The Mothers' Triangle
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Eighteen, single, and living at home, Christina is about to have a baby. Her mother, Mary, was herself a sixteen-year-old single mother when Christina was born. Over a period of four years, this raw and unusually intimate documentary follows the two women as they struggle with their respective roles as daughter, mother, and grandmother while doing their best to raise Christina's son, Cristian.
Despite their best intentions and obvious love for Cristian, Mary's depression and the shadow of the abuse she experienced as a child, coupled with Christina's volatile behavior as she copes with becoming an adult, lead them into a series of confrontations that challenge their complex dependency on each other.
Best friends, sisters, mother and daughter, jealous rivals will their intense but fragile relationship be able to survive the escalating conflicts triggered by Cristian's arrival? And what will be the impact on the little boy who is the focus of both their love?
This is a revealing, heartrending portrait of two generations of young, single mothers, living in the shadow of abuse and abandonment, as they confront the question of what it means to be a good mother.
'An unflinchingly honest and respectful portrayal of a family's struggle. This film is a wonderful teaching tool for educational, mental health and social services professionals and students. THE MOTHERS' TRIANGLE is a stimulating film that will provoke discussion and learning. The complexities of each person's hopes and struggles make easy answers and quick solutions impossible, yet there is throughout the film a yearning hopefulness that is captivating. I was deeply moved.' -Shani Dowd, LCSW
'THE MOTHERS' TRIANGLE is perceptive, provocative, and poignant' -Carol Rubin, Director, Parent Child Home Program, Newton Community Service Center
'A unique and in-depth view into a family's struggles around teenage pregnancy. This film provides invaluable insights into the dynamics of competing loyalties and relationships that occur in many families. Takes us beyond what we could ever gain from texbook vignettes. A wonderful training tool for any human service professional working with 'multi-stressed' families.' -Ian Edwards, LICSW, Wayside Youth and Family
'A bitter and riveting portrait. Free of the customary sentiment, it chronicles the unhealthy codependency between mother and daughter.' -Video Librarian
'An excellent documentary. Highly recommended for all libraries and for coursework and discussion on family dynamics including complex problems related to teenage pregnancy as well as consequences of sexual and physical abuse.' -Educational Media Reviews Online
Citation
Main credits
Goldstein, Inbal (Producer)
Celester, Rhonda (Producer)
Other credits
Director of photography and editor, Indbal Goldstein.
Distributor subjects
Family Relations; Fanlight Collection; Parenting and Childbirth; Psychology; Women's Health; Women's StudiesKeywords
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[MUSIC - \"ROCKABYE BABY\"]
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[HEARTBEAT]
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[POP MUSIC PLAYING]
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Turn.
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[INAUDIBLE]
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once more.
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Ow.
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Did they say on ultrasound
the baby\'s head\'s down?
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Yep.
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Yeah, there it is.
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Right there.
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Very nice.
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And the baby\'s laying over
here on the right side.
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Yeah.
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So what kind of mom do you
think you\'re going to be?
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In a way, I hope to
be like my mom.
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What kind of mom was your mom?
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She was good.
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She strived to give
us everything.
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So hard.
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That\'s thickened it up?
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Or you need more?
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More.
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Little more?
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I just think this whole world
is just totally prejudiced.
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You know, if you\'re not 30 and
pregnant, and you\'re under 30,
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it\'s like, you know, what kind
of parents did you have?
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How did you grow up?
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How did you let something
like this happen?
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That shouldn\'t be
the question.
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It should be, it\'s here.
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What are we going to do?
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That\'s what I said
to Christina.
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I wasn\'t upset at all
when she told me.
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I just told her, whatever
decision you make, I\'m right
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there behind you.
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Was there a moment that
you said, oh my god?
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I said it to myself.
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\'Cause I thought,
god, her future.
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I don\'t want it to be like me.
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When I was growing up, me and
my mother had a really good
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relationship.
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We were so close.
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And then when I started--
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I guess maybe I changed.
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Maybe I changed.
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I don\'t know.
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How so?
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Just because I became
more quiet.
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That we kind of separated
a little bit.
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We don\'t do as much
as we used to.
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You used to do a lot
of things together?
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Yeah, we used to go out
more as sisters.
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I don\'t know how my mother
taught us how to grow up.
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But it was more or less none of
a mother type of a thing,
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\'cause she was so young.
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So she didn\'t know how
to be anything older
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than what she was.
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Right.
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How old were you when
you became a mother?
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I was 16 when I had Christina.
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And I was 17 when I had Brian.
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And I got married and divorced
at 18 with two kids.
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Breastfeeding--
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no way to discourage
you, but it\'s also
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important to be realistic.
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It\'s painful for seven days,
then it gets better.
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And it\'s frustrating.
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So it\'s good that you have
your mom, who\'s done it.
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Because you\'ll need that
kind of support.
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I have a problem within myself
from the abuse I went through
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with my mom and my step-dad.
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Something you\'re still
dealing with.
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Yeah.
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It\'s never going to go away.
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And I never wanted to bring
anybody into my home, because
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I never wanted anybody
to molest my kids.
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You know, like my stepfather.
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My mother brought him into the
house when I was two, and
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that\'s when he started.
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Two years old.
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When you were two.
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Yeah.
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With you and the rest
of the children?
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Well, my sisters--
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I was the youngest
of the girls.
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So my older sisters
had already been
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molested at that point.
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But my mother stood by him,
right to the end.
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When I had a daughter,
I was petrified.
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I mean, I loved her at
the moment I saw her.
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But I was petrified that what
I went through as a little
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girl, that there was a chance
she could go through it, too.
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I was kind of praying
for a boy.
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I took care of my kids
and I loved my kids.
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And that was, I felt, God\'s
mission for me.
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To take care of them,
not take care of me.
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I never have been one to
take care of myself.
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Started smoking pot
really young.
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I\'ve been through anorexia.
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I\'ve been through
horrible things.
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I didn\'t take care of myself.
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I didn\'t care enough about
myself, because I had so many
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adults in my life that
didn\'t care for me.
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And that\'s what was so great
when I had my daughter.
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I had somebody to care for.
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Because if I didn\'t have my
kids, I probably wouldn\'t be
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here today, because it\'s just
been-- it was just so hard for
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me to take in all that abuse.
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Everyone experiences pain
a little bit different.
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Their pain threshold\'s
different.
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And sometimes, you don\'t know
how your pain\'s going to be,
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because none of us might
have had that
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severe pain yet, either.
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And some people\'s labor advances
so quickly that they
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can tolerate that pain
for only a few hours.
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How did you push?
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This way?
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I pushed this way, yeah.
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And you just--
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Three pushes, and she was out.
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Now the other thing--
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did you make noise
when you pushed?
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Oh, yeah.
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Yeah.
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[LAUGHTER]
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See, because I didn\'t have a
real role model as a mom or a
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dad, I had to learn everything
on my own.
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My kids were really,
really hyperactive.
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I mean, they were just
full of energy.
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And at times, it really
got to me.
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If I could do it again-- that\'s
why I feel like with
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Cristian coming,
I got a chance.
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Another chance to make up
for what I did wrong.
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Mom.
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[LAUGHS]
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Let me see.
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Boy, Christy got one gift under
the tree, and the rest
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are Cristian\'s.
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[LAUGHTER]
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We were all playing with
Cristian\'s toy last night.
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We were in my room,
me, Anne, Brian.
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We were all playing with it.
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I like that.
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I\'m taking it.
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It\'s mines.
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OK.
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How do you see your daughter?
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I mean, when you describe her,
how would you describe her?
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She\'s like an angel.
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She\'s nothing like me.
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She would never start drugs.
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Her life is surrounded by
Cristian right now.
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And she eats healthy,
and she hates that
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me and my son smoke.
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She\'s so good-hearted.
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Easy-- that\'s my--
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Ma!
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When she\'s really mad, she would
just find something and
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just bust something,
all the time.
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Always had to bang something.
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And that really bothered
me, because--
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Doors, everything.
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It was getting quite
expensive.
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CD cases--
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smash.
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Just break them.
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Just to hear something
to break.
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What\'s that all about?
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[LAUGHTER]
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Needs anger management.
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I don\'t know. \'Cause it just
seems like when something just
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breaks, that means,
like, the end.
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So if you have all this
frustration and then you just
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want to just--
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you don\'t know what to do with
it, so you\'re just sitting
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there, like this.
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[BABY\'S HEARTBEAT
ON ULTRASOUND]
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In past relationships,
I was always arguing.
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So I said, this is it.
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I can\'t argue anymore.
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I\'m not loud, and this
is killing me.
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So I said, we\'ll see
what we can do
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when we\'re not together.
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Were you in love with him?
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Yeah.
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What does love mean to you?
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Makes you stick around
for a lot.
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For a lot of heartache.
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Stuff-- when it\'s not that
great, you\'re just still there
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because it\'s like you\'ve
got a loyalty bond?
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Yep.
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And then you fall in love with
somebody even more when you
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have their baby.
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What makes you love them more?
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\'Cause it\'s part of them.
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And it wouldn\'t have been made
if it wasn\'t for a reason.
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For a good reason or a bad
reason, it was still made.
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Thank you, Dahlia.
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Thank you, Jeanette.
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Let\'s go on with the
requests now.
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Tomorrow, we\'ll retire Mariah
Carey, but for now, enjoy
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\"Heartbreaker,\" the remix.
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It\'s at number five on
our Turkey Day TRL.
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I told my daughter and
my son, we live in
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a fatherless household.
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My son doesn\'t have a dad.
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Christina\'s father just regained
a relationship with
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her when she turned 16.
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So she\'s had him in her
life for two years.
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Now birth control.
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You know you\'re not with
the baby\'s father.
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Right
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But anybody new in your life?
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Mm-mm.
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No one right now.
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OK.
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I\'m going to just
run through--
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just because things
can change, OK?
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With breastfeeding, a lot of
women just use condoms.
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And if you\'re going to be having
a new partner, you need
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to be using condoms.
00:10:02.010 --> 00:10:04.710 align:middle line:90%
00:10:04.710 --> 00:10:08.020 align:middle line:84%
The school that I go
to now, Futures--
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really good.
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Because of the girls that
are there, the same
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circumstance, basically.
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Some of them are still with the
boyfriends or the father
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of their kid.
00:10:20.715 --> 00:10:23.350 align:middle line:90%
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The baby\'s father leaving her,
and basically going through
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the pregnancy alone, I tell her
her greatest happiness is
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going to be when she
sees that baby.
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You know?
00:10:35.380 --> 00:10:38.160 align:middle line:84%
And she\'s not going to be able
to forget everything, but it\'s
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going to make things
a lot less painful
00:10:40.840 --> 00:10:43.140 align:middle line:90%
when she has her son.
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He\'s going to fill a lot of
her life with a lot of
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happiness, like she did to me.
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She doesn\'t have a lot of issues
that I had, being a mom
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that young.
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And I think that\'s going to be
a great point in her life,
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that she doesn\'t have to
fight a lot of evil.
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I know she\'s going
to be fabulous.
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I just know it.
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And I\'ll be right there
behind her.
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I love kids.
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I love the way they smell,
love the way they laugh.
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And you just have to
realize that kids
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are going to be kids.
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You can\'t control them
completely, because they need
00:11:24.540 --> 00:11:27.640 align:middle line:90%
to feel that excitement.
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They need to just burst out
yelling and bang their heads
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up against the wall with
the pot on their head.
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They need to do that.
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Now that I\'m going to have one
of my own, it\'s like, OK.
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I can do it.
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It\'s going to be hard, but
I\'m going to do it.
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The thing that\'ll make it hard
is that I\'m still in school.
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So I wouldn\'t put being
a mother aside.
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It\'s just going to be harder
to be in school, and being
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away for all that time.
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And I don\'t want my kid
to call my mother Mom.
00:12:05.060 --> 00:12:07.764 align:middle line:90%
So that\'s what makes it hard.
00:12:07.764 --> 00:12:08.225 align:middle line:90%
Mom?
00:12:08.225 --> 00:12:10.840 align:middle line:90%
Mmm.
00:12:10.840 --> 00:12:12.300 align:middle line:90%
What do you want?
00:12:12.300 --> 00:12:13.586 align:middle line:90%
I want food.
00:12:13.586 --> 00:12:14.836 align:middle line:90%
From where?
00:12:14.836 --> 00:12:25.490 align:middle line:90%
00:12:25.490 --> 00:12:35.410 align:middle line:90%
[BREATHING AND SIGHING]
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You\'re doing wonderful.
00:12:36.660 --> 00:12:39.874 align:middle line:90%
00:12:39.874 --> 00:12:41.710 align:middle line:84%
Getting closer to seeing
your baby.
00:12:41.710 --> 00:12:43.960 align:middle line:90%
All right, shut up.
00:12:43.960 --> 00:12:44.800 align:middle line:90%
Just keep breathing.
00:12:44.800 --> 00:12:46.735 align:middle line:90%
Keep breathing.
00:12:46.735 --> 00:12:52.675 align:middle line:90%
[MOANING]
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[CRIES OUT]
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[HEARTBEAT]
00:13:15.445 --> 00:13:18.470 align:middle line:90%
Hey, my baby.
00:13:18.470 --> 00:13:20.032 align:middle line:90%
Hey.
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I don\'t know if you can
hold him so tight.
00:13:22.230 --> 00:13:22.960 align:middle line:90%
OK, Mom.
00:13:22.960 --> 00:13:23.660 align:middle line:90%
Doc\'s here.
00:13:23.660 --> 00:13:26.630 align:middle line:84%
If it\'s OK with you, we\'d like
to have the nurse clean up the
00:13:26.630 --> 00:13:29.340 align:middle line:84%
baby, and evaluate the
baby and weigh.
00:13:29.340 --> 00:13:31.060 align:middle line:84%
And then she\'s going to see
if you need stitches.
00:13:31.060 --> 00:13:32.200 align:middle line:84%
And I want to see how
much he rates.
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OK.
00:13:33.135 --> 00:13:34.806 align:middle line:90%
Oh, look at you.
00:13:34.806 --> 00:13:35.778 align:middle line:90%
[BABY CRYING]
00:13:35.778 --> 00:13:37.722 align:middle line:90%
He\'s got a 9 out of 9 already?
00:13:37.722 --> 00:13:39.666 align:middle line:90%
What was the [INAUDIBLE]?
00:13:39.666 --> 00:13:40.638 align:middle line:90%
58.
00:13:40.638 --> 00:13:42.096 align:middle line:90%
By this one right there?
00:13:42.096 --> 00:13:49.600 align:middle line:90%
[BABY CRYING]
00:13:49.600 --> 00:13:51.380 align:middle line:90%
He don\'t want to cooperate.
00:13:51.380 --> 00:13:54.518 align:middle line:90%
[BABY CRYING]
00:13:54.518 --> 00:13:55.883 align:middle line:90%
There you go.
00:13:55.883 --> 00:13:58.781 align:middle line:90%
00:13:58.781 --> 00:14:00.060 align:middle line:90%
It\'s unbelievable, Chris.
00:14:00.060 --> 00:14:01.435 align:middle line:90%
You only pushed four times.
00:14:01.435 --> 00:14:02.420 align:middle line:90%
You realize that?
00:14:02.420 --> 00:14:04.840 align:middle line:90%
I think four contractions.
00:14:04.840 --> 00:14:06.950 align:middle line:84%
Most people push for
a couple hours.
00:14:06.950 --> 00:14:09.300 align:middle line:84%
You pushed four times, and
your baby was born.
00:14:09.300 --> 00:14:18.686 align:middle line:90%
00:14:18.686 --> 00:14:20.168 align:middle line:90%
[BABY CRYING]
00:14:20.168 --> 00:14:21.418 align:middle line:84%
[SINGING - \"TWINKLE, TWINKLE
LITTLE STAR]
00:14:21.418 --> 00:14:28.566 align:middle line:90%
00:14:28.566 --> 00:14:41.950 align:middle line:90%
00:14:41.950 --> 00:14:43.610 align:middle line:84%
So how\'s motherhood
treating you?
00:14:43.610 --> 00:14:45.540 align:middle line:90%
You\'re four months into it.
00:14:45.540 --> 00:14:47.200 align:middle line:90%
It\'s really good.
00:14:47.200 --> 00:14:47.560 align:middle line:90%
Really?
00:14:47.560 --> 00:14:48.020 align:middle line:90%
It\'s good, yeah.
00:14:48.020 --> 00:14:49.447 align:middle line:90%
Tell me what\'s good about it.
00:14:49.447 --> 00:14:53.110 align:middle line:90%
00:14:53.110 --> 00:14:57.030 align:middle line:84%
Waking up when he wakes up,
just seeing him smile.
00:14:57.030 --> 00:14:58.930 align:middle line:90%
What\'s that like?
00:14:58.930 --> 00:15:01.195 align:middle line:84%
It\'s good, because it means
I\'m doing my job.
00:15:01.195 --> 00:15:06.045 align:middle line:90%
00:15:06.045 --> 00:15:07.295 align:middle line:90%
Here.
00:15:07.295 --> 00:15:17.925 align:middle line:90%
00:15:17.925 --> 00:15:20.895 align:middle line:90%
[BABY MURMURING]
00:15:20.895 --> 00:15:22.875 align:middle line:90%
Hey, dumb-ass.
00:15:22.875 --> 00:15:25.185 align:middle line:84%
You should have at least cleaned
the house and got all
00:15:25.185 --> 00:15:27.330 align:middle line:90%
your shit out of here first.
00:15:27.330 --> 00:15:29.530 align:middle line:84%
Brian, I threw all your
stuff in his car seat.
00:15:29.530 --> 00:15:32.540 align:middle line:84%
So please, don\'t even talk about
my stuff, all right?
00:15:32.540 --> 00:15:34.030 align:middle line:90%
Why don\'t you help me out?
00:15:34.030 --> 00:15:35.360 align:middle line:84%
Why don\'t you put my
stuff upstairs?
00:15:35.360 --> 00:15:36.930 align:middle line:84%
Look what I do with
all your stuff.
00:15:36.930 --> 00:15:37.890 align:middle line:90%
So shut up.
00:15:37.890 --> 00:15:39.960 align:middle line:84%
I put all your papers up
there and in there.
00:15:39.960 --> 00:15:41.370 align:middle line:90%
My stuff\'s this big.
00:15:41.370 --> 00:15:41.610 align:middle line:90%
Your shit--
00:15:41.610 --> 00:15:42.436 align:middle line:90%
It doesn\'t matter.
00:15:42.436 --> 00:15:44.410 align:middle line:84%
It was everywhere, Brian,
on the floor.
00:15:44.410 --> 00:15:45.030 align:middle line:90%
Yeah, all right.
00:15:45.030 --> 00:15:47.043 align:middle line:84%
Your shit\'s over there,
over there.
00:15:47.043 --> 00:15:47.989 align:middle line:90%
Shut up.
00:15:47.989 --> 00:15:49.408 align:middle line:90%
All this shit over here?
00:15:49.408 --> 00:15:49.881 align:middle line:90%
Shut up.
00:15:49.881 --> 00:15:51.773 align:middle line:90%
Look at that.
00:15:51.773 --> 00:15:54.138 align:middle line:90%
You have to take a nap.
00:15:54.138 --> 00:15:58.226 align:middle line:84%
\'Cause you\'re gonna end
up getting so cranky.
00:15:58.226 --> 00:16:00.061 align:middle line:90%
So cranky!
00:16:00.061 --> 00:16:01.522 align:middle line:90%
[BABY LAUGHS]
00:16:01.522 --> 00:16:02.496 align:middle line:90%
So cranky!
00:16:02.496 --> 00:16:05.905 align:middle line:90%
[BABY LAUGHS]
00:16:05.905 --> 00:16:07.380 align:middle line:90%
I love you.
00:16:07.380 --> 00:16:09.570 align:middle line:90%
He loved him.
00:16:09.570 --> 00:16:11.850 align:middle line:90%
Nanny loved him.
00:16:11.850 --> 00:16:13.880 align:middle line:90%
Baby was happy.
00:16:13.880 --> 00:16:14.580 align:middle line:90%
Nanny was happy.
00:16:14.580 --> 00:16:15.920 align:middle line:90%
[BABY LAUGHS]
00:16:15.920 --> 00:16:18.710 align:middle line:90%
Yes she was.
00:16:18.710 --> 00:16:20.855 align:middle line:84%
You have no idea how much
I love this baby.
00:16:20.855 --> 00:16:26.560 align:middle line:90%
00:16:26.560 --> 00:16:30.200 align:middle line:84%
I say to myself, I talk to God
a lot, and I go, am I being
00:16:30.200 --> 00:16:31.990 align:middle line:84%
wrong by saying I wish
he was mine?
00:16:31.990 --> 00:16:38.660 align:middle line:90%
00:16:38.660 --> 00:16:43.830 align:middle line:84%
I\'m, like, very in love
with my ex-boyfriend.
00:16:43.830 --> 00:16:44.850 align:middle line:90%
Which one?
00:16:44.850 --> 00:16:45.560 align:middle line:90%
Kenny.
00:16:45.560 --> 00:16:49.300 align:middle line:90%
Not Cristian\'s father.
00:16:49.300 --> 00:16:52.440 align:middle line:84%
So me and him have been trying
to make it work.
00:16:52.440 --> 00:16:55.090 align:middle line:84%
This kid, to me, is like--
he don\'t want to work.
00:16:55.090 --> 00:16:57.480 align:middle line:84%
He wants a woman to
take care of him.
00:16:57.480 --> 00:16:58.230 align:middle line:90%
He\'s like a gigolo.
00:16:58.230 --> 00:17:00.030 align:middle line:84%
That\'s exactly what
he is to me.
00:17:00.030 --> 00:17:03.070 align:middle line:90%
00:17:03.070 --> 00:17:05.274 align:middle line:84%
You\'re being mean, \'cause
you\'re not even coming.
00:17:05.274 --> 00:17:07.930 align:middle line:90%
00:17:07.930 --> 00:17:09.670 align:middle line:84%
If you really wanted to
come, you would have.
00:17:09.670 --> 00:17:11.859 align:middle line:90%
So you don\'t feel that way.
00:17:11.859 --> 00:17:14.630 align:middle line:84%
She\'s on the phone begging
Kenny to come over.
00:17:14.630 --> 00:17:15.450 align:middle line:90%
What kind of a woman are you?
00:17:15.450 --> 00:17:16.869 align:middle line:90%
You know what I mean?
00:17:16.869 --> 00:17:18.579 align:middle line:84%
You\'re sitting on the phone,
begging a guy to come
00:17:18.579 --> 00:17:19.230 align:middle line:90%
over and see you?
00:17:19.230 --> 00:17:22.395 align:middle line:84%
Is that how you respect
yourself?
00:17:22.395 --> 00:17:24.105 align:middle line:90%
But I think she\'s just lonely.
00:17:24.105 --> 00:17:27.670 align:middle line:90%
00:17:27.670 --> 00:17:28.040 align:middle line:90%
All right.
00:17:28.040 --> 00:17:31.340 align:middle line:84%
Then I\'m never, ever
saying it again.
00:17:31.340 --> 00:17:33.040 align:middle line:90%
So don\'t play.
00:17:33.040 --> 00:17:35.818 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t play.
00:17:35.818 --> 00:17:37.068 align:middle line:84%
[MUSIC - \"POMP AND
CIRCUMSTANCE\"]
00:17:37.068 --> 00:17:40.291 align:middle line:90%
00:17:40.291 --> 00:17:42.776 align:middle line:90%
Mommy\'s graduating.
00:17:42.776 --> 00:17:44.026 align:middle line:84%
[MUSIC - \"POMP AND
CIRCUMSTANCE\"]
00:17:44.026 --> 00:18:09.614 align:middle line:90%
00:18:09.614 --> 00:18:14.584 align:middle line:90%
[CHEERING AND APPLAUSE]
00:18:14.584 --> 00:18:19.140 align:middle line:84%
On behalf of our graduating
class, please welcome one of
00:18:19.140 --> 00:18:23.515 align:middle line:84%
our outstanding students,
Christina Borges.
00:18:23.515 --> 00:18:31.410 align:middle line:90%
[APPLAUSE]
00:18:31.410 --> 00:18:34.720 align:middle line:84%
We, the graduates of Futures,
should be proud of ourselves.
00:18:34.720 --> 00:18:38.760 align:middle line:84%
We as individuals strived to
make a single goal a reality.
00:18:38.760 --> 00:18:42.480 align:middle line:84%
This one achievement is the
beginning of a domino effect
00:18:42.480 --> 00:18:44.840 align:middle line:84%
that is to occur in
all of our lives.
00:18:44.840 --> 00:18:48.210 align:middle line:84%
With a little luck, hard work,
and time away from our
00:18:48.210 --> 00:18:53.100 align:middle line:84%
children, we have put a diploma
behind our names.
00:18:53.100 --> 00:18:55.730 align:middle line:84%
For people to say young mothers
are lazy and don\'t
00:18:55.730 --> 00:18:59.900 align:middle line:84%
try, you look them in the eyes,
and you say, 24 of us
00:18:59.900 --> 00:19:02.960 align:middle line:90%
graduated in \'99-2000.
00:19:02.960 --> 00:19:06.190 align:middle line:84%
Tell them you missed out on your
son\'s first word or your
00:19:06.190 --> 00:19:08.460 align:middle line:84%
daughter\'s first step
so you can be
00:19:08.460 --> 00:19:10.850 align:middle line:90%
someone people will remember.
00:19:10.850 --> 00:19:13.190 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t let anyone put you down.
00:19:13.190 --> 00:19:15.680 align:middle line:84%
All of us can walk with
our heads high.
00:19:15.680 --> 00:19:17.870 align:middle line:90%
No more soft little voices.
00:19:17.870 --> 00:19:18.740 align:middle line:90%
We are women.
00:19:18.740 --> 00:19:21.820 align:middle line:84%
And how will we be heard if
we don\'t speak sternly and
00:19:21.820 --> 00:19:24.070 align:middle line:90%
assertively?
00:19:24.070 --> 00:19:26.910 align:middle line:84%
When we all entered this
program, we were moms.
00:19:26.910 --> 00:19:29.870 align:middle line:84%
But now that we have graduated,
we now can be
00:19:29.870 --> 00:19:31.290 align:middle line:90%
called mothers.
00:19:31.290 --> 00:19:33.430 align:middle line:84%
We all deserve a round
of applause.
00:19:33.430 --> 00:19:36.110 align:middle line:84%
This is our day to shine,
so shine brightly.
00:19:36.110 --> 00:19:43.120 align:middle line:90%
[CHEERING AND APPLAUSE]
00:19:43.120 --> 00:19:54.620 align:middle line:90%
00:19:54.620 --> 00:19:59.360 align:middle line:90%
[MUSIC BOX PLAYING]
00:19:59.360 --> 00:20:01.122 align:middle line:84%
[INAUDIBLE] call them and tell
them that you\'re coming.
00:20:01.122 --> 00:20:03.900 align:middle line:84%
I have a little bit of
a charge on there.
00:20:03.900 --> 00:20:05.090 align:middle line:90%
Like $5.
00:20:05.090 --> 00:20:05.690 align:middle line:90%
That\'s not bad.
00:20:05.690 --> 00:20:07.265 align:middle line:84%
If I pay the charge,
you pay me back?
00:20:07.265 --> 00:20:07.720 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:20:07.720 --> 00:20:08.920 align:middle line:90%
Not this week.
00:20:08.920 --> 00:20:09.930 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t have any money.
00:20:09.930 --> 00:20:11.030 align:middle line:84%
It\'s going to have to
wait until my check.
00:20:11.030 --> 00:20:12.580 align:middle line:84%
The other day, Brian
and Christina
00:20:12.580 --> 00:20:14.640 align:middle line:90%
got into a fist fight.
00:20:14.640 --> 00:20:17.550 align:middle line:84%
Adults, getting into
a fist fight.
00:20:17.550 --> 00:20:18.830 align:middle line:90%
How do I owe you $20?
00:20:18.830 --> 00:20:22.153 align:middle line:84%
Him and her will get
into an argument.
00:20:22.153 --> 00:20:25.720 align:middle line:84%
They always have, ever since
they were little.
00:20:25.720 --> 00:20:27.330 align:middle line:84%
It\'s just now that they\'re
older, it gets
00:20:27.330 --> 00:20:29.690 align:middle line:90%
a little more severe.
00:20:29.690 --> 00:20:31.740 align:middle line:84%
I kicked him twice
in his side.
00:20:31.740 --> 00:20:36.580 align:middle line:84%
He got up, pushed me
against the wall.
00:20:36.580 --> 00:20:41.910 align:middle line:84%
And then he shoved me through
his bedroom door.
00:20:41.910 --> 00:20:44.020 align:middle line:90%
That\'s where I got this from.
00:20:44.020 --> 00:20:47.330 align:middle line:84%
I said, you guys are not
11 and 10 anymore.
00:20:47.330 --> 00:20:50.870 align:middle line:84%
You\'re adults, and you\'re going
after each in my house?
00:20:50.870 --> 00:20:51.800 align:middle line:90%
This is my house.
00:20:51.800 --> 00:20:52.800 align:middle line:90%
Get it straight.
00:20:52.800 --> 00:20:55.530 align:middle line:84%
I called the police to try to
get him arrested, because I\'m
00:20:55.530 --> 00:20:58.750 align:middle line:84%
tired of him thinking that he
can push me around, all
00:20:58.750 --> 00:21:01.190 align:middle line:84%
because I\'m a foot
smaller than him.
00:21:01.190 --> 00:21:06.340 align:middle line:84%
And my mother has no
control over him.
00:21:06.340 --> 00:21:08.120 align:middle line:90%
No control at all.
00:21:08.120 --> 00:21:13.470 align:middle line:84%
But because I threw the first
punch, I got arrested.
00:21:13.470 --> 00:21:15.991 align:middle line:90%
Chris got arrested.
00:21:15.991 --> 00:21:18.290 align:middle line:84%
And then I wanted to
be here for DSS.
00:21:18.290 --> 00:21:22.340 align:middle line:84%
I said to DSS, I raised
my kids from 16
00:21:22.340 --> 00:21:23.790 align:middle line:90%
until now by myself.
00:21:23.790 --> 00:21:25.715 align:middle line:90%
I never had DSS in my life.
00:21:25.715 --> 00:21:28.820 align:middle line:84%
I said, and now all of a sudden,
you guys are gonna be
00:21:28.820 --> 00:21:31.680 align:middle line:90%
in my home?
00:21:31.680 --> 00:21:33.960 align:middle line:84%
She was scared when they told
her that they were charging
00:21:33.960 --> 00:21:35.350 align:middle line:90%
her with neglect on Cristian.
00:21:35.350 --> 00:21:37.080 align:middle line:84%
And I interfered, and I said,
what do you mean?
00:21:37.080 --> 00:21:38.865 align:middle line:90%
She didn\'t touch Cristian.
00:21:38.865 --> 00:21:40.420 align:middle line:90%
But Cristian was in the home.
00:21:40.420 --> 00:21:42.340 align:middle line:84%
I said, Cristian was upstairs
in his crib
00:21:42.340 --> 00:21:43.700 align:middle line:90%
sleeping at 11:30 at night.
00:21:43.700 --> 00:21:45.302 align:middle line:90%
He didn\'t know what went on.
00:21:45.302 --> 00:21:48.160 align:middle line:84%
And that\'s when they explained
to me, if Brian can get her
00:21:48.160 --> 00:21:51.370 align:middle line:84%
upset, how do we know
the baby can\'t?
00:21:51.370 --> 00:21:53.150 align:middle line:84%
And I said, because
I live here.
00:21:53.150 --> 00:21:54.260 align:middle line:90%
That\'s why.
00:21:54.260 --> 00:21:57.010 align:middle line:84%
And I see and hear everything
that goes on.
00:21:57.010 --> 00:21:59.340 align:middle line:84%
And if she\'s stressed out
and can\'t handle the
00:21:59.340 --> 00:22:03.010 align:middle line:90%
baby, I take the baby.
00:22:03.010 --> 00:22:03.550 align:middle line:90%
I love him.
00:22:03.550 --> 00:22:06.280 align:middle line:84%
I\'d take him in a minute,
if I had to.
00:22:06.280 --> 00:22:08.725 align:middle line:84%
I would take him and
we would go off.
00:22:08.725 --> 00:22:11.060 align:middle line:84%
If I took him, she would
not be in his life.
00:22:11.060 --> 00:22:13.775 align:middle line:90%
I know that.
00:22:13.775 --> 00:22:15.350 align:middle line:90%
Your choice or hers?
00:22:15.350 --> 00:22:16.600 align:middle line:90%
Mine.
00:22:16.600 --> 00:22:18.370 align:middle line:90%
00:22:18.370 --> 00:22:21.300 align:middle line:84%
If I\'m going to be obligated to
take him over, she is not
00:22:21.300 --> 00:22:24.014 align:middle line:90%
going to be in his life.
00:22:24.014 --> 00:22:26.560 align:middle line:84%
\'Cause she could\'ve done
things to change it.
00:22:26.560 --> 00:22:27.110 align:middle line:90%
This is her son.
00:22:27.110 --> 00:22:30.660 align:middle line:84%
This is a stupid decision she
decided to make, kicking my
00:22:30.660 --> 00:22:33.320 align:middle line:84%
door and kicking her brother
in the head.
00:22:33.320 --> 00:22:35.085 align:middle line:90%
That\'s not an adult.
00:22:35.085 --> 00:22:38.736 align:middle line:84%
That\'s a child still acting
like a child.
00:22:38.736 --> 00:22:41.724 align:middle line:84%
Christina feels, still,
that she should
00:22:41.724 --> 00:22:43.720 align:middle line:90%
have her life to live.
00:22:43.720 --> 00:22:46.524 align:middle line:84%
That life was given up
in the delivery room,
00:22:46.524 --> 00:22:47.508 align:middle line:90%
when you have a baby.
00:22:47.508 --> 00:22:49.480 align:middle line:84%
I\'ve tried explaining
that to her.
00:22:49.480 --> 00:22:51.860 align:middle line:84%
I said, at least you
made it to 19.
00:22:51.860 --> 00:22:54.534 align:middle line:84%
My life was up and
over with at 16.
00:22:54.534 --> 00:22:56.989 align:middle line:84%
There was no more
teenage years.
00:22:56.989 --> 00:22:59.444 align:middle line:90%
You were a mom.
00:22:59.444 --> 00:23:02.370 align:middle line:84%
When I\'d come home from working
12 hours, and you guys
00:23:02.370 --> 00:23:04.884 align:middle line:84%
were like out of your mind, I
didn\'t have anybody to run to,
00:23:04.884 --> 00:23:06.590 align:middle line:90%
saying, help me with the kids.
00:23:06.590 --> 00:23:09.002 align:middle line:84%
Help me, help me,
I\'m going nuts.
00:23:09.002 --> 00:23:13.050 align:middle line:84%
All you gotta do is hand that
baby to me, and I\'ve got him.
00:23:13.050 --> 00:23:16.110 align:middle line:84%
And you know he\'s
in good hands.
00:23:16.110 --> 00:23:18.960 align:middle line:84%
I am not ready to be a
full-time mom again.
00:23:18.960 --> 00:23:22.270 align:middle line:84%
She thinks \'cause I\'m
36, I can handle it.
00:23:22.270 --> 00:23:25.745 align:middle line:84%
But the stress in my
life, I can\'t.
00:23:25.745 --> 00:23:29.200 align:middle line:90%
It\'s just-- it\'s too much.
00:23:29.200 --> 00:23:33.028 align:middle line:84%
Christina, you should probably
put him in pajamas.
00:23:33.028 --> 00:23:34.480 align:middle line:90%
[CRISTIAN MURMURING]
00:23:34.480 --> 00:23:38.840 align:middle line:84%
Kind of chilly, just to
have a diaper on.
00:23:38.840 --> 00:23:41.790 align:middle line:84%
She tries to intervene too
much in the way that I do
00:23:41.790 --> 00:23:43.330 align:middle line:90%
thinks with my son.
00:23:43.330 --> 00:23:44.620 align:middle line:90%
And it\'s not right.
00:23:44.620 --> 00:23:50.170 align:middle line:84%
She tells me, did you ask me
if I wanted another child?
00:23:50.170 --> 00:23:51.790 align:middle line:84%
No, because it\'s
not your child.
00:23:51.790 --> 00:23:54.030 align:middle line:90%
I didn\'t have to ask you.
00:23:54.030 --> 00:23:57.340 align:middle line:84%
And, I don\'t want to
be a mother again.
00:23:57.340 --> 00:23:59.610 align:middle line:90%
So don\'t cross my boundaries.
00:23:59.610 --> 00:24:03.380 align:middle line:90%
Stay on your own side.
00:24:03.380 --> 00:24:06.020 align:middle line:90%
It\'s not that hard.
00:24:06.020 --> 00:24:06.660 align:middle line:90%
Be a grandmother.
00:24:06.660 --> 00:24:07.910 align:middle line:90%
You don\'t have to be a mother.
00:24:07.910 --> 00:24:09.420 align:middle line:84%
Nobody\'s asking you
to be a mother.
00:24:09.420 --> 00:24:11.430 align:middle line:90%
I want to be the mother.
00:24:11.430 --> 00:24:14.460 align:middle line:84%
I want to learn the things
that I need to learn.
00:24:14.460 --> 00:24:17.794 align:middle line:84%
If I make a mistake, I\'m
going to know about it.
00:24:17.794 --> 00:24:18.778 align:middle line:90%
Stop it.
00:24:18.778 --> 00:24:22.714 align:middle line:90%
Why are you doing that?
00:24:22.714 --> 00:24:24.190 align:middle line:90%
[BABY CRIES]
00:24:24.190 --> 00:24:25.464 align:middle line:90%
You don\'t need to do that.
00:24:25.464 --> 00:24:32.150 align:middle line:90%
00:24:32.150 --> 00:24:34.770 align:middle line:84%
Now DSS is forcing her
to anger management.
00:24:34.770 --> 00:24:36.390 align:middle line:84%
What do you think that\'s
going to do?
00:24:36.390 --> 00:24:37.380 align:middle line:90%
Anger management?
00:24:37.380 --> 00:24:38.030 align:middle line:90%
For her.
00:24:38.030 --> 00:24:41.520 align:middle line:84%
I hope it helps her
manage her anger.
00:24:41.520 --> 00:24:44.602 align:middle line:84%
She gets some serious
anger in her.
00:24:44.602 --> 00:24:48.310 align:middle line:84%
Mom, why are people smoking
in the bathroom?
00:24:48.310 --> 00:24:50.104 align:middle line:84%
I\'m not smoking in
the bathroom.
00:24:50.104 --> 00:24:51.445 align:middle line:90%
Did I just say you?
00:24:51.445 --> 00:24:53.970 align:middle line:84%
I said, why are people smoking
in the bathroom?
00:24:53.970 --> 00:24:55.180 align:middle line:90%
Should you be yelling at me?
00:24:55.180 --> 00:24:56.158 align:middle line:90%
Could you--
00:24:56.158 --> 00:24:58.114 align:middle line:90%
This is your house.
00:24:58.114 --> 00:24:59.581 align:middle line:90%
It\'s not right.
00:24:59.581 --> 00:25:01.537 align:middle line:84%
I was just going to
give him a bath.
00:25:01.537 --> 00:25:05.938 align:middle line:84%
Now I can\'t give him a
bath until tomorrow?
00:25:05.938 --> 00:25:09.370 align:middle line:90%
[CRISTIAN YELLING]
00:25:09.370 --> 00:25:12.055 align:middle line:84%
The way she can go
off is just--
00:25:12.055 --> 00:25:12.945 align:middle line:90%
phew--
00:25:12.945 --> 00:25:15.500 align:middle line:90%
not [? good ?].
00:25:15.500 --> 00:25:15.993 align:middle line:90%
Go ahead.
00:25:15.993 --> 00:25:18.460 align:middle line:90%
Go hide in your room now, Ma.
00:25:18.460 --> 00:25:22.190 align:middle line:84%
I think I was going to
talk to people, OK?
00:25:22.190 --> 00:25:24.030 align:middle line:84%
The baby\'s going to
pick up on it.
00:25:24.030 --> 00:25:25.360 align:middle line:84%
And he\'s going to
be the same way.
00:25:25.360 --> 00:25:26.606 align:middle line:90%
He\'s changing now.
00:25:26.606 --> 00:25:33.550 align:middle line:90%
[CRYING]
00:25:33.550 --> 00:25:36.330 align:middle line:84%
I noticed the changes, and I sat
my daughter down the other
00:25:36.330 --> 00:25:37.802 align:middle line:84%
day, and I said,
he\'s changing.
00:25:37.802 --> 00:25:40.230 align:middle line:90%
You\'re yelling at him a lot.
00:25:40.230 --> 00:25:41.480 align:middle line:90%
He\'s getting uptight.
00:25:41.480 --> 00:25:44.720 align:middle line:90%
00:25:44.720 --> 00:25:46.710 align:middle line:90%
You gotta chill out.
00:25:46.710 --> 00:25:48.782 align:middle line:84%
You\'re gonna have some problems
on your hands.
00:25:48.782 --> 00:25:50.680 align:middle line:84%
I can\'t tell her how
to raise her kid,
00:25:50.680 --> 00:25:52.800 align:middle line:90%
\'cause she don\'t listen.
00:25:52.800 --> 00:25:56.770 align:middle line:84%
If he starts crying and I don\'t
get him right away,
00:25:56.770 --> 00:25:58.466 align:middle line:90%
she\'ll go get him.
00:25:58.466 --> 00:26:00.550 align:middle line:84%
And because I don\'t do
it quick enough, it\'s
00:26:00.550 --> 00:26:01.985 align:middle line:90%
not right for her.
00:26:01.985 --> 00:26:02.850 align:middle line:90%
It\'s not right.
00:26:02.850 --> 00:26:04.497 align:middle line:90%
What I\'m doing is wrong.
00:26:04.497 --> 00:26:07.359 align:middle line:90%
I shouldn\'t make him cry.
00:26:07.359 --> 00:26:08.790 align:middle line:90%
[CRYING]
00:26:08.790 --> 00:26:12.130 align:middle line:84%
You need a diaper change, since
you can\'t take a bath.
00:26:12.130 --> 00:26:14.375 align:middle line:84%
It was really frustrating,
because I want to raise him
00:26:14.375 --> 00:26:16.886 align:middle line:90%
the way I want to raise him.
00:26:16.886 --> 00:26:20.372 align:middle line:90%
[CRISTIAN YELLING]
00:26:20.372 --> 00:26:22.364 align:middle line:90%
Stop!
00:26:22.364 --> 00:26:47.962 align:middle line:90%
[CRISTIAN CRYING]
00:26:47.962 --> 00:26:49.946 align:middle line:90%
Get out of there.
00:26:49.946 --> 00:27:05.322 align:middle line:90%
[CRISTIAN CRYING]
00:27:05.322 --> 00:27:19.210 align:middle line:90%
00:27:19.210 --> 00:27:22.250 align:middle line:90%
[CRISTIAN CRYING]
00:27:22.250 --> 00:27:23.849 align:middle line:90%
Cristian, come here.
00:27:23.849 --> 00:27:31.513 align:middle line:90%
00:27:31.513 --> 00:27:32.950 align:middle line:90%
It\'s my birthday.
00:27:32.950 --> 00:27:34.910 align:middle line:90%
Happy birthday!
00:27:34.910 --> 00:27:35.650 align:middle line:90%
Thank you.
00:27:35.650 --> 00:27:36.840 align:middle line:90%
How old are you?
00:27:36.840 --> 00:27:37.320 align:middle line:90%
20.
00:27:37.320 --> 00:27:38.760 align:middle line:90%
You baby.
00:27:38.760 --> 00:27:40.680 align:middle line:90%
[LAUGHTER]
00:27:40.680 --> 00:27:42.120 align:middle line:90%
You baby, you.
00:27:42.120 --> 00:27:43.320 align:middle line:90%
I feel so old.
00:27:43.320 --> 00:27:44.745 align:middle line:90%
Oh, get out of here.
00:27:44.745 --> 00:27:45.220 align:middle line:90%
Oh, please.
00:27:45.220 --> 00:27:46.494 align:middle line:90%
I do.
00:27:46.494 --> 00:27:48.442 align:middle line:90%
Please.
00:27:48.442 --> 00:27:56.470 align:middle line:90%
[SINGING \"HAPPY BIRTHDAY\"]
00:27:56.470 --> 00:27:57.614 align:middle line:90%
Blow out the candles.
00:27:57.614 --> 00:28:00.460 align:middle line:90%
Yay!
00:28:00.460 --> 00:28:03.480 align:middle line:90%
Cristian, watch.
00:28:03.480 --> 00:28:06.080 align:middle line:90%
I love you, too.
00:28:06.080 --> 00:28:07.940 align:middle line:90%
I love you so much.
00:28:07.940 --> 00:28:09.652 align:middle line:90%
Yes.
00:28:09.652 --> 00:28:11.000 align:middle line:90%
No.
00:28:11.000 --> 00:28:13.515 align:middle line:84%
We\'re talking about getting
married, but
00:28:13.515 --> 00:28:16.430 align:middle line:90%
we don\'t know yet.
00:28:16.430 --> 00:28:20.340 align:middle line:90%
I, like, ask him every day.
00:28:20.340 --> 00:28:24.480 align:middle line:84%
I\'m like, when are you going
to propose to me?
00:28:24.480 --> 00:28:27.575 align:middle line:84%
And, do you want to
propose to me?
00:28:27.575 --> 00:28:30.635 align:middle line:84%
And, when are we gonna
look for a ring?
00:28:30.635 --> 00:28:33.940 align:middle line:84%
And he\'s always like, don\'t
worry about it.
00:28:33.940 --> 00:28:36.470 align:middle line:90%
Relax.
00:28:36.470 --> 00:28:39.670 align:middle line:84%
I\'ve asked him to marry me
like a thousand times.
00:28:39.670 --> 00:28:48.170 align:middle line:90%
[SINGING]
00:28:48.170 --> 00:28:49.670 align:middle line:90%
[KISSING]
00:28:49.670 --> 00:28:51.170 align:middle line:90%
You smell like [INAUDIBLE].
00:28:51.170 --> 00:28:52.170 align:middle line:90%
Let me smell you.
00:28:52.170 --> 00:28:55.170 align:middle line:90%
[GIGGLING]
00:28:55.170 --> 00:28:57.170 align:middle line:90%
[LAUGHS]
00:28:57.170 --> 00:29:00.670 align:middle line:90%
00:29:00.670 --> 00:29:08.670 align:middle line:90%
[KIDS SHOUTING]
00:29:08.670 --> 00:29:11.980 align:middle line:90%
Me and Kenny are no more.
00:29:11.980 --> 00:29:14.870 align:middle line:90%
We ended.
00:29:14.870 --> 00:29:18.550 align:middle line:84%
If you see him over
here again, it\'s
00:29:18.550 --> 00:29:21.835 align:middle line:90%
because I can\'t get away.
00:29:21.835 --> 00:29:23.320 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:29:23.320 --> 00:29:26.010 align:middle line:84%
So I\'m not going to see you
today either, right?
00:29:26.010 --> 00:29:27.610 align:middle line:84%
I\'m not going to see you
tonight either, right?
00:29:27.610 --> 00:29:29.230 align:middle line:84%
Are you gonna answer
my question?
00:29:29.230 --> 00:29:33.330 align:middle line:90%
00:29:33.330 --> 00:29:36.910 align:middle line:84%
All you have to say
is yes or no.
00:29:36.910 --> 00:29:37.920 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t say I don\'t know.
00:29:37.920 --> 00:29:40.456 align:middle line:90%
Just say no, then.
00:29:40.456 --> 00:29:42.145 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t want him back anymore.
00:29:42.145 --> 00:29:45.556 align:middle line:90%
00:29:45.556 --> 00:29:48.540 align:middle line:90%
Nope.
00:29:48.540 --> 00:29:51.710 align:middle line:84%
Why do you say you might
take him back.
00:29:51.710 --> 00:29:54.770 align:middle line:84%
\'Cause I can\'t get away, unless
somebody takes me away.
00:29:54.770 --> 00:29:58.350 align:middle line:90%
00:29:58.350 --> 00:30:04.170 align:middle line:84%
I\'ve never been able to do that,
just forget somebody, no
00:30:04.170 --> 00:30:06.600 align:middle line:84%
matter what they\'ve
done to me.
00:30:06.600 --> 00:30:09.480 align:middle line:84%
When you say get away,
what do you mean?
00:30:09.480 --> 00:30:12.610 align:middle line:90%
Like somebody else to run to.
00:30:12.610 --> 00:30:14.740 align:middle line:90%
Like another guy to be there.
00:30:14.740 --> 00:30:22.692 align:middle line:90%
00:30:22.692 --> 00:30:23.686 align:middle line:90%
Cristian.
00:30:23.686 --> 00:30:25.177 align:middle line:90%
Arrrrghh.
00:30:25.177 --> 00:30:26.690 align:middle line:90%
[GIGGLES]
00:30:26.690 --> 00:30:29.300 align:middle line:84%
How\'s the anger management
class going?
00:30:29.300 --> 00:30:30.422 align:middle line:90%
I enjoy them.
00:30:30.422 --> 00:30:33.120 align:middle line:90%
I enjoy them a lot.
00:30:33.120 --> 00:30:34.710 align:middle line:84%
The first class I was
like, this is just
00:30:34.710 --> 00:30:36.060 align:middle line:90%
a joke, these classes.
00:30:36.060 --> 00:30:40.440 align:middle line:84%
But you take something
home, every class.
00:30:40.440 --> 00:30:41.960 align:middle line:84%
Why did you first think
it was a joke?
00:30:41.960 --> 00:30:44.670 align:middle line:84%
Because I didn\'t think
I had a problem.
00:30:44.670 --> 00:30:45.400 align:middle line:90%
At all.
00:30:45.400 --> 00:30:45.950 align:middle line:90%
No way.
00:30:45.950 --> 00:30:48.292 align:middle line:90%
I didn\'t have a problem.
00:30:48.292 --> 00:30:52.176 align:middle line:84%
And then I found out
my problem\'s big.
00:30:52.176 --> 00:30:56.570 align:middle line:84%
Like, I thought I had my anger
under control, and I would
00:30:56.570 --> 00:30:59.490 align:middle line:84%
just outburst when
I wanted to.
00:30:59.490 --> 00:31:02.080 align:middle line:84%
And that\'s not the
case at all.
00:31:02.080 --> 00:31:04.900 align:middle line:90%
My anger controls me 100%.
00:31:04.900 --> 00:31:07.365 align:middle line:84%
And I found out that
I don\'t care.
00:31:07.365 --> 00:31:09.950 align:middle line:84%
Like when I get mad,
I just don\'t care.
00:31:09.950 --> 00:31:11.520 align:middle line:90%
And that\'s the bottom line.
00:31:11.520 --> 00:31:13.140 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t know what I say.
00:31:13.140 --> 00:31:15.150 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t know what I do.
00:31:15.150 --> 00:31:19.250 align:middle line:84%
Like there\'s something in your
body that is like a warning
00:31:19.250 --> 00:31:21.150 align:middle line:90%
sign before you get mad.
00:31:21.150 --> 00:31:24.370 align:middle line:90%
00:31:24.370 --> 00:31:25.700 align:middle line:90%
Aaarrgh.
00:31:25.700 --> 00:31:27.490 align:middle line:84%
It\'s not even, like,
my stomach.
00:31:27.490 --> 00:31:29.720 align:middle line:84%
It\'s just a gut feeling,
that I know--
00:31:29.720 --> 00:31:32.115 align:middle line:90%
I just know I\'m getting mad.
00:31:32.115 --> 00:31:33.780 align:middle line:84%
I don\'t need my body
to tell me.
00:31:33.780 --> 00:31:34.560 align:middle line:90%
I already know.
00:31:34.560 --> 00:31:35.300 align:middle line:90%
I got insurance.
00:31:35.300 --> 00:31:38.165 align:middle line:84%
I don\'t have time to
get down there.
00:31:38.165 --> 00:31:39.662 align:middle line:90%
This fucking phone sucks.
00:31:39.662 --> 00:31:41.159 align:middle line:90%
This phone sucks.
00:31:41.159 --> 00:31:46.149 align:middle line:90%
00:31:46.149 --> 00:31:46.648 align:middle line:90%
No!
00:31:46.648 --> 00:31:48.644 align:middle line:90%
Your hands are still dirty.
00:31:48.644 --> 00:31:50.640 align:middle line:90%
I said don\'t touch it!
00:31:50.640 --> 00:31:54.133 align:middle line:90%
00:31:54.133 --> 00:31:56.628 align:middle line:90%
I\'m the one that wanted it.
00:31:56.628 --> 00:32:10.120 align:middle line:90%
00:32:10.120 --> 00:32:11.800 align:middle line:90%
No, don\'t eat that.
00:32:11.800 --> 00:32:13.050 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t.
00:32:13.050 --> 00:32:17.245 align:middle line:90%
00:32:17.245 --> 00:32:19.720 align:middle line:90%
Aaahh!
00:32:19.720 --> 00:32:21.205 align:middle line:90%
You\'re not getting any more.
00:32:21.205 --> 00:32:33.580 align:middle line:90%
00:32:33.580 --> 00:32:34.590 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t know.
00:32:34.590 --> 00:32:40.741 align:middle line:84%
My mother\'s frigging psycho,
\'cause she\'s so depressed.
00:32:40.741 --> 00:32:43.310 align:middle line:90%
It\'s been a year or more.
00:32:43.310 --> 00:32:45.350 align:middle line:84%
I don\'t know how
long it\'s been.
00:32:45.350 --> 00:32:47.100 align:middle line:90%
But she knows the exact date.
00:32:47.100 --> 00:32:49.610 align:middle line:90%
00:32:49.610 --> 00:32:51.630 align:middle line:84%
She\'s like, can you drop
me off at the cemetery?
00:32:51.630 --> 00:32:54.170 align:middle line:84%
I want to be there
the whole day.
00:32:54.170 --> 00:32:56.960 align:middle line:90%
Just drop me off.
00:32:56.960 --> 00:33:00.920 align:middle line:84%
Who the hell stays in the
cemetery the whole day?
00:33:00.920 --> 00:33:02.170 align:middle line:90%
That\'s just being psychotic.
00:33:02.170 --> 00:33:09.150 align:middle line:90%
00:33:09.150 --> 00:33:11.900 align:middle line:84%
The hardest thing for me ever
in my life was losing my
00:33:11.900 --> 00:33:13.150 align:middle line:90%
grandparents.
00:33:13.150 --> 00:33:17.810 align:middle line:90%
00:33:17.810 --> 00:33:22.440 align:middle line:90%
I miss my grandparents a lot.
00:33:22.440 --> 00:33:26.690 align:middle line:84%
They were the only people that
ever showed me love, as a kid.
00:33:26.690 --> 00:33:29.630 align:middle line:84%
So without them I wouldn\'t
have known what it was.
00:33:29.630 --> 00:33:32.430 align:middle line:84%
I didn\'t have a mother
role model.
00:33:32.430 --> 00:33:35.380 align:middle line:84%
But I did have a wonderful
grandmother, and that\'s how I
00:33:35.380 --> 00:33:37.450 align:middle line:84%
know how to be a grandmother
to Cristian.
00:33:37.450 --> 00:33:45.460 align:middle line:90%
00:33:45.460 --> 00:33:48.156 align:middle line:84%
How do you feel when you
go to the cemetery?
00:33:48.156 --> 00:33:49.406 align:middle line:90%
I just cry.
00:33:49.406 --> 00:33:53.050 align:middle line:90%
00:33:53.050 --> 00:33:54.300 align:middle line:90%
Wish I was with them.
00:33:54.300 --> 00:34:04.383 align:middle line:90%
00:34:04.383 --> 00:34:07.609 align:middle line:84%
\'Cause there\'s nothing-- there\'s
nothing here for me.
00:34:07.609 --> 00:34:10.510 align:middle line:90%
00:34:10.510 --> 00:34:13.639 align:middle line:84%
You don\'t think some of
her depression has
00:34:13.639 --> 00:34:14.780 align:middle line:90%
to do with the house?
00:34:14.780 --> 00:34:17.440 align:middle line:90%
With what\'s going on here?
00:34:17.440 --> 00:34:19.139 align:middle line:90%
Probably is, but I don\'t know.
00:34:19.139 --> 00:34:19.830 align:middle line:90%
I just--
00:34:19.830 --> 00:34:21.739 align:middle line:90%
I go to work, I come home.
00:34:21.739 --> 00:34:24.639 align:middle line:84%
I don\'t know what else
she wants from me.
00:34:24.639 --> 00:34:26.840 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t go out.
00:34:26.840 --> 00:34:28.210 align:middle line:90%
My son is in daycare.
00:34:28.210 --> 00:34:31.410 align:middle line:84%
I don\'t know what
else she wants.
00:34:31.410 --> 00:34:32.200 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t know.
00:34:32.200 --> 00:34:34.709 align:middle line:90%
I just think she hates me.
00:34:34.709 --> 00:34:37.380 align:middle line:84%
She doesn\'t give me a reason,
but I can tell the way she
00:34:37.380 --> 00:34:41.079 align:middle line:84%
talks to me that there\'s
no love there.
00:34:41.079 --> 00:34:44.460 align:middle line:84%
My whole life-- it\'s just like
I gave a seminar to these
00:34:44.460 --> 00:34:50.270 align:middle line:84%
doctors, and it was like, every
kind of abuse, you\'ve
00:34:50.270 --> 00:34:51.550 align:middle line:90%
been through.
00:34:51.550 --> 00:34:54.310 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:34:54.310 --> 00:34:57.760 align:middle line:84%
Sexual abuse, physical abuse,
emotional abuse.
00:34:57.760 --> 00:35:00.350 align:middle line:90%
00:35:00.350 --> 00:35:03.905 align:middle line:90%
My children abuse me.
00:35:03.905 --> 00:35:06.750 align:middle line:84%
That\'s what I was placed on this
Earth for, to be just one
00:35:06.750 --> 00:35:08.205 align:middle line:90%
big abused victim.
00:35:08.205 --> 00:35:14.640 align:middle line:90%
00:35:14.640 --> 00:35:19.590 align:middle line:90%
[KIDS PLAYING]
00:35:19.590 --> 00:35:20.350 align:middle line:90%
[LAUGHS]
00:35:20.350 --> 00:35:21.600 align:middle line:90%
Give me a kiss.
00:35:21.600 --> 00:35:23.640 align:middle line:90%
00:35:23.640 --> 00:35:24.890 align:middle line:90%
Wooo!
00:35:24.890 --> 00:35:31.110 align:middle line:90%
00:35:31.110 --> 00:35:32.106 align:middle line:90%
There you go.
00:35:32.106 --> 00:35:33.600 align:middle line:90%
When you get big, [INAUDIBLE].
00:35:33.600 --> 00:35:38.082 align:middle line:90%
00:35:38.082 --> 00:35:41.070 align:middle line:84%
That\'s my baby, over
there somewhere.
00:35:41.070 --> 00:35:44.556 align:middle line:90%
Getting big.
00:35:44.556 --> 00:35:47.544 align:middle line:90%
I can wait.
00:35:47.544 --> 00:35:50.034 align:middle line:84%
I know, I wish she
was that age.
00:35:50.034 --> 00:35:51.528 align:middle line:84%
She\'s going to school
this year.
00:35:51.528 --> 00:35:53.022 align:middle line:90%
I wish she was that small.
00:35:53.022 --> 00:35:55.512 align:middle line:90%
I can wait on that.
00:35:55.512 --> 00:35:57.504 align:middle line:84%
No, everybody wants their
kids to get older.
00:35:57.504 --> 00:35:59.496 align:middle line:90%
I wanted mine to stay small.
00:35:59.496 --> 00:36:02.656 align:middle line:84%
As soon as he could walk,
I was like, no.
00:36:02.656 --> 00:36:05.644 align:middle line:84%
I was like, I want him
to stay little.
00:36:05.644 --> 00:36:06.640 align:middle line:90%
I know.
00:36:06.640 --> 00:36:08.640 align:middle line:84%
Well, you could always
make another one.
00:36:08.640 --> 00:36:09.340 align:middle line:90%
[LAUGHS]
00:36:09.340 --> 00:36:10.590 align:middle line:90%
Not any time soon.
00:36:10.590 --> 00:36:16.674 align:middle line:90%
00:36:16.674 --> 00:36:18.413 align:middle line:84%
My aunt wants me to
have another one.
00:36:18.413 --> 00:36:21.147 align:middle line:84%
I\'m like, no, I gotta
get through school.
00:36:21.147 --> 00:36:23.135 align:middle line:84%
That\'s what I\'m trying
to do right now.
00:36:23.135 --> 00:36:23.632 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:36:23.632 --> 00:36:24.626 align:middle line:90%
It\'s tough.
00:36:24.626 --> 00:36:25.123 align:middle line:90%
It\'s tough.
00:36:25.123 --> 00:36:27.111 align:middle line:84%
You work, you go to school,
you\'re a mom.
00:36:27.111 --> 00:36:37.600 align:middle line:90%
00:36:37.600 --> 00:36:40.010 align:middle line:84%
I don\'t ever say no when
it comes to Cristian.
00:36:40.010 --> 00:36:41.090 align:middle line:90%
She\'ll pop in on me--
00:36:41.090 --> 00:36:42.910 align:middle line:84%
Ma, can I go out for
a date tonight, and
00:36:42.910 --> 00:36:43.890 align:middle line:90%
will you watch Cristian?
00:36:43.890 --> 00:36:46.330 align:middle line:90%
Yeah, not a problem.
00:36:46.330 --> 00:36:49.480 align:middle line:84%
And she knows that, so she uses
that to full advantage.
00:36:49.480 --> 00:36:49.972 align:middle line:90%
Mommy.
00:36:49.972 --> 00:36:51.448 align:middle line:90%
Yes, baby?
00:36:51.448 --> 00:36:53.416 align:middle line:90%
Here, Mama.
00:36:53.416 --> 00:36:54.400 align:middle line:90%
Here.
00:36:54.400 --> 00:36:57.352 align:middle line:84%
So you really wanted
this coffee, huh?
00:36:57.352 --> 00:36:59.974 align:middle line:84%
I\'m gonna drink it on the
way to Paul\'s house.
00:36:59.974 --> 00:37:12.896 align:middle line:90%
00:37:12.896 --> 00:37:13.890 align:middle line:90%
[INAUDIBLE] done.
00:37:13.890 --> 00:37:15.878 align:middle line:90%
Take it out now.
00:37:15.878 --> 00:37:16.872 align:middle line:90%
You take it out.
00:37:16.872 --> 00:37:17.369 align:middle line:90%
I am.
00:37:17.369 --> 00:37:17.866 align:middle line:90%
[INAUDIBLE]
00:37:17.866 --> 00:37:20.351 align:middle line:84%
I wasn\'t talking to
you like that.
00:37:20.351 --> 00:37:32.279 align:middle line:90%
00:37:32.279 --> 00:37:35.758 align:middle line:84%
You have a cookie, and you\'re
gonna take a nap for Nanny.
00:37:35.758 --> 00:37:36.255 align:middle line:90%
Huh?
00:37:36.255 --> 00:37:36.752 align:middle line:90%
OK?
00:37:36.752 --> 00:37:38.740 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:37:38.740 --> 00:37:39.734 align:middle line:90%
Chicken.
00:37:39.734 --> 00:37:41.225 align:middle line:90%
Chicken.
00:37:41.225 --> 00:37:42.219 align:middle line:90%
Chicken.
00:37:42.219 --> 00:37:45.201 align:middle line:90%
Yep.
00:37:45.201 --> 00:37:46.195 align:middle line:90%
Hi, Nanny.
00:37:46.195 --> 00:37:47.189 align:middle line:90%
Hi, baby.
00:37:47.189 --> 00:37:48.730 align:middle line:90%
I love you.
00:37:48.730 --> 00:37:49.450 align:middle line:90%
I love you too.
00:37:49.450 --> 00:37:51.710 align:middle line:90%
OK.
00:37:51.710 --> 00:37:53.160 align:middle line:90%
Sweetie-pie.
00:37:53.160 --> 00:37:54.230 align:middle line:90%
Hi, Nanny.
00:37:54.230 --> 00:37:55.662 align:middle line:90%
(SINGING) Rockabye, baby--
00:37:55.662 --> 00:37:57.090 align:middle line:90%
[INAUDIBLE].
00:37:57.090 --> 00:37:58.042 align:middle line:90%
Sing it.
00:37:58.042 --> 00:37:59.946 align:middle line:90%
Rock--
00:37:59.946 --> 00:38:01.212 align:middle line:90%
Rock.
00:38:01.212 --> 00:38:02.462 align:middle line:90%
(SINGING) Rockabye, baby.
00:38:02.462 --> 00:38:04.990 align:middle line:90%
00:38:04.990 --> 00:38:07.980 align:middle line:90%
On a treetop.
00:38:07.980 --> 00:38:12.710 align:middle line:84%
When the wind blows,
cradle will--
00:38:12.710 --> 00:38:13.892 align:middle line:90%
rock.
00:38:13.892 --> 00:38:16.690 align:middle line:84%
Cristian, you gonna sing
\"Rockabye, Baby\" to the kitty?
00:38:16.690 --> 00:38:17.135 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:38:17.135 --> 00:38:18.470 align:middle line:90%
Sing it.
00:38:18.470 --> 00:38:24.450 align:middle line:84%
(SINGING) Rockabye, baby,
dee, dee, da, da.
00:38:24.450 --> 00:38:27.390 align:middle line:90%
Rockabye, baby--
00:38:27.390 --> 00:38:30.330 align:middle line:90%
(SINGING) On a treetop.
00:38:30.330 --> 00:38:33.760 align:middle line:90%
(SINGING) Rockabye, baby.
00:38:33.760 --> 00:38:41.864 align:middle line:84%
(SINGING) Rockabye,
baby on a treetop.
00:38:41.864 --> 00:38:44.860 align:middle line:90%
When the wind blows--
00:38:44.860 --> 00:38:46.700 align:middle line:90%
(SINGING) Cradle rock.
00:38:46.700 --> 00:38:51.006 align:middle line:84%
(SINGING) The cradle
will rock.
00:38:51.006 --> 00:38:53.862 align:middle line:84%
You think this kitty wants
to sit in your chair?
00:38:53.862 --> 00:38:54.814 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:38:54.814 --> 00:38:55.290 align:middle line:90%
Yeah?
00:38:55.290 --> 00:38:56.242 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:38:56.242 --> 00:38:58.985 align:middle line:84%
What else you think that
kitty wants to do?
00:38:58.985 --> 00:38:59.440 align:middle line:90%
Here?
00:38:59.440 --> 00:39:00.350 align:middle line:90%
Kitty here?
00:39:00.350 --> 00:39:03.220 align:middle line:90%
I think he wants to live.
00:39:03.220 --> 00:39:06.090 align:middle line:84%
No, he can\'t go in
the refrigerator.
00:39:06.090 --> 00:39:08.310 align:middle line:90%
Let me save him.
00:39:08.310 --> 00:39:10.212 align:middle line:90%
All right.
00:39:10.212 --> 00:39:12.300 align:middle line:84%
You want to go take
a nap, huh?
00:39:12.300 --> 00:39:12.810 align:middle line:90%
In Nanny room.
00:39:12.810 --> 00:39:14.150 align:middle line:90%
Yeah, in my room.
00:39:14.150 --> 00:39:15.140 align:middle line:90%
OK.
00:39:15.140 --> 00:39:16.933 align:middle line:90%
We tired?
00:39:16.933 --> 00:39:18.183 align:middle line:90%
We tired.
00:39:18.183 --> 00:39:21.100 align:middle line:90%
00:39:21.100 --> 00:39:22.190 align:middle line:90%
It\'s all right.
00:39:22.190 --> 00:39:24.137 align:middle line:90%
Nanny lays right with you.
00:39:24.137 --> 00:39:27.059 align:middle line:84%
And \"Rockabye, Baby,\"
I got your blanket.
00:39:27.059 --> 00:39:27.546 align:middle line:90%
Look.
00:39:27.546 --> 00:39:28.033 align:middle line:90%
Lookit.
00:39:28.033 --> 00:39:30.955 align:middle line:90%
I got your blanket right here.
00:39:30.955 --> 00:39:35.825 align:middle line:90%
[CRISTIAN FUSSING AND CRYING]
00:39:35.825 --> 00:39:37.773 align:middle line:84%
(SINGING QUIETLY) When
the bought breaks--
00:39:37.773 --> 00:39:42.170 align:middle line:90%
00:39:42.170 --> 00:39:44.155 align:middle line:84%
I was bringing him into
my job and everything.
00:39:44.155 --> 00:39:46.114 align:middle line:90%
God damn it.
00:39:46.114 --> 00:39:47.870 align:middle line:90%
It\'s not the end of the world.
00:39:47.870 --> 00:39:48.450 align:middle line:90%
No, I know.
00:39:48.450 --> 00:39:50.480 align:middle line:90%
But I mean, Jesus Christ.
00:39:50.480 --> 00:39:51.460 align:middle line:90%
It\'s her son.
00:39:51.460 --> 00:39:51.865 align:middle line:90%
Let her deal with it.
00:39:51.865 --> 00:39:54.695 align:middle line:84%
If she doesn\'t want him to
go out, he can\'t go out.
00:39:54.695 --> 00:39:57.260 align:middle line:90%
Leave it at that.
00:39:57.260 --> 00:39:59.676 align:middle line:84%
She has a right to tell you what
to do with the kid and
00:39:59.676 --> 00:40:00.160 align:middle line:90%
what not to.
00:40:00.160 --> 00:40:01.920 align:middle line:84%
I mean, she is the
legal parent.
00:40:01.920 --> 00:40:06.300 align:middle line:84%
She did give birth
to that kid.
00:40:06.300 --> 00:40:08.360 align:middle line:84%
If anybody should take that kid
out trick-or-treating, it
00:40:08.360 --> 00:40:08.895 align:middle line:90%
should be his mom.
00:40:08.895 --> 00:40:10.860 align:middle line:90%
You know what I mean?
00:40:10.860 --> 00:40:12.070 align:middle line:90%
You\'re all bent out of shape.
00:40:12.070 --> 00:40:13.130 align:middle line:90%
It\'s not your kid.
00:40:13.130 --> 00:40:14.340 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t worry about it too much.
00:40:14.340 --> 00:40:15.710 align:middle line:84%
You don\'t see me getting pissed
off because I\'m not
00:40:15.710 --> 00:40:16.960 align:middle line:90%
taking a kid trick-or-treating.
00:40:16.960 --> 00:40:19.668 align:middle line:90%
00:40:19.668 --> 00:40:20.710 align:middle line:90%
It was different, Brian.
00:40:20.710 --> 00:40:24.096 align:middle line:84%
I was taking him to the studio
and having his pictures taken
00:40:24.096 --> 00:40:25.120 align:middle line:90%
in his costume.
00:40:25.120 --> 00:40:27.820 align:middle line:84%
You act more like the kid\'s mom
than you do his grandma.
00:40:27.820 --> 00:40:33.070 align:middle line:90%
00:40:33.070 --> 00:40:34.340 align:middle line:84%
Should, like, back
up a little bit.
00:40:34.340 --> 00:40:38.740 align:middle line:90%
00:40:38.740 --> 00:40:41.350 align:middle line:84%
Well, it\'s kind of hard to
take a back seat here.
00:40:41.350 --> 00:40:42.595 align:middle line:90%
Oh, I don\'t know.
00:40:42.595 --> 00:40:44.650 align:middle line:84%
From my point of view, it just
seems like you\'re trying to
00:40:44.650 --> 00:40:46.510 align:middle line:84%
make up for mistakes that you
made with me and Christina
00:40:46.510 --> 00:40:48.780 align:middle line:90%
with Cristian, in a way.
00:40:48.780 --> 00:40:50.970 align:middle line:84%
It\'s like, oh, I didn\'t get
to do this with Brian.
00:40:50.970 --> 00:40:52.286 align:middle line:84%
Why don\'t I do it
with Cristian?
00:40:52.286 --> 00:40:56.760 align:middle line:84%
That\'s what it looks like,
from the background.
00:40:56.760 --> 00:40:58.990 align:middle line:84%
He deserves a nice grandmother,
doesn\'t he?
00:40:58.990 --> 00:41:01.520 align:middle line:84%
Yeah, but he doesn\'t
deserve two moms.
00:41:01.520 --> 00:41:03.460 align:middle line:90%
I\'m not trying to be his mom.
00:41:03.460 --> 00:41:04.290 align:middle line:90%
I\'m not trying to be his dad.
00:41:04.290 --> 00:41:07.006 align:middle line:84%
I play with the kid from time to
time, mess around with him.
00:41:07.006 --> 00:41:08.360 align:middle line:84%
I\'m not trying to
be his father.
00:41:08.360 --> 00:41:09.900 align:middle line:84%
Just because he doesn\'t have a
father doesn\'t mean there\'s
00:41:09.900 --> 00:41:11.610 align:middle line:84%
room for me to jump in and be
like, OK, I\'m gonna be the
00:41:11.610 --> 00:41:12.085 align:middle line:90%
kid\'s dad now.
00:41:12.085 --> 00:41:13.705 align:middle line:90%
No.
00:41:13.705 --> 00:41:14.950 align:middle line:90%
He\'s got a mom.
00:41:14.950 --> 00:41:18.090 align:middle line:84%
Even though she\'s a bitch,
he\'s got a mom.
00:41:18.090 --> 00:41:21.307 align:middle line:84%
She might be fucking ignorant
at times, but she\'s decent.
00:41:21.307 --> 00:41:23.255 align:middle line:90%
Better than your mom.
00:41:23.255 --> 00:41:24.505 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:41:24.505 --> 00:41:38.839 align:middle line:90%
00:41:38.839 --> 00:41:41.160 align:middle line:84%
See what Nanny put on
your little shirt.
00:41:41.160 --> 00:41:46.605 align:middle line:90%
00:41:46.605 --> 00:41:48.090 align:middle line:90%
Look who\'s here!
00:41:48.090 --> 00:41:51.060 align:middle line:90%
Wow!
00:41:51.060 --> 00:41:52.545 align:middle line:90%
Hi.
00:41:52.545 --> 00:41:54.030 align:middle line:90%
Say, I\'m the birthday boy.
00:41:54.030 --> 00:41:56.505 align:middle line:90%
Boy oh boy oh boy!
00:41:56.505 --> 00:41:58.490 align:middle line:90%
Look, Mickey!
00:41:58.490 --> 00:42:00.854 align:middle line:84%
I told you he was coming
to your party.
00:42:00.854 --> 00:42:01.848 align:middle line:90%
[INAUDIBLE]
00:42:01.848 --> 00:42:02.345 align:middle line:90%
Mickey.
00:42:02.345 --> 00:42:03.595 align:middle line:90%
Yeah!
00:42:03.595 --> 00:42:12.782 align:middle line:90%
00:42:12.782 --> 00:42:14.273 align:middle line:90%
Want Nana?
00:42:14.273 --> 00:42:17.255 align:middle line:90%
Cristian, what\'s wrong?
00:42:17.255 --> 00:42:26.180 align:middle line:90%
[MUSIC - \"IT\'S A SMALL WORLD\"]
00:42:26.180 --> 00:42:30.650 align:middle line:84%
Every time I say, he\'s wearing
this, she puts him in that.
00:42:30.650 --> 00:42:34.080 align:middle line:84%
When I say, he\'s eating this,
she makes him that.
00:42:34.080 --> 00:42:36.430 align:middle line:84%
When I say, this is his
bedtime, he stays
00:42:36.430 --> 00:42:38.510 align:middle line:90%
up two hours later.
00:42:38.510 --> 00:42:38.970 align:middle line:90%
He knows.
00:42:38.970 --> 00:42:42.080 align:middle line:84%
Whatever Cristian wants,
all Cristian has
00:42:42.080 --> 00:42:43.660 align:middle line:90%
to do is go to Nana.
00:42:43.660 --> 00:42:45.070 align:middle line:90%
He doesn\'t want to go to bed?
00:42:45.070 --> 00:42:47.012 align:middle line:84%
He\'s going to go
right to Nana.
00:42:47.012 --> 00:42:50.449 align:middle line:90%
[CRISTIAN CRYING]
00:42:50.449 --> 00:42:51.922 align:middle line:90%
Mommy.
00:42:51.922 --> 00:42:53.886 align:middle line:90%
Say Nana.
00:42:53.886 --> 00:42:55.360 align:middle line:90%
Nan.
00:42:55.360 --> 00:42:56.970 align:middle line:90%
Nana, help me.
00:42:56.970 --> 00:42:57.320 align:middle line:90%
Oh, yeah.
00:42:57.320 --> 00:43:00.320 align:middle line:84%
I\'m sure my daughter probably
would tell you right herself,
00:43:00.320 --> 00:43:02.600 align:middle line:84%
she doesn\'t like me interfering
with the baby.
00:43:02.600 --> 00:43:04.790 align:middle line:90%
But I live here.
00:43:04.790 --> 00:43:07.050 align:middle line:84%
And that\'s why I think it\'s
time for Christina
00:43:07.050 --> 00:43:09.630 align:middle line:90%
to get her own place.
00:43:09.630 --> 00:43:15.416 align:middle line:84%
And that way, I don\'t have that
position to get involved.
00:43:15.416 --> 00:43:16.780 align:middle line:90%
All [INAUDIBLE].
00:43:16.780 --> 00:43:17.265 align:middle line:90%
Christina?
00:43:17.265 --> 00:43:18.360 align:middle line:90%
What?
00:43:18.360 --> 00:43:20.060 align:middle line:84%
Cristian needs to be
changed, honey.
00:43:20.060 --> 00:43:20.922 align:middle line:90%
I understand that.
00:43:20.922 --> 00:43:24.658 align:middle line:84%
How many times are you
gonna say it to me?
00:43:24.658 --> 00:43:27.460 align:middle line:84%
I have no idea what\'s she\'s
going to be like on her own.
00:43:27.460 --> 00:43:30.260 align:middle line:84%
She\'s never been on her own,
so I have no idea.
00:43:30.260 --> 00:43:34.165 align:middle line:84%
But she\'s got a boyfriend,
and she needs some--
00:43:34.165 --> 00:43:36.960 align:middle line:90%
00:43:36.960 --> 00:43:38.980 align:middle line:90%
she needs some space.
00:43:38.980 --> 00:43:42.000 align:middle line:90%
Some independence to grow.
00:43:42.000 --> 00:43:45.810 align:middle line:84%
When he tells me no, I\'ll sit
him down on the couch, or I\'ll
00:43:45.810 --> 00:43:47.180 align:middle line:90%
whack him on his butt.
00:43:47.180 --> 00:43:49.285 align:middle line:84%
And she\'s like, he\'s
only a baby.
00:43:49.285 --> 00:43:51.850 align:middle line:90%
00:43:51.850 --> 00:43:54.080 align:middle line:90%
He doesn\'t know.
00:43:54.080 --> 00:43:55.060 align:middle line:90%
He knows.
00:43:55.060 --> 00:43:57.730 align:middle line:84%
Even the doctor says he\'s
extremely smart for his age.
00:43:57.730 --> 00:43:58.890 align:middle line:90%
He knows.
00:43:58.890 --> 00:44:00.210 align:middle line:90%
He\'s not stupid.
00:44:00.210 --> 00:44:03.210 align:middle line:90%
Un besito.
00:44:03.210 --> 00:44:04.460 align:middle line:90%
Dica.
00:44:04.460 --> 00:44:07.380 align:middle line:90%
00:44:07.380 --> 00:44:09.490 align:middle line:90%
Gimme your face!
00:44:09.490 --> 00:44:10.450 align:middle line:90%
[GIGGLES]
00:44:10.450 --> 00:44:12.370 align:middle line:90%
How\'d that feel?
00:44:12.370 --> 00:44:14.780 align:middle line:90%
[GIGGLES]
00:44:14.780 --> 00:44:17.135 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t do it to me.
00:44:17.135 --> 00:44:18.120 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t do it to me.
00:44:18.120 --> 00:44:19.024 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t hit me.
00:44:19.024 --> 00:44:19.928 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t hit me.
00:44:19.928 --> 00:44:20.380 align:middle line:90%
Huh?
00:44:20.380 --> 00:44:21.290 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t hit me.
00:44:21.290 --> 00:44:21.860 align:middle line:90%
Huh?
00:44:21.860 --> 00:44:24.495 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t hit me.
00:44:24.495 --> 00:44:27.960 align:middle line:90%
[GIGGLES]
00:44:27.960 --> 00:44:29.940 align:middle line:90%
[CRIES]
00:44:29.940 --> 00:44:31.425 align:middle line:90%
It hurt, right?
00:44:31.425 --> 00:44:33.405 align:middle line:90%
You want it again?
00:44:33.405 --> 00:44:36.375 align:middle line:90%
[CRISTIAN CRYING]
00:44:36.375 --> 00:44:37.365 align:middle line:90%
Hey, Mom.
00:44:37.365 --> 00:44:41.150 align:middle line:84%
But you know, motherhood is
trials and tribulations.
00:44:41.150 --> 00:44:45.772 align:middle line:84%
And who\'s to say who\'s right
and who\'s wrong?
00:44:45.772 --> 00:44:48.272 align:middle line:84%
And you do what you think
is right, and--
00:44:48.272 --> 00:44:57.430 align:middle line:90%
00:44:57.430 --> 00:44:58.680 align:middle line:90%
you make mistakes.
00:44:58.680 --> 00:45:02.144 align:middle line:90%
00:45:02.144 --> 00:45:04.000 align:middle line:90%
Am I a mean Mommy?
00:45:04.000 --> 00:45:04.460 align:middle line:90%
Huh?
00:45:04.460 --> 00:45:06.456 align:middle line:90%
Am I mean?
00:45:06.456 --> 00:45:07.320 align:middle line:90%
No.
00:45:07.320 --> 00:45:08.696 align:middle line:90%
Am I nice?
00:45:08.696 --> 00:45:09.946 align:middle line:90%
No.
00:45:09.946 --> 00:45:12.168 align:middle line:90%
00:45:12.168 --> 00:45:13.660 align:middle line:90%
Huh?
00:45:13.660 --> 00:45:15.830 align:middle line:90%
Am I a good mommy?
00:45:15.830 --> 00:45:16.590 align:middle line:90%
No.
00:45:16.590 --> 00:45:20.190 align:middle line:84%
Aw, you\'re supposed
to say yes.
00:45:20.190 --> 00:45:22.500 align:middle line:84%
And I want the kids to know
everything that I feel like
00:45:22.500 --> 00:45:25.460 align:middle line:84%
I\'ve done wrong, so maybe
it\'ll save them
00:45:25.460 --> 00:45:26.710 align:middle line:90%
from doing it wrong.
00:45:26.710 --> 00:45:32.842 align:middle line:90%
00:45:32.842 --> 00:45:34.092 align:middle line:90%
Hopefully.
00:45:34.092 --> 00:45:39.674 align:middle line:90%
00:45:39.674 --> 00:45:41.150 align:middle line:90%
Ooh, I hear your heart.
00:45:41.150 --> 00:45:43.424 align:middle line:84%
Boom-boom, boom-boom,
boom-boom.
00:45:43.424 --> 00:46:05.248 align:middle line:90%
00:46:05.248 --> 00:46:08.224 align:middle line:84%
So how\'ve you been the
last few months?
00:46:08.224 --> 00:46:09.150 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t know.
00:46:09.150 --> 00:46:10.700 align:middle line:90%
I got out of my house.
00:46:10.700 --> 00:46:12.197 align:middle line:90%
I\'m with someone.
00:46:12.197 --> 00:46:18.185 align:middle line:90%
00:46:18.185 --> 00:46:19.682 align:middle line:90%
It works out.
00:46:19.682 --> 00:46:30.180 align:middle line:90%
00:46:30.180 --> 00:46:34.100 align:middle line:84%
Paul\'s there now,
and he\'s great.
00:46:34.100 --> 00:46:36.880 align:middle line:90%
He\'s better than amazing.
00:46:36.880 --> 00:46:40.860 align:middle line:84%
There\'s no word that can
really describe him.
00:46:40.860 --> 00:46:48.150 align:middle line:84%
He took me from my home that I
couldn\'t stand, that I wanted
00:46:48.150 --> 00:46:52.330 align:middle line:84%
to just get away from and
be my own person.
00:46:52.330 --> 00:46:55.830 align:middle line:84%
And probably for the first time
in my life, go out and
00:46:55.830 --> 00:46:58.640 align:middle line:90%
get something that I wanted.
00:46:58.640 --> 00:47:04.460 align:middle line:84%
I do plan on going back to
school, and Paul really wants
00:47:04.460 --> 00:47:05.810 align:middle line:90%
me to go back to school.
00:47:05.810 --> 00:47:07.670 align:middle line:84%
And I really want to
go back to school.
00:47:07.670 --> 00:47:09.370 align:middle line:90%
It\'s just--
00:47:09.370 --> 00:47:11.640 align:middle line:84%
it\'s getting definitely
hard, now.
00:47:11.640 --> 00:47:19.580 align:middle line:90%
00:47:19.580 --> 00:47:21.810 align:middle line:84%
How\'s he been in
his new house?
00:47:21.810 --> 00:47:23.730 align:middle line:90%
Still a little confused.
00:47:23.730 --> 00:47:26.610 align:middle line:90%
00:47:26.610 --> 00:47:29.540 align:middle line:84%
He doesn\'t think that he\'s
going to see his
00:47:29.540 --> 00:47:32.635 align:middle line:90%
grandmother, my mother.
00:47:32.635 --> 00:47:37.671 align:middle line:84%
So we\'ve had to kind of
let him know that he
00:47:37.671 --> 00:47:38.921 align:middle line:90%
can still see her.
00:47:38.921 --> 00:47:43.070 align:middle line:90%
00:47:43.070 --> 00:47:44.358 align:middle line:90%
Yep, put it down.
00:47:44.358 --> 00:47:46.680 align:middle line:90%
I want my Nanny right now.
00:47:46.680 --> 00:47:50.100 align:middle line:84%
You\'re gonna see Nana
this weekend.
00:47:50.100 --> 00:47:53.270 align:middle line:84%
How do you think things are
going to resolve between you
00:47:53.270 --> 00:47:54.510 align:middle line:90%
and your mom?
00:47:54.510 --> 00:47:56.820 align:middle line:84%
I think they\'ll turn out
good, in the long run.
00:47:56.820 --> 00:48:01.850 align:middle line:84%
I mean, it\'s going to take a
while, and she\'s got to really
00:48:01.850 --> 00:48:04.240 align:middle line:84%
sit down and pay attention
to what I say to her.
00:48:04.240 --> 00:48:07.980 align:middle line:84%
Because she needs to come to
realize that I\'m just saying
00:48:07.980 --> 00:48:11.730 align:middle line:84%
what I\'m saying for my
son\'s protection.
00:48:11.730 --> 00:48:15.760 align:middle line:84%
If for some reason it just
hasn\'t clicked in yet that
00:48:15.760 --> 00:48:19.800 align:middle line:84%
it\'s my say now,
it\'s not hers--
00:48:19.800 --> 00:48:26.070 align:middle line:84%
after 21 years, it\'s probably
kind of hard to back down, and
00:48:26.070 --> 00:48:29.430 align:middle line:90%
say, whoa, wait a minute.
00:48:29.430 --> 00:48:33.590 align:middle line:90%
This is my daughter\'s son.
00:48:33.590 --> 00:48:35.370 align:middle line:84%
Looks like I gotta back
off a little bit.
00:48:35.370 --> 00:48:37.980 align:middle line:90%
00:48:37.980 --> 00:48:40.610 align:middle line:84%
Do you think she was a
good mother to you?
00:48:40.610 --> 00:48:41.830 align:middle line:84%
Yeah, she was an excellent
mother.
00:48:41.830 --> 00:48:45.420 align:middle line:84%
She gave us everything that
she could, and she worked
00:48:45.420 --> 00:48:48.205 align:middle line:90%
under the table, and things.
00:48:48.205 --> 00:48:49.930 align:middle line:84%
I mean, we always
had a good life.
00:48:49.930 --> 00:48:53.940 align:middle line:84%
We always got almost everything
that we wanted.
00:48:53.940 --> 00:48:55.860 align:middle line:90%
You buy me that, Mommy?
00:48:55.860 --> 00:48:56.340 align:middle line:90%
Sure.
00:48:56.340 --> 00:48:58.740 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:48:58.740 --> 00:48:59.220 align:middle line:90%
Mommy?
00:48:59.220 --> 00:48:59.700 align:middle line:90%
Yeah?
00:48:59.700 --> 00:49:01.140 align:middle line:90%
I buy you that?
00:49:01.140 --> 00:49:02.600 align:middle line:90%
You want to buy me that?
00:49:02.600 --> 00:49:03.050 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:49:03.050 --> 00:49:03.950 align:middle line:90%
Sure.
00:49:03.950 --> 00:49:05.820 align:middle line:84%
You know, I want to
give Cristian
00:49:05.820 --> 00:49:09.010 align:middle line:90%
everything that he deserves.
00:49:09.010 --> 00:49:17.830 align:middle line:84%
So I guess just having a mom
and a dad, I guess, is good
00:49:17.830 --> 00:49:20.622 align:middle line:90%
enough, I suppose.
00:49:20.622 --> 00:49:24.050 align:middle line:84%
I love my mother to death,
but I moved out.
00:49:24.050 --> 00:49:25.730 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t live there anymore.
00:49:25.730 --> 00:49:30.310 align:middle line:84%
I don\'t need to come back every
night for dinner, and I
00:49:30.310 --> 00:49:32.520 align:middle line:90%
have nowhere else to go.
00:49:32.520 --> 00:49:33.120 align:middle line:90%
\'Cause I do.
00:49:33.120 --> 00:49:35.070 align:middle line:90%
I have my own place.
00:49:35.070 --> 00:49:38.446 align:middle line:90%
I have my own little family.
00:49:38.446 --> 00:49:39.696 align:middle line:90%
So.
00:49:39.696 --> 00:49:42.775 align:middle line:90%
00:49:42.775 --> 00:49:44.760 align:middle line:84%
Can I sing you \"Rockabye,
Baby\"?
00:49:44.760 --> 00:49:45.740 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:49:45.740 --> 00:49:48.190 align:middle line:90%
Can I put you down?
00:49:48.190 --> 00:49:49.170 align:middle line:90%
You ready?
00:49:49.170 --> 00:49:50.150 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:49:50.150 --> 00:49:56.030 align:middle line:84%
(SINGING) Rockabye, baby,
on a treetop.
00:49:56.030 --> 00:49:58.480 align:middle line:90%
When the wind blows--
00:49:58.480 --> 00:49:59.460 align:middle line:90%
[INAUDIBLE]
00:49:59.460 --> 00:49:59.950 align:middle line:90%
say that.
00:49:59.950 --> 00:50:01.420 align:middle line:90%
Did Nana sing that?
00:50:01.420 --> 00:50:01.920 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:50:01.920 --> 00:50:04.190 align:middle line:84%
So you don\'t want
me to sing it?
00:50:04.190 --> 00:50:06.600 align:middle line:90%
My nana have sing
00:50:06.600 --> 00:50:08.046 align:middle line:90%
\"Rockabye, Baby.\" I know.
00:50:08.046 --> 00:50:10.938 align:middle line:84%
Maybe Nana\'ll sing \"Rockabye,
Baby\" this weekend.
00:50:10.938 --> 00:50:12.866 align:middle line:90%
OK.
00:50:12.866 --> 00:50:14.794 align:middle line:90%
I miss her.
00:50:14.794 --> 00:50:16.242 align:middle line:90%
I know.
00:50:16.242 --> 00:50:18.300 align:middle line:84%
You\'re going to see
her later, OK?
00:50:18.300 --> 00:50:19.550 align:middle line:90%
Couple days.
00:50:19.550 --> 00:50:31.970 align:middle line:90%
00:50:31.970 --> 00:50:34.122 align:middle line:84%
Did you lie down-- did you sleep
with Nana last night?
00:50:34.122 --> 00:50:34.608 align:middle line:90%
Mm-hm.
00:50:34.608 --> 00:50:35.580 align:middle line:90%
You did?
00:50:35.580 --> 00:50:37.040 align:middle line:90%
I didn\'t pee your bed.
00:50:37.040 --> 00:50:38.220 align:middle line:90%
No, you didn\'t pee the bed.
00:50:38.220 --> 00:50:39.996 align:middle line:90%
You\'re a big boy.
00:50:39.996 --> 00:50:43.060 align:middle line:90%
Did we go out for lunch?
00:50:43.060 --> 00:50:43.620 align:middle line:90%
Yeah?
00:50:43.620 --> 00:50:44.390 align:middle line:90%
Mm-hm.
00:50:44.390 --> 00:50:45.370 align:middle line:90%
And is Cristian tired?
00:50:45.370 --> 00:50:47.040 align:middle line:90%
Mm-hm.
00:50:47.040 --> 00:50:48.744 align:middle line:90%
You surrounded by your friends?
00:50:48.744 --> 00:50:49.570 align:middle line:90%
Mm-hm.
00:50:49.570 --> 00:50:51.300 align:middle line:90%
That\'s nice.
00:50:51.300 --> 00:50:53.155 align:middle line:90%
Elmo and Clifford?
00:50:53.155 --> 00:50:55.552 align:middle line:90%
They\'re your buddies?
00:50:55.552 --> 00:50:56.980 align:middle line:90%
They sleep with me.
00:50:56.980 --> 00:50:58.520 align:middle line:90%
They sleep with you?
00:50:58.520 --> 00:50:58.840 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:50:58.840 --> 00:51:00.530 align:middle line:84%
Will you shut the light
off for me?
00:51:00.530 --> 00:51:02.440 align:middle line:90%
Shut the light off?
00:51:02.440 --> 00:51:03.600 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:51:03.600 --> 00:51:04.850 align:middle line:90%
You need to take a nap?
00:51:04.850 --> 00:51:08.516 align:middle line:90%
00:51:08.516 --> 00:51:09.920 align:middle line:90%
Thank you, Nana.
00:51:09.920 --> 00:51:12.670 align:middle line:84%
You\'re very welcome,
Sweetie Pie.
00:51:12.670 --> 00:51:14.100 align:middle line:90%
Mommy\'s at work.
00:51:14.100 --> 00:51:15.570 align:middle line:90%
Mommy\'s at work.
00:51:15.570 --> 00:51:16.300 align:middle line:90%
Yeah?
00:51:16.300 --> 00:51:17.140 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:51:17.140 --> 00:51:18.430 align:middle line:90%
That\'s right.
00:51:18.430 --> 00:51:19.620 align:middle line:90%
That\'s right.
00:51:19.620 --> 00:51:21.430 align:middle line:90%
She\'ll come here after work.
00:51:21.430 --> 00:51:23.980 align:middle line:84%
I don\'t want Mommy
come over here.
00:51:23.980 --> 00:51:24.610 align:middle line:90%
Why?
00:51:24.610 --> 00:51:27.440 align:middle line:90%
Because I don\'t miss her.
00:51:27.440 --> 00:51:28.698 align:middle line:90%
You don\'t miss her?
00:51:28.698 --> 00:51:30.370 align:middle line:90%
I miss you.
00:51:30.370 --> 00:51:32.070 align:middle line:90%
You miss me?
00:51:32.070 --> 00:51:35.320 align:middle line:84%
He doesn\'t really understand why
we made this big move, and
00:51:35.320 --> 00:51:36.920 align:middle line:90%
everybody\'s separated now, so.
00:51:36.920 --> 00:51:40.270 align:middle line:90%
00:51:40.270 --> 00:51:42.620 align:middle line:84%
But I tell him he can come here
all the time, but that
00:51:42.620 --> 00:51:46.550 align:middle line:84%
all depends on his mom,
if he can or not.
00:51:46.550 --> 00:51:48.760 align:middle line:84%
Mommy\'s going to let you
come here tomorrow.
00:51:48.760 --> 00:51:50.666 align:middle line:90%
Come over here?
00:51:50.666 --> 00:51:51.460 align:middle line:90%
Mm-hm.
00:51:51.460 --> 00:51:52.120 align:middle line:90%
No.
00:51:52.120 --> 00:51:53.060 align:middle line:90%
What?
00:51:53.060 --> 00:51:55.060 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t want to go.
00:51:55.060 --> 00:51:56.555 align:middle line:90%
You don\'t want to go where?
00:51:56.555 --> 00:51:57.070 align:middle line:90%
From here?
00:51:57.070 --> 00:51:58.400 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t want--
00:51:58.400 --> 00:52:00.420 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t like Mommy.
00:52:00.420 --> 00:52:02.409 align:middle line:90%
Yes you do.
00:52:02.409 --> 00:52:04.754 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t like Mommy!
00:52:04.754 --> 00:52:05.692 align:middle line:90%
You love Mama.
00:52:05.692 --> 00:52:07.568 align:middle line:90%
No.
00:52:07.568 --> 00:52:08.510 align:middle line:90%
And I don\'t--
00:52:08.510 --> 00:52:11.850 align:middle line:90%
Nana, I don\'t like Mommy now.
00:52:11.850 --> 00:52:13.080 align:middle line:90%
Yes you do, sweetie.
00:52:13.080 --> 00:52:13.900 align:middle line:90%
No.
00:52:13.900 --> 00:52:15.405 align:middle line:84%
It\'s just because
you miss Nana.
00:52:15.405 --> 00:52:16.230 align:middle line:90%
That\'s OK.
00:52:16.230 --> 00:52:19.770 align:middle line:84%
I don\'t miss her bad
as I miss you.
00:52:19.770 --> 00:52:20.694 align:middle line:90%
I know.
00:52:20.694 --> 00:52:23.470 align:middle line:90%
I miss you, too.
00:52:23.470 --> 00:52:27.435 align:middle line:84%
He doesn\'t get to see me often,
so it hurts him as much
00:52:27.435 --> 00:52:30.040 align:middle line:90%
as it hurts me.
00:52:30.040 --> 00:52:31.065 align:middle line:90%
Ruff!
00:52:31.065 --> 00:52:32.400 align:middle line:90%
What\'s wrong, puppy?
00:52:32.400 --> 00:52:33.740 align:middle line:90%
[PANTING]
00:52:33.740 --> 00:52:34.990 align:middle line:90%
What\'s wrong?
00:52:34.990 --> 00:52:36.860 align:middle line:90%
00:52:36.860 --> 00:52:40.250 align:middle line:90%
Who do you belong to?
00:52:40.250 --> 00:52:43.420 align:middle line:90%
Are you my puppy?
00:52:43.420 --> 00:52:45.540 align:middle line:90%
Are you lost?
00:52:45.540 --> 00:52:48.360 align:middle line:84%
Do you know where
your home is?
00:52:48.360 --> 00:52:52.500 align:middle line:84%
I really think he\'s rather
confused at this time, because
00:52:52.500 --> 00:52:56.300 align:middle line:84%
I mean, he came into the world
and he lived with all of us.
00:52:56.300 --> 00:53:00.000 align:middle line:84%
He was seeing Uncle Brian every
day, and he could come
00:53:00.000 --> 00:53:01.960 align:middle line:84%
down in the middle of the night
and sleep with Nanny.
00:53:01.960 --> 00:53:07.140 align:middle line:84%
And he had a number of different
people to go to.
00:53:07.140 --> 00:53:09.250 align:middle line:90%
Give me my kiss.
00:53:09.250 --> 00:53:10.990 align:middle line:90%
No.
00:53:10.990 --> 00:53:14.000 align:middle line:90%
That was a doggy kiss.
00:53:14.000 --> 00:53:16.620 align:middle line:84%
I really, by far, feel I\'m
a much better grandmother
00:53:16.620 --> 00:53:17.950 align:middle line:90%
than I was a mom.
00:53:17.950 --> 00:53:22.190 align:middle line:84%
So if my children don\'t have
feelings for me, that\'s
00:53:22.190 --> 00:53:25.614 align:middle line:90%
probably my own fault.
00:53:25.614 --> 00:53:26.060 align:middle line:90%
Pineapple.
00:53:26.060 --> 00:53:28.780 align:middle line:84%
How many does she have
in her hand?
00:53:28.780 --> 00:53:30.600 align:middle line:90%
Oh my god, there\'s her mother.
00:53:30.600 --> 00:53:32.010 align:middle line:90%
That\'s his mother.
00:53:32.010 --> 00:53:32.480 align:middle line:90%
No.
00:53:32.480 --> 00:53:32.950 align:middle line:90%
No!
00:53:32.950 --> 00:53:33.890 align:middle line:90%
[CRIES]
00:53:33.890 --> 00:53:34.830 align:middle line:90%
Shh!
00:53:34.830 --> 00:53:35.770 align:middle line:90%
OK, honey.
00:53:35.770 --> 00:53:36.240 align:middle line:90%
It\'s OK.
00:53:36.240 --> 00:53:37.660 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t worry.
00:53:37.660 --> 00:53:38.700 align:middle line:90%
No, it\'s not Mommy.
00:53:38.700 --> 00:53:39.500 align:middle line:90%
It\'s the school bus.
00:53:39.500 --> 00:53:40.500 align:middle line:90%
School bus?
00:53:40.500 --> 00:53:41.000 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:53:41.000 --> 00:53:42.000 align:middle line:90%
Yeah, yeah.
00:53:42.000 --> 00:53:42.500 align:middle line:90%
School bus?
00:53:42.500 --> 00:53:43.500 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:53:43.500 --> 00:53:45.220 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t worry, don\'t worry.
00:53:45.220 --> 00:53:46.591 align:middle line:90%
OK?
00:53:46.591 --> 00:53:48.210 align:middle line:90%
It\'s not my mother.
00:53:48.210 --> 00:53:49.260 align:middle line:90%
My school bus.
00:53:49.260 --> 00:53:50.400 align:middle line:90%
It\'s the school bus.
00:53:50.400 --> 00:53:51.650 align:middle line:90%
I\'ll show you.
00:53:51.650 --> 00:53:57.920 align:middle line:90%
00:53:57.920 --> 00:53:58.460 align:middle line:90%
I saw--
00:53:58.460 --> 00:53:59.690 align:middle line:90%
I hear the school bus.
00:53:59.690 --> 00:54:01.130 align:middle line:90%
You hear it?
00:54:01.130 --> 00:54:03.270 align:middle line:90%
Watch.
00:54:03.270 --> 00:54:04.630 align:middle line:90%
Here it comes.
00:54:04.630 --> 00:54:06.960 align:middle line:90%
That\'s a yellow school bus.
00:54:06.960 --> 00:54:08.090 align:middle line:90%
Bye, kids.
00:54:08.090 --> 00:54:09.281 align:middle line:90%
Bye, kids.
00:54:09.281 --> 00:54:11.430 align:middle line:90%
See you later.
00:54:11.430 --> 00:54:12.680 align:middle line:90%
He\'s coming.
00:54:12.680 --> 00:54:14.935 align:middle line:90%
00:54:14.935 --> 00:54:16.880 align:middle line:90%
The big bad wolf.
00:54:16.880 --> 00:54:18.530 align:middle line:90%
Big bad wolf?
00:54:18.530 --> 00:54:20.920 align:middle line:90%
The big bad wolf.
00:54:20.920 --> 00:54:21.750 align:middle line:90%
Coming?
00:54:21.750 --> 00:54:22.300 align:middle line:90%
Yep.
00:54:22.300 --> 00:54:23.450 align:middle line:90%
Coming to eat him?
00:54:23.450 --> 00:54:24.195 align:middle line:90%
Yep.
00:54:24.195 --> 00:54:26.010 align:middle line:90%
Now Mommy is coming.
00:54:26.010 --> 00:54:27.696 align:middle line:90%
I want you to know that.
00:54:27.696 --> 00:54:28.192 align:middle line:90%
No, no, no!
00:54:28.192 --> 00:54:29.680 align:middle line:90%
Wait, listen to Nana.
00:54:29.680 --> 00:54:30.665 align:middle line:90%
Listen to Nanny.
00:54:30.665 --> 00:54:31.780 align:middle line:90%
I never lie to you.
00:54:31.780 --> 00:54:32.825 align:middle line:90%
Listen to me, OK?
00:54:32.825 --> 00:54:35.250 align:middle line:90%
But I don\'t want Mommy come.
00:54:35.250 --> 00:54:36.705 align:middle line:90%
Listen to me.
00:54:36.705 --> 00:54:39.130 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t want Mommy come now.
00:54:39.130 --> 00:54:39.760 align:middle line:90%
I know.
00:54:39.760 --> 00:54:43.350 align:middle line:84%
But last night, Mommy was nice
to let you stay here with me.
00:54:43.350 --> 00:54:44.735 align:middle line:90%
We had a nice time.
00:54:44.735 --> 00:54:46.554 align:middle line:84%
She just feels threatened
by that.
00:54:46.554 --> 00:54:48.813 align:middle line:90%
And I wish she didn\'t.
00:54:48.813 --> 00:54:50.840 align:middle line:84%
\'Cause I would never
try to take him
00:54:50.840 --> 00:54:52.174 align:middle line:90%
away from her or anything.
00:54:52.174 --> 00:54:55.140 align:middle line:84%
That last thing I need is
another child to raise,
00:54:55.140 --> 00:54:57.030 align:middle line:84%
especially now my
health is bad.
00:54:57.030 --> 00:55:02.835 align:middle line:84%
But I\'d love to enjoy him as
much as I can while I\'m here.
00:55:02.835 --> 00:55:04.150 align:middle line:90%
Hey!
00:55:04.150 --> 00:55:04.956 align:middle line:90%
Yes.
00:55:04.956 --> 00:55:05.362 align:middle line:90%
Yes.
00:55:05.362 --> 00:55:06.930 align:middle line:90%
There goes my appendix.
00:55:06.930 --> 00:55:07.840 align:middle line:90%
Aah!
00:55:07.840 --> 00:55:10.032 align:middle line:84%
OK, that\'s the last
one I can do.
00:55:10.032 --> 00:55:11.418 align:middle line:90%
I\'m too old.
00:55:11.418 --> 00:55:13.270 align:middle line:90%
You\'re too old.
00:55:13.270 --> 00:55:16.820 align:middle line:90%
I am falling apart, Cristian.
00:55:16.820 --> 00:55:18.740 align:middle line:84%
What\'s your health
issue right now?
00:55:18.740 --> 00:55:20.970 align:middle line:84%
My seizures started
getting really bad
00:55:20.970 --> 00:55:24.030 align:middle line:90%
about five months ago.
00:55:24.030 --> 00:55:27.170 align:middle line:84%
I was taken them often,
and at work.
00:55:27.170 --> 00:55:30.560 align:middle line:84%
So I had to go through all the
tests to find out why.
00:55:30.560 --> 00:55:35.820 align:middle line:84%
And they found out that the
aneurysm had grown.
00:55:35.820 --> 00:55:38.060 align:middle line:84%
And what they want to do is--
they can\'t remove it because
00:55:38.060 --> 00:55:38.990 align:middle line:90%
of where it\'s at.
00:55:38.990 --> 00:55:40.970 align:middle line:90%
They want to drain it.
00:55:40.970 --> 00:55:44.970 align:middle line:84%
And the problem with that is
they can drain it, but it
00:55:44.970 --> 00:55:48.080 align:middle line:84%
could fill right back up again,
which would put me in a
00:55:48.080 --> 00:55:49.110 align:middle line:90%
worse situation.
00:55:49.110 --> 00:55:51.735 align:middle line:84%
And so I just told the doctors,
I just want nature to
00:55:51.735 --> 00:55:52.610 align:middle line:90%
take its course.
00:55:52.610 --> 00:55:54.960 align:middle line:90%
And what would that mean?
00:55:54.960 --> 00:55:58.682 align:middle line:84%
They\'re saying 24
months or less.
00:55:58.682 --> 00:56:00.930 align:middle line:90%
And what would happen?
00:56:00.930 --> 00:56:04.330 align:middle line:84%
It\'s going to end
up taking over.
00:56:04.330 --> 00:56:07.410 align:middle line:84%
It\'s the way I\'m going
to end up dying.
00:56:07.410 --> 00:56:09.300 align:middle line:90%
Yeah, I\'m OK.
00:56:09.300 --> 00:56:10.250 align:middle line:90%
No, I just had--
00:56:10.250 --> 00:56:11.290 align:middle line:90%
I\'ve been without my medicine.
00:56:11.290 --> 00:56:15.130 align:middle line:84%
I\'d taken a couple seizures,
and I was really
00:56:15.130 --> 00:56:17.210 align:middle line:90%
homesick for Cristian.
00:56:17.210 --> 00:56:19.360 align:middle line:90%
She\'s afraid of my illness.
00:56:19.360 --> 00:56:22.050 align:middle line:90%
It scares her, so.
00:56:22.050 --> 00:56:24.490 align:middle line:84%
She\'s afraid I\'ll collapse when
I have the baby and be
00:56:24.490 --> 00:56:26.980 align:middle line:90%
alone with him, and you know.
00:56:26.980 --> 00:56:28.840 align:middle line:90%
And she\'s very--
00:56:28.840 --> 00:56:33.100 align:middle line:90%
that very well could happen.
00:56:33.100 --> 00:56:37.750 align:middle line:84%
But I\'m on borrowed time, and I
think I\'m trying to squeeze
00:56:37.750 --> 00:56:41.060 align:middle line:84%
everything into a short
period of time.
00:56:41.060 --> 00:56:42.400 align:middle line:90%
Who loves you to pieces?
00:56:42.400 --> 00:56:42.890 align:middle line:90%
You.
00:56:42.890 --> 00:56:43.970 align:middle line:90%
I do.
00:56:43.970 --> 00:56:45.350 align:middle line:90%
Who\'s my baby?
00:56:45.350 --> 00:56:46.110 align:middle line:90%
Me.
00:56:46.110 --> 00:56:47.370 align:middle line:90%
You.
00:56:47.370 --> 00:56:49.180 align:middle line:90%
I adore him.
00:56:49.180 --> 00:56:53.630 align:middle line:90%
He makes me extremely happy.
00:56:53.630 --> 00:56:56.440 align:middle line:90%
He loves me unconditionally.
00:56:56.440 --> 00:57:02.540 align:middle line:84%
And nobody else does
but a child.
00:57:02.540 --> 00:57:08.870 align:middle line:84%
And the unconditional love that
I get from him is very
00:57:08.870 --> 00:57:12.290 align:middle line:84%
welcoming to me, because it\'s
a time of my life I feel I
00:57:12.290 --> 00:57:15.470 align:middle line:90%
need it the most.
00:57:15.470 --> 00:57:18.781 align:middle line:90%
He was a gift from God for me.
00:57:18.781 --> 00:57:22.020 align:middle line:84%
The child brings me a
lot of happiness.
00:57:22.020 --> 00:57:23.880 align:middle line:84%
And so I was devastated
when she moved out.
00:57:23.880 --> 00:57:27.890 align:middle line:90%
00:57:27.890 --> 00:57:31.280 align:middle line:84%
He is, right now, the
key to my happiness.
00:57:31.280 --> 00:57:33.570 align:middle line:84%
And it\'s really unfair of me
to put my happiness on a
00:57:33.570 --> 00:57:34.160 align:middle line:90%
two-year-old.
00:57:34.160 --> 00:57:36.410 align:middle line:84%
Oh, he\'s perfect prescription
for me.
00:57:36.410 --> 00:57:36.950 align:middle line:90%
You kidding me?
00:57:36.950 --> 00:57:39.040 align:middle line:84%
My psychiatrist tells me
to spend as much time
00:57:39.040 --> 00:57:40.770 align:middle line:90%
with him as I can.
00:57:40.770 --> 00:57:43.840 align:middle line:84%
And since we\'ve moved away from
each other, it\'s hard.
00:57:43.840 --> 00:57:45.900 align:middle line:84%
Because I don\'t even know where
Christina lives, or her
00:57:45.900 --> 00:57:48.020 align:middle line:90%
phone number.
00:57:48.020 --> 00:57:50.254 align:middle line:90%
No, I can\'t have it.
00:57:50.254 --> 00:57:52.130 align:middle line:90%
So I can\'t call her.
00:57:52.130 --> 00:57:54.690 align:middle line:84%
I have to wait for
her to notify me.
00:57:54.690 --> 00:57:57.440 align:middle line:84%
I wish I was a lot closer
to my daughter.
00:57:57.440 --> 00:57:59.030 align:middle line:90%
Why?
00:57:59.030 --> 00:58:01.980 align:middle line:84%
Because I don\'t have much
time left, and I--
00:58:01.980 --> 00:58:08.280 align:middle line:90%
00:58:08.280 --> 00:58:12.352 align:middle line:84%
just would like to share
so much with her.
00:58:12.352 --> 00:58:14.480 align:middle line:84%
You know, and she says
I spoil him.
00:58:14.480 --> 00:58:17.900 align:middle line:84%
But that\'s what grandmas
are supposed to do.
00:58:17.900 --> 00:58:20.602 align:middle line:84%
But he\'s petrified right now,
\'cause she\'s supposed to show
00:58:20.602 --> 00:58:21.740 align:middle line:90%
up any minute.
00:58:21.740 --> 00:58:23.705 align:middle line:84%
And he\'s trying to find
a place to hide.
00:58:23.705 --> 00:58:24.860 align:middle line:90%
[LAUGHS]
00:58:24.860 --> 00:58:26.534 align:middle line:90%
[INAUDIBLE].
00:58:26.534 --> 00:58:27.870 align:middle line:90%
These are not swords.
00:58:27.870 --> 00:58:28.520 align:middle line:90%
These are posters.
00:58:28.520 --> 00:58:29.680 align:middle line:90%
These go on the wall.
00:58:29.680 --> 00:58:32.535 align:middle line:90%
Put it down.
00:58:32.535 --> 00:58:35.445 align:middle line:90%
I\'m gonna hit you up.
00:58:35.445 --> 00:58:37.870 align:middle line:90%
Oh!
00:58:37.870 --> 00:58:38.840 align:middle line:90%
Yeah!
00:58:38.840 --> 00:58:41.280 align:middle line:90%
I hit him up.
00:58:41.280 --> 00:58:42.795 align:middle line:90%
I beat him up.
00:58:42.795 --> 00:58:45.980 align:middle line:90%
00:58:45.980 --> 00:58:48.300 align:middle line:84%
What\'d you do, knock
out Uncle Brian?
00:58:48.300 --> 00:58:49.080 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
00:58:49.080 --> 00:58:51.221 align:middle line:90%
I knock Uncle--
00:58:51.221 --> 00:58:51.640 align:middle line:90%
[CRIES]
00:58:51.640 --> 00:58:54.192 align:middle line:90%
No, you promised.
00:58:54.192 --> 00:58:55.000 align:middle line:90%
You promised.
00:58:55.000 --> 00:58:56.480 align:middle line:90%
[CRYING]
00:58:56.480 --> 00:58:57.535 align:middle line:90%
What [INAUDIBLE] do?
00:58:57.535 --> 00:58:58.405 align:middle line:90%
Lay eyes on you?
00:58:58.405 --> 00:58:58.860 align:middle line:90%
Mm-hm.
00:58:58.860 --> 00:59:01.035 align:middle line:90%
[CRYING]
00:59:01.035 --> 00:59:04.806 align:middle line:84%
Christina, guess who\'s
on the phone?
00:59:04.806 --> 00:59:06.734 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t cry, don\'t cry.
00:59:06.734 --> 00:59:07.216 align:middle line:90%
Come here.
00:59:07.216 --> 00:59:08.180 align:middle line:90%
Come here.
00:59:08.180 --> 00:59:09.144 align:middle line:90%
Hi.
00:59:09.144 --> 00:59:10.110 align:middle line:90%
Fine.
00:59:10.110 --> 00:59:12.490 align:middle line:90%
[CRYING]
00:59:12.490 --> 00:59:15.822 align:middle line:84%
Listen to me, listen to
me, listen to me.
00:59:15.822 --> 00:59:18.330 align:middle line:90%
You can always come here.
00:59:18.330 --> 00:59:21.220 align:middle line:84%
But you live with
Mommy, honey.
00:59:21.220 --> 00:59:23.220 align:middle line:90%
You can always come to Nana\'s.
00:59:23.220 --> 00:59:25.669 align:middle line:84%
And you can always
[INAUDIBLE].
00:59:25.669 --> 00:59:28.490 align:middle line:84%
Listen, Mommy let you sleep
over last night.
00:59:28.490 --> 00:59:32.290 align:middle line:84%
If you cry, she might not let
you sleep over anymore.
00:59:32.290 --> 00:59:32.765 align:middle line:90%
OK?
00:59:32.765 --> 00:59:34.200 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t cry.
00:59:34.200 --> 00:59:36.300 align:middle line:90%
[CRYING]
00:59:36.300 --> 00:59:36.930 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t cry.
00:59:36.930 --> 00:59:38.150 align:middle line:90%
You\'ll make Nanny cry.
00:59:38.150 --> 00:59:40.472 align:middle line:90%
(SOBBING) I don\'t want to go.
00:59:40.472 --> 00:59:41.918 align:middle line:90%
Don\'t cry, OK?
00:59:41.918 --> 00:59:42.882 align:middle line:90%
Please?
00:59:42.882 --> 00:59:45.292 align:middle line:90%
You make Nanny cry.
00:59:45.292 --> 00:59:45.774 align:middle line:90%
OK?
00:59:45.774 --> 00:59:49.148 align:middle line:90%
OK, sweetheart?
00:59:49.148 --> 00:59:50.611 align:middle line:90%
You be good.
00:59:50.611 --> 00:59:51.092 align:middle line:90%
OK.
00:59:51.092 --> 00:59:54.459 align:middle line:90%
Come on, bud.
00:59:54.459 --> 00:59:54.940 align:middle line:90%
Chris?
00:59:54.940 --> 00:59:56.190 align:middle line:90%
Kiss?
00:59:56.190 --> 01:00:00.250 align:middle line:90%
01:00:00.250 --> 01:00:01.210 align:middle line:90%
Love you, Punkin.
01:00:01.210 --> 01:00:02.110 align:middle line:90%
Love you, Punkin.
01:00:02.110 --> 01:00:02.865 align:middle line:90%
Say bye, Auntie Barbie.
01:00:02.865 --> 01:00:04.130 align:middle line:90%
Bye, Auntie Barbie.
01:00:04.130 --> 01:00:12.528 align:middle line:90%
01:00:12.528 --> 01:00:14.504 align:middle line:90%
[CRISTIAN CRIES]
01:00:14.504 --> 01:00:17.468 align:middle line:90%
01:00:17.468 --> 01:00:17.962 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
01:00:17.962 --> 01:00:20.432 align:middle line:84%
And I don\'t get Cristian
that often.
01:00:20.432 --> 01:00:22.902 align:middle line:84%
Like I told you, I hadn\'t
seen him in two weeks.
01:00:22.902 --> 01:00:30.810 align:middle line:90%
01:00:30.810 --> 01:00:32.350 align:middle line:90%
Yeah, I\'m dealing with it.
01:00:32.350 --> 01:00:35.362 align:middle line:90%
It\'s tough.
01:00:35.362 --> 01:00:35.860 align:middle line:90%
Yeah.
01:00:35.860 --> 01:00:38.320 align:middle line:84%
No, because I\'m not going
to lose my rights--
01:00:38.320 --> 01:00:42.520 align:middle line:84%
I don\'t want to get her upset to
where she prevents me from
01:00:42.520 --> 01:00:44.370 align:middle line:90%
seeing him.
01:00:44.370 --> 01:00:46.250 align:middle line:90%
No.
01:00:46.250 --> 01:00:48.300 align:middle line:84%
No, I go every week to
my doctor, I cry
01:00:48.300 --> 01:00:50.150 align:middle line:90%
there and get it out.
01:00:50.150 --> 01:00:52.870 align:middle line:84%
But you know, I\'m ecstatic
when I have him.
01:00:52.870 --> 01:00:53.670 align:middle line:90%
He\'s not my baby.
01:00:53.670 --> 01:00:56.170 align:middle line:90%
He\'s my grandson.
01:00:56.170 --> 01:00:58.150 align:middle line:84%
But I gotta go by what
his mom says.
01:00:58.150 --> 01:01:01.600 align:middle line:84%
And not necessarily do I agree
with it, but I can\'t do
01:01:01.600 --> 01:01:02.850 align:middle line:90%
anything about it.
01:01:02.850 --> 01:01:17.230 align:middle line:90%
01:01:17.230 --> 01:01:19.860 align:middle line:90%
No, I don\'t run her life.
01:01:19.860 --> 01:01:20.880 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t run her life.
01:01:20.880 --> 01:01:21.760 align:middle line:90%
No, I don\'t.
01:01:21.760 --> 01:01:23.403 align:middle line:90%
I let it--
01:01:23.403 --> 01:01:24.385 align:middle line:90%
no.
01:01:24.385 --> 01:01:25.370 align:middle line:90%
I don\'t.
01:01:25.370 --> 01:01:25.890 align:middle line:90%
She left.
01:01:25.890 --> 01:01:29.510 align:middle line:84%
When she moved out, I told her,
I promised her I wouldn\'t
01:01:29.510 --> 01:01:31.340 align:middle line:90%
interfere with her life.
01:01:31.340 --> 01:01:32.910 align:middle line:84%
She could do whatever
she wanted.
01:01:32.910 --> 01:01:46.870 align:middle line:90%
01:01:46.870 --> 01:01:48.120 align:middle line:90%
[GIGGLES]
01:01:48.120 --> 01:01:54.950 align:middle line:90%
01:01:54.950 --> 01:01:56.836 align:middle line:90%
[GIGGLES]
01:01:56.836 --> 01:02:07.480 align:middle line:90%
01:02:07.480 --> 01:02:09.794 align:middle line:90%
[GIGGLES]
01:02:09.794 --> 01:02:15.910 align:middle line:90%
01:02:15.910 --> 01:02:17.160 align:middle line:84%
[SINGING - \"TWINKLE, TWINKLE
LITTLE STAR\"]
01:02:17.160 --> 01:02:29.105 align:middle line:90%
01:02:29.105 --> 01:02:46.240 align:middle line:90%
01:02:46.240 --> 01:02:53.688 align:middle line:90%
[PHONE RINGING]
01:02:53.688 --> 01:02:55.600 align:middle line:90%
Hi, Inbal.
01:02:55.600 --> 01:02:56.830 align:middle line:90%
Hi, Mary.
01:02:56.830 --> 01:02:57.685 align:middle line:90%
How are you?
01:02:57.685 --> 01:02:59.690 align:middle line:90%
Good, how are you doing?
01:02:59.690 --> 01:03:02.240 align:middle line:84%
Nothing\'s changed between
Christina and the baby.
01:03:02.240 --> 01:03:04.720 align:middle line:84%
I haven\'t seen him
in five months.
01:03:04.720 --> 01:03:05.570 align:middle line:90%
Really?
01:03:05.570 --> 01:03:06.180 align:middle line:90%
No.
01:03:06.180 --> 01:03:09.060 align:middle line:84%
My daughter got a restraining
order on me for a year so I
01:03:09.060 --> 01:03:11.210 align:middle line:84%
wouldn\'t go near her
or Cristian.
01:03:11.210 --> 01:03:14.546 align:middle line:84%
She described me to the judge
as a psychotic drug addict,
01:03:14.546 --> 01:03:18.030 align:middle line:84%
and that she didn\'t want me
anywhere near her kid.
01:03:18.030 --> 01:03:21.240 align:middle line:84%
I just don\'t know what\'s
gotten into my
01:03:21.240 --> 01:03:22.740 align:middle line:90%
daughter, you know?
01:03:22.740 --> 01:03:28.120 align:middle line:84%
I mean, I know I\'m the one who
dropped the dime on her.
01:03:28.120 --> 01:03:30.885 align:middle line:84%
But Inbal, I couldn\'t
stand back and watch
01:03:30.885 --> 01:03:34.152 align:middle line:90%
her beat that baby.
01:03:34.152 --> 01:03:37.920 align:middle line:84%
(TEARILY) I just think her
relationship with Paul
01:03:37.920 --> 01:03:40.186 align:middle line:90%
is so messed up.
01:03:40.186 --> 01:03:44.549 align:middle line:84%
And she called desperate one
night \'cause he hit her.
01:03:44.549 --> 01:03:50.055 align:middle line:84%
And I think it\'s because he\'s so
mean to her, that she takes
01:03:50.055 --> 01:03:51.840 align:middle line:90%
it out on the baby.
01:03:51.840 --> 01:03:55.060 align:middle line:90%
01:03:55.060 --> 01:03:59.330 align:middle line:90%
Well, DSS was involved.
01:03:59.330 --> 01:04:00.130 align:middle line:90%
They\'re not anymore.
01:04:00.130 --> 01:04:02.440 align:middle line:90%
They closed the case.
01:04:02.440 --> 01:04:08.710 align:middle line:84%
And I do still have custody of
Cristian, physical custody.
01:04:08.710 --> 01:04:14.490 align:middle line:84%
So there obviously was no
abuse and neglect found.
01:04:14.490 --> 01:04:22.090 align:middle line:84%
And I feel that it was pointless
for what she did,
01:04:22.090 --> 01:04:27.000 align:middle line:84%
and that she should have
never done that.
01:04:27.000 --> 01:04:28.245 align:middle line:90%
But she did.
01:04:28.245 --> 01:04:31.970 align:middle line:84%
And I will continue with the
restraining order, for
01:04:31.970 --> 01:04:32.920 align:middle line:90%
as long as I can.
01:04:32.920 --> 01:04:35.750 align:middle line:84%
Because I don\'t feel
safe around her.
01:04:35.750 --> 01:04:37.630 align:middle line:84%
I don\'t think that
my son is safe.
01:04:37.630 --> 01:04:41.470 align:middle line:84%
So that\'s all that I
will say with that.
01:04:41.470 --> 01:04:42.742 align:middle line:90%
OK.
01:04:42.742 --> 01:04:44.650 align:middle line:90%
How\'s your relationship going?
01:04:44.650 --> 01:04:45.296 align:middle line:90%
Good.
01:04:45.296 --> 01:04:46.556 align:middle line:90%
It\'s going good.
01:04:46.556 --> 01:04:46.942 align:middle line:90%
Yeah?
01:04:46.942 --> 01:04:48.192 align:middle line:90%
Mm-hm.
01:04:48.192 --> 01:04:50.114 align:middle line:90%
01:04:50.114 --> 01:04:55.482 align:middle line:84%
(WEEPING) I just miss
this baby so much.
01:04:55.482 --> 01:04:59.430 align:middle line:84%
And I worry about him, \'cause
I want him to grow up to be
01:04:59.430 --> 01:05:04.340 align:middle line:84%
healthy and strong, and not
emotionally scarred, like
01:05:04.340 --> 01:05:07.870 align:middle line:90%
everybody else in my family.
01:05:07.870 --> 01:05:09.310 align:middle line:90%
I knew how to raise him.
01:05:09.310 --> 01:05:14.244 align:middle line:84%
I knew how to make
him feel special.
01:05:14.244 --> 01:05:16.664 align:middle line:90%
And she took that from him.
01:05:16.664 --> 01:05:19.580 align:middle line:90%
01:05:19.580 --> 01:05:22.728 align:middle line:84%
Does Cristian ask at
all about your mom?
01:05:22.728 --> 01:05:25.572 align:middle line:90%
Mmm, no.
01:05:25.572 --> 01:05:28.160 align:middle line:90%
Not recently.
01:05:28.160 --> 01:05:30.790 align:middle line:84%
Do you think that he
misses her at all?
01:05:30.790 --> 01:05:33.592 align:middle line:84%
He probably does, but
not recently.
01:05:33.592 --> 01:05:35.610 align:middle line:90%
He hasn\'t asked for her.
01:05:35.610 --> 01:05:39.365 align:middle line:84%
I mean, he\'ll mention something
to me if he sees her
01:05:39.365 --> 01:05:40.860 align:middle line:84%
in a picture, or something
like that.
01:05:40.860 --> 01:05:43.112 align:middle line:90%
But other than that, no.
01:05:43.112 --> 01:05:45.861 align:middle line:90%
I mean, he\'s occupied.
01:05:45.861 --> 01:05:50.075 align:middle line:84%
He has a lot of people that he
plays with, and people that he
01:05:50.075 --> 01:05:51.420 align:middle line:90%
sees on a regular basis.
01:05:51.420 --> 01:05:53.160 align:middle line:90%
So he\'s fine.
01:05:53.160 --> 01:05:54.410 align:middle line:90%
He has another grandmother.
01:05:54.410 --> 01:05:58.320 align:middle line:90%
01:05:58.320 --> 01:06:02.200 align:middle line:84%
I became a born-again Christian
because I needed to
01:06:02.200 --> 01:06:05.100 align:middle line:90%
get closer to God.
01:06:05.100 --> 01:06:09.310 align:middle line:84%
I forgave my stepfather for what
he did to me as a child.
01:06:09.310 --> 01:06:14.150 align:middle line:84%
I\'ve been trying to clear my
spirit, and forgive people
01:06:14.150 --> 01:06:17.520 align:middle line:84%
that I thought I\'d never
be able to do.
01:06:17.520 --> 01:06:21.680 align:middle line:84%
So that God has a way of getting
into my heart and
01:06:21.680 --> 01:06:23.900 align:middle line:90%
helping me.
01:06:23.900 --> 01:06:25.245 align:middle line:90%
Cristian was my angel.
01:06:25.245 --> 01:06:27.680 align:middle line:90%
He was my purpose.
01:06:27.680 --> 01:06:32.004 align:middle line:84%
When he was born that day, God
gave me a new purpose.
01:06:32.004 --> 01:06:36.745 align:middle line:84%
He said, you have the capacity
to love this baby like your
01:06:36.745 --> 01:06:37.995 align:middle line:90%
grandmother loved you.
01:06:37.995 --> 01:06:55.545 align:middle line:90%
01:06:55.545 --> 01:06:56.795 align:middle line:84%
[CRISTIAN AND MARY SINGING
\"ROCKABYE, BABY\"]
01:06:56.795 --> 01:07:47.730 align:middle line:90%
01:07:47.730 --> 01:07:59.143 align:middle line:90%
Distributor: The Fanlight Collection
Length: 66 minutes
Date: 2005
Genre: Expository
Language: English
Grade: College/Adult/Professional
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