Love, Jamie
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Jamie Diaz is a 65 year-old Mexican-American trans woman and self-taught artist who is currently incarcerated in a Texas prison for men. In 2013 Gabriel Joffe was volunteering for an organization advocating for LGBTQ+ people who are incarcerated, when they happened upon a letter written by Jamie. Gabriel was enraptured by the elaborate, colorful illustrations that adorned the letter, and felt compelled to write back. Hundreds of letters and phone calls later, a deep and profound friendship formed between Jamie and Gabriel. Though physically separated by walls and miles, the pair have sustained each other through pivotal life moments including gender transition. During the years of her incarceration, Jamie became an ever more prolific artist, spending her days in her cell creating works of art with the limited supplies available to her. With brushes fashioned out of human hair, she is on a mission to produce the largest collection of queer-themed art in the world. She began sending her growing body of paintings and comics to Gabriel, who archived and cataloged them on a website where they caught the eye of Daniel Cooney, owner of a New York gallery well known for bringing largely unknown artists into the public eye. In October of 2022, his Chelsea gallery was overflowing with art lovers who marveled at Jamie’s paintings and their declarations of dignity, pride, and liberation. Although Jamie couldn’t be there in person, she addressed the crowd through a recorded message and attendees were able to send messages to her. LOVE, JAMIE touches on themes of pride, profound friendship, and the transcendent power of art.
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Citation
Main credits
Murthy, Karla (film director)
Fredericks, Andrew (film producer)
Diaz, Jamie (on-screen participant)
Other credits
Cinematography, Andrew Fredericks; editing, Karla Murthy; music, Andrew Yee.
Distributor subjects
Transgender Friendships & Chosen Families; Self Taught Artist; LGBTQ Incarcerated People; Liberation; LGBTQ+ Pride; Painting; ComicsKeywords
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[Gabriel]
I was a volunteer for this organization.
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And we would get mail from LGBT people
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that are incarcerated across the US.
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So it’s hundreds and hundreds of letters.
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Because of the sheer amount of mail,
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we can't respond to every single letter.
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But around January 2013
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I open up a letter
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and I've never seen anything like this.
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The art just really captured me.
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So when I responded,
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I included my personal home address
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in case she wanted to write back.
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And she wrote back!
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[Gabriel reading letter]
Dear Gabrielle,
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[Gabriel reading letter]
I hope all is well in your world.
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Thank you for your kind words
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about my art.
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I'm really a surrealist, abstract
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figure painting kind of artist,
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but I love illustrating my letters with
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my cartoons, comics, and of course
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about 90% of my art is queer related.
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I'm 55 years old.
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I became serious about art at age 15
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when I took art in the ninth grade.
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But for the most part,
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I’m predominantly self-taught.
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Please feel free to write,
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and if you have any questions at all
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I'll answer them.
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Thank you again for your
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kind words and thoughtfulness.
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James
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[Gabriel]
I don't think initially I knew
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[Gabriel]
what our friendship would become.
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You know, I don't think any of us do
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when we meet someone.
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You know, 2013
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yeah like a decade is a long time,
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and like so much has changed
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for both of us.
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It's also such a short amount of time
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when you think of like
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she has a life sentence.
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[Gabriel reading letter]
Dear Gabrielle,
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[Gabriel reading letter]
Hey, I'm just sending you these few lines
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[Gabriel reading letter]
to see if you're all right.
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Please use enclosed, stamped envelope
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to send me a note.
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Hi, it's great to hear from you again.
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Thank you for sharing
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pieces of your life with me.
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This is my 18th year of incarceration.
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I'm in prison for robbery
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and a drug habit,
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but mostly for being stupid
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and making bad decisions.
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If you don't mind,
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I'd like to get this free color catalog
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for trans and cross-dressers,
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but the advertisement only shows
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a website and phone number.
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Could you have me
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put on their mailing list?
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[Gabriel]
From the commissary,
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[Gabriel]
she's able to get those little trays
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[Gabriel]
of watercolors that you kind of use
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[Gabriel]
as a kid with those little plastic brushes
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[Gabriel]
with the plastic bristles.
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But then
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she's able to get real watercolors
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and make her own brushes
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with real hair from people
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she met inside.
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[Gabriel reading letter]
I'm working on a small collection
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[Gabriel reading letter]
of what I call my real art for you.
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[Gabriel reading letter]
I hope you will like them.
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[Gabriel reading letter]
Your friend James.
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[Gabriel]
Some of the white on her paintings
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[Gabriel]
is actually some extra paint
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[Gabriel]
lying around left over from what
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[Gabriel]
they paint the prison walls with.
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[Phone Recording]
Press 1 to refuse this call Press 2...
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[Gabriel]
For many years it was just letter writing.
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[Gabriel]
I was really anxious
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[Gabriel]
about our first few phone calls.
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[Gabriel]
I was like, I don't know what I'll say.
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[Phone Recording]
You may start the conversation now.
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[Jamie]
Hello Gabriel?
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[Gabriel]
Hey, Jamie.
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[Jamie]
They just opened the door
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[Jamie]
and let us out.
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[Gabriel]
Okay.
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[Jamie]
I ran straight out here
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[Jamie]
first one on the phone...
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[Gabriel]
You know, Jamie loves to like
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[Gabriel]
tell stories and talk,
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[Gabriel]
so it's great
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[Gabriel]
because usually I can just listen.
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[Jamie]
Are you home?
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[Gabriel]
Yeah, I'm home.
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[Gabriel]
Before you called for about an hour,
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[Gabriel]
I was, like, looking through all your art.
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[Gabriel]
It's amazing to see how it’s changed, and...
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[Jamie]
Yeah, I guess it keeps evolving, huh?
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[Gabriel]
Yeah.
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[Jamie]
If I come out,
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[Jamie]
I will no longer paint any artwork
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[Jamie]
related to prison life. [laughs]
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[Gabriel]
Mmm.
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[Jamie]
But I hate being cooped up
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[Jamie]
in that cell so much.
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[Jamie]
Like sometimes I'll walk to the cafeteria
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[Jamie]
And I’ll go real, real slow
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[Jamie]
and I'll take my time coming back
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[Jamie]
and I'll even stall in the hallway somewhere.
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[Jamie]
You know, we've been going through
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[Jamie]
this COVID19 for over a year now.
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[Gabriel]
Wild.
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[Gabriel]
They're just starting to talk
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[Gabriel]
about people going back into the office.
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[Jamie]
I’ve been listening to NPR
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[Jamie]
and there's [laughs]
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[Jamie]
there’s a lot of people that
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[Jamie]
don't want to go back to work [laughs]
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[Jamie]
Hey, guess what's been
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[Jamie]
coming to my window
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[Jamie]
three days in a row?
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[Gabriel]
What?
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[Jamie]
A bird.
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[Jamie]
It's a redheaded cardinal.
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[Jamie]
It came to my window and it was whistling.
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[Jamie]
There's a lot of small sparrows around
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[Jamie]
but there's not many cardinals.
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[Jamie]
And I heard it whistling
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[Jamie]
and I started whistling back
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[Jamie]
and I said hey a little birdie!
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[Jamie]
It was pretty neat.
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[Gabriel]
Yeah.
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[Jamie]
Anyway,
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[Jamie]
we can talk next Sunday, huh?
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[Gabriel]
Yeah.
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[Jamie]
Then the following Wednesday
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[Jamie]
will be your birthday.
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[Gabriel]
Yeah, call me on my birthday [laughs]
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[Jamie]
You know that a lot of times
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[Jamie]
during our conversations
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[Jamie]
when we’re talking?
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[Gabriel]
Yeah, what?
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[Jamie]
I can see you smiling.
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[Jamie]
I can feel it.
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[Jamie]
I can hear it in your voice.
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[Gabriel]
Yeah.
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[Jamie]
And be safe, okay?
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[Gabriel]
You too.
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[Gabriel] Love you.
[Jamie] Bye.
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[Gabriel]
Bye.
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[Gabriel]
This one is the first portrait
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[Gabriel]
she ever did of me from a picture
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[Gabriel]
ten years ago.
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Hope you like your portrait.
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Love, Jamie
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Um so there’s watercolor
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But there is, um.
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She found little sparrow feathers
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in the yard.
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And there's little feathers.
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I had this one on my wall
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too for a while.
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The little, little peeking out,
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and the fingers are so detailed.
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Pretty early on, a goal emerged.
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It was her idea.
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She wanted to build the
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largest collection of queer art in the world.
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You know, it sounds fantastical
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which like, I love.
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That's her art too.
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You know, it's surreal.
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It's fantastical
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So we, we're doing it.
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She's creates work
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and mails it to me. And,
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You know, now I have things like
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archived and cataloged and on a website
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These pieces are where she really
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talks about, you know,
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experiences on the inside.
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I love with the radio saying this is NPR.
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You know, so always listening to NPR.
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This is about
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time she got a disciplinary action
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for her hair.
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“A prison guard filed a disciplinary report”
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“against me for what”
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“they're calling an extreme hairstyle.”
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“And I want people to know”
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“what's going on here with girls like us.”
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Oh and this was just a little drawing she sent
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as a letter, but um
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you know, she's kind of gotten to know
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a few of my friends over the years.
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And she wrote a little notes.
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And this was um,
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she's in solitary confinement.
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I knew she was in solitary,
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so I had people write little notes.
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She was experiencing like
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harassment and violence, and
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really the only option is you request
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safekeeping for someone and
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for trans people, sometimes
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that means solitary confinement.
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[Jamie]
Sometimes I'm having trouble breathing.
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[Jamie]
If I'm laying there the dark,
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[Jamie]
it seems like it's closing in on me.
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[Jamie]
But if I turn on the light,
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[Jamie]
then I kind of calms me down
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[Jamie]
and I can relax a little bit
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[Jamie]
breathe better.
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[Phone Recording]
You may start the conversation now.
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[Gabriel]
Sometimes it is difficult to explain
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[Gabriel]
to people what Jamie means to me.
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You know, I met her in my early twenties,
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Um, and those were some
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difficult years for me.
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My gender presentation at the time
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on a daily basis, I'd get
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some sort of harassment,
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you know, comments,
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or I’d get harassed in bathrooms
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and sometimes
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I wouldn't want to leave my apartment.
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But over the years, like
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she's been one of the few constants
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in my life.
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Us both being queer and trans
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and communicating through letters
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for so long
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I think we were able
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to build up an intimacy that
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I don't have with some people
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that I know in person.
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And she's like almost twice my age.
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Like it felt like this adult figure
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in my life that I
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could talk to and get advice from.
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Or we could just talk about art.
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[Gabriel reading letter]
My dearest Gabriel.
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[Gabriel reading letter]
Hi, beautiful.
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[Gabriel reading letter]
How are you doing?
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At the moment,
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I have half a dozen art projects going,
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and I can't wait to get them done
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so I can get them in the mail to you.
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Things are going fine with the HRT,
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so you're right.
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Despite my advanced age,
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the hormones are working
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and I'm gaining amazing results.
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I'm even starting to tell people
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that I'm all woman
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and I even believe it.
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I never knew how much transitioning
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would mean to me
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but it is truly me and I love it.
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How are things going
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with you and your T?
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You look amazing and happy
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and that makes me happy.
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It is getting late
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and your old auntie
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needs her beauty sleep.
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So I'll close here for now.
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Please take care and be safe
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and I'll do the same.
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I love you with all my heart.
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Always and forever,
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Your Aunt Jamie
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[Daniel reading letter]
Dear Jamie,
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[Daniel reading letter]
I just came across your website recently.
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I own a gallery in Manhattan and I'm eager
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to hear about you and your work.
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What I see on your website is beautiful
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and heartfelt and strong.
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I really hope to hear from you soon.
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Sincerely, Daniel Cooney
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[Jamie]
So you like Dan?
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[Jamie]
He seems like a nice person.
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[Gabriel]
Yeah, he seems nice.
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[Gabriel]
He's coming up to Boston
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[Gabriel]
to see your work in person.
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[Gabriel]
How do you feel about it? I want to know.
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[Jamie]
I feel happy.
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[Jamie]
I am excited.
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[Daniel reading letter]
Dear Mr. Cooney,
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[Daniel reading letter]
It is a joy to hear from you again.
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I have been queer and trans
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all of my life, though
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there were periods in my life
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when I struggled with my own acceptance
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of being trans.
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I finally came to love who and what I am.
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About my conviction and sentence.
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Texas laws are very harsh for robbery.
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I was addicted to opiates and started
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committing robberies to support my drug habit.
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Like yourself, I was in a very dark place.
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I was out of control and disgusted
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with my behavior, but I couldn't stop.
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It's a wonderful joy to
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learn of your sobriety.
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Welcome to the light
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and thank you for sharing.
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I have no doubt that you will create
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a beautiful and meaningful exhibition.
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Love, Jamie
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[Jamie]
You're going to be at the show.
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[Gabriel]
Of course I will be.
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[Jamie]
Are you really?
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[Gabriel]
Yeah, I'm going to go to the opening.
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[Gabriel]
I'll take a bunch of pictures for you.
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[Gabriel]
I'll take a bunch of pictures for you.
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[Jamie]
God I can't wait.
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[Jamie]
You know what I want people to feel
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[Jamie]
when they see my art?
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[Gabriel]
What?
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[Jamie]
I guess mostly to feel
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[Jamie]
love and understanding.
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[Gabriel]
Yeah.
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[Jamie]
You know, I like people to...
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[Gabriel]
Are you there?
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[Jamie]
Yeah.
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[Jamie]
I don’t know why I get like this [tearfully]
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[Jamie]
You know I want people to feel?
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[Jamie]
I want them to know that we're good people.
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My sister!
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[Daniel]
This is Jamie Diaz.
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She's a transgender woman who
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is in prison in Texas.
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[Visitor]
The shadows here, I don’t know
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[Visitor]
I just really, it’s so striking.
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[Phone Recording]
Press 1 to refuse this call
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[Phone recording]
You may start the conversation now.
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[Gabriel]
Good, we're all here in the gallery
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[Gabriel]
Yeah, everything's hanging up.
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[Friend]
It's two full rooms.
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[Friend]
All the art that you made
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[Friend]
it's all framed and it’s lit.
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[Friend]
It’s professionally lit.
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[Dan]
We absolutely will. I’ll make sure
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[Dan]
I'm taking pictures all night.
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[Visitor]
I love the extras.
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[Visitor]
They’re wonderful.
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[Visitor]
I don’t know why that makes me laugh.
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[Gabriel]
Thanks, Jamie.
