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I started smoking again,

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which is weird. I should
have stayed away, but

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I\'ve got time for that.

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And this is my home.

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This is, uh, Famous 4A,

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a place to rest.

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At the beginning I hated it.
Cuz I never was

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locked up like this. Not
locked up, but stored away.

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There\'s so many things of film.

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I think what we should do, is just mingle

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and let the camera roll,

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cuz this is as close as
you can get to death.

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[sil.]

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What hurts?

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So there\'s the pain that\'s
keeping you from being

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not comfortable. What else? No activity?
Okay. What kind of

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activity did you feel up for?

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Have any of the things people have been

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doing for you, have those helped
with the pain or not so much?

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OK. Well, I\'m not gonna ignore you. You\'re
gonna be stuck with the nurses, and me,

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and a whole bunch of other folks here. What\'s
your understanding of what, of what we do here?

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You got it.

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[sil.]

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More?

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The docs down stairs spent some more time
trying to figure out what\'s wrong. And,

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we couldn\'t figure it out. I know you guys have
talked about this a lot. I just want to make

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sure, since I haven\'t talked to
you about it before. If your

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hear-, if whatever is making you sick,
whatever is making your tummy hurt gets so bad

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that your heart stops or you can\'t breathe.
If you\'re dying,

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whatcha want us to do?
Well, I\'ve got a better

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idea. Let\'s let you, let\'s let you
die, but make sure you\'re comfortable

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while it happens. Does that sound okay?

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Yes.

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I don\'t know when that\'s gonna happen, but whenever
it does, we\'ll make sure you\'re comfortable

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and we\'ll make sure you\'re
not bored in the meantime.

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So some nice, long, easy breathes.
Especially the

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exhalations. That\'s it.

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Yeah, just let the arm relax.

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There we go.

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[sil.]

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Feels good?

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You\'ve got your priorities straight.

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Do you know where you are right now?
Oh, sure. Where are you?

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I\'m in San Mateo. Uh no. I\'m at the

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hospital. at, at the

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Stanford Hospital (inaudible)

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and, uh...

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Okay. Do you have any idea what year it is?

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Do you know what year it is?
Yeah, this is the 19-,

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I don\'t like these psychiatric

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questions. We ask everybody.
We\'re just checking.

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Let\'s go to something else. Okay. Okay.

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Do you have any goals, goals for this day?

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Do you have anything that you want to
do, or see? Do you want to get outside?

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Anything you want to do? Hopefully,

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I can sit down again to have my

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breakfast, and eat whatever meals

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I have sitting down. Eating laying down,

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just, is hard to do.

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It\'s, it\'s not an easy way to be fed.

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Welcome to my world.

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Small little world.

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[sil.]

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Those are my grandsons. Those
are my girls down there.

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That was me when I was
president of the PTA.

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As you can see I wash a lot.

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Makes time go by, and you
feel good you\'ve done

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something. That\'s my
laundry room, right here.

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Excuse me.

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[sil.]

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These are just, wash my own. I like
to wash my own, with my own soap.

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So what has it been in these past few
years with Jean that has drawn you

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into Protestant. The last couple months.
In the last couple months.

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Yeah. Uh, wanting to make her feel better.

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Wanting her to, you know,
try to give something

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back to her. Mmm. Yeah. Mm-hmm.
And that\'s about it.

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I figure, uh, I might
not have to long to go.

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Do you think after we die, we see
people who have already died?

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No. I\'ve died three times.

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And you don\'t have a sense that we\'re gonna
see. Dead right. No bright light at the

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end of the tunnel. No nothing.
And you\'re okay with that?

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Cuz I\'m thinking like my dad died a
long long time ago. But there was still

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times when I think that
he\'s present and still

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sending his love and his...
Penny, he probably is,

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okay. If there were any

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way in the world that I died without
saying, \"Thank you,\" to you,

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I would feel very bad. You\'d
even come back from the

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dead to thank me. For a,
for a lifesaver maybe.

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Dad\'s favorite song is Clair de lune.

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He played it so often when I was a
kid, that it just stuck in my head.

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Let\'s just see if I can
give you a little bit.

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[sil.]

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Oh yeah! It\'s a different

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world. You ever try eating

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food when your laying down? Don\'t!

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It isn\'t worth it. My
father\'s seen quite a few

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things. The ship he was on was the Admiral\'s
flag and the President of the United States

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came out to tour the fleet. And,
the Japanese were just a matter of

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20-30 miles away. The president
wanted to go fishing.

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Out of all the signalmen, uh, on the ship,
only one guy wanted to volunteer to go.

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The rest of those guys thought my dad was
nuts, but he went fishing with the president.

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He\'s done a lot, experienced a lot.

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Well, I think he\'s gonna experience a little
more yet. Oh, maybe we\'ll do pickles today.

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It\'s funny, dill pickles are very,

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I don\'t know, it\'s a big hit. I
don\'t like dill pickles. But, I

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get them because, I think it\'s cuz it\'s just,
sort of different. They don\'t come on the trays,

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you know, very often. That\'s why I like to
try to get things that they don\'t get, like

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fruit. Uh, a couple of pickles.

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[sil.]

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One of these guys? Yeah, please.

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Watermelon, did we say \"no?\" Oh yeah! Oh!

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[sil.]

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Okay, are we good.

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We\'re great. Cheeses,

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like two or three. No, no, no. No, oh,
okay. Dill pickles. Kosher dill. Uh,

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a couple. A couple. A couple of these.
Uh, yeah. Yeah, a couple would be fine.

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That oughta do it. Okay. Thank you.
Sure. Let\'s do that.

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Is it Friday? It is Friday.
Uh, where\'d the week go? I

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know. I was 6\'8 \", uh, 5\'8\".

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Weighed a little over 190.

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That\'s, that\'s pretty good.
Had 16 inch arms.

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Wow, forearm, back off. Now

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father in Heaven, we just thank you for
this great man George Sabbagh. Continue to

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bless him, keep him sharp Lord. And he is
just, um, just a great visit. Thank you.

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In Christ\'s name. In Christ\'s name. Amen.

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Amen. Yeah, hallelujah. Hallelujah.

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Hallelujah. Yes. That\'s

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great. Do you want to have one of these? Uh,
if you say so, George. I thank you so much.

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Thank you, George, appreciate that.

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Thank you. Thank you. One\'s all you get

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cuz I only got two free with me.
One\'s all you get.

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Air force, huh?

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Now your wife told me,

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Mr. Nunez, that she wanted to be sure to get a
picture of you and Ms. California. Uh, yeah. And

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she wants to see it. She had to leave. Yeah.
That\'s what she told me to. She said, \"Be

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sure to get a picture.\" So, there\'s that for you. Thank
you, dear. And I\'ll come over, so we can take a photo,

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too. Ah, yes. There you go. All right.
I\'m so jealous, Angel.

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Well that\'s informative. So. Yes, dear. It was wonderful.
I\'ll miss you. My dear, I love you, and good luck.

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Thank you very much. Have a nice
Valentine\'s Day. Thank you. Bye.

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Bye bye. Here\'s a little

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bear for ya. Oh, wonderful. Thank you.
You\'re welcome.

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You\'re from Beckerville (ph), eh? I am.
Do you know the area? Great

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eyes. Well, thank you. Oh, yeah. Those, those
came from my dad. Would you like a photo?

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Please. Okay, and you said it was George,
right? Pardon? George? George, yeah. Okay.

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[sil.]

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And there you go. Well, thank you
very much. You\'re very welcome.

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And then, do you want to a, uh, a picture on the
camera too? And then they\'re gonna print. Pardon? Um,

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if we take a picture on the camera. They\'ll print \'em
out and bring \'em to you. Yeah, oh God, I\'d love that.

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Okay. Okay, ready?

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There we go.

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[sil.]

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I\'ve learned a lot about life.

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From people dying. I\'m still

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scared of it. Even though, I accept it,

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it still has a little spooky part of it.

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