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(soft music)

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(soft music)

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(wind blowing)

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(phone ringing)

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(engines roaring)

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(responding loudly)

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- Did Khadija just call you,

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Did little sis just call you?

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- [Person On Phone] No, she
ain\'t called me bro, what\'s up?

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- She gotta call you
because somebody called,

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somebody just died, just
now at the emergency room

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and they want him in
the box like right now,

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whoever it is.

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They want him in the box, like right now.

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- [Person On Phone] They want
him in the box, right now?

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- Yeah, she just dialed the emergency.

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- [Person On Phone] Where is she at?

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- She had to go. She\'s gonna
go to the funeral home.

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She said drop it off-bring
it to the funeral home.

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- [Person On Phone] So if you come to me.

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Come to me right fast and
help me put this shipper on

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and put it on the truck

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- Okay.

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It\'s goes man. It goes, it goes, it goes.

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(birds chirping)

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(engines roaring)

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(car honking)

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(chatting loudly)

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(soft music)

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(clattering loudly)

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(unzipping loudly)

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(chatting gently)

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(splashing gently)

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(singing in foreign language)

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(children chattering)

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(chatting loudly)

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(singing in foreign language)

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(beeping loudly)

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(chatting loudly)

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(hooting loudly)

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(engine roaring)

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(upbeat music)

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♪ And leave it to my crew ♪

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♪ It\'s gone be playa\' proof ♪

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♪ After three rounds, we
gone blow off this roof ♪

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♪ You know a party ain\'t a party ♪

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♪ \'Til it\'s ran all through ♪

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♪ Yo, a party ain\'t a party ♪

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♪ \'Till it\'s ran all through ♪

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♪ And leave it to my crew ♪

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♪ It\'s gone be playa\' proof ♪

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♪ After three rounds, we
gone blow off this roof ♪

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♪ A party ain\'t a party ♪

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♪ \'Til it\'s ran all through ♪

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(buzzing loudly)

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- This is amazing to me,

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this is something. It\'s
like a love right here-

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what I\'m supposed to be doing

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and it always keeps the focus on the work

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you know what I mean?

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(buzzing loudly)

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(upbeat music)

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Catch me a little bit walking around here

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I got a lot of energy

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People may not understand,

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but I put dedication,

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(fist knocking)

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and pride to what I do, I really do.

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And I take life seriously

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\'cause this isn\'t a damn game by no means.

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♪ Girlfriend, yes I had your girlfriend ♪

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♪ If that was your girlfriend ♪

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♪ If that was your girlfriend,
she wasn\'t last night ♪

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♪ Girlfriend, girlfriend,
yes i had your girlfriend ♪

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♪ If that was your girlfriend ♪

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♪ If that was your girlfriend ♪

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♪ She wasn\'t last night ♪

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(exclaiming loudly)

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- Where did those come from-those two?

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No, no, I\'m gonna be giving you,

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no, you just take \'em in now

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but I\'m gone give you the one
that I was talking about now.

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- Okay.

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- [Hanif] I used to go with
Rashad to deliver caskets.

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So one day Rashad said to me,
\"Now, I could be paying you,

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and you can do this here, it ain\'t hard\"

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and ever since then, I\'ve
been building these caskets

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- No, no, I wouldn\'t worry about that.

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- No worry about that?

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- Yeah, I need to know where I
need to cut the other ones at

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Well actually, one-only
worry about one. Just do one,

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you\'ll do that one tomorrow.

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- Okay, Alhamdulillah. Yeah baby.

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(high pitched squeaking)

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(clicking)

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(smudging loudly)

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(flicking loudly)

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- I\'m 12, more
responsibilities in life now.

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I\'m gonna turn older and older.

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Come on, ya\'ll gonna sing Happy Birthday?

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♪ Happy birthday, dear Furquan ♪

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♪ Happy birthday to you ♪

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(blowing loudly)

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All right, now (exclaims).

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There\'s too much cake though,
this cake\'s not going nowhere.

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What you got, double layers?

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This is my bathroom. Got a pull in shower,

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pull out shower.

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This is my room.

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Me and my brother share a room.

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My mom and her boyfriend share a room.

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And this is my mom\'s.

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Trouble go sit down.

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(soft music)

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I just want a good birthday, that\'s all.

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Oh man I\'m about to get you!

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(splashing gently)

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It\'s so hot out here, they\'re sweating.

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Want some more Hanif?

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(laughing loudly)

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(engines roaring)

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- Be good little bro, you heard me?

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(car honking)

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- Grab this, pour the bottle

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as you\'re walking around the back.

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(chatting loudly)

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- He all right.

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- He think he\'s my only uncle but he not.

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There\'s two more,

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he\'s the baby.

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- I hear \'ya. I can fight him.

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- He\'s the baby boy.

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(laughing loudly)

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I used to work nights and
he used to babysit my kids.

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I get in the house, every light is on,

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I\'m calling and calling and
my kids answer the phone,

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I\'m like, \"Where\'s Uncle Hanif?\"

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They\'re like, \"Oh, he
right here on the couch.\"

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I\'m like, \"What do you mean?\"

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\"Asleep,\" I\'m like,

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\"Uncle Hanif, the kids up,

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they supposed to be in bed for school.\"

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Do not ever let him babysit for you.

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(laughs)

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No babysitting and that is on record.

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- I had to come here, and
then she fussed at me.

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- I\'m the niece, I\'m not the
mama, I\'m the niece, okay?

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You listen to me.

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(laughs)

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When he was younger, he was
still on the wrong path,

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you know what I mean?

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Through uncle Hanif\'s
experiences, his bad stuff,

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his rough time,

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I let him be an example to my kids

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because you could come out
of that if you choose to,

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but with Uncle Hanif,

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even though I fuss at him like he\'s my son

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and God or Allah whatever his caller is,

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his higher above, has
helped him really recognize

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what he has, what he lost

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and what he can do by all means.

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(soft music)

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- I will.
- [Crowd] I will.

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- I must.
- [Crowd] I must.

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- Stop the violence.
- [Crowd] Stop the violence.

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- Beloved brothers and sisters,

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you know, it\'s gotta be bad
when a mortician come out

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and tell you to stop killing.

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We tired of patching up, bullet wounds.

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We tired of putting your
skull back together.

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- I\'m on my way.

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I did four also, I\'ll
be there in a minute.

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- We have an obligation as Muslims

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to change things with our hands.

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We have a condition here now

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of our people waiting to exhale.

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To exhale from what?

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From burying our children
because of the streets.

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- I played the streets man.

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Getting high and playing with the gun,

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just trying to survive.

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So as years went by, I
started going to prison,

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I caught myself up.

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I\'m not gone never blame
nobody for the shit that I did.

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That\'s when I realized it
was really time for a change.

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(children chattering)

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(chatting loudly)

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- I met Hanif.

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He taught me how to build,

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the caskets that they bury Muslims in,

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he taught me a lot of stuff.

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- I\'m like, I want to experience it.

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- This is not as easy as it looks,

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He wants me to wash the bodies with him.

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I\'m a little scared of like dead people,

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so I\'m not really, I don\'t
really like that stuff.

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I\'m still like a big old kid.

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(chatting loudly)

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- When I first met Hanif,
it was like an older,

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older brother that I don\'t have

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\'cause I\'m the only child.

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- And you know, you can call me anytime,

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like I\'m going to come and flippin running

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but I just don\'t want you caught up

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in the other extra shit, man.

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You know, I just don\'t
want you caught up in that.

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- He took me to plenty
Masjids, meet new people,

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I think it was the second day in Ramadan,

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so if it wasn\'t for him,

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I probably wouldn\'t know
as many Muslim brothers

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that I know now.

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He started off from where I started from

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and it feels good \'cause
no matter what I go through

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I know that if I call
Hanif, I know he gone come,

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I know he always there for me.

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(birds chirping)

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(chatting loudly)

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- I got a little trainee here.

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- Alhamdulillah. As salaam u alaikaum

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Walaikum as salaam

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How\'re you doing?
- Good.

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- You put your thumbs in here
like this and the other one,

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and then you put your gloves,

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so that the water and everything doesn\'t,

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but you should take your sweater

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because you don\'t want stuff to, you know.

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(discussing loudly)

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(dramatic music)

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(trickling loudly)

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- When you\'re washing, all
you\'re doing is raising here

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so just thoroughly, you to
always use your left hand

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in those areas.

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So one brother hold it out, like this here

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and then another one wash, correct.

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- The second time I did the washing,

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it was a friend of mine.

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It was an honor and
opportunity. Being able to help

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the ones that got called home

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and knowing my time was coming.

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And Rashad pretty much
put me under his wings.

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(mumbling loudly)

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- [Rashad] What\'s important
is you give them their right

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which is wash them properly

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and while you\'re taking pride
into doing what you\'re doing

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because they\'re no longer
able to do it for themselves,

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you\'re receiving the benefit

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and the mercy from your creator.

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The benefit and the
blessing that comes from it,

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who doesn\'t need 40 major sins removed?

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Who doesn\'t need all your sins removed?

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- What you learned today
is you learned what happens

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to a Muslim after they die and
in case I was to get killed

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or I was to die of natural causes,

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what you\'re supposed to do
to me, wash my right side,

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wash my left side and clean
me up, shroud me, right?

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Right?

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- Yes.

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(mumbles)

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- You gone take me on this God darn bike.

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- You said, I ain\'t gone see what?

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(mumbling gently)

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Don\'t go that way now.

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Bruh bruh, I\'m trying to turn around

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- But still, don\'t go that way.

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(screams)

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- See, he told me to
turn, he told me to turn.

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(engine roaring)

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Ooh baby, baby, I got this thing here!

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- Right here.

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- I got this thing here!

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(screaming loudly)

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- Hanif, do not go that
way, don\'t go that way.

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Come on man, today\'s my day off bro.

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- Okay, let\'s see what
you\'re working with.

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- Bro, today is my day off, bro.

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(screaming loudly)

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Stop!

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(laughs)

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come on, today is my day off,

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I\'m gonna walk by myself.

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- You is?

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- Yeah, my mom.

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- You ain\'t by yourself then.

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- My mom and my stepfa...

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- What else?

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- My mom, my stepfather and
my brother went to a party.

00:17:40.760 --> 00:17:41.593
- Oh yeah?

00:17:41.593 --> 00:17:42.426
- Yeah and I didn\'t wanna go.

00:17:42.427 --> 00:17:43.474
- You didn\'t wanna go (mumbles).

00:17:43.475 --> 00:17:45.756
- It\'s a kiddie party, I aint
about go to no kiddie party.

00:17:46.154 --> 00:17:47.218
- You\'re a kid

00:17:47.219 --> 00:17:49.052
- I ain\'t no kid. I\'m a grown man.

00:17:51.990 --> 00:17:54.057
- So you wouldn\'t help
me if I needed your help?

00:17:54.058 --> 00:17:54.891
- Yeah.

00:17:54.892 --> 00:17:55.909
- I need your help.

00:17:55.910 --> 00:17:56.763
- No you don\'t.

00:17:56.764 --> 00:17:58.048
- Yeah.

00:17:58.049 --> 00:17:59.173
- You\'re gonna need brakes.

00:18:03.519 --> 00:18:05.668
- Be careful, I got it, be careful.

00:18:05.669 --> 00:18:06.779
You got to make sure
it was lined up right,

00:18:06.780 --> 00:18:09.450
don\'t cut this, this is
not a gun that you use,

00:18:09.451 --> 00:18:11.559
that you hurt people with, okay,

00:18:11.560 --> 00:18:14.022
so it just be careful on how you\'re doing.

00:18:14.023 --> 00:18:15.973
Hold that, hold-don\'t shoot it,

00:18:17.785 --> 00:18:20.464
you wanna make sure it\'s even
just like this, now shoot.

00:18:20.465 --> 00:18:21.298
(drill blasting)

00:18:21.299 --> 00:18:22.889
Push it out, take it out,
take it off the board

00:18:22.890 --> 00:18:25.640
now put it back down and
shoot it, make sure it\'s even.

00:18:26.840 --> 00:18:27.917
You can hold this board-

00:18:27.918 --> 00:18:29.113
(drill blasting)

00:18:29.114 --> 00:18:31.519
Now, look over there and
see if anything came out.

00:18:31.520 --> 00:18:32.353
- Nope.

00:18:32.353 --> 00:18:33.186
- All right.

00:18:33.187 --> 00:18:35.369
- Like this though, all right?

00:18:35.370 --> 00:18:36.203
- Yeah, you gotta take that off.

00:18:36.204 --> 00:18:37.264
- I know.

00:18:37.265 --> 00:18:38.098
(drill buzzing)

00:18:38.099 --> 00:18:40.129
- Did you tell your
friends on what you do?

00:18:40.130 --> 00:18:41.115
- No.

00:18:41.115 --> 00:18:41.948
- On what you help doing?

00:18:41.949 --> 00:18:45.780
You think that would be a good
experience for them to learn?

00:18:45.781 --> 00:18:47.979
(drill buzzing)

00:18:47.980 --> 00:18:49.253
- Yeah, maybe.

00:18:50.240 --> 00:18:52.662
- What kind of friends
are you hanging around?

00:18:52.663 --> 00:18:56.281
- I really hang around,
basically with my cousins.

00:18:56.282 --> 00:18:58.532
- Girls. You be around girls?

00:19:00.840 --> 00:19:02.739
That\'s not a good answer,
so when I saw you,

00:19:02.740 --> 00:19:04.442
who was you with?

00:19:04.443 --> 00:19:05.276
- Where?

00:19:05.277 --> 00:19:07.092
- At the park.

00:19:07.093 --> 00:19:08.093
- Oh a girl.

00:19:10.827 --> 00:19:13.414
- So you\'ve been around girls!

00:19:13.415 --> 00:19:14.248
- Sometimes.

00:19:14.249 --> 00:19:15.924
- Sometimes?

00:19:15.925 --> 00:19:17.498
(chuckling)

00:19:17.499 --> 00:19:18.561
(drill buzzing)

00:19:18.562 --> 00:19:19.692
You wanna try this?

00:19:19.693 --> 00:19:20.944
- Yeah.

00:19:20.945 --> 00:19:21.778
Right there?

00:19:21.778 --> 00:19:22.611
- Right there.

00:19:22.612 --> 00:19:25.097
Push your weight. Use
your back arm and push.

00:19:25.098 --> 00:19:26.419
(drill buzzing)

00:19:26.420 --> 00:19:27.820
Don\'t let it lean up off you.

00:19:30.450 --> 00:19:31.803
Push, push, push.

00:19:31.804 --> 00:19:33.119
(drill buzzing)

00:19:33.120 --> 00:19:33.953
Good job.

00:19:33.954 --> 00:19:36.103
(buzzing)

00:19:45.606 --> 00:19:48.023
(soft music)

00:19:51.230 --> 00:19:52.707
- Let me see how you that.

00:19:53.813 --> 00:19:55.747
- Hold this for me Furquan.

00:19:55.748 --> 00:19:59.791
Get me that up of the box for me.

00:19:59.792 --> 00:20:00.809
- What, this?

00:20:00.810 --> 00:20:03.539
- Furquan actually is a very strong kid

00:20:03.540 --> 00:20:05.079
but when you live in that neighborhood

00:20:05.080 --> 00:20:06.809
and you grow up in that neighborhood,

00:20:06.810 --> 00:20:10.069
he\'s like a speck in a
mountain full of snow,

00:20:10.070 --> 00:20:13.259
you know what I\'m saying, he
sticks out like a sore thumb

00:20:13.260 --> 00:20:15.379
and him not having a father image,

00:20:15.380 --> 00:20:17.139
somebody to take them to play ball

00:20:17.140 --> 00:20:20.093
or to go fishing, he\'s never had anybody.

00:20:21.520 --> 00:20:23.581
- You gotta get me a slice of pizza.

00:20:23.582 --> 00:20:24.607
- You got money?

00:20:24.608 --> 00:20:25.674
- You got the money.

00:20:25.675 --> 00:20:26.871
- I don\'t have no money.

00:20:26.872 --> 00:20:29.705
(chatting loudly)

00:20:34.072 --> 00:20:35.155
- I like him.

00:20:36.608 --> 00:20:40.069
Now he could be a good kid,
he just needs guidance, man.

00:20:40.070 --> 00:20:43.103
He don\'t need the quality
time on the street.

00:20:45.524 --> 00:20:47.661
He don\'t need that.

00:20:47.662 --> 00:20:50.745
(weights clattering)

00:20:54.170 --> 00:20:56.269
If I die, what would you do?

00:20:56.270 --> 00:20:58.269
What would you do if I die?

00:20:58.270 --> 00:20:59.520
- I\'d bury you.

00:21:01.456 --> 00:21:03.123
- I appreciate that.

00:21:04.275 --> 00:21:06.699
- And then I\'d take your business over

00:21:06.700 --> 00:21:08.527
and I\'ll be building caskets.

00:21:08.528 --> 00:21:09.983
(laughing loudly)

00:21:09.984 --> 00:21:11.463
And take over all of this.

00:21:15.600 --> 00:21:18.677
(engine roaring)

00:21:18.678 --> 00:21:22.079
(exclaiming loudly)

00:21:22.080 --> 00:21:23.063
- I ain\'t know he look like me

00:21:23.064 --> 00:21:25.416
everybody tell me he looks like me

00:21:25.417 --> 00:21:26.497
You think he looks like me?

00:21:27.853 --> 00:21:29.222
- Go ahead and take a minute.

00:21:29.223 --> 00:21:30.574
- Yo, I\'ll tell him to put the gloves on.

00:21:30.575 --> 00:21:32.487
(cheers)

00:21:32.488 --> 00:21:33.370
- I\'ll hurt my son, man.

00:21:33.371 --> 00:21:34.860
- Put the gloves on.

00:21:34.861 --> 00:21:35.969
(laughing loudly)

00:21:35.970 --> 00:21:39.382
- You really think you can
handle your dad though?

00:21:39.383 --> 00:21:41.672
That\'s crazy, my dude!

00:21:41.673 --> 00:21:43.568
You really think you can handle your dad?

00:21:43.569 --> 00:21:46.088
I\'ll get \'em if you really
think you can handle that.

00:21:46.089 --> 00:21:47.804
(cheering loudly)

00:21:47.805 --> 00:21:50.376
- Get the gloves, come on.

00:21:50.377 --> 00:21:52.794
(soft music)

00:21:57.380 --> 00:22:00.993
- When I was locked up, I left my son,

00:22:02.550 --> 00:22:05.429
did I, you know, think about him?

00:22:05.430 --> 00:22:07.623
Maybe yeah, maybe no.

00:22:13.830 --> 00:22:16.705
- At that time I was just
thinking, well, he gone

00:22:16.706 --> 00:22:19.215
and I don\'t know when he coming home

00:22:19.216 --> 00:22:20.566
and I just wanted him home.

00:22:22.090 --> 00:22:26.227
But as I grew older, I
was just disappointed.

00:22:31.488 --> 00:22:34.809
(cheering gently)

00:22:34.810 --> 00:22:38.383
So now I just told him
\"just stay out the way,\"

00:22:39.297 --> 00:22:41.589
If you got something good going on

00:22:41.590 --> 00:22:44.899
just stick to what you got
going on and that\'s it.

00:22:44.900 --> 00:22:46.642
- And if you just settle down and fight?

00:22:46.643 --> 00:22:48.165
- If you just settle down?

00:22:48.166 --> 00:22:50.002
- I\'m settled now.

00:22:50.003 --> 00:22:53.313
- Settle down and box. And
I\'ll let you get punch off.

00:23:07.122 --> 00:23:10.538
Can\'t keep up, I can\'t (laughs), I can\'t.

00:23:10.539 --> 00:23:13.347
(laughing loudly)

00:23:13.348 --> 00:23:14.765
- That\'s it, man.

00:23:15.674 --> 00:23:18.424
(tearing loudly)

00:23:26.100 --> 00:23:28.050
- I just want to hit him hard one time,

00:23:29.645 --> 00:23:31.093
something to rub in his face.

00:23:31.964 --> 00:23:34.214
(chuckles)

00:23:44.130 --> 00:23:45.723
- I\'ma watch this little scene,

00:23:47.110 --> 00:23:48.859
Naz wanted me to take a look at it.

00:23:48.860 --> 00:23:50.663
So, I\'ma take a peek at it.

00:23:52.853 --> 00:23:54.062
♪ These niggas be on shit ♪

00:23:54.063 --> 00:23:55.570
♪ These bitches be on dick ♪

00:23:55.571 --> 00:24:00.571
♪ I\'m just money and stack
it and stay focused ♪

00:24:00.846 --> 00:24:03.155
♪ I\'ve been on my own shit ♪

00:24:03.156 --> 00:24:06.258
♪ Let it pop ♪

00:24:06.259 --> 00:24:07.521
♪ Niggas be on shit ♪

00:24:07.522 --> 00:24:08.757
♪ These bitches be on dick ♪

00:24:08.758 --> 00:24:09.967
♪ I\'m just trying to get money ♪

00:24:09.968 --> 00:24:14.310
♪ And stack it and stay
focused. You know this. ♪

00:24:14.311 --> 00:24:16.894
(music fading)

00:24:19.383 --> 00:24:21.883
(dog barking)

00:24:23.918 --> 00:24:26.673
I was disturbed by what saw on the video.

00:24:26.674 --> 00:24:28.799
And the reason why I was
fucked up on the video

00:24:28.800 --> 00:24:32.359
I seen you doing something
that I wouldn\'t approve of.

00:24:32.360 --> 00:24:34.689
And I was seeing you swinging
that mother fucking gun.

00:24:34.690 --> 00:24:36.409
And singing that old rap shit.

00:24:36.410 --> 00:24:37.689
I\'m not pleased with it.

00:24:37.690 --> 00:24:39.024
I\'m not approving of that shit.

00:24:39.025 --> 00:24:40.339
I don\'t like that shit.

00:24:40.340 --> 00:24:42.599
Like me personally.

00:24:42.600 --> 00:24:43.600
I didn\'t see Naz.

00:24:44.610 --> 00:24:46.339
I didn\'t see my little bro.

00:24:46.340 --> 00:24:50.246
But I need to know who the fuck
that was singing that shit?

00:24:50.247 --> 00:24:51.958
And I know it wasn\'t my little bro Naz.

00:24:51.959 --> 00:24:55.117
That\'s what I got to say about that.

00:24:55.118 --> 00:24:57.342
That wasn\'t you bruh.

00:24:57.343 --> 00:25:00.260
(emotional music)

00:25:08.509 --> 00:25:10.301
- Today one of his friend\'s
birthday, but he\'s not here.

00:25:10.302 --> 00:25:11.302
Right?

00:25:12.198 --> 00:25:13.031
- Really?

00:25:13.031 --> 00:25:13.864
- Yeah one of they
friends birthdays today,

00:25:13.864 --> 00:25:14.697
but he\'s not here.

00:25:14.698 --> 00:25:15.854
He got killed.

00:25:15.855 --> 00:25:16.998
That\'s the one that the cops killed?

00:25:16.999 --> 00:25:17.900
- So many kids.

00:25:17.901 --> 00:25:19.050
- Lot of young blacks sons.

00:25:19.051 --> 00:25:19.884
- That\'s just crazy.

00:25:19.884 --> 00:25:20.717
That\'s sick, talk about 18.

00:25:20.718 --> 00:25:22.870
- 18, I can\'t believe that. Sad.

00:25:24.199 --> 00:25:26.149
That\'s why I\'m happy to see my son, 18.

00:25:28.787 --> 00:25:32.787
(people singing Happy Birthday)

00:25:39.216 --> 00:25:42.049
(people chatting)

00:25:49.191 --> 00:25:52.086
- You gotta (chatter) my son 18.

00:25:52.087 --> 00:25:52.920
They\'re like, \"Are you
for real you look nice?\"

00:25:52.921 --> 00:25:54.110
And I\'m like \"Thank you girl\"

00:26:00.193 --> 00:26:02.764
Naz is cool like his mother.

00:26:02.765 --> 00:26:05.116
(people chatting)

00:26:05.117 --> 00:26:06.399
- My mother always telling me that,

00:26:06.400 --> 00:26:10.889
society is waiting for a slip up. For me,

00:26:10.890 --> 00:26:12.559
It\'s just outside.

00:26:12.560 --> 00:26:15.499
I usually find myself hanging
with the wrong people.

00:26:15.500 --> 00:26:19.309
Like last year when I got
locked up and that\'s how it is.

00:26:19.310 --> 00:26:21.029
It\'s like they wait for slip up

00:26:21.030 --> 00:26:23.080
so they could send me right back in here.

00:26:24.840 --> 00:26:27.009
I\'m strong, I don\'t know, I\'m strong.

00:26:27.010 --> 00:26:29.009
Nothing really could bother me.

00:26:29.010 --> 00:26:30.010
Cause this it\'s Ramadan.

00:26:31.443 --> 00:26:34.192
I can go to Jummah on Fridays and usually

00:26:34.193 --> 00:26:35.669
it made me just feel

00:26:35.670 --> 00:26:37.066
like a cleansed person.

00:26:37.067 --> 00:26:40.203
Like I just clean myself.

00:26:42.230 --> 00:26:44.350
Usually it\'s Jummah that clears my mind.

00:26:48.274 --> 00:26:50.919
- Now you know I\'m fat you
can\'t give me rib shots.

00:26:50.920 --> 00:26:52.843
Now give your mother a hug.

00:26:59.791 --> 00:27:02.435
(loud smack)

00:27:02.436 --> 00:27:04.686
(Peddling)

00:27:05.660 --> 00:27:08.543
(engine humming)

00:27:08.544 --> 00:27:11.127
(loud buzzing)

00:27:18.790 --> 00:27:20.839
- [News Reporter] County
prosecutor says 45 year old

00:27:20.840 --> 00:27:23.530
Kofi Owens was shot and
killed around 1:00 AM

00:27:26.131 --> 00:27:28.729
- [Owens\'s Wife] I love
him and I miss him.

00:27:28.730 --> 00:27:30.759
- [News Reporter] Owen\'s
wife exclusively tells us

00:27:30.760 --> 00:27:32.629
her husband, her high school sweetheart

00:27:32.630 --> 00:27:34.509
and father of their two children

00:27:34.510 --> 00:27:37.029
was sitting in a car
with his 25 year old son

00:27:37.030 --> 00:27:38.329
and a former student.

00:27:38.330 --> 00:27:40.683
When Owen\'s and his son were both shot.

00:27:42.123 --> 00:27:44.599
(people chatting)

00:27:44.600 --> 00:27:47.203
- [Funeral Clergy] Kofi, we honor you.

00:27:48.260 --> 00:27:51.683
We thank you for the life
you share with the world.

00:27:52.540 --> 00:27:53.943
We speak your name.

00:27:55.070 --> 00:27:56.083
Rest Well.

00:27:57.800 --> 00:28:02.453
And now I like to bring up Mr.
Owens\' mother, Gloria Owens.

00:28:03.351 --> 00:28:08.351
- I just want to say
that, he was a blessing.

00:28:08.580 --> 00:28:10.029
He was a blessing.

00:28:10.030 --> 00:28:13.759
And I was thinking we
could march on Washington.

00:28:13.760 --> 00:28:16.449
We can march in the streets,

00:28:16.450 --> 00:28:19.393
but we need to march for our children.

00:28:20.616 --> 00:28:22.079
What is the plan?

00:28:22.080 --> 00:28:25.239
It takes a village to raise a child.

00:28:25.240 --> 00:28:28.713
Children. Who are you raising today?

00:28:29.810 --> 00:28:31.210
Who are you mentoring today?

00:28:32.530 --> 00:28:37.530
So I\'m asking that you rise
up and raise this village.

00:28:39.531 --> 00:28:42.364
(people clapping)

00:28:46.318 --> 00:28:48.901
(somber music)

00:29:17.297 --> 00:29:19.702
- You gotta live, not die.

00:29:19.703 --> 00:29:21.523
It\'s not hard to die.

00:29:22.900 --> 00:29:25.000
But they make it into
where it\'s hard to live.

00:29:29.198 --> 00:29:31.243
Cause you dying now and
you don\'t even know it.

00:29:37.082 --> 00:29:39.665
I know how to nurse the body.

00:29:41.187 --> 00:29:43.520
I know how to help the body.

00:29:44.560 --> 00:29:46.353
I\'m not afraid of the body.

00:29:50.940 --> 00:29:53.763
I hold them in my arm,

00:29:55.490 --> 00:29:58.116
to let them I guess get a smell of me.

00:29:58.117 --> 00:30:00.149
Get a whiff of me.

00:30:00.150 --> 00:30:03.001
Or just they be right here.

00:30:03.002 --> 00:30:05.752
(rubbing softly)

00:30:15.274 --> 00:30:17.857
(loud popping)

00:30:19.725 --> 00:30:20.809
(loud gibbering)

00:30:20.810 --> 00:30:22.689
- Light a roman candle

00:30:22.690 --> 00:30:24.050
Hurry up, hurry up!

00:30:24.051 --> 00:30:26.314
Someone light this.

00:30:26.315 --> 00:30:29.065
- Do mine too at the same time.

00:30:33.557 --> 00:30:36.140
(soft popping)

00:30:37.012 --> 00:30:39.679
(kids cheering)

00:30:49.261 --> 00:30:50.672
- I want juice!

00:30:50.673 --> 00:30:51.610
- You ain\'t getting no juice.

00:30:51.611 --> 00:30:52.929
- I want juice!

00:30:52.930 --> 00:30:54.753
- Tyree-Tyree, stop get off!

00:30:56.540 --> 00:30:57.580
Go get you a 50 cent juice

00:30:59.056 --> 00:31:00.183
Go, go, go.

00:31:00.184 --> 00:31:01.972
- I can\'t go in there, please.

00:31:01.973 --> 00:31:02.973
- Go!

00:31:05.517 --> 00:31:09.043
When I\'m alone, I talk to God. Sometimes.

00:31:12.138 --> 00:31:14.372
(crunching)

00:31:14.373 --> 00:31:16.845
- [Director] What do y\'all talk about?

00:31:16.846 --> 00:31:19.179
- That\'s between me and God!

00:31:23.493 --> 00:31:24.899
That\'s between me and God.

00:31:24.900 --> 00:31:26.100
I can\'t tell my prayers.

00:31:28.079 --> 00:31:30.912
(bicycle bumping)

00:31:32.743 --> 00:31:35.326
(light melody)

00:31:37.120 --> 00:31:40.120
(crickets chirping)

00:31:44.850 --> 00:31:46.319
- I was walking.

00:31:46.320 --> 00:31:48.469
Yeah the cops, I was walking.

00:31:48.470 --> 00:31:51.863
But they said they had my
description or whatever.

00:31:52.940 --> 00:31:54.223
And then they grabbed me.

00:31:56.610 --> 00:31:58.549
I got locked up on 12th ave

00:31:58.550 --> 00:32:00.399
I\'m like I live right here.

00:32:00.400 --> 00:32:02.579
They didn\'t catch me in no car or nothing.

00:32:02.580 --> 00:32:04.429
They just put me there.

00:32:04.430 --> 00:32:06.869
They didn\'t find no key on me.

00:32:06.870 --> 00:32:08.599
They didn\'t find me in the car.

00:32:08.600 --> 00:32:11.929
I was blocks away from the car.

00:32:11.930 --> 00:32:12.910
That\'s how it is.

00:32:12.911 --> 00:32:16.029
Like they know I\'ve been
locked up for stolen cars.

00:32:16.030 --> 00:32:17.563
So why not?

00:32:18.910 --> 00:32:22.393
- I know he don\'t really, be
out there with drugs, guns

00:32:22.394 --> 00:32:23.566
anything like that.

00:32:23.567 --> 00:32:25.793
But if he\'s out there, he\'s affiliated.

00:32:27.600 --> 00:32:29.163
- I was doing good too.

00:32:30.450 --> 00:32:33.691
It\'s like just when they see
you doing good, they smack you.

00:32:33.692 --> 00:32:35.942
Boom.

00:32:37.654 --> 00:32:40.237
(somber music)

00:32:48.120 --> 00:32:51.063
(person rustling)

00:32:51.064 --> 00:32:54.981
(woman speaking in background)

00:32:57.980 --> 00:32:59.589
- I had a really, really good mom.

00:32:59.590 --> 00:33:01.089
My mom was really good.

00:33:01.090 --> 00:33:02.729
So she helped me a lot.

00:33:02.730 --> 00:33:06.749
Like just making sure that Naz,

00:33:06.750 --> 00:33:08.963
is like the best of everything.

00:33:10.060 --> 00:33:11.899
He was in a house a lot with my mother.

00:33:11.900 --> 00:33:16.363
He was really close to my mom,
but she passed away in 2014.

00:33:19.350 --> 00:33:20.389
He was the one who was there.

00:33:20.390 --> 00:33:21.819
You know, he had to call the ambulance.

00:33:21.820 --> 00:33:22.989
He had to ride an ambulance.

00:33:22.990 --> 00:33:24.390
He the one who was with her.

00:33:27.470 --> 00:33:29.369
As an adult when you grieve,

00:33:29.370 --> 00:33:31.079
it\'s kinda hard for you with a child.

00:33:31.080 --> 00:33:33.759
I think it\'s actually harder.

00:33:33.760 --> 00:33:36.269
He was grieving, but
I had to start dealing

00:33:36.270 --> 00:33:38.563
with him actually like
getting into trouble.

00:33:39.570 --> 00:33:42.189
So it\'s like, I\'m still grieving my mom

00:33:42.190 --> 00:33:44.259
but I still have to be a mom.

00:33:44.260 --> 00:33:46.269
He never was in trouble
until my mom passed.

00:33:46.270 --> 00:33:47.479
So it\'s really, really hard.

00:33:47.480 --> 00:33:48.733
Like it\'s really hard.

00:33:51.606 --> 00:33:54.356
(engine humming)

00:33:57.638 --> 00:34:00.305
(phone dialing)

00:34:05.788 --> 00:34:07.426
- [Hospital Personal] How may I help you?

00:34:07.427 --> 00:34:09.313
- Can you transfer me to the ER?

00:34:10.883 --> 00:34:11.716
- [Hospital Personal] To the ER?

00:34:11.717 --> 00:34:12.755
- Yes.

00:34:12.756 --> 00:34:13.589
- [Hospital Personal] Sure.

00:34:13.590 --> 00:34:15.172
Hold on one second.

00:34:17.084 --> 00:34:17.917
- [ER Staff] ER (mumbles)

00:34:17.918 --> 00:34:20.493
- Hello? Can you tell me (mumbles) status?

00:34:22.210 --> 00:34:23.869
- [ER Staff] I can\'t
give you anybody\'s status

00:34:23.870 --> 00:34:25.289
over the phone.

00:34:25.290 --> 00:34:26.489
- Okay.

00:34:26.490 --> 00:34:28.167
- [ER Staff] Okay. Thank you.

00:34:32.683 --> 00:34:35.433
(birds chirping)

00:34:40.090 --> 00:34:41.755
- Guess What?

00:34:41.756 --> 00:34:42.589
- [Joann] What?

00:34:42.590 --> 00:34:45.169
- Mommy had to get seven
staples in her head,

00:34:45.170 --> 00:34:46.523
on top of her head.

00:34:48.038 --> 00:34:49.709
- [Joann] What happened,
he pushed her down?

00:34:49.710 --> 00:34:51.513
- He pushed her into the radiator.

00:34:53.320 --> 00:34:54.320
- [Joann] Oh my God.

00:34:55.276 --> 00:34:58.359
- She got to go back on
the 8th to get stitches.

00:34:58.360 --> 00:35:00.199
She got staples in her head now.

00:35:00.200 --> 00:35:02.823
There\'s blood all over her hair and stuff.

00:35:04.570 --> 00:35:06.510
- [Joann] I don\'t fucking believe it.

00:35:09.264 --> 00:35:11.264
I just don\'t believe it.

00:35:16.554 --> 00:35:19.304
(head thudding)

00:35:22.210 --> 00:35:25.369
- Last night I was
sleeping in my moms\' room,

00:35:25.370 --> 00:35:29.549
and my mom went to sleep.

00:35:29.550 --> 00:35:31.809
He kept making noise and stuff.

00:35:31.810 --> 00:35:34.699
So I got up, went into my room.

00:35:34.700 --> 00:35:39.700
And then he was all drunked
up, smoking, drinking stuff.

00:35:42.336 --> 00:35:43.169
And then he kept saying stuff to me.

00:35:43.170 --> 00:35:45.539
So I was like, suck my dick.

00:35:45.540 --> 00:35:46.849
And then he started hitting me

00:35:46.850 --> 00:35:49.283
and then when we got on
the porch, he hit me.

00:35:56.088 --> 00:36:01.005
- [Unidentified Man] Has he
hit you before when he\'s drunk?

00:36:02.928 --> 00:36:05.274
- I don\'t want to talk about that!

00:36:05.275 --> 00:36:07.942
(loud punching)

00:36:16.000 --> 00:36:17.540
\'Cause I should\'ve never left.

00:36:19.332 --> 00:36:21.915
(somber music)

00:36:25.402 --> 00:36:28.152
(rain pattering)

00:36:43.940 --> 00:36:46.607
(phone dialing)

00:36:53.404 --> 00:36:54.987
- Yeah, As salaam u alaikum

00:36:57.330 --> 00:36:59.330
I\'m on my - my sister\'s.

00:37:02.444 --> 00:37:06.069
I thank Allah much for my family,

00:37:06.070 --> 00:37:10.149
my sisters, my niece, then my mom.

00:37:10.150 --> 00:37:14.533
Because of them I have
somewhere to rest my head,

00:37:16.250 --> 00:37:19.149
but sometimes I just
don\'t want to go nowhere

00:37:19.150 --> 00:37:20.600
just stay in the damn car.

00:37:27.380 --> 00:37:28.610
Let me show you

00:37:28.611 --> 00:37:29.971
let me share something with y\'all.

00:37:33.005 --> 00:37:34.172
I had an opportunity to sell drugs again,

00:37:34.173 --> 00:37:35.473
just a couple of days ago.

00:37:36.370 --> 00:37:37.963
And I had it in my hand.

00:37:40.380 --> 00:37:42.369
I was so scared.

00:37:42.370 --> 00:37:43.849
I had a shot at it.

00:37:43.850 --> 00:37:45.889
A strong shot at it.

00:37:45.890 --> 00:37:47.823
Did it for a couple hours. Two hours.

00:37:50.140 --> 00:37:52.973
Shitting me, I hold on to that thing.

00:37:55.210 --> 00:37:57.679
He straight convinced me,

00:37:57.680 --> 00:38:00.819
lay the money out meaning how much money,

00:38:00.820 --> 00:38:03.189
what it can be, what we can do.

00:38:03.190 --> 00:38:06.229
(engine roaring)

00:38:06.230 --> 00:38:08.847
So damn scared bruh, I gave it back.

00:38:08.848 --> 00:38:11.013
You know what I mean? Because
I can\'t live that life.

00:38:17.460 --> 00:38:18.499
I\'m struggling, man.

00:38:18.500 --> 00:38:20.346
To make it to where I got to
make it to go with to where

00:38:20.347 --> 00:38:21.573
I want to go.

00:38:23.660 --> 00:38:25.929
How I\'m gonna get there,
is keeping my head up

00:38:25.930 --> 00:38:26.930
Keeping the focus.

00:38:27.780 --> 00:38:29.179
How am I to get there?

00:38:29.180 --> 00:38:30.473
By trying to save a life.

00:38:36.796 --> 00:38:39.629
(people chatting)

00:38:43.116 --> 00:38:45.409
- Did she tell you what
happened a couple of weeks ago?

00:38:45.410 --> 00:38:47.529
- What about her? Her head?

00:38:47.530 --> 00:38:49.459
- Yeah. What happened to Furquan as well?

00:38:49.460 --> 00:38:50.949
- No he hasn\'t said it to me yet.

00:38:50.950 --> 00:38:53.329
Let him, we\'ll talk.

00:38:53.330 --> 00:38:57.709
I don\'t know, but I really feel he has to

00:38:57.710 --> 00:39:02.710
sign over papers for me to
get him in school down there.

00:39:02.950 --> 00:39:07.205
- But I know that if he is
in a different environment.

00:39:07.206 --> 00:39:09.163
He\'ll be a different kid.

00:39:10.360 --> 00:39:13.019
Like I told you, you fall into a rut.

00:39:13.020 --> 00:39:14.689
It\'s like a deep hole.

00:39:14.690 --> 00:39:16.219
And no matter how much you dig

00:39:16.220 --> 00:39:19.737
and scratch and scrape, you can\'t get out.

00:39:19.738 --> 00:39:21.623
That\'s the way your mother is.

00:39:23.110 --> 00:39:25.933
But that doesn\'t mean that
you have to go through that.

00:39:28.310 --> 00:39:29.313
That\'s your mother.

00:39:30.440 --> 00:39:31.639
That\'s not you.

00:39:31.640 --> 00:39:33.499
You\'re a whole different person.

00:39:33.500 --> 00:39:35.897
You got your whole life ahead of you.

00:39:43.190 --> 00:39:45.996
- He might wake up and realize
how much I care for him.

00:39:45.997 --> 00:39:47.399
- I\'m not leaving, I\'m
gonna stay down there.

00:39:47.400 --> 00:39:49.026
- Man, that\'s, that\'s good for you man,

00:39:49.027 --> 00:39:50.268
you thought about that?

00:39:50.269 --> 00:39:51.593
- I\'m gonna miss you.

00:39:51.594 --> 00:39:53.689
- That\'s all right man,
as long as you good.

00:39:53.690 --> 00:39:54.590
As long as I know you\'re alive,

00:39:54.591 --> 00:39:56.769
I\'ll make it my business to get at you.

00:39:56.770 --> 00:39:57.770
How about that?

00:39:59.235 --> 00:40:01.279
(people chatting)

00:40:01.280 --> 00:40:04.189
- [woman] Make sure you call
when you get down there. Okay?

00:40:04.190 --> 00:40:05.179
Call me!

00:40:05.180 --> 00:40:06.489
- Bye man.

00:40:06.490 --> 00:40:08.066
(engine accelerating)

00:40:08.067 --> 00:40:09.782
(kid screaming)

00:40:09.783 --> 00:40:12.200
(soft music)

00:40:23.130 --> 00:40:24.471
- What\'s up man?

00:40:24.472 --> 00:40:25.472
What\'s up.

00:40:27.657 --> 00:40:30.359
Yo you gotta get a haircut dude.

00:40:30.360 --> 00:40:32.645
When are you gonna get a haircut?

00:40:32.646 --> 00:40:33.800
- I don\'t know

00:40:33.801 --> 00:40:34.723
(Hanif laughing)

00:40:34.724 --> 00:40:37.325
They gave me a curfew anyway.

00:40:37.326 --> 00:40:38.729
- What\'s the curfew?

00:40:38.730 --> 00:40:39.730
- Eight o\'clock.

00:40:43.490 --> 00:40:45.423
Me being in the house all day.

00:40:46.410 --> 00:40:47.420
I can\'t do that.

00:40:48.890 --> 00:40:50.359
I don\'t even know.

00:40:50.360 --> 00:40:52.599
I go to probation on Mondays.

00:40:52.600 --> 00:40:55.209
I got to text like my
probation officer every night

00:40:55.210 --> 00:40:57.059
tell him I\'m in the house.

00:40:57.060 --> 00:41:01.709
And I\'ve only been on the brace
for probably like two days.

00:41:01.710 --> 00:41:03.709
It\'s like somebody just tracking me

00:41:03.710 --> 00:41:06.597
every day of my life or something.

00:41:07.660 --> 00:41:08.859
I am free now.

00:41:08.860 --> 00:41:12.189
But it\'s kinda like, I\'m
not, it\'s like I\'m outside

00:41:12.190 --> 00:41:15.079
but it\'s like I\'m inside.

00:41:15.080 --> 00:41:18.519
Because every time I turned
around it\'s court, court,

00:41:18.520 --> 00:41:21.419
probation officer popping up to my house.

00:41:21.420 --> 00:41:25.321
Like it\'s always something
and the school I\'m at now,

00:41:25.322 --> 00:41:30.322
you miss one class it felt
like you missed a lot of stuff.

00:41:30.760 --> 00:41:32.959
So one minute I\'ll be
in class learning it,

00:41:32.960 --> 00:41:37.960
and finally getting the
way the things is in class.

00:41:37.980 --> 00:41:40.329
And then the next minute I\'m just lost,

00:41:40.330 --> 00:41:42.353
\'cause I\'ve got to go
to court or something.

00:41:44.340 --> 00:41:49.043
I thought it was going to be
easy, I guess, but it\'s not.

00:41:51.770 --> 00:41:53.923
This thing probably gone get chopped off.

00:41:58.003 --> 00:42:00.519
(FaceTime dialing)

00:42:00.520 --> 00:42:01.353
- Young man.

00:42:01.354 --> 00:42:05.680
I dunno, he\'ll probably say
\"Oh I didn\'t mean to call you\"

00:42:05.681 --> 00:42:07.696
What\'s up black man?

00:42:07.697 --> 00:42:08.647
Hey get out your nose!

00:42:08.648 --> 00:42:10.063
You gonna eat the boogers?

00:42:11.647 --> 00:42:12.648
- Come on man.

00:42:12.649 --> 00:42:14.142
(Hanif laughing)

00:42:14.143 --> 00:42:16.957
- What you.

00:42:19.333 --> 00:42:21.190
Yo bruh get some tissue
going in your shit!

00:42:21.191 --> 00:42:22.799
- Man, come on man.

00:42:22.800 --> 00:42:25.790
- That shit don\'t look right bruh.

00:42:25.791 --> 00:42:28.702
(laughing)

00:42:28.703 --> 00:42:29.536
But let me finish up what I\'m doing.

00:42:29.537 --> 00:42:30.659
I\'m making caskets right now.

00:42:30.660 --> 00:42:32.439
I got to finish up.

00:42:32.440 --> 00:42:33.273
But I\'m going to send you those pictures,

00:42:33.274 --> 00:42:34.529
I want you to see man

00:42:34.530 --> 00:42:37.120
this that\'s what I do
just to let you know.

00:42:38.260 --> 00:42:39.260
I love you, monkey.

00:42:40.018 --> 00:42:41.397
- All right love you too.

00:42:41.398 --> 00:42:42.929
- All right.

00:42:42.930 --> 00:42:45.597
(phone beeping)

00:42:47.246 --> 00:42:49.996
(birds chirping)

00:42:51.968 --> 00:42:54.983
(cows mooing)

00:42:54.984 --> 00:42:57.734
(engine revving)

00:43:03.528 --> 00:43:05.778
(smacking)

00:43:08.485 --> 00:43:10.474
(people chatting)

00:43:10.475 --> 00:43:12.256
(laughing)

00:43:12.257 --> 00:43:13.257
- Lets see?

00:43:15.755 --> 00:43:18.005
(laughing)

00:43:23.077 --> 00:43:25.539
- The individual teachers
will provide a list

00:43:25.540 --> 00:43:28.129
of items needed for their
class at open house.

00:43:28.130 --> 00:43:31.179
So of course we didn\'t go to
open house because that was

00:43:31.180 --> 00:43:33.509
before you was even down here.

00:43:33.510 --> 00:43:35.819
Here\'s your erasers you need,

00:43:35.820 --> 00:43:37.599
It says, it\'s number two pencils

00:43:37.600 --> 00:43:38.433
which that\'s what you got.

00:43:38.434 --> 00:43:40.689
And it says two packs of 20.

00:43:40.690 --> 00:43:42.902
But I think that\'s to share.

00:43:42.903 --> 00:43:44.060
- I\'m not sharing.

00:43:44.061 --> 00:43:45.139
- Yes you are.

00:43:45.140 --> 00:43:46.689
We do what we\'re supposed to do here.

00:43:46.690 --> 00:43:47.889
Okay?

00:43:47.890 --> 00:43:49.009
That\'s for kids that come

00:43:49.010 --> 00:43:51.579
to school that may not
have a pencil because

00:43:51.580 --> 00:43:54.419
if you happen to go to
school, don\'t have a pencil.

00:43:54.420 --> 00:43:55.609
That\'s why we do that.

00:43:55.610 --> 00:43:57.259
That\'s how they do it here.

00:43:57.260 --> 00:43:58.899
You don\'t want to go the first day up

00:43:58.900 --> 00:44:00.556
and down and I need this and I need that.

00:44:00.557 --> 00:44:02.222
I want to make sure you\'re prepared.

00:44:02.223 --> 00:44:03.743
Okay?

00:44:04.720 --> 00:44:06.319
You gotta remember you\'re in a whole new

00:44:06.320 --> 00:44:08.263
environment and whole new rules.

00:44:09.790 --> 00:44:11.170
Okay? All right.

00:44:12.453 --> 00:44:14.716
(backpack rustling)

00:44:14.717 --> 00:44:17.467
(zipper zipping)

00:44:23.487 --> 00:44:25.959
(rain pattering)

00:44:25.960 --> 00:44:26.960
Nazir!

00:44:30.920 --> 00:44:32.637
Yo what the fuck man,

00:44:32.638 --> 00:44:34.458
your mother said you\'re
trying cut your shit off?

00:44:34.459 --> 00:44:35.519
- It\'s cut!

00:44:35.520 --> 00:44:38.103
- What the fuck you cut it for?

00:44:41.122 --> 00:44:43.403
How did you manage to
cut the motherfucker off?

00:44:43.404 --> 00:44:44.237
- With a knife

00:44:44.237 --> 00:44:45.220
- And it came off.

00:44:45.220 --> 00:44:46.220
- Yeah.

00:44:47.890 --> 00:44:49.305
- What made you do it man?

00:44:49.306 --> 00:44:50.270
What the fuck happened, man?

00:44:50.271 --> 00:44:51.789
This explain that, man.

00:44:51.790 --> 00:44:54.219
I need to know what
you got to tell me man.

00:44:54.220 --> 00:44:55.429
\'Cause this is not you.

00:44:55.430 --> 00:44:57.219
- I\'m on a brace,

00:44:57.220 --> 00:45:01.579
but my mother, every time we
get it to arguing or something,

00:45:01.580 --> 00:45:03.859
it\'s \"Oh I\'ll call the cops,

00:45:03.860 --> 00:45:06.959
or I should\'ve told them to keep you\".

00:45:06.960 --> 00:45:09.179
- That\'s Keerah, that\'s your mother,

00:45:09.180 --> 00:45:11.379
she\'s just like that, her emotions man.

00:45:11.380 --> 00:45:14.280
\'Cause she knows she fighting
that battle by herself, man.

00:45:15.290 --> 00:45:17.039
You still going to the program?

00:45:17.040 --> 00:45:18.064
- Nah.

00:45:18.065 --> 00:45:20.427
- Oh God, got to be careful man.

00:45:22.310 --> 00:45:23.551
- If I go go to the program

00:45:23.552 --> 00:45:25.989
they could come get me from there.

00:45:25.990 --> 00:45:29.299
- So now you\'re on the move,
because you were frustrated?

00:45:29.300 --> 00:45:31.974
Fuck that man, I fucked up a lot of times,

00:45:31.975 --> 00:45:34.924
but I\'m not going to do
nothing to jeopardize my life.

00:45:34.925 --> 00:45:36.935
That ain\'t going to happen, bro.

00:45:36.936 --> 00:45:38.124
You know how many times Naz

00:45:38.125 --> 00:45:40.039
I even want to fucking
get high to numb myself.

00:45:40.040 --> 00:45:42.229
Let me put it to you like
that. To numb myself.

00:45:42.230 --> 00:45:45.109
Try to escape the reality of it.

00:45:45.110 --> 00:45:47.536
That shit ain\'t happening man.

00:45:47.537 --> 00:45:48.963
Yeah I don\'t know man.

00:45:48.964 --> 00:45:51.228
Ah, I don\'t fucking know.

00:45:51.229 --> 00:45:53.812
(rain falling)

00:45:57.327 --> 00:45:59.063
That shit hurt me man.

00:46:02.622 --> 00:46:04.455
Like that hurt me man.

00:46:05.293 --> 00:46:07.876
(rain falling)

00:46:12.705 --> 00:46:15.122
(soft music)

00:46:44.952 --> 00:46:47.702
(person praying)

00:46:51.962 --> 00:46:54.629
(water running)

00:46:59.444 --> 00:47:02.444
(music intensifies)

00:47:33.608 --> 00:47:35.023
(water splashing)

00:47:35.024 --> 00:47:37.107
- Okay, okay, stop, stop!

00:47:38.373 --> 00:47:39.819
Hey man stop.

00:47:39.820 --> 00:47:42.653
(water splashing)

00:47:43.665 --> 00:47:44.860
Whoa!

00:47:44.861 --> 00:47:46.045
Awe Jesus, Jesus!

00:47:46.046 --> 00:47:46.879
(water splashing)

00:47:46.880 --> 00:47:48.046
Dang it, stop!

00:47:51.056 --> 00:47:53.027
- Can you quit that, Mom!

00:47:53.028 --> 00:47:54.913
(noodle squeaking)

00:47:54.914 --> 00:47:55.747
Stop!

00:47:55.748 --> 00:47:58.703
- I\'ve made some bad
decisions down here in school.

00:47:59.542 --> 00:48:02.759
This kid, he just kept saying
\"Jersey boy, Jersey boy,

00:48:02.760 --> 00:48:03.889
what are you going to do?\"

00:48:03.890 --> 00:48:08.323
So I choked him up or yoked him up.

00:48:08.324 --> 00:48:11.539
Grabbed him by the neck and
threw him on the ground.

00:48:11.540 --> 00:48:13.860
Then that\'s when the math teacher came

00:48:13.861 --> 00:48:16.746
to me saying \"you can\'t be doing that\".

00:48:16.747 --> 00:48:19.353
But they\'re like all
rednecks and stuff like that.

00:48:20.610 --> 00:48:22.760
Like, you know how they
call us the N word?

00:48:23.740 --> 00:48:26.031
We\'ll call them rednecks.

00:48:26.032 --> 00:48:28.729
(water splashing)

00:48:28.730 --> 00:48:31.959
- I tried to remember
the situation he\'s in,

00:48:31.960 --> 00:48:35.079
but I also tell him that he can\'t use that

00:48:35.080 --> 00:48:39.449
as a crutch no longer,
because he\'s not there.

00:48:39.450 --> 00:48:40.450
He\'s here.

00:48:44.669 --> 00:48:48.836
(person sing in foreign language)

00:49:02.222 --> 00:49:05.479
- \"The month of Ramadan is that in which

00:49:05.480 --> 00:49:07.216
the Quran was reveled.

00:49:07.217 --> 00:49:10.179
Therefore whoever of you in present

00:49:10.180 --> 00:49:13.663
in the month shall fast
a like number of days.\"

00:49:18.299 --> 00:49:20.029
- Thank you.

00:49:20.030 --> 00:49:22.863
(people clapping)

00:49:24.138 --> 00:49:28.721
(person singing in a foreign language)

00:49:50.670 --> 00:49:52.433
- Last Ramadan I was home.

00:49:53.400 --> 00:49:55.519
So I still could start my day off

00:49:55.520 --> 00:49:57.463
how I want and fast regular.

00:49:58.530 --> 00:50:03.289
But now it\'s too hard because
I\'m running the streets.

00:50:03.290 --> 00:50:07.629
I don\'t got a balance
Suhoor meal in the morning

00:50:07.630 --> 00:50:09.149
plus running the streets.

00:50:09.150 --> 00:50:10.639
So it\'s just hard.

00:50:10.640 --> 00:50:11.473
- I don\'t know.

00:50:11.473 --> 00:50:12.306
You think you\'re more comfortable

00:50:12.306 --> 00:50:13.139
in this motherfucking street bro?

00:50:13.140 --> 00:50:14.309
\'Cause you not.

00:50:14.310 --> 00:50:15.143
Me personally.

00:50:15.143 --> 00:50:15.990
I say, get rest

00:50:15.991 --> 00:50:17.859
and get normal rest showers,

00:50:17.860 --> 00:50:18.909
eat, change your clothes.

00:50:18.910 --> 00:50:20.879
Go home and do that shit bro.

00:50:20.880 --> 00:50:25.606
- But they already know,
once I cut off the brace.

00:50:25.607 --> 00:50:27.597
It like you get a warrant
issued out for you,

00:50:27.598 --> 00:50:29.578
so they know I\'m on the run.

00:50:29.579 --> 00:50:31.412
They trying to get me.

00:50:32.997 --> 00:50:33.890
- I know it\'s hard for you right now

00:50:33.891 --> 00:50:35.129
\'cause you try to fast.

00:50:35.130 --> 00:50:36.130
Yeah it\'s going to be hard

00:50:36.131 --> 00:50:37.898
because you worry about these pigs

00:50:37.899 --> 00:50:39.379
and which way they are going to come.

00:50:40.120 --> 00:50:42.949
- I\'ve been locked up a lot of times.

00:50:42.950 --> 00:50:45.129
I\'ve been put on probation.

00:50:45.130 --> 00:50:49.699
I been put on braces, but
it\'s to a certain amount

00:50:49.700 --> 00:50:52.569
that you could take
like till you just like,

00:50:52.570 --> 00:50:53.570
I\'m done.

00:50:55.260 --> 00:50:56.799
Even though you don\'t want to be done.

00:50:56.800 --> 00:50:58.749
You just like I\'m done.

00:50:58.750 --> 00:50:59.680
I can\'t do it.

00:50:59.680 --> 00:51:00.680
I can\'t do it.

00:51:01.445 --> 00:51:06.445
Its over.

00:51:06.932 --> 00:51:09.099
(singing)

00:51:13.003 --> 00:51:17.526
- Amen, glory hallelujah, church say Amen.

00:51:17.527 --> 00:51:18.527
Hallelujah!

00:51:19.750 --> 00:51:22.855
Your lord and savior Jesus Christ,

00:51:22.856 --> 00:51:24.661
praise God hallelujah!

00:51:24.662 --> 00:51:26.599
Who couldn\'t be here this morning.

00:51:26.600 --> 00:51:28.405
To give him the glory.

00:51:28.406 --> 00:51:29.809
To give him honor.

00:51:29.810 --> 00:51:31.358
And to give him praise.

00:51:31.359 --> 00:51:33.192
Praise God hallelujah!

00:51:34.178 --> 00:51:39.178
♪ I have decided to follow Jesus ♪

00:51:42.474 --> 00:51:45.307
♪ No turning back ♪

00:51:49.778 --> 00:51:52.429
- You got positive
influences in your life?

00:51:52.430 --> 00:51:57.430
You\'re subject to fall to the
street, the gangs, the drugs.

00:51:58.800 --> 00:52:00.881
I know because I lived it.

00:52:00.882 --> 00:52:05.563
When I first got locked up I
was facing the death penalty.

00:52:07.083 --> 00:52:07.916
For what I went in.

00:52:07.917 --> 00:52:12.467
But, by his grace and
mercy, I didn\'t get that.

00:52:13.527 --> 00:52:16.377
And it come to a point I
realized I had to make a change.

00:52:25.062 --> 00:52:27.729
(phone dialing)

00:52:31.222 --> 00:52:32.210
- Take me off speaker real quick,

00:52:32.211 --> 00:52:34.460
I gotta tell you something.

00:52:37.380 --> 00:52:38.750
Make sure he can\'t hear me,

00:52:38.751 --> 00:52:39.950
because I\'m getting ready to tell you

00:52:39.951 --> 00:52:41.866
- [Person On Phone] Yeah, yeah, yeah.

00:52:41.867 --> 00:52:43.083
- Naz got locked up.

00:52:43.976 --> 00:52:45.129
- [Person On Phone] Oh, man.

00:52:45.130 --> 00:52:46.743
- Yeah, Keerah\'s son

00:52:48.051 --> 00:52:49.562
- [Person On Phone] When, this week?

00:52:49.563 --> 00:52:51.793
- A couple days ago the police come.

00:52:52.980 --> 00:52:54.830
They say they are charging him for murder.

00:52:56.035 --> 00:52:58.181
- [Person On Phone] Oh man.

00:52:58.182 --> 00:52:59.182
- Yeah.

00:53:01.700 --> 00:53:03.819
Get by my bag a fold
a little more for him.

00:53:03.820 --> 00:53:05.378
\'Cause he not gonna get away.

00:53:05.379 --> 00:53:06.212
I can\'t let him get away.

00:53:06.213 --> 00:53:08.131
I can\'t let him get away man.

00:53:08.132 --> 00:53:08.965
- [Person On Phone] Yes sir.

00:53:08.965 --> 00:53:09.798
- I can\'t.

00:53:09.799 --> 00:53:12.715
(voice fading out)

00:53:37.147 --> 00:53:39.719
Naz you\'re not built like that son.

00:53:39.720 --> 00:53:41.499
You\'re not Naz, you\'re not son.

00:53:41.500 --> 00:53:43.230
Please understand you\'re not Naz,

00:53:43.231 --> 00:53:44.220
you\'re not bruh.

00:53:44.221 --> 00:53:45.570
You\'re not built like that.

00:53:46.950 --> 00:53:48.139
It ain\'t for you to go that route.

00:53:48.140 --> 00:53:51.659
\'Cause its gonna come at
you at the end of the day.

00:53:51.660 --> 00:53:52.927
Its gonna come at you.

00:53:56.749 --> 00:53:59.249
(dog barking)

00:54:03.744 --> 00:54:04.911
- [Judge] 2178

00:54:06.046 --> 00:54:10.319
(people talking in background)

00:54:10.320 --> 00:54:11.153
- [Man 1] He\'ll probably
be here in a minute.

00:54:11.153 --> 00:54:12.153
- Okay.

00:54:13.889 --> 00:54:16.739
- [Judge] the defendant is up
and waiting for Mr. Mercer.

00:54:21.999 --> 00:54:25.069
(chains clattering)

00:54:25.070 --> 00:54:28.219
- Your honor has a subpoena
associated with warrant.

00:54:28.220 --> 00:54:31.939
That\'s for receiving stolen
property with resisting arrest

00:54:31.940 --> 00:54:36.429
That case was merged last
week into a homicide file,

00:54:36.430 --> 00:54:39.289
which is currently pending
before judge witness report.

00:54:39.290 --> 00:54:40.689
- When they called and is like,

00:54:40.690 --> 00:54:42.163
is this the parent of Nazir?

00:54:43.290 --> 00:54:46.974
I always get like this, like
\"what happened to my son?\"

00:54:46.975 --> 00:54:51.189
Please? Don\'t tell me that I have to go.

00:54:51.190 --> 00:54:53.013
To identify a body.

00:54:55.666 --> 00:54:58.416
(door squeaking)

00:54:59.560 --> 00:55:04.560
I don\'t want my son to spend
his first adult years in jail.

00:55:04.730 --> 00:55:06.499
But in the streets,

00:55:06.500 --> 00:55:07.879
you might die from being

00:55:07.880 --> 00:55:09.962
at the wrong place at the wrong time.

00:55:09.963 --> 00:55:12.630
(feet treading)

00:55:19.312 --> 00:55:21.479
(buzzing)

00:55:27.850 --> 00:55:30.498
(dog barking)

00:55:30.499 --> 00:55:32.749
(snipping)

00:55:37.689 --> 00:55:40.173
- You got a medium
stance, right over left.

00:55:40.174 --> 00:55:41.785
(High pitched squeaking)

00:55:41.786 --> 00:55:43.865
Check, check, check, right
over left. Left over right.

00:55:43.866 --> 00:55:45.283
Stuff like that.

00:55:47.284 --> 00:55:48.150
It calms me down.

00:55:48.151 --> 00:55:51.349
It lets me get my anger out
when I go out there on the mat.

00:55:51.350 --> 00:55:52.909
Cause all this stuff that happened to me

00:55:52.910 --> 00:55:54.689
when I was little and stuff,

00:55:54.690 --> 00:55:58.603
like people hitting me
and stuff like that.

00:56:00.810 --> 00:56:01.833
Come down here.

00:56:03.290 --> 00:56:05.656
That\'s where I was praying for.

00:56:05.657 --> 00:56:08.212
- Okay well his he\'s gotta
answer prayer doesn\'t he?

00:56:08.213 --> 00:56:09.213
- Yeah.

00:56:13.572 --> 00:56:16.239
(phone dialing)

00:56:17.122 --> 00:56:18.044
- [Hanif] Yo.

00:56:18.045 --> 00:56:19.303
- It\'s yo mama.

00:56:19.304 --> 00:56:20.528
(laughing)

00:56:20.529 --> 00:56:25.362
- [Hanif] Hello man. I want
to come and see you, my dude

00:56:26.870 --> 00:56:30.780
- Come down here then.
You got 600 dollars?

00:56:30.781 --> 00:56:32.781
- [Hanif] Hey to wrestle you?

00:56:33.776 --> 00:56:35.499
- [Furquan] Anytime.

00:56:35.500 --> 00:56:37.099
- Yeah. We\'re going to go to the gym.

00:56:37.100 --> 00:56:39.279
We\'re going to let people see us wrestle.

00:56:39.280 --> 00:56:42.529
I want them to let them see me.

00:56:42.530 --> 00:56:45.570
Pick you up and drop you on your head.

00:56:46.423 --> 00:56:49.011
(laughing)

00:56:49.012 --> 00:56:51.078
- I\'m playing bruh.

00:56:51.079 --> 00:56:52.219
- [Hanif] Well listen you been doing good?

00:56:52.220 --> 00:56:54.004
How\'s school been coming along?

00:56:54.005 --> 00:56:56.084
- Its going good.

00:56:56.085 --> 00:56:57.460
- [Hanif] You do what you doing man,

00:56:57.461 --> 00:56:59.544
aint nothing bad nothing.

00:57:01.296 --> 00:57:03.298
Trying to survive that\'s it.

00:57:03.299 --> 00:57:04.299
- Yeah.

00:57:05.147 --> 00:57:06.399
All right bruh Ill talk to you later.

00:57:06.400 --> 00:57:07.409
- Oh you want to run and go man?

00:57:07.410 --> 00:57:08.929
Alright man, make sure
you eat your pork chops

00:57:08.930 --> 00:57:11.277
take a bite of pork chop for me

00:57:12.243 --> 00:57:13.466
- [Furquan] I\'ll see you later.

00:57:13.467 --> 00:57:14.389
- All right, man, I love you.

00:57:14.389 --> 00:57:15.222
Be good, man.

00:57:15.222 --> 00:57:16.055
Keep doing what you\'re doing.

00:57:16.055 --> 00:57:17.055
I\'m proud of you.

00:57:17.963 --> 00:57:18.796
- [Furquan] All right.

00:57:18.796 --> 00:57:19.796
- All right.

00:57:26.557 --> 00:57:28.949
I would like to give him a hug.

00:57:28.950 --> 00:57:30.377
For him to feel my energy,

00:57:31.910 --> 00:57:34.793
but right now I\'m kinda hurting,

00:57:38.030 --> 00:57:40.703
and I\'m trying to figure
out maybe the wrong things.

00:57:41.850 --> 00:57:42.850
Of what I\'m doing.

00:57:43.998 --> 00:57:45.139
- [Unidentified Male]
What do you mean by that?

00:57:45.140 --> 00:57:46.853
- Now? That\'s my point.

00:57:47.745 --> 00:57:51.204
I don\'t know what I mean by that.

00:57:51.205 --> 00:57:53.622
(horn music)

00:57:59.095 --> 00:58:03.512
(people singing in foreign language)

00:58:32.673 --> 00:58:34.840
(buzzing)

00:59:12.651 --> 00:59:14.526
- I had a little incident.

00:59:14.527 --> 00:59:16.683
Happened to me, over the week.

00:59:18.450 --> 00:59:19.603
But I got locked up.

00:59:22.555 --> 00:59:25.555
(crickets chirping)

00:59:37.985 --> 00:59:42.735
Well, at the end of the day,
I can\'t blame nobody, can\'t.

00:59:46.530 --> 00:59:48.553
And I\'m hurt.

00:59:51.030 --> 00:59:54.570
What the hell did I do,
was all this worth it?

01:00:10.216 --> 01:00:13.049
(wheels clinking)

01:00:14.793 --> 01:00:18.876
- Someone in our own
circle, grown person, grown.

01:00:22.210 --> 01:00:24.660
Thought apparently the same
thing these kids thought.

01:00:26.070 --> 01:00:28.569
Where did you find it to be worth,

01:00:28.570 --> 01:00:29.749
Anything?

01:00:29.750 --> 01:00:34.107
If you end up in the
penitentiary or in the cemetery?

01:00:35.510 --> 01:00:37.893
I don\'t care what kind of life you live.

01:00:44.960 --> 01:00:48.056
- When the washers and
other people come through.

01:00:48.057 --> 01:00:51.169
I don\'t know who they know.

01:00:51.170 --> 01:00:56.170
I don\'t know what they do,
but people are relying on me.

01:01:03.826 --> 01:01:06.659
And the brother Hanif, I tell him

01:01:07.830 --> 01:01:11.880
I still love you, but
you can\'t come in here.

01:01:18.285 --> 01:01:21.785
(car engine rolling over)

01:01:31.944 --> 01:01:33.236
(loud slamming)

01:01:33.237 --> 01:01:34.150
(sniffling)

01:01:34.150 --> 01:01:35.150
- Oh boy.

01:01:37.106 --> 01:01:38.564
(squeaking)

01:01:38.565 --> 01:01:39.398
(loud smacking)

01:01:39.398 --> 01:01:40.361
Oh.

01:01:40.362 --> 01:01:42.694
(Sniffling)

01:01:50.663 --> 01:01:52.913
(spitting)

01:02:02.261 --> 01:02:07.148
Oh God.

01:02:07.149 --> 01:02:08.649
I\'m gonna be sick.

01:02:10.111 --> 01:02:12.194
(puking)

01:02:16.495 --> 01:02:18.745
(spitting)

01:02:25.401 --> 01:02:28.151
(engine humming)

01:02:30.095 --> 01:02:32.212
(popping)

01:02:32.213 --> 01:02:34.533
- I don\'t know where they got
fireworks at and I want some.

01:02:37.940 --> 01:02:41.149
I just want to visit
my brother and my nana.

01:02:41.150 --> 01:02:43.399
See how my grandma had been doing.

01:02:43.400 --> 01:02:47.060
She been in hospital a few
times and stuff like that.

01:02:48.280 --> 01:02:51.517
And I just want her to
feel like I care about her.

01:02:51.518 --> 01:02:53.173
(kid screaming)

01:02:53.174 --> 01:02:54.626
Here take it.

01:02:54.627 --> 01:02:55.627
- I can\'t.

01:02:56.813 --> 01:02:59.980
(engine accelerating)

01:03:10.045 --> 01:03:12.499
- I\'m going to have to go
away for a little while.

01:03:12.500 --> 01:03:14.299
Maybe get my strength up.

01:03:14.300 --> 01:03:16.313
But I\'m just so sick.

01:03:17.660 --> 01:03:18.493
Tyree, you got to get away

01:03:18.494 --> 01:03:20.873
because you\'re standing
right in front of that fan.

01:03:25.594 --> 01:03:27.844
(coughing)

01:03:30.720 --> 01:03:31.553
Y\'all be good.

01:03:31.553 --> 01:03:32.553
- What do you need?

01:03:33.370 --> 01:03:34.203
- Me?

01:03:34.204 --> 01:03:35.218
- Yeah do you need anything?

01:03:35.219 --> 01:03:36.077
- [Joann] No I don\'t need anything, no.

01:03:36.078 --> 01:03:37.749
All right y\'all take care

01:03:37.750 --> 01:03:39.886
- Now let me borrow $50 please.

01:03:39.887 --> 01:03:40.720
(laughing)

01:03:40.721 --> 01:03:42.160
- [Joann] Yeah, in another life.

01:03:42.161 --> 01:03:43.343
(door squeaking)

01:03:43.344 --> 01:03:46.011
(feet stomping)

01:03:49.270 --> 01:03:52.113
- When he came here,
he came here to see me.

01:03:54.660 --> 01:03:56.843
I told Furquan, I\'m sick.

01:03:57.970 --> 01:03:58.803
I know he loves me

01:03:58.804 --> 01:04:03.319
and I know he loves Tyree,
but you know what I think too?

01:04:03.320 --> 01:04:06.623
As long as he stays where
he\'s at with aunt Barbara,

01:04:08.460 --> 01:04:11.461
I think he\'s going to do good.

01:04:11.462 --> 01:04:13.962
I think he\'s going to do good.

01:04:17.885 --> 01:04:20.468
(piano melody)

01:04:36.512 --> 01:04:39.929
(people chatting softly)

01:04:51.630 --> 01:04:55.823
- See for me today we don\'t
come to mourn her death,

01:04:57.039 --> 01:04:58.889
but we\'re here to celebrate her life.

01:05:00.110 --> 01:05:02.869
So next week we\'re going to have Furquan,

01:05:02.870 --> 01:05:04.620
give us the Old, the New Testament.

01:05:05.910 --> 01:05:08.779
Isaiah 41:10. Fear thou not,

01:05:08.780 --> 01:05:12.079
for I am with thee, be not dismayed,

01:05:12.080 --> 01:05:14.069
for I am thy God,

01:05:14.070 --> 01:05:15.889
I will strengthen thee yea

01:05:15.890 --> 01:05:17.729
I will help thee

01:05:17.730 --> 01:05:22.730
I will uphold thee with the
right hand of righteousness.

01:05:24.432 --> 01:05:25.454
Amen. Somebody?

01:05:25.455 --> 01:05:27.939
(group saying amen)

01:05:27.940 --> 01:05:30.773
(people chatting)

01:05:46.441 --> 01:05:49.441
(crickets chirping)

01:05:50.287 --> 01:05:53.704
(People chatting loudly)

01:06:03.872 --> 01:06:06.122
(laughing)

01:06:24.634 --> 01:06:28.033
- Naz, I don\'t think he did the murder,

01:06:29.510 --> 01:06:32.653
but if he did it, he\'s done.

01:06:36.490 --> 01:06:40.413
That\'s why a lot of
times it\'s like I failed.

01:06:43.797 --> 01:06:48.747
Like I-it didn\'t go as it
was supposed to have went.

01:06:53.379 --> 01:06:56.962
As I look at it now
and I carry on with it.

01:06:58.902 --> 01:07:00.069
I didn\'t fail.

01:07:02.025 --> 01:07:03.775
I could be there for him.

01:07:05.962 --> 01:07:08.472
I could be there for him.

01:07:08.473 --> 01:07:12.890
(person reciting the Athan)

01:08:13.861 --> 01:08:14.694
- Hanif!

01:08:14.695 --> 01:08:15.859
- Yeah.

01:08:15.860 --> 01:08:18.385
- Hanif right here right now. Hold on.

01:08:18.386 --> 01:08:20.870
- What\'s up my dude?

01:08:20.871 --> 01:08:22.638
- [Naz] What up? As salaam u Alaikum

01:08:22.639 --> 01:08:25.249
- Walaikum as salaam, boy
you sound like a big boy.

01:08:25.250 --> 01:08:26.600
I heard you gaining weight.

01:08:28.255 --> 01:08:30.046
- [Naz] Yeah, a little something.

01:08:30.047 --> 01:08:31.229
- Little something.

01:08:31.230 --> 01:08:32.863
Your visits on Saturdays, right?

01:08:33.884 --> 01:08:35.576
- [Naz] Yeah, Thursdays and Saturdays.

01:08:35.577 --> 01:08:36.749
- All right Thursdays and Saturdays.

01:08:36.750 --> 01:08:38.474
If I don\'t come see you tomorrow,

01:08:38.475 --> 01:08:40.725
I\'m gonna come see you Thursday inshallah

01:08:41.661 --> 01:08:42.494
- [Naz] All right.

01:08:42.495 --> 01:08:43.622
- I\'m here with your mom right now,

01:08:43.623 --> 01:08:44.689
if you need anything
else, just let her know.

01:08:44.690 --> 01:08:46.867
She\'ll tell me.

01:08:50.579 --> 01:08:53.246
(cars whirring)

01:09:05.270 --> 01:09:07.939
- [Furquan] My nana was like the best.

01:09:07.940 --> 01:09:09.640
I just wish I could have her back.

01:09:13.470 --> 01:09:17.723
I just want to talk to her one more time.

01:09:18.730 --> 01:09:19.730
Just one more.

01:09:39.545 --> 01:09:42.295
(engine humming)

01:09:44.427 --> 01:09:45.410
I\'m at that age.

01:09:45.411 --> 01:09:48.287
It\'s like, where do I go after I die?

01:09:54.028 --> 01:09:57.616
- How did you get to
choose which one was yours?

01:09:57.617 --> 01:09:59.289
Because I kinda wanted this one.

01:09:59.290 --> 01:10:01.569
You said, \"Because mine\'s bigger.

01:10:01.570 --> 01:10:02.669
And yours got pink on it\".

01:10:02.670 --> 01:10:04.873
I said okay since its got pink on it.

01:10:08.239 --> 01:10:10.589
- Man, I just want to
know where my nana is at.

01:10:11.640 --> 01:10:13.903
Is there really a heaven
or is there really God?

01:10:16.816 --> 01:10:20.299
(feet thudding)

01:10:20.300 --> 01:10:23.959
And there you go my pin in
wrestling as a freshman.

01:10:23.960 --> 01:10:26.909
My seventh and eighth grade
years, I didn\'t do so good.

01:10:26.910 --> 01:10:29.943
But this year, I\'m
slamming them full-time.

01:10:33.564 --> 01:10:36.147
(gospel music)

01:10:39.672 --> 01:10:40.505
I know there has to be a God

01:10:40.506 --> 01:10:43.233
because how can someone
take me from here to there?

01:10:45.380 --> 01:10:46.949
God has been awesome to me,

01:10:46.950 --> 01:10:49.800
even though I haven\'t been
awesome to God sometimes,

01:10:52.488 --> 01:10:56.071
but I feel like all
people go through that.

01:11:09.799 --> 01:11:12.716
(leaves rustling)

01:11:15.664 --> 01:11:18.497
(people chatting)

01:11:22.604 --> 01:11:23.462
- [Unidentified Male] What\'s up bro?

01:11:23.462 --> 01:11:24.295
- What\'s up dude.

01:11:24.296 --> 01:11:25.918
- [Unidentified Male ] You
looking like Michaels brother.

01:11:25.919 --> 01:11:27.089
Happy birthday buddy.

01:11:27.090 --> 01:11:29.079
(people start to sing Happy Birthday)

01:11:29.080 --> 01:11:31.330
(laughing)

01:11:32.668 --> 01:11:34.941
- [Unidentified Male] He\'s so extra bruh.

01:11:34.942 --> 01:11:38.775
- Yo, I thought y\'all
were gonna storm me man.

01:11:43.775 --> 01:11:46.858
- [Unidentified Male] Happy Birthday.

01:11:48.595 --> 01:11:50.753
- Naz told me to tell
you happy birthday too.

01:11:50.754 --> 01:11:53.587
(people chatting)

01:11:55.407 --> 01:11:56.407
- Don\'t be crying, you\'re a good brother.

01:11:56.408 --> 01:11:57.657
You deserve it.

01:12:02.630 --> 01:12:03.463
- Come on Hanif, hurry up

01:12:03.464 --> 01:12:06.639
before the fire department
got to come up here.

01:12:06.640 --> 01:12:10.540
(soft instrumental music)

01:12:10.541 --> 01:12:14.325
- [Unidentified Male] Don\'t cry
man, it ain\'t even like you.

01:12:14.326 --> 01:12:17.159
(people chatting)

01:12:22.996 --> 01:12:23.996
- Damn!

01:12:25.542 --> 01:12:29.042
(soft instrumental music)

01:13:00.048 --> 01:13:02.298
(whirring)

01:13:15.751 --> 01:13:20.009
- At first it was, the
anger was so deep because

01:13:20.010 --> 01:13:21.110
of the disappointment.

01:13:21.960 --> 01:13:25.399
I could never have fathomed
in a million years.

01:13:25.400 --> 01:13:27.733
Him of all people in that situation.

01:13:28.573 --> 01:13:30.489
Once you break that little trust barrier,

01:13:30.490 --> 01:13:33.469
it\'s kind of kind of difficult to say,

01:13:33.470 --> 01:13:36.869
all right, you know what
come on back with open arms.

01:13:36.870 --> 01:13:41.633
But as I continue to toss
with it just recently,

01:13:42.520 --> 01:13:44.880
I see him, I had a talk with him

01:13:46.780 --> 01:13:49.779
and as I embrace him today, I said to him,

01:13:49.780 --> 01:13:53.009
I love you, do what\'s right.

01:13:53.010 --> 01:13:55.129
That\'s all I\'m asking you to do.

01:13:55.130 --> 01:13:59.018
And his word back to me
was \"I got you big bro\".

01:13:59.019 --> 01:14:00.119
And that\'s all I need.

01:14:02.076 --> 01:14:03.993
- I know I\'m ready.

01:14:07.979 --> 01:14:12.562
I think he knows in time, that
this is pretty much my life.

01:14:16.883 --> 01:14:20.383
(soft instrumental music)

01:14:21.552 --> 01:14:24.052
(air popping)

01:14:27.537 --> 01:14:30.537
- Everything comes when Allah says.

01:14:37.108 --> 01:14:38.618
And it\'ll come at the right time.

01:14:38.619 --> 01:14:40.258
(air popping)

01:14:40.259 --> 01:14:42.426
(buzzing)

01:14:48.147 --> 01:14:50.465
Yeah!

01:14:50.466 --> 01:14:52.670
Yeah!

01:14:52.671 --> 01:14:55.338
(Hanif singing)

01:14:57.743 --> 01:14:59.910
(buzzing)

01:15:16.147 --> 01:15:18.397
(clicking)

01:15:23.614 --> 01:15:26.447
(fabric rustling)

01:15:29.677 --> 01:15:31.010
- Minor setback,

01:15:32.445 --> 01:15:34.195
for a major comeback.

01:15:38.070 --> 01:15:41.320
(floorboards creaking)

01:15:43.976 --> 01:15:47.476
(soft instrumental music)

01:15:56.592 --> 01:15:57.646
- Is she putting on his cap and gown?

01:15:57.647 --> 01:15:59.171
- Yeah she\'s wearing his cap and gown.

01:15:59.172 --> 01:16:00.172
- Oh okay.

01:16:03.897 --> 01:16:06.730
(people cheering)

01:16:20.485 --> 01:16:23.180
- [Announcer] And accepting for Nazir now,

01:16:23.181 --> 01:16:24.681
his mother Akeerah.

01:16:25.705 --> 01:16:28.538
(people cheering)

01:16:33.107 --> 01:16:36.024
(people clapping)

01:16:43.496 --> 01:16:45.146
- The times that I was in prison.

01:16:46.170 --> 01:16:47.517
I used to watch leaves,

01:16:49.420 --> 01:16:50.720
I used to watch squirrels,

01:16:52.242 --> 01:16:54.993
how they was running around,
going up in that tree,

01:16:55.890 --> 01:16:59.120
getting the little
chestnuts, and dropping them.

01:17:00.330 --> 01:17:02.053
I used to see shit dropping.

01:17:03.660 --> 01:17:04.660
And then come back.

01:17:07.280 --> 01:17:08.630
\'cause everything got life.

01:17:10.470 --> 01:17:11.686
Everything got life.

01:17:11.687 --> 01:17:13.854
(buzzing)

01:17:16.410 --> 01:17:19.329
So my impact I want to make a strong,

01:17:19.330 --> 01:17:20.813
dynamic impact.

01:17:22.100 --> 01:17:25.880
Not only on the world, but on me.

01:17:25.881 --> 01:17:30.753
Because if I deal with me,
the world will see how I live.

01:17:30.754 --> 01:17:33.504
(birds chirping)

01:17:49.675 --> 01:17:53.361
- Oh, oh, oh put it there
first push up on it.

01:17:53.362 --> 01:17:54.195
- I got it!

01:17:54.196 --> 01:17:56.445
(whizzing)

01:17:57.509 --> 01:17:59.842
(whizzing)

01:18:02.001 --> 01:18:03.610
- Place it right there.

01:18:03.611 --> 01:18:05.512
Boom push on it, a little bit.

01:18:05.513 --> 01:18:07.844
(whizzing)

01:18:07.845 --> 01:18:08.678
- Right here?

01:18:08.679 --> 01:18:10.319
- Up a little, about right there.

01:18:10.320 --> 01:18:12.329
Push up in it first son.

01:18:12.330 --> 01:18:13.728
Don\'t pull on the trigger.

01:18:13.729 --> 01:18:15.813
Watch your face, and straight aim.

01:18:19.616 --> 01:18:21.996
(whizzing)

01:18:21.997 --> 01:18:24.164
(buzzing)

01:18:31.737 --> 01:18:34.972
(clattering)

01:18:34.973 --> 01:18:38.394
(running water)

01:18:38.395 --> 01:18:41.145
(Hanif mumbling)

01:18:42.858 --> 01:18:45.691
(water splashing)

01:19:10.195 --> 01:19:13.778
(soft instrumental music)