yeah, but this won't put weight on them!

01:08:05.052 --> 01:08:06.590
Well it's not heavy.

01:08:06.590 --> 01:08:08.090
- [Shaionna] Okay.

01:08:09.430 --> 01:08:11.583
- Good, that means you can take a punch!

01:08:12.600 --> 01:08:14.163
Life on the road!

01:08:15.000 --> 01:08:16.740
Cheryl we're having fun, girl.

01:08:16.740 --> 01:08:18.213
Sure wish you were here, man.

01:08:20.580 --> 01:08:22.303
Hi, we're from Lower Brule.

01:08:23.158 --> 01:08:24.078
- [Coordinator] What's your name?

01:08:24.078 --> 01:08:26.745
- [Shaionna] Shaionna Grassrope.

01:08:32.145 --> 01:08:32.978
- You ready?

01:08:32.978 --> 01:08:33.811
- Yeah.

01:08:33.811 --> 01:08:35.090
I hope she's not bigger than me.

01:08:35.090 --> 01:08:37.940
- If she's bigger than you
just go for the stomach, okay?

01:08:40.563 --> 01:08:42.213
Just remember who's watching you.

01:08:43.845 --> 01:08:45.985
There's your brother,
there's your grandma.

01:08:45.985 --> 01:08:48.513
All these people are watching you.

01:08:48.513 --> 01:08:50.035
(bell rings)

01:08:50.035 --> 01:08:51.977
- [Raven] Touch gloves, touch gloves!

01:08:51.977 --> 01:08:53.315
Go Shilea!

01:08:53.315 --> 01:08:54.148
Go Shilea!

01:08:55.675 --> 01:08:57.814
Come on, keep hitting, keep hitting!

01:08:57.814 --> 01:08:58.731
Keep going!

01:09:02.572 --> 01:09:03.655
- Keep going!

01:09:05.594 --> 01:09:06.427
(bell rings)

01:09:06.427 --> 01:09:07.260
- [Announcer] Time!

01:09:07.260 --> 01:09:08.093
Time!

01:09:11.472 --> 01:09:13.962
(crowd cheering)

01:09:13.962 --> 01:09:16.112
- [Shaionna] Our own
Lower Brule Shilea won!

01:09:16.112 --> 01:09:18.352
She won a match, man!

01:09:18.352 --> 01:09:19.870
- [Announcer] Bout number 10 is between

01:09:19.870 --> 01:09:23.453
Cheyenne Graygrass and Shaionna Grassrope!

01:09:27.962 --> 01:09:29.152
- [Raven] Come on, Shaionna!

01:09:29.152 --> 01:09:29.985
Set it up!

01:09:31.082 --> 01:09:31.915
Come on.

01:09:33.632 --> 01:09:34.632
Go, come on!

01:09:41.122 --> 01:09:43.988
Come on now, come on now, keep it clean.

01:09:43.988 --> 01:09:46.738
(dramatic music)

01:09:56.938 --> 01:09:58.168
Keep on her!

01:09:58.168 --> 01:10:00.585
(bell rings)

01:10:04.609 --> 01:10:06.490
- [Announcer] The winner.

01:10:06.490 --> 01:10:08.073
Shaionna Grassrope!

01:10:12.000 --> 01:10:13.680
- Come here, come here you girl, you.

01:10:13.680 --> 01:10:14.940
She's proud of you, man.

01:10:19.872 --> 01:10:23.289
She ain't here no more, but she's got us.

01:10:27.584 --> 01:10:30.917
- [Shaionna] Cheryl, I miss you so much.

01:10:34.442 --> 01:10:37.192
(birds chirping)

01:10:38.140 --> 01:10:40.290
- Yeah, it still smells good, but it just

01:10:40.290 --> 01:10:41.922
smells like it's been warming...

01:10:41.922 --> 01:10:44.160
- Ew, that is gross!

01:10:44.160 --> 01:10:46.643
- [Shilea] Fine, I'll just
give her warmed up water.

01:10:47.571 --> 01:10:49.233
- [Rianna] You're okay, baby.

01:10:50.760 --> 01:10:53.010
- [Shilea] I wonder how
much the cat food is.

01:10:56.880 --> 01:10:58.983
- Look, mommy got you some water.

01:10:59.951 --> 01:11:00.951
- Come here.

01:11:03.522 --> 01:11:04.999
Oh geez, baby.

01:11:04.999 --> 01:11:07.166
Here, you want some water?

01:11:10.060 --> 01:11:10.893
- Do you guys have any milk?

01:11:10.893 --> 01:11:12.122
- Yeah.

01:11:12.122 --> 01:11:13.222
- Can you get me some?

01:11:17.220 --> 01:11:19.353
Did you know dogs have seven lives?

01:11:20.393 --> 01:11:22.972
- [Kayla] And cats have nine.

01:11:22.972 --> 01:11:23.805
Right?

01:11:49.525 --> 01:11:53.310
- I got up this morning and I prayed.

01:11:53.310 --> 01:11:54.990
After I started praying,
thinking like that,

01:11:54.990 --> 01:11:57.353
then my pain kinda went away.

01:11:58.540 --> 01:11:59.957
Mind over matter.

01:12:03.454 --> 01:12:06.120
- [Doctor] How many today?

01:12:06.120 --> 01:12:06.953
Four?

01:12:06.953 --> 01:12:08.014
Four on the way?

01:12:08.014 --> 01:12:09.263
Took something before you came?

01:12:18.330 --> 01:12:21.963
- [Davita VO] My life
was very, very tough.

01:12:24.270 --> 01:12:26.103
I didn't have no one to go to.

01:12:28.440 --> 01:12:31.987
So if I wasn't working
then I would go drink.

01:12:32.993 --> 01:12:36.483
My kids, that's what they remember.

01:12:36.483 --> 01:12:37.803
Then I got sick.

01:12:39.690 --> 01:12:42.480
I have diabetes, I got a blood disorder

01:12:42.480 --> 01:12:44.073
called calciphylaxis.

01:12:45.570 --> 01:12:49.377
People with calciphylaxis
live for six to a year.

01:12:49.377 --> 01:12:51.153
And I went on a two year mark.

01:12:52.170 --> 01:12:53.790
I fight that pain every day

01:12:53.790 --> 01:12:55.683
because I wanna be with my kids.

01:12:56.734 --> 01:12:59.484
(dramatic music)

01:13:02.400 --> 01:13:03.800
- It's gonna be a short one.

01:13:04.787 --> 01:13:06.120
I'll back it up.

01:13:09.078 --> 01:13:10.884
- Drop me and hit my head.

01:13:10.884 --> 01:13:11.717
- Yep.

01:13:14.683 --> 01:13:16.560
- I tried to make up for what I did,

01:13:16.560 --> 01:13:19.353
but it feels like I'm running out of time.

01:13:27.067 --> 01:13:30.463
- [Shaionna] What's one thing
you remember about Cheryl?

01:13:30.463 --> 01:13:32.580
- I remember one thing about Cheryl

01:13:32.580 --> 01:13:35.418
is whenever you used to
take me over there with you

01:13:35.418 --> 01:13:37.653
you guys just sat down and talked mostly.

01:13:39.570 --> 01:13:41.760
- People don't even wanna
sit down and visit and talk.

01:13:41.760 --> 01:13:44.193
They either wanna get high or drink.

01:13:45.861 --> 01:13:46.980
That's the only time they ever wanna

01:13:46.980 --> 01:13:49.563
sit down and actually be your friend.

01:13:54.000 --> 01:13:55.560
Wanna have a contest?

01:13:55.560 --> 01:13:56.393
- What do you mean?

01:13:56.393 --> 01:13:58.470
You have way more than me!

01:13:58.470 --> 01:13:59.303
- Ready set go.

01:14:06.080 --> 01:14:08.780
- [Shilea VO] We talk about
suicide when someone dies.

01:14:13.050 --> 01:14:15.213
But we never talk about wanting to do it.

01:14:20.190 --> 01:14:22.743
My brother actually died from a suicide.

01:14:24.990 --> 01:14:27.107
I don't really know the whole story.

01:14:28.560 --> 01:14:31.050
But we never talk about it.

01:14:31.050 --> 01:14:34.069
(horses neighing)

01:14:34.069 --> 01:14:37.986
(singing in foreign language)

01:14:56.000 --> 01:14:59.943
- We named this team Akichita
which is warrior in Lakota.

01:15:01.394 --> 01:15:03.060
The big reason we are typing this letter

01:15:03.060 --> 01:15:08.060
is we need help for all of
us to have the gear we need.

01:15:12.240 --> 01:15:13.560
This is for every kid out there

01:15:13.560 --> 01:15:15.243
who is struggling to be happy.

01:15:20.760 --> 01:15:24.300
Does it matter how it has to be balled?

01:15:24.300 --> 01:15:25.394
- No.

01:15:25.394 --> 01:15:27.660
- These things are so hard to make

01:15:27.660 --> 01:15:29.070
'cause they're really sticky.

01:15:29.070 --> 01:15:30.897
- [Jada] You are what you eat.

01:15:30.897 --> 01:15:33.434
And I'm a nice piece of rye bread.

01:15:33.434 --> 01:15:34.890
(girls laughing)

01:15:34.890 --> 01:15:37.642
- Oh look, I'm making the ears!

01:15:37.642 --> 01:15:39.142
Now that looks like something.

01:15:40.320 --> 01:15:42.810
- But seriously, I wanna pray
for the youth boxing team

01:15:42.810 --> 01:15:46.828
so that no more girls and
people will feel left out

01:15:46.828 --> 01:15:49.470
and hopefully everything will go good.

01:15:49.470 --> 01:15:50.895
Amen.

01:15:50.895 --> 01:15:53.562
(group chatter)

01:16:02.580 --> 01:16:03.984
- [Announcer] Ladies and gentlemen,

01:16:03.984 --> 01:16:05.816
let's give all our world teams

01:16:05.816 --> 01:16:09.483
and wild west (indistinct).

01:16:16.275 --> 01:16:19.275
(audience cheering)

01:16:24.450 --> 01:16:29.450
(rhythmic drumming)
(tribal chanting)

01:16:41.713 --> 01:16:43.263
- [Shaionna VO] I love pow wow.

01:16:44.310 --> 01:16:47.310
When I'm watching them dance
and hear that drum beat,

01:16:47.310 --> 01:16:50.883
it just reminds me of who
I am and where I come from.

01:16:54.930 --> 01:16:58.953
Jingle dress dancing, it used
to be a healing ceremony.

01:17:00.150 --> 01:17:02.700
All your prayers, the jingles
that you put on your dress,

01:17:02.700 --> 01:17:05.460
go up in the sky and Wanbli the eagle,

01:17:05.460 --> 01:17:07.510
he would take them and send them to Kssa.

01:17:19.405 --> 01:17:22.193
- [Davita VO] I always dreamt
of making her a nice dress.

01:17:23.490 --> 01:17:25.110
Her sleeves were ruffled out,

01:17:25.110 --> 01:17:27.420
then they have five roses, you know,

01:17:27.420 --> 01:17:29.463
representing her brother and sisters.

01:17:33.750 --> 01:17:34.923
I dreamt of that dress.

01:17:37.736 --> 01:17:39.313
I dreamt of her dancing in it.

01:17:50.874 --> 01:17:55.874
- It is huge, oh my gosh!

01:17:57.325 --> 01:18:01.226
Oh my gosh, look at that!

01:18:01.226 --> 01:18:02.275
Pink ones!

01:18:02.275 --> 01:18:04.845
We got pink ones!

01:18:04.845 --> 01:18:08.095
Oh my god, I already feel like a champ.

01:18:12.237 --> 01:18:14.310
The team's gonna look beef.

01:18:14.310 --> 01:18:16.110
Oh my gosh, I really wanna go to my fight.

01:18:16.110 --> 01:18:17.690
I gotta call my mom and...

01:18:21.765 --> 01:18:23.957
(phone rings)

01:18:23.957 --> 01:18:25.920
We got our boxing trunks.

01:18:25.920 --> 01:18:26.753
- [Davita] Did you?

01:18:26.753 --> 01:18:27.586
Right on, Shaionna.

01:18:27.586 --> 01:18:28.710
- Just trying to find some help

01:18:28.710 --> 01:18:31.680
'Cause I wanna go to
this fight really bad.

01:18:31.680 --> 01:18:33.130
What's grandpa Milo's number?

01:18:37.230 --> 01:18:38.880
Do you know grandma Sue's number?

01:18:42.780 --> 01:18:43.680
What about Josette?

01:18:43.680 --> 01:18:45.717
Would she have any gas money?

01:18:47.314 --> 01:18:50.064
(dramatic music)

01:19:00.870 --> 01:19:02.370
Every day is a battle for me.

01:19:02.370 --> 01:19:03.620
Every day is some...

01:19:10.804 --> 01:19:14.721
I just feel like I've
been out of it some time.

01:19:29.743 --> 01:19:32.874
- [Shilea] Whatever
happened to our schedule?

01:19:32.874 --> 01:19:36.594
- [Rihanna] We need to start training.

01:19:36.594 --> 01:19:39.240
- I feel like giving up.

01:19:39.240 --> 01:19:40.657
- No.

01:19:40.657 --> 01:19:42.179
- [Rihanna] We made it this far.

01:19:42.179 --> 01:19:45.280
- [Shaionna] We made it this
far and we didn't get anywhere.

01:19:45.280 --> 01:19:46.113
- Yeah we are.

01:19:47.477 --> 01:19:50.760
We actually get to our boxing matches.

01:19:50.760 --> 01:19:52.800
We actually got somewhere.

01:19:52.800 --> 01:19:55.499
You just need to get back on track.

01:19:55.499 --> 01:19:56.332
And rest.

01:19:57.550 --> 01:20:00.190
And probably take some warm showers.

01:20:00.190 --> 01:20:01.950
- When you get better.
- When you get better.

01:20:01.950 --> 01:20:02.850
- [Rihanna] You won't be saying

01:20:02.850 --> 01:20:04.300
that you feel like giving up.

01:20:05.700 --> 01:20:07.200
- I'm never gonna get better.

01:20:07.200 --> 01:20:08.820
For real.

01:20:08.820 --> 01:20:10.020
- [Shilea] Yes you will.

01:20:13.560 --> 01:20:14.937
- I wanna talk to you real quick.

01:20:14.937 --> 01:20:18.273
The last thing Cheryl would
want you to do is to give up.

01:20:19.800 --> 01:20:21.993
Part of your healing is those kids.

01:20:24.390 --> 01:20:25.790
They don't need you to quit.

01:20:26.790 --> 01:20:29.160
They need you to power through it.

01:20:29.160 --> 01:20:33.333
And don't use Cheryl's being
gone as a reason not to.

01:20:34.410 --> 01:20:37.830
You can't give up to the first
rough patch you run into.

01:20:37.830 --> 01:20:39.450
Because if that's the case, look at me.

01:20:39.450 --> 01:20:41.370
Please just listen to what
I'm getting ready to tell you.

01:20:41.370 --> 01:20:42.570
If that's the case I wouldn't

01:20:42.570 --> 01:20:44.431
be here right now talking to you.

01:20:44.431 --> 01:20:45.690
Do you understand what I'm saying?

01:20:45.690 --> 01:20:47.740
Tell me what you think I'm saying to you.

01:20:50.910 --> 01:20:51.743
- Suicide?

01:20:51.743 --> 01:20:53.160
- Yeah.

01:20:53.160 --> 01:20:54.750
That was me.

01:20:54.750 --> 01:20:56.940
I just didn't get to complete it.

01:20:56.940 --> 01:20:58.560
You're here for a reason.

01:20:58.560 --> 01:21:01.290
You've got the ability to inspire.

01:21:01.290 --> 01:21:04.350
If you give up, that
person behind you gives up.

01:21:04.350 --> 01:21:06.360
Then that person gives up.

01:21:06.360 --> 01:21:08.520
Our people are suffering.

01:21:08.520 --> 01:21:09.810
You can't give up.

01:21:09.810 --> 01:21:11.810
Because those kids are depending on you.

01:21:13.590 --> 01:21:15.063
Let them feel your strength.

01:21:17.250 --> 01:21:19.100
You may not fix it, but you're there.

01:21:21.450 --> 01:21:22.450
You care about them.

01:21:28.709 --> 01:21:31.860
Which one should we go
through first, David?

01:21:31.860 --> 01:21:34.680
This one's my auntie Naomi.

01:21:34.680 --> 01:21:38.040
She passed away of kidney failure.

01:21:38.040 --> 01:21:39.990
This one's my grandma Doris.

01:21:39.990 --> 01:21:43.980
And this was my friend Nora Goodface.

01:21:43.980 --> 01:21:46.710
She passed away of cancer.

01:21:46.710 --> 01:21:48.330
This was my mom's friend.

01:21:48.330 --> 01:21:51.153
She died of liver failure.

01:21:51.990 --> 01:21:54.600
This one was my niece Zarayah.

01:21:54.600 --> 01:21:56.430
She committed suicide.

01:21:56.430 --> 01:21:57.873
She was 16 years old.

01:21:58.941 --> 01:22:01.563
And last but not least
was my sister Cheryl.

01:22:06.936 --> 01:22:08.066
I miss her.

01:22:08.066 --> 01:22:10.816
(dramatic music)

01:22:33.547 --> 01:22:34.838
- Faster.

01:22:34.838 --> 01:22:36.398
Like this.

01:22:36.398 --> 01:22:37.231
- Ow!

01:22:39.120 --> 01:22:42.300
- I ask that you protect these
girls and watch over them.

01:22:42.300 --> 01:22:44.850
I hope that we inspire
more girls to jump in

01:22:44.850 --> 01:22:46.530
and I pray that you watch over

01:22:46.530 --> 01:22:48.603
all our relatives, watch over my mom.

01:22:49.530 --> 01:22:52.586
The people are having
a hard time struggling.

01:22:52.586 --> 01:22:54.110
I ask that you protect us.

01:22:58.808 --> 01:23:00.930
- [Announcer] All right,
we're headed to round three!

01:23:00.930 --> 01:23:03.990
In the red corner, Shaionna Grassrope!

01:23:03.990 --> 01:23:06.826
In the blue corner, Makayla Fox!

01:23:06.826 --> 01:23:08.550
(audience cheers)

01:23:08.550 --> 01:23:10.770
Remember this is loser out now.

01:23:10.770 --> 01:23:13.774
Winner advancing and the loser done.

01:23:13.774 --> 01:23:14.667
(bell rings)

01:23:14.667 --> 01:23:17.110
- [Rihanna] Let's go, Shaionna!

01:23:17.110 --> 01:23:17.943
Let's go!

01:23:22.238 --> 01:23:23.988
- [Jada] Go Shaionna!

01:23:28.840 --> 01:23:31.590
(crowd cheering)

01:23:34.688 --> 01:23:37.105
(bell rings)

01:23:39.309 --> 01:23:42.739
- [Announcer] All right,
your winner advancing.

01:23:42.739 --> 01:23:45.619
In the blue corner, Makayla Fox!

01:23:45.619 --> 01:23:46.880
(crowd cheering)

01:23:46.880 --> 01:23:48.259
Let's give Shaionna a round of applause.

01:23:48.259 --> 01:23:49.920
She's done here today.

01:23:49.920 --> 01:23:51.398
Show her applause.

01:23:51.398 --> 01:23:54.148
(dramatic music)

01:24:17.243 --> 01:24:19.103
- [Davita] I can't do this all night.

01:24:50.340 --> 01:24:51.983
- [Shaionna VO] This is too much.

01:24:53.790 --> 01:24:55.650
I don't want the girls thinking I just

01:24:55.650 --> 01:24:57.963
up and left them and I don't love them.

01:25:01.770 --> 01:25:03.750
But I need something to cure my pain.

01:25:03.750 --> 01:25:06.333
I need something to make me feel numb.

01:25:15.451 --> 01:25:20.451
(thunder booming)
(rain falling)

01:25:44.873 --> 01:25:48.060
- Did Shaionna get ahold of you?

01:25:48.060 --> 01:25:49.593
No, she's not at the house.

01:25:53.670 --> 01:25:55.143
I hope she's not using.

01:25:56.100 --> 01:25:58.246
I pray that she's not.

01:25:58.246 --> 01:26:01.193
If you run into her just tell
her I'd like to talk to her.

01:26:05.886 --> 01:26:07.507
- How come Shaionna put

01:26:07.507 --> 01:26:10.674
RIP Shaionna Legacy Grassrope Ziegler?

01:26:11.933 --> 01:26:14.463
She put I give up on everything this time.

01:26:43.650 --> 01:26:45.210
- [Doctor] So we'll just
plan for later on today

01:26:45.210 --> 01:26:47.040
for one of us to do the amputation.

01:26:47.040 --> 01:26:48.870
It all depends who can get to it sooner,

01:26:48.870 --> 01:26:51.090
but she'll be on later today okay?

01:26:51.090 --> 01:26:53.220
All right, and then I'll
come talk to someone later.

01:26:53.220 --> 01:26:55.010
- Mommy, you wanna listen to a song?

01:26:55.010 --> 01:26:57.360
We got some wicked old
memories with this song.

01:26:58.507 --> 01:27:01.406
♪ I don't wanna dance ♪

01:27:01.406 --> 01:27:05.165
♪ Dance with you baby no more ♪

01:27:05.165 --> 01:27:10.165
♪ I'd never do something
to hurt you though ♪

01:27:11.425 --> 01:27:12.875
- Go ahead grandma, get down.

01:27:14.307 --> 01:27:17.107
♪ I don't wanna dance ♪

01:27:17.107 --> 01:27:20.907
♪ Dance with you baby no more ♪

01:27:20.907 --> 01:27:25.769
♪ I'd never do something
to hurt you though ♪

01:27:25.769 --> 01:27:30.519
♪ The feeling is bad, the feeling is bad ♪

01:27:44.390 --> 01:27:45.750
- I got it, yes!

01:27:45.750 --> 01:27:46.583
Yes!

01:27:52.820 --> 01:27:56.518
Boxing made me feel like
all the girls on there

01:27:56.518 --> 01:28:01.518
made me feel like they're like sisters.

01:28:06.090 --> 01:28:08.970
But Shaionna just kind
of went downhill again,

01:28:08.970 --> 01:28:13.970
so just gotta wait until she
gets on the right path again.

01:28:22.080 --> 01:28:25.560
- You guys are the ones that
need to get it all together.

01:28:25.560 --> 01:28:27.360
And keep each other positive

01:28:27.360 --> 01:28:29.040
and hang in there with each other.

01:28:29.040 --> 01:28:30.843
Maybe you could ask what's his name.

01:28:32.640 --> 01:28:34.050
Daniel, yeah.

01:28:34.050 --> 01:28:36.539
- Maybe he might know somebody that boxes.

01:28:36.539 --> 01:28:38.609
- Yeah, that boxes.

01:28:38.609 --> 01:28:40.299
- I'm messaging him now.

01:28:40.299 --> 01:28:45.299
Would you like to meet up at the library?

01:28:48.480 --> 01:28:49.770
On Monday to talk about-

01:28:49.770 --> 01:28:52.311
- After this who's ready to have some fun?

01:28:52.311 --> 01:28:53.603
- (helium voice) What's up dudes?

01:28:53.603 --> 01:28:56.374
(group laughs)

01:28:56.374 --> 01:28:59.250
- (helium voice) What's up?

01:28:59.250 --> 01:29:01.745
- [Kayla] Jada's gonna sound really weird.

01:29:01.745 --> 01:29:02.822
- (helium voice) Hey guys!

01:29:02.822 --> 01:29:05.077
(Jada laughs)

01:29:05.077 --> 01:29:07.353
Oh my god, I sound really funny.

01:29:12.840 --> 01:29:14.453
- [Kayla] We talked to Danny yesterday.

01:29:15.563 --> 01:29:17.010
- Yeah, 'cause we're serious about this

01:29:17.010 --> 01:29:19.320
boxing thing and we really wanna do it.

01:29:19.320 --> 01:29:21.780
- Can you stop interrupting me?

01:29:21.780 --> 01:29:23.940
As I was saying.

01:29:23.940 --> 01:29:26.010
I don't wanna start
something and then have it

01:29:26.010 --> 01:29:28.683
all just end how Shaionna did it.

01:29:30.030 --> 01:29:33.054
- Don't use this as a thing to decide

01:29:33.054 --> 01:29:38.054
if she's a good coach, if
she's a good role model.

01:29:38.280 --> 01:29:40.860
She started this, she brought us together.

01:29:40.860 --> 01:29:42.660
And now we want to keep moving on.

01:29:42.660 --> 01:29:45.665
- [Jada] So this is
basically a new start for us.

01:29:45.665 --> 01:29:46.920
- [Rihanna] Yeah.

01:29:46.920 --> 01:29:47.760
Basically.

01:29:47.760 --> 01:29:49.460
- When you guys wanna start?

01:29:49.460 --> 01:29:51.060
- [Rihanna] As soon as possible.

01:29:51.950 --> 01:29:54.700
(dramatic music)

01:29:57.829 --> 01:30:02.829
- Four, five, six, seven...

01:30:05.488 --> 01:30:07.261
- Just keep, hit from your cheek.

01:30:07.261 --> 01:30:08.903
- That means you're left
handed, use your right.

01:30:39.872 --> 01:30:40.872
- Shaionna.

01:30:46.947 --> 01:30:49.350
- Got a fight next week.

01:30:49.350 --> 01:30:50.193
In Heron.

01:30:53.520 --> 01:30:55.563
Been working out, training.

01:30:57.373 --> 01:30:58.773
- Training with those girls?

01:31:00.120 --> 01:31:00.953
- No.

01:31:02.310 --> 01:31:04.310
- They've been taken on with you, right?

01:31:05.760 --> 01:31:07.770
You guys need to make your own choices,

01:31:07.770 --> 01:31:10.913
but I hope you make it
a good one, Shaionna.

01:31:13.723 --> 01:31:18.333
I pray that you change your life.

01:31:21.660 --> 01:31:24.003
You're a fighter,
Shaionna, you're a warrior.

01:31:24.990 --> 01:31:27.177
But you got a good heart, Shaionna.

01:31:33.662 --> 01:31:37.495
(singing in foreign language)

01:31:53.064 --> 01:31:57.570
- [Shaionna VO] I feel
pretty lost right now.

01:31:57.570 --> 01:32:00.843
I feel like my spirit's not here.

01:32:01.680 --> 01:32:04.530
My body's here, but my spirit's not here.

01:32:04.530 --> 01:32:06.393
And just seeing me right now.

01:32:12.510 --> 01:32:14.670
Had all that time to
spend time with my mom

01:32:14.670 --> 01:32:16.533
and be there for the boxing team.

01:32:17.460 --> 01:32:18.960
But I decided to do drugs

01:32:18.960 --> 01:32:21.093
and push myself away from everybody.

01:32:24.660 --> 01:32:27.183
What comes if I just keep
going and keep going?

01:32:28.770 --> 01:32:30.573
I don't wanna feel this way no more.

01:32:32.070 --> 01:32:35.020
I wanna figure out how to
cope and not use no more.

01:32:36.113 --> 01:32:41.113
(singing in foreign language)
(thunder booming)

01:33:16.377 --> 01:33:18.270
- [Preacher] May the Lord make His face

01:33:18.270 --> 01:33:20.940
to shine upon our sister Davita.

01:33:20.940 --> 01:33:24.330
Bear her soul and the
souls of all the departed.

01:33:24.330 --> 01:33:27.277
Through the mercy of God, rest in peace.

01:33:27.277 --> 01:33:29.087
♪ Another way ♪

01:33:29.087 --> 01:33:32.576
♪ We all get out ♪

01:33:32.576 --> 01:33:36.425
♪ Another day ♪

01:33:36.425 --> 01:33:40.647
♪ I found a way ♪

01:33:40.647 --> 01:33:44.607
♪ To make it home ♪

01:33:44.607 --> 01:33:48.877
♪ I'm here to stay ♪

01:33:48.877 --> 01:33:52.475
♪ If you have found ♪

01:33:52.475 --> 01:33:56.406
♪ Another way ♪

01:33:56.406 --> 01:33:58.906
♪ Another way ♪

01:34:06.211 --> 01:34:10.044
(singing in foreign language)

01:34:16.128 --> 01:34:18.878
(group laughing)

01:34:22.736 --> 01:34:25.486
(group cheering)

01:34:37.235 --> 01:34:38.986
- You guys feel that energy?

01:34:38.986 --> 01:34:39.819
- Yeah.

01:34:39.819 --> 01:34:40.902
- That's mom.

01:34:41.917 --> 01:34:44.667
(dramatic music)

01:35:14.304 --> 01:35:15.180
- [Shaionna] VO] There's a good side of me

01:35:15.180 --> 01:35:17.250
that just wants to do good.

01:35:17.250 --> 01:35:18.897
Try to fix everything.

01:35:18.897 --> 01:35:22.230
And this other side just
wants me to destroy everything

01:35:22.230 --> 01:35:24.300
and make everyone feel how I feel.

01:35:25.230 --> 01:35:28.650
Like when I'm with the
girls I feel more spiritual.

01:35:28.650 --> 01:35:31.680
It makes me feel like
I have a purpose here.

01:35:36.002 --> 01:35:37.322
- [Rihanna] All right.

01:35:37.322 --> 01:35:39.155
Okay, three, two, one!

01:35:43.882 --> 01:35:45.022
- You cheater!

01:35:45.022 --> 01:35:47.762
(kids laughing)

01:35:47.762 --> 01:35:48.762
- Your turn!

01:36:01.241 --> 01:36:02.908
- [Shilea] Shaionna!

01:36:04.219 --> 01:36:05.052
Yeah girl!

01:36:21.487 --> 01:36:25.320
(singing in foreign language)

01:36:52.817 --> 01:36:54.338
♪ Remember me ♪

01:36:54.338 --> 01:36:56.706
♪ Remember me ♪

01:36:56.706 --> 01:37:00.875
♪ When the sun comes
up in the morning sky ♪

01:37:00.875 --> 01:37:02.426
♪ There I will be ♪

01:37:02.426 --> 01:37:04.837
♪ There I will be ♪

01:37:04.837 --> 01:37:08.058
♪ Soaring with the eagle so high ♪

01:37:08.058 --> 01:37:12.058
♪ Feeling free ♪

01:37:12.058 --> 01:37:16.008
♪ Remember me ♪

01:37:16.008 --> 01:37:19.168
♪ Down the road, hand in hand ♪

01:37:19.168 --> 01:37:21.585
♪ You and me ♪

01:37:25.523 --> 01:37:30.523
(rhythmic drumming)
(chanting in foreign language)