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In a small Texas Panhandle town, which has survived oil booms and busts, devastating wildfires, and a diminishing population, a few things have remained constant – cowboys, high school football, conservative voters, and the family-owned weekly newspaper The Canadian Record. Despite editor Laurie Brown’s liberal editorials in one of the most conservative counties in the country, The Record is loved and relied on by the community. But now, an already bad economy has been made much worse by the global pandemic – bad news for a paper that gets 90% of its revenue from advertising.
FOR THE RECORD follows the life of Laurie, her town, and her newspaper, as she leads a valiant effort to keep it alive. “My parents started this paper in 1947. I don’t want to close the doors. But there have been weeks when I was publishing a newspaper that was costing me more than I was making.” With each day, The Canadian Record grows closer to being one of the 2900 newspapers in the U.S. that have closed since 2005. Studies show that people who live in areas with poor local news coverage are less likely to vote. Social media often replaces the news vacuum, leading to a growing distrust of the news in general. “The fact that journalism is being denounced,” says Laurie, “ and there’s no longer much value being placed on the truth, is just about the scariest thing I’ve ever seen.”
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[crickets chirping]
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[sprinkler rattles]
[birds chirping]
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[dog barks]
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[laughs]
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- This is the...
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one of the type cases
that was in the shop
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when the copy was
produced on a Linotype.
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Sentences were formed
letter by letter. [laughs]
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Which you know, you just
think about that,
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and that's pretty amazing.
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This is just a huge
piece of my history.
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My dad was always working.
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He'd bang out editorials
all weekend long.
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He wrote a lot of editorials.
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But there was this whole
other part of the newspaper
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that was the news and the sports
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and the things that were
happening in the community,
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which were also given as
much weight and importance
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and effort as opinions were.
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We have always reported the
news that is most important
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to the people who live here.
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It's the news of the community.
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[upbeat music]
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[people chattering]
[people laughing]
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Man, there's fire everywhere,
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and I've done a lot of
this in the last few years.
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[upbeat music]
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A bad day starts about
two o'clock in the morning,
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and a good day probably
starts at four.
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No one else is gonna
tell the stories
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that we're telling.
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Nobody.
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There's all these things
that we do on a daily basis
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that I don't know
who's gonna do that
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if the newspaper doesn't.
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What happens if
nobody's doing this?
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[birds chirping]
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[car ambience]
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This is the assisted living
center that you see up here
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and the nursing home
they're building below that.
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Just recently we voted to
build a new nursing home.
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There's a nursing home here
that was built 50 years ago,
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and it's falling apart.
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I understand this day,
in a year,
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we're going to be--
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- Should open the doors.
- opening the doors.
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- That's the goal.
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[Laurie] We'll put it in print.
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We may even put it
in the big headline.
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- Everybody take a shovelful.
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- That was something we wrote
a lot about and supported.
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[group applauds]
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I think there are
things like that
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that you can be influential
in helping to happen.
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That are good things
for the community.
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- Okay, four and five,
right, you got that.
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- They were so excited.
- I love it.
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Oh, there, is that Norma?
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There's Norma.
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- I love having all these people
looking over my shoulder.
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[Mary laughs]
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- I don't even remember asking.
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- You said, "I need help."
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- You said, "I need help."
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We're here to help.
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I've been here for 23 years,
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23 years.
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Mostly because
Laurie's desperate.
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We have a good group here.
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We all work very well together.
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Even though Cathy and I keep
trying to retire. [laughs]
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Yeah, it's okay, and Laurie too.
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But we have to keep
going, huh Laurie?
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[Laurie] That's right.
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Cathy Ricketts,
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she and I have been friends
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since the first day
of first grade.
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We met on the playground,
on the edge of the playground
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where we were both positioned
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safely away from everybody else.
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And it became obvious
to me and to her,
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I think at the same time,
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we were both incredibly shy,
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and that we could be shy alone
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or we could be shy
together and--
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- Right.
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- we've somehow remarkably
managed to remain friends
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all this time,
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even after Cathy worked with me,
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which is a real miracle.
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- My brothers and I worked
here as child laborers
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when it was, you know,
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when everything was
manual labor at the paper.
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- These roots run deep,
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don't they?
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- They run deep, yes.
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[Laurie] This is
a legacy business.
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My parents bought it in '47,
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and it's been in
the family since.
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It was just part of the
fabric of life for me.
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I'm the baby, sitting
in my father's lap.
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This is rare.
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We didn't do family photos,
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you know, there wasn't
time to do family photos.
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I admired my dad enormously,
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but he wasn't present
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the way some dads are.
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Our family time was sitting
at the dinner table.
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That was what you did.
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You were home for dinner,
and we sat and we talked.
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We talked about our day,
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we talked about politics,
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we talked about what was
happening in the world.
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That was a treasure.
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And it really informed
everything I've done since.
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[train horn blares]
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[clanking, pages turning]
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[Mary] Canadian Record,
may I help you?
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- Every week we try to put
out the red flag first,
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just to let 'em
know it's paper day,
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and the green flag to let
them know that it's here.
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This is the day that
people come in the office
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and we talk about nothing.
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It's sort of the weekly checkup,
you know, check in on people.
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- What's going on, young man?
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You staying outta trouble?
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- Yes sir.
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- The older you get,
the easier it gets.
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[all laughing]
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[Customer] So what
were you groundbreaking?
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- The nursing home.
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[Cathy] We're
securing our future.
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[Customer] Yeah, you are.
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- But the good news is
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we got them on record saying
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we will be doing the ribbon
cutting next year on this day.
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- This is the
heartbeat of the town.
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I mean, she has
institutional memory,
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but The Record is a
memory that is in print
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and will not go to
the nursing home.
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Uh...
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[Laurie] It may.
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We may be producing
it from there.
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- Well you might be doing it,
but it is an institution.
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It's not just a business.
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It has to be a business
in order to survive,
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but that's not its
primary function.
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- No, it really isn't.
[laughing]
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You have no idea.
- Yeah.
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[all laughing]
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[traffic passing]
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[car ambience]
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- Hey Ms. Aida.
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[Ms. Aida] Well, hello sweetie,
whatcha doing girl?
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- Well, we have done
for the band...
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so this is what we
had done last year
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and I was just wondering
if you would like
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to stay with the
black and white
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or would you like
to do the color?
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- What's the difference
in the price?
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- Well, you've got
67.20 for the color,
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and then we've got 47.20
for the black and white.
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- We can go to color.
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- Oh, okay.
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That'll work.
- Okay, all right.
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- Great.
- Thank you Ms. Aida.
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[Mary] And so, these are
the classified displays,
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and these are just
the regular word ads.
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[Laurie] We sure don't
have many of them anymore.
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- They've picked up
a little bit,
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but yeah, they're
still kind of slim
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compared to what they
were a long time ago.
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[Laurie] Well, they used to
be a huge source of revenue.
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[gentle music]
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[Laurie] Ninety percent of our
revenue comes from advertising,
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and that model is failing.
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They have a Facebook page now,
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the radio station does.
- Yeah.
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- And they're posting all these
ads on their Facebook page.
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I'm sure they're not
charging for them.
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I mean, it's just one more
thing that takes away revenue.
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You know, you can just
watch small town newspapers
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just dry up and blow away.
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There have been weeks
when I wasn't sure
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we were gonna be
able to keep going.
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When I was publishing
a newspaper
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that was costing me more
money than I was making.
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[somber music]
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I've looked at
trying to sell it.
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Newspapers with small
circulation
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in small rural communities
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aren't exactly the hot ticket.
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Mary?
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[Mary] Oh, there it is.
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Okay, I got it now.
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- Hey, how's it going?
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[laughing]
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- Don't get too close to me.
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I swear to God,
I will break it.
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[Mary] Laurie Ezzell Brown.
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- Laurie Ezzell
Brown has been up
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since three o'clock
this morning.
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I decided I would do an ad
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letting people know the
newspaper's for sale.
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I don't feel great about it,
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but I don't want to just
drop dead at my desk.
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[Mary] I don't want you
to drop dead either.
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- 'Cause that's what my dad did.
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[Mary] I've been worried
about that
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for a while actually.
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- Me dropping dead?
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- Oh yeah.
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[Laurie] Look at that.
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It's an early night.
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It's way before midnight.
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Awesome.
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- You did good.
- I did work a lot.
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[Mary] You did good, boss.
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Yay. I don't know if I'm
getting this at all.
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[car passing]
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[birds chirping]
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- I'm Gabriel.
- Yeah.
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- Heir to the newspaper,
whatever.
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- Tell your whole name, Gabe.
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- Gabriel Freedom Brown.
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From a Janice Joplin song.
- Yeah.
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"Freedom's just another word..."
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Gabriel could easily
do this job,
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but I've never
bugged him, have I?
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- No.
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- I never would.
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- Just watched my
grandparents and my mother
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not have any time
ever to do anything
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other than the newspaper.
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- You weren't completely
abandoned though.
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We did do things.
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- I know.
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[gentle music]
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- This is a picture
of me and Gabe.
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He was about three years old.
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He was a very cute kid.
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He's cute now.
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But yeah, he was
pretty adorable.
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I love this picture.
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We went down to the office
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and he sat at
Granddad's typewriter.
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Gabe grew up having a very
controversial grandfather
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as editor of the
local newspaper,
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and then having a very
controversial mother
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as editor of the newspaper.
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Every once in a while, when
I'm feeling overwhelmed,
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Gabe says, "I should help you."
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I'm like, "Gabe, it's not
fair to you or to your family
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to feel like you're being
guilt-tripped into pursuing it."
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I think he has a huge respect
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for what the Canadian Record
is and what its history is.
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A lot of newspaper owners,
they're like me.
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They don't have a family
who wants to take over,
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which is sort of
what you counted on.
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- What do you got for me?
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- Nine hundred.
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Last nine.
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Lots going on.
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Lots going on.
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- See ya.
[Laurie] I gotta come by
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and see your mom at some
point and congratulate her.
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- Well, thank you very much.
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- It's just good to have
a newspaper in your town,
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especially as small as we are.
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You do a good job.
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Y'all do a good job.
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Okay, well, I'm moseying on.
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All right, I'll see
you at homecoming.
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Love ya, love ya, bye.
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[marching band music]
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- Football in Canadian
is everything.
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If you wanna rob a home
in Canadian, Texas,
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rob it on Friday night
'cause everybody's gone.
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My dad was covering a
playoff football game,
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had a heart attack,
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and he collapsed.
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He was working too much.
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You know, he probably
should have lived longer,
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and he could have
maybe lived longer
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if he'd let up a little bit.
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I mean, Dad was stubborn.
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He was a stubborn man.
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He did it his way.
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The Vietnam War and the Civil
Rights Movement changed him.
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And at the same time,
00:14:03.277 --> 00:14:06.413
this community was
becoming more conservative.
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He took some very difficult
stands in the newspaper
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that were not very popular here.
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The house would be vandalized,
00:14:17.858 --> 00:14:19.392
rocks thrown.
00:14:21.295 --> 00:14:26.733
There was one time when
a small bomb was set off
00:14:26.733 --> 00:14:29.603
underneath my bedroom
window, actually.
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I'll never forget that.
00:14:33.741 --> 00:14:38.478
Our politics do not reflect
the prevailing politics
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of this community,
00:14:39.746 --> 00:14:41.548
and they never have.
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[Speaker] Keeping Texas red
is the number one priority.
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We don't have a problem
keeping Texas red
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in the Texas panhandle.
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I tell folks I never
have a general election
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'cause we don't
have any Democrats.
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[crowd laughs]
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[Laurie] This county
voted 87% for Trump in 2016.
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"Trump wins election he
denounced as rigged."
00:15:06.440 --> 00:15:10.978
"He set new-- and far lower
standards-- for qualification
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to the nation's chief
executive office,
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with his crude language,
00:15:15.049 --> 00:15:18.386
his tendency to incite and
encourage violence,
00:15:18.386 --> 00:15:22.088
and his oft-repeated
insults towards women."
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I think there are many issues
00:15:26.227 --> 00:15:30.764
that totally transcend
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national politics
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and partisan politics,
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and they're really just about
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making this a good
place to live.
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- National news...
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you don't know who to trust.
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We know her.
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We can trust that she's
gonna report the news to us.
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- All in favor, aye.
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- Aye.
- Aye.
00:15:48.682 --> 00:15:50.317
- Laurie goes to
all the meetings,
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and people know what's
going on because she goes.
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- "Opposition to corporate
hog factory
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develops at Lipscomb
County meeting."
00:16:00.994 --> 00:16:02.963
This was a big meeting.
00:16:02.963 --> 00:16:05.433
Mainly, it was just
educating people,
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calling the politicians
to account for it.
00:16:09.169 --> 00:16:11.606
People started following
our coverage,
00:16:11.606 --> 00:16:14.674
and we started getting lots
of letters to the editor.
00:16:14.674 --> 00:16:17.044
That debate grew
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based on the reports
we'd written.
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The county commissioners
actually voted unanimously
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not to invite or incentivize
the corporate hog farms.
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That was a big deal,
and it was sort--
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it sent a really strong
signal to these companies.
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This isn't the place
you want to come.
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I've tried to make this effort
to find some common ground
00:16:40.867 --> 00:16:42.570
that we have,
00:16:42.570 --> 00:16:47.440
and how can I move that
slightly forward?
00:16:48.309 --> 00:16:50.544
- The paper does make us think,
00:16:50.544 --> 00:16:52.313
and it informs us about
some issues that
00:16:52.313 --> 00:16:54.047
maybe we're not aware of.
00:16:54.047 --> 00:16:57.251
- And they have different
viewpoints than we do
00:16:57.251 --> 00:16:58.452
or other people do,
00:16:58.452 --> 00:17:02.590
but we recognize that
and we like that.
00:17:02.590 --> 00:17:05.459
[Laurie] We've had people
who canceled advertising
00:17:05.459 --> 00:17:07.561
because of things I've written.
00:17:07.561 --> 00:17:10.531
There've been some
called-in threats.
00:17:10.531 --> 00:17:13.367
But people come to me
all the time and say,
00:17:13.367 --> 00:17:16.303
"Please don't ever
stop doing this."
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And so it's kind of hard
to turn away from that.
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[gentle music]
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[car passing]
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[birds chirping]
[dogs barking]
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[birds chirping]
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[birds chirping]
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[gavel bangs]
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[Judge] I call the meeting
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of Hemphill County
Commissioner's Court to order.
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Monday, August the 10th,
2020, 9:00 AM.
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Covid 19 matters--
00:17:48.702 --> 00:17:49.704
things are moving along.
00:17:49.704 --> 00:17:52.272
It seems to have slowed
down here a little bit.
00:17:52.272 --> 00:17:53.808
Still no hospital admissions.
00:17:53.808 --> 00:17:56.143
You know, we're fortunate not
to have had anybody admitted
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to the hospital.
00:17:57.277 --> 00:17:59.046
It may be the nature of
the virus is changing.
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It's not as serious.
00:18:03.818 --> 00:18:07.054
- We're in Commissioner's
court yesterday morning
00:18:07.054 --> 00:18:08.556
and George Bryant announces
00:18:08.556 --> 00:18:11.691
that we have had
some cases here,
00:18:11.691 --> 00:18:13.327
but they're in control.
00:18:13.327 --> 00:18:17.331
And fortunately, we've
had no one hospitalized.
00:18:17.331 --> 00:18:22.670
So I walk out, Cathy's
sent me a text saying,
00:18:22.670 --> 00:18:26.340
[silenced] has Covid,
and she's in the hospital.
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I have made a conscious
effort not to politicize it,
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though God knows the
temptation has been huge.
00:18:36.250 --> 00:18:41.120
Right now, I just want people
to have good information.
00:18:41.722 --> 00:18:44.657
We understand that there
have been some positive tests
00:18:44.657 --> 00:18:45.927
at the nursing home.
00:18:45.927 --> 00:18:50.030
Were these people who were in
proximity to the residents?
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Why can't you get
rapid tests for this?
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That really is the problem.
00:18:55.402 --> 00:18:58.738
There is no national standard,
00:18:58.738 --> 00:19:01.208
national set of protocols,
00:19:01.208 --> 00:19:04.177
national source of materials.
00:19:04.177 --> 00:19:07.247
We're a United States
for a reason, right?
00:19:07.247 --> 00:19:09.883
But that's no longer true.
00:19:09.883 --> 00:19:12.018
- Oh, it's all awful.
00:19:12.686 --> 00:19:16.123
The thing that has changed
during all this is the tension.
00:19:16.123 --> 00:19:18.758
The ugly in the world.
00:19:19.192 --> 00:19:22.629
The media has just
taken a wrap, you know,
00:19:22.629 --> 00:19:23.964
and it's not fair.
00:19:23.964 --> 00:19:25.765
It's not fair.
00:19:25.765 --> 00:19:34.141
[somber music]
00:19:34.141 --> 00:19:35.942
Okay, we need a headline.
00:19:36.543 --> 00:19:39.146
- The yellow of the
sky was amazing,
00:19:39.146 --> 00:19:40.180
then you walk out,
00:19:40.180 --> 00:19:41.181
and then you see the rainbow.
00:19:41.181 --> 00:19:42.816
- Not yellow. Gold.
00:19:42.816 --> 00:19:44.117
- It was orange.
- Gold.
00:19:44.117 --> 00:19:46.853
- How about golden showers?
[group laughs]
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[Mary] Nooo! Okay, I dare you.
00:19:49.356 --> 00:19:51.491
I double dog dare you.
00:19:51.491 --> 00:19:53.059
Oh gosh.
00:19:53.059 --> 00:20:00.233
[somber music]
00:20:00.233 --> 00:20:01.234
Okie doke.
00:20:14.948 --> 00:20:16.350
[Laurie] I have too.
00:20:16.350 --> 00:20:19.252
We may only talk about
how hot it is outside--
00:20:19.252 --> 00:20:21.688
- That's exactly right.
- but it's something.
00:20:21.688 --> 00:20:35.502
[somber music]
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This is where it starts.
00:20:38.571 --> 00:20:39.439
- What?
00:20:39.439 --> 00:20:41.542
- Superintendent Pulliam
has reported
00:20:41.542 --> 00:20:43.410
that they've had their
first Covid positive
00:20:43.410 --> 00:20:45.845
on the football team.
00:20:45.845 --> 00:20:47.748
They're quarantining now
00:20:47.748 --> 00:20:52.151
to determine how much
exposure there's been.
00:20:52.820 --> 00:20:55.288
People need to know
that this is spreading.
00:20:55.288 --> 00:20:57.123
- Yeah.
- This is happening.
00:20:57.123 --> 00:20:59.259
We are about to start school
00:20:59.259 --> 00:21:03.930
and this is serious.
00:21:03.930 --> 00:21:08.935
[birds chirping]
00:21:08.935 --> 00:21:16.543
[wind whooshing]
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[Woman on phone] It's not
a time to relax.
00:21:19.847 --> 00:21:23.550
We have another month
of potential waves coming
00:21:23.550 --> 00:21:24.984
with the holiday--
- Yeah.
00:21:24.984 --> 00:21:26.819
- and the football games.
00:21:26.819 --> 00:21:28.621
[keyboard keys clicking]
00:21:29.189 --> 00:21:31.525
- We'd have two or three cases,
00:21:31.525 --> 00:21:34.261
and then those just
grew exponentially.
00:21:34.261 --> 00:21:37.664
And we've also had
some deaths in August.
00:21:37.664 --> 00:21:42.001
We have nine active, and
then suddenly from 12 to 26.
00:21:42.001 --> 00:21:44.771
From 26 to 54.
- Wow.
00:21:45.505 --> 00:21:47.173
- But then it just
kept climbing.
00:21:47.173 --> 00:21:48.942
- Yep.
- We're up to 65.
00:21:50.978 --> 00:21:53.847
It would help me a lot
if you would mark the ads
00:21:53.847 --> 00:21:56.015
that you know we're
not gonna have.
00:22:02.389 --> 00:22:03.958
[Laurie] Yeah.
00:22:03.958 --> 00:22:06.926
- Bob's even thinking about
shutting down his shop,
00:22:06.926 --> 00:22:10.130
it's gotten so bad there.
00:22:10.130 --> 00:22:11.430
That's out.
00:22:14.334 --> 00:22:15.669
[Laurie] Well, I know
it's really hard on you
00:22:15.669 --> 00:22:18.338
'cause you have to
hear this from people,
00:22:18.338 --> 00:22:20.340
and you have to go ask 'em.
00:22:20.340 --> 00:22:22.943
I had a feeling this was coming.
00:22:22.943 --> 00:22:26.980
We're just gonna try
and keep the doors open.
00:22:28.248 --> 00:22:30.884
We know lots of businesses
that are closing
00:22:30.884 --> 00:22:32.920
and people who are
getting laid off,
00:22:32.920 --> 00:22:37.190
and it's all hitting,
really, right now,
00:22:37.190 --> 00:22:40.026
and it's not looking good.
00:22:46.132 --> 00:22:47.601
It's just, you know,
00:22:47.601 --> 00:22:50.703
it's just hard knowing how
many people are gonna be...
00:22:54.508 --> 00:22:55.675
in trouble.
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[Paula Kay Hargrove] I prayed
about it this morning.
00:23:06.620 --> 00:23:10.624
I asked God to help
me tell the story
00:23:10.624 --> 00:23:12.525
that can help somebody else.
00:23:13.360 --> 00:23:16.563
Ty was diagnosed with
Covid October 1st.
00:23:16.563 --> 00:23:17.865
Sure enough, he's got pneumonia,
00:23:17.865 --> 00:23:19.800
and they're putting
him in the hospital.
00:23:19.800 --> 00:23:21.968
He's like, "Paula,
I can't do this.
00:23:21.968 --> 00:23:23.269
You've got to get here."
00:23:23.269 --> 00:23:24.471
He said, "I can't breathe.
00:23:24.471 --> 00:23:25.973
I'm scared."
00:23:25.973 --> 00:23:29.141
He said, "I thought I
was invincible to this."
00:23:29.743 --> 00:23:32.578
I've always been with him
every step of the way.
00:23:33.613 --> 00:23:34.915
Every step of the way.
00:23:34.915 --> 00:23:37.183
[crying] I've never had
to leave his side.
00:23:38.518 --> 00:23:39.419
- Are you okay?
00:23:39.419 --> 00:23:40.554
Do you need to...
00:23:40.554 --> 00:23:41.621
you need a break?
00:23:41.621 --> 00:23:43.323
You need to stop?
00:23:43.323 --> 00:23:45.724
[Paula] No.[sniffles]
00:23:46.092 --> 00:23:47.460
You'd better pay attention.
00:23:47.460 --> 00:23:50.029
If you're immune-suppressed,
if you're elderly,
00:23:50.029 --> 00:23:51.297
you better pay attention.
00:23:51.297 --> 00:23:53.032
This thing's real.
- Yeah.
00:23:53.032 --> 00:23:54.833
[Paula] And it's mean.
00:23:55.335 --> 00:23:58.137
- That was tougher than
I even expected.
00:24:07.280 --> 00:24:09.416
[keys clicking]
00:24:09.416 --> 00:24:10.617
- Well, I don't know.
00:24:10.617 --> 00:24:13.353
I think everybody
thinks they're above it.
00:24:13.353 --> 00:24:15.321
- There was not a
living soul in there
00:24:15.321 --> 00:24:19.292
that was wearing a
mask except for us.
00:24:19.292 --> 00:24:20.660
And it was weird.
00:24:20.660 --> 00:24:22.696
[Jenny] And they look at you
like you're an idiot--
00:24:22.696 --> 00:24:23.864
- Yes.
- for wearing that mask.
00:24:23.864 --> 00:24:26.999
- Like we're somehow subversive.
00:24:28.835 --> 00:24:33.707
The fact that journalism
is being denounced,
00:24:33.707 --> 00:24:36.910
there's no longer much
value placed on the truth,
00:24:36.910 --> 00:24:40.546
is just about the scariest
thing I've ever seen in my life.
00:24:41.180 --> 00:24:43.349
Um, I am terrified.
00:24:43.349 --> 00:24:44.785
They didn't want me to report
00:24:44.785 --> 00:24:46.553
that Biden had
won that election.
00:24:46.553 --> 00:24:47.554
[Mary] I know.
00:24:47.554 --> 00:24:49.123
- And they didn't want
me the next week.
00:24:49.123 --> 00:24:51.858
They didn't want me the
next week or the next week.
00:24:51.858 --> 00:24:54.694
And by God, the electoral
college has voted,
00:24:54.694 --> 00:24:56.897
and Joe Biden is gonna
be our president,
00:24:56.897 --> 00:25:00.467
and I'm going to make sure
it's in the goddamn newspaper.
00:25:00.467 --> 00:25:01.867
And that's it.
00:25:03.403 --> 00:25:04.471
I don't understand.
00:25:04.471 --> 00:25:08.074
These are people I care about,
00:25:08.074 --> 00:25:09.142
I respect,
00:25:09.142 --> 00:25:11.711
I've grown up with.
00:25:11.711 --> 00:25:14.014
People who have been kind to me.
00:25:14.014 --> 00:25:17.550
I just am having trouble
coming to terms with it.
00:25:17.550 --> 00:25:23.490
[somber music]
[wind blowing]
00:25:23.490 --> 00:25:29.930
[children cheering]
00:25:29.930 --> 00:25:33.800
I think maybe one thing that's
helping community right now,
00:25:33.800 --> 00:25:35.202
silly as it sounds,
00:25:35.202 --> 00:25:39.305
is the football team working
its way up the playoffs
00:25:39.305 --> 00:25:41.240
to the state championships.
00:25:41.240 --> 00:25:44.643
- Go Wildcats! Go Wildcats!
00:25:46.579 --> 00:25:48.214
[Commentator] False start.
00:25:48.214 --> 00:25:50.550
- A lot of false starts today.
00:25:50.550 --> 00:25:51.918
[Ref] False start.
00:25:51.918 --> 00:25:54.788
- I have to be here so
that once the game's over,
00:25:54.788 --> 00:25:56.857
someone can send me the
story and the pictures,
00:25:56.857 --> 00:25:58.692
and I can finish our paper.
00:25:58.692 --> 00:26:01.127
- Oh. Um...
00:26:01.127 --> 00:26:02.594
[laughs]
00:26:04.397 --> 00:26:06.800
- Here's people just like them,
00:26:06.800 --> 00:26:09.136
probably people they know,
a lot of 'em know.
00:26:09.136 --> 00:26:11.938
And they're saying, we didn't
take it seriously.
00:26:11.938 --> 00:26:14.741
And look, you know,
look at what it did.
00:26:14.741 --> 00:26:17.109
I think it's a good message.
00:26:17.109 --> 00:26:19.212
- Come on! No!
00:26:20.380 --> 00:26:21.381
Go, go, go.
00:26:21.381 --> 00:26:22.648
Oh, oh!
00:26:23.817 --> 00:26:25.618
[Commentator] They're gonna keep
pushing the pedal down.
00:26:25.618 --> 00:26:26.653
- We're about ready to score.
00:26:26.653 --> 00:26:28.421
You wanna come watch?
00:26:28.421 --> 00:26:31.090
[crowd cheering]
00:26:31.090 --> 00:26:32.225
Go baby go!
00:26:32.225 --> 00:26:34.927
Woo hoo! [cheering]
00:26:36.896 --> 00:26:38.030
Woo hoo!
00:26:38.431 --> 00:26:40.199
[Announcer] Touchdown.
00:26:40.199 --> 00:26:43.169
[group chattering]
00:26:44.905 --> 00:26:46.573
[Laurie] Oh, there he is.
00:26:46.573 --> 00:26:48.641
This guy trying to stop him.
00:26:48.641 --> 00:26:51.077
That's a really great photo.
00:26:52.311 --> 00:26:53.212
[Mary] Love it.
00:26:54.614 --> 00:26:56.417
[keys clicking]
00:26:56.417 --> 00:26:58.184
[Laurie] There are people
just like me doing this
00:26:58.184 --> 00:26:59.853
all over the country.
00:26:59.853 --> 00:27:02.923
Most of 'em for not much money,
00:27:02.923 --> 00:27:07.427
and most of 'em investing
lots of time in it
00:27:07.427 --> 00:27:10.829
and lots of their heart in it.
00:27:13.867 --> 00:27:17.136
It's getting more difficult
to sustain those businesses.
00:27:17.403 --> 00:27:19.905
And I am not unique.
00:27:25.678 --> 00:27:29.082
Today, the free and
independent press,
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long the trusted watchdog of
local and state government,
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is slowly vanishing from
the American landscape.
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The freefall of newspaper
readership was precipitated
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by the emergence of online
news and social media
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and the subsequent crash
in advertising revenue.
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A new generation demanded
free news and 24-hour updates.
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While the sheer
volume of news grew,
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the vital connection
between reader and reporter,
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the trusted relationship
between news
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and the community it served,
eroded.
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Newspapers began to disappear
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in increasingly
alarming numbers.
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Not yet quite so obvious
has been the slow
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but relentless
disruption of community
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and of the delicate but
critical balance of power
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that a well-informed and
engaged public can exert
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over its increasingly
unaccountable
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and unresponsive government.
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[somber music]
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Hmm.
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It is depressing.
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[wind whooshing]
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- I am gonna try to leave,
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hopefully after I get the
paper done tomorrow
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to go to Kansas
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to look for a place to live.
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[Laurie] With the oil and
gas business around here
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in limbo, her husband
had to look elsewhere,
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and so he found a job in Kansas.
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- Well, I told Laurie I would
work 'til the end of May.
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This is my family.
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You know, I know all the
customers, and they know me.
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And I was young and skinny
when I came to work here.
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I'm old and fat now. [laughing]
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I don't know,
it's gonna be hard.
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It's gonna be hard.
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So this has been my purpose
for a long time, so.
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[Laurie] Three
people have left.
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First, our very good sports
writer and graphic designer.
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Then my friend and long-time
coworker, Cathy.
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She had medical things
she needed to get done.
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She needed to spend
time with her mom.
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She needed to retire.
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And now Mary, who is the
life of the Canadian Record.
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Both of them have just been
a key part of the newspaper,
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and a key part of who I am
and what I'm able to do.
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And I really can't imagine
doing it without them.
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I've been doing the writing,
photography, editing,
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one person where there
used to be three people.
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It's gonna take a
physical toll on me.
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It feels like it already is.
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So I just think I've
gotta make a life change.
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[Video VO] The reason
we're here today
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is one word,
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sustainability.
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How do we sustain our
values and our traditions?
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Hell, how do we
sustain our ranches?
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Welcome to the 2022 Hemphill
County Beef Cattle Conference.
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- I've been trying to find
someone to take it over.
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I've been working on
it for a while now,
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and nobody wants to
come to the Panhandle.
00:31:22.516 --> 00:31:26.485
Anyway, I'm sort of
struggling right now.
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So.
- I can't even imagine.
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- Well, it's tough.
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I really thought I had
something worked out, and...
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[crowd chattering]
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[somber music]
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[camera clicking]
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[running footsteps]
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I don't want to just do it
'til I can't do it anymore,
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do it 'til I die,
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because I want to make sure
that it has a life beyond me,
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beyond my family.
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It would be devastating
to close this business.
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I would feel that I had failed.
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[somber music]
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[crickets chirping]
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[papers rustling]
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[door thuds]
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[car passing]
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I got home very late
and very tired.
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I was ready to just
toss it all in.
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And this was in my inbox.
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I've tossed around the idea
of emailing you for a while.
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The first time was when
you wrote about the gap
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between what most
Christian voters stand for
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and President Trump.
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I want you to know
that you speak for me
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and most of my friends.
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These past two years have been
completely flabbergasting.
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The basic ideals and principles
our parents instilled in us
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are completely absent.
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I don't know what I am anymore.
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Fed up, disgusted, sad.
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All of this was
to say thank you.
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There's a group of women here
who appreciate your work.
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We need your work.
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Please don't stop.
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Let me think about that one.
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All right.
[camera clicks]
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That's excellent. Thank you.
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I appreciate the
stubborn tenacity
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in which you and your staff
continue to print truth.
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[uplifting music]
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- She used her profession
to help the cause,
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getting this built.
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[Laurie] The Canadian Record
is the linchpin
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in which our community is based.
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Keep pushing us to be better.
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It's pretty amazing.
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[Director] And what'd you think
after you read that?
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- I didn't quit.
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I didn't quit.
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I couldn't quit.
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You can't quit.
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[uplifting music]