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-I'd like to show you around our farm.
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[ Guitar strums tranquil tune ] [ Birds squawking ]
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♪♪
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We're located in Southeastern Ohio,
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in Gallia County.
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♪♪
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The farm is secluded on a dead-end road.
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♪♪
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We've lived here for 42 years
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and we have always had a dairy.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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[ Mooing ]
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-Whenever somewhere has a hold of you,
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it's kind of a powerful thing.
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♪♪
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It's like when you're
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in love with somebody
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and this place right here has a hold on me like that.
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♪♪
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Whenever I was a little kid, it was several hundred
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dairy farms within 30, 40 miles of here.
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-[Lowing] -[Speaking indistinctly]
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♪♪
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Ah!
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-My grandfather, he milked cows twice a day, seven days week.
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♪♪
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It was our way of life.
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♪♪
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-It's a nice place to live and raise a family.
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♪♪
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-Family dairy farms start fallin' to the wayside.
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♪♪
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The big people got bigger
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and the smaller got pushed out of the way.
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♪♪
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-One, two, three.
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♪♪
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Fif-- Mnh! Fifteen!
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Missin' one.
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-You ready, Edgar?
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-It looks like we're missin' one.
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I couldn't see it.
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I couldn't see a 16th.
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How many do you have?
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♪♪
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-I got 16. -Sixteen?
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-You might've been missin' one and she was up here.
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-Yeah.
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Anh, anh!
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Oh, anh, anh!
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[ Dirge plays ]
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♪♪
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-If I can do what my grandfather did,
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build this farm up and stay on it
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and raise a family, like he did, then,
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I'd be a success.
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[ Wind blowing ] ♪♪
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People think that they're gamblin'
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when they go to a riverboat casino.
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♪♪
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Gamblin's puttin' everything you got on the line
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when you go out there every day.
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♪♪
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That's what farming is, really.
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Oh, god.
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-You a little wet?
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♪♪
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-We risk everything.
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♪♪
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You ever see the way a farm fails?
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It's not pretty. It's an auction.
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♪♪
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All the stuff you worked your life to accomplish
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is sold off to the highest bidder.
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♪♪
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I'm never gonna let that happen.
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♪♪
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[ Lowing ]
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[ Birds chirping ]
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[ Indistinct conversation ]
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-Alright.
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-Ouch.
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-[Indistinct]. -Oh, yeah.
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[ Guitar strums tranquil tune ]
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♪♪
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[ Fireworks exploding ]
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-I see one!
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I saw one! I saw one!
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I see some! I see some!
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♪♪
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-[Speaks indistinctly]
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♪♪
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[ Fireworks exploding rapidly ]
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♪♪
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[ Children exclaiming ]
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[ Cheering and applause ]
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[ Whistling ]
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[ Birds trilling ]
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-[Grunting]
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[ Cranking ]
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-This is Celeste Nolan with Laurel Valley Creamery.
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How are you this morning?
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Yeah, I sent a tracking number to your email,
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but it should be there today.
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-Hmm, but I wanna watch "Caillou."
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-Well, I thought we would watch it when we come back in.
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-No, wait, no!
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-No, we're going out to help Dad!
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-I want to watch two shows.
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-Well, you can watch another show.
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We're gonna unload that milk and then Mom's gonna come in
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and clean the kitchen and make lunch and stuff.
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-But, Mom, here you go.
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I will carry that out to throw them all away.
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-Here. [ Lowing ]
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-I'm helping you.
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-You are helping me, aren't you?
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[ Machinery chugging ]
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[ Hissing ]
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[ Chugging ]
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♪♪
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♪♪
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-I never thought I would be a farmer.
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When we moved here, I'd never been to a dairy farm.
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I like to jump into something
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and then I find out everything I can.
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When we got cows and started milking,
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that kind of gave me confidence in myself
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that I could do something that was hard.
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When we started, we milked for four years, at a loss.
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You cannot make a living
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milking the number of cows that we milk
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and selling your milk wholesale.
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We borrowed money, maxed out all of our credit cards,
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got a second mortgage,
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and then maxed out all the credit cards again.
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I would run every check that we'd get to the bank
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as soon as we'd get it.
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[ Whirring ]
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The way that we made farming work for us is through cheese.
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We're five years into our cheese-making business
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and we still struggle,
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but, I don't feel like I'm drowning.
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-Come on. Let's go!
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Yup!
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-♪ She swallowed the bird to catch the spider ♪
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♪ Tha...t ♪ -[Giggling]
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-♪ Wiggled and jiggled and rattled inside her ♪
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♪ She swallowed the spider to catch the fly ♪
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♪ I don't know why she swallowed a fly ♪
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-[Gasp]
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-Can you say Daddy?
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-[Indistinct] -Say da-da.
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-[Indistinct]
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-[Vocalizing raspily]
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[ Laughter ] I gotcha.
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I'm going to getcha on your tender underbelly.
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-[Giggling] -[Growling]
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-Hello. -Hello. How are you?
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-That looks fabulous. -Yeah, I know.
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-So this is...? -This is the first pepper Jack.
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-New crop? New crop -Yep.
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of jalapeños and --
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-Exactly. -From your garden, or...?
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-Nope, these came from across the creek.
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-Okay. -Yeah. Yep, exactly.
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But, no, I'm super-excited to sell.
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-We may go through a wheel in a week.
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-Yeah. -[laughing] Yeah.
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-Good. I'll get it back on there
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just as fast as I can.
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-Okay, and Cloverton, too.
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-And Cloverton, too? -Yeah.
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I hope you're vested in it just as much as we are.
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-Yep. No, absolutely. -Because we can't do it
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without you guys. -Right, I know, and symbiosis.
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[ Crickets chirping ]
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[ Dog barks ] [ Indistinct conversation ]
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-Brush your teeth while you're in there, Edgar!
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I'm gonna take Lilah and Harlan upstairs.
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-I'll be there in 20.
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-Take a shower, you guys, and --
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-New pajamas on? -Yep, exactly.
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[ Voice on television ]
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 -And then, they turn  a double play behind --
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-So you guys got book bags ready?
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-Yeah. -Yep.
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 -Big man in the  Phillies's order.
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-Can't wait. -Clothes picked out
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that you're wearin' tomorrow?
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-Yep, we got shoes. -Socks?
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-I know you guys are all excited,
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but you oughta try to get right to sleep.
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-Yeah.
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I love you, Edgar.
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I'll see you in the morning, okay?
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-Good night. -Sleep tight.
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-Sleep tight. -Good night, Mom.
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-See you, guys. -Good night.
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Don't wake up your brother and sister, please.
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-[Crunching]
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[ Crickets chirping ] [ Radio plays blues ]
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♪♪
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♪♪
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[ Indistinct lyrics ]
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[ Whirring, chugging ]
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[ Indistinct lyrics ]
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-Where'd you go, Nick Nolan?!
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♪♪
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-You don't need a flashlight?
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-[yawning] I don't. It's a bright light.
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-♪ Hey hey ♪
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[ Birds chirping ]
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-Have a good day.
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-Shot-Shotgun! -Shotgun!
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-[Laughing]
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-[Speaking indistinctly]
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-[Speaking indistinctly]
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-Alright, you guys.
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Go in between the buses there.
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-See ya! -I love you.
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You have a good day.
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See ya, guys. See ya, Edgar.
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♪♪
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[ Birds chirping ] ♪♪
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[ Lowing ] ♪♪
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-The definition of farmstead, for us,
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is trying to live within the resources that you have.
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♪♪
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The farmstead is where everything happens,
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where your life happens.
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All of the joys, all of the sorrows, for me,
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it all happens right here on this 110 acres.
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♪♪
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There's no escaping.
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Come on, girls, yup, yup!
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♪♪
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There are so many people that have raised their family here
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for hundreds and thousands of years.
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♪♪
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I imagine that they worried about the same things that I do.
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[ Moos ]
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♪♪
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-[Crying]
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-Go get in your bed, there, pretty girl.
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-Hey! -Put your head on your pillow.
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Put your head on your pillow.
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-[Fussing, crying]
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-You read a poem.
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-No, no story tonight.
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I'll sing a song, if you want.
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[ Crickets chirping ]
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♪ You are my sunshine ♪
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♪ My only sunshine ♪
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♪ You make me happy ♪
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♪ When skies are gray ♪
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♪ You'll never know, dear ♪
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♪ How much I love you ♪
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♪ Please don't take ♪
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♪ My sunshine away ♪
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[ Birds chirping ]
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-Don't get it on me. [giggle]
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-I ain't gonna get it on you.
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Rrrh!
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[ Metal clanging ]
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[ Grunts ]
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There we go.
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See? That was like twice the size.
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You don't realize how big they are
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until you put 'em right beside each other.
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Alright. -Anh!
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-Ahh! -Anh!
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[ Lows ]
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-Ah! That thing's almost as big as you, little heifer.
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-[Laughs]
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-It's almost as big as you, little heifer.
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-[Speaks indistinctly]
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-What's this cow's name?
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-I don't know.
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Maybe her name is Maybelle.
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Bob Evans, the real Bob Evans, he farmed and, you know,
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built a local business, but then they are a corporation
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and this is, like, their dog and pony show there.
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Lookit. You're down on the farm
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with all these crafty people and these farmer people,
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us being the farmer people.
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I guess it's still a big deal for the community.
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It drives a lot of tourism.
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There's probably, what, 30,000 people that go in?
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It's gonna be a lotta city folk.
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Ah, Laurel Valley Creamery.
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I guess that's where we'll be.
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[ Lowing ]
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[ Indistinct conversations ]
[00:15:36.519]
[00:15:44.152]
-I'm gonna turn this over to Celeste
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and she's gonna tell ya a little bit
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about what we're doing here right now.
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-Thank you, Hank. Good morning, everybody.
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My name's Celeste Nolan. This is my husband, Nick.
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This is our cow Maybelle.
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She was born on our farm.
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We have a small, grass-based dairy farm
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about 10 miles from here.
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Nick is the farmer and I am the cheese-maker.
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We milk cows twice a day, every day, 365 days a year.
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We do it on our birthdays.
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We do it on Christmas.
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Cows. We milk cows all the time.
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We've got time for some volunteers.
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Does anybody wanna milk cows this morning?
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-I wanna do it. -I wanna do it! I wanna do it!
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-You guys will have to come back this afternoon.
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We'll do it again at 12:30.
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-Is that a cow?
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-Yeah, it's a cow. This is a Jersey cow.
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-Hi, Jersey!
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-Yeah, this is my girl Maybelle.
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She lives at our farm. -What's that one's name?
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-That one over there don't have a name yet.
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What you think I should name it? -What about we call him Bill?
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-Princess! -Bill! -Bill?
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-Princess! -Princess, that's probably
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a better name. It's a girl. -Yeah!
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-It's a heifer.
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-I'll stay in here.
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-You stay in here.
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Watch the cow, make sure she don't get out.
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[ Indistinct shouting ]
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 -Up now, Wade Evans.
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 On deck, Celeste Nolan.
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-Gus!
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-Go around to the [indistinct].
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-This way. Get 'er movin', get 'er movin',
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get her movin'! -Alright! Get her movin', Gus!
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Go, go! Down the track!
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Keep it movin'!
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♪♪
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-My grandfather, I was closer to him
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than I ever was any of my family.
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♪♪
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To a lot of people, I was a dumbass little kid, but,
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I always had all the potential in the world to him.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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He was found lyin' out here on the side of a hill.
[00:17:56.075]
♪♪
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A line buggy slid sideways and pulled his tractor over.
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♪♪
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He died all of a sudden.
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♪♪
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I didn't really have a chance to
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tell him how I felt about him.
[00:18:13.509]
♪♪
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♪♪
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[ Birds chirping ] ♪♪
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♪♪
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I live in this place where, you know, they lived at.
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I milk into the same milk compartment
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that I grew up milkin' in with him.
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♪♪
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Maybe, if I was off, doin' somethin' else, somewhere else,
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I wouldn't think about it as much, but,
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not all pain is that terrible.
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Sometimes it's worse not to remember.
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♪♪
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Most of the time, it's happy.
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Think about what he would've done
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or something he would've said.
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Try and live up to what his expectation of me was.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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-Daddy and Mommy.
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Daddy, Mommy.
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♪♪
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-Before I found Celeste, I was really lost.
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♪♪
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Seems like I met her
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fell in love with her, and all that just melted away.
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♪♪
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[ Crickets chirping ]
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[ Suspenseful music plays ]
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-We're following breaking news out of Athens.
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Several fire departments are fighting a large fire.
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-Several buildings in the popular stretch
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of uptown Athens are reduced to ruins
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after an early morning fire Sunday
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that affected several businesses.
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-Jack Neal Floral, the Campus Sundry,
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the Smoke Zone, the Union, and Jackie O's public house.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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-No, I mean, it sucks. -Yeah.
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[ Radio plays country ]
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♪♪
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-[Sigh]
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-We're gonna have to make up $4,000 a month.
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-I can sell hard cheese to Hubbard Grill, if I had it.
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I can sell hard cheese.
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Sycamore, I can switch them from cheddar to country Jack.
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-Yeah. You better start it on Wednesday, then.
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-I'm gonna. I'm gonna start it today.
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Well, the people that are gettin' blue Jack
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get stuff from a distributor.
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If I can meet that price,
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then they'll buy it from us, which is 8 bucks a pound.
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[ Crunching ]
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[ Birds chirping ]
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[ Melancholy tune plays ]
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♪♪
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[crying] The past 10 years,
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it's been climb and reach and struggle
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and work as hard as you can so that you can pay your bills.
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♪♪
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Over the past year, I was able to start
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to make a dent in some of the past debt.
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It felt, like, "Oh, I can breathe."
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♪♪
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But, that was before Jackie O's burnt down.
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♪♪
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It's kinda devastating.
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♪♪
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I don't know. I want things to be easy.
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I could go for easy.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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-You know, it ain't winter, yet, but it's comin'.
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♪♪
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Everything's gonna go back, lay fallow for a little while.
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♪♪
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Frost gonna kill a lotta things.
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It'll help you for the next year.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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You just gotta react to it, you know,
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you gotta bend out around it.
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You're not gonna change the elements and change the Earth.
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♪♪
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I think it kinda falls back into what,
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you know, Nietzsche said:
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"Man tries to organize the chaos that he lives around."
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♪♪
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I mean, is that what you're truly trying to do?
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-[Crying]
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[ Wailing ]
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-Oh, my gosh, Harlan!
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[laughing] You're stuck in your shirt, again?
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-Button it.
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-Why don't you?
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-I can't button that yet.
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I tried.
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Oh, there.
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-[kiss] I love you. -I want another one.
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-[Speaks indistinctly]
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-Another one.
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-[Laughs]
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-Another one.
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Another one!
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-Alright. -Another one.
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-Good night.
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-I want cover.
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I want covers! Unh.
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-Uh! -Covers.
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-Uhh! -Covers.
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-There you go. -Covers!
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-"Wild on Wheels: Motorcycles Then and Now."
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Alright. Him? That's Gottlieb Daimler.
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-Yeah. [indistinct] -Yeah, you see that?
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You see that motorcycle?
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It has this motor down here pushing that wheel.
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-[crying] I'll be up all night.
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Staying up late, making cheese, it's kind of my MO.
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[ Laughing ]
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Standard operating procedure around here.
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[ Melancholy tune plays ]
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♪♪
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Making cheese, it's magic.
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♪♪
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I just kinda guide it and let it do its thing.
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♪♪
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I like the quiet and the repetitiveness,
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but, if you do it every day, you touch it,
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you're knee-deep in it,
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then [crying] the magic wears off.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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-Wahh! Aah!
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-[Giggle]
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-Mommy, you got to button it.
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-I know.
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You look like a little farmer.
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-Mom, do you see my back button? -I do.
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Do you feel it when I pinch your butt?
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-[laughing] Yeah.
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-Don't hit me. You need a toboggan?
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-Boom. -Oh! That hurt.
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And gloves?
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How about this? Is this hat cool?
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-Oh, nah.
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-This is a good hat. -Okay.
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-[Sniffle]
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Oh...
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Yeah, I better get up and get dressed.
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Gotta start movin' and shakin'.
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Damn it.
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[ Exhales ]
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Phew! [ Thud ]
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Oh...
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[ Rattling ]
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Be a good to say, "I'm already late..."
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"Skip doin' it."
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[ Coughing ]
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[ Hacking cough ]
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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[ Birds chirping ]
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-One, two, and four. Six.
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[ Sigh ]
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We have to decide how we're gonna grow our business.
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We can't take on any new customers
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until we got more cows.
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There's no question buying cows turns into cash,
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but, when you buy cows, then you have to work harder.
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So I have mixed feelings.
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You know, milk turns into money,
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but, gonna be more work for everybody.
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-Whoa! Whoa-oa! -Whoa!
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-Whoa-oa-oa! -Whoa!
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[ Indistinct ]
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-Oh, oh, whoa. -[Grumble]
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[ Lowing ]
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I like that tiger-striped one. See that, her?
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-Yeah, looks like a tiger, doesn't it?
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[ Laughing ]
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I like that one, too.
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That's a good-lookin' heifer.
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She looks like she's gonna push out some milk.
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Go! [ Lows ]
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Ayup!
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Ayup!
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Go on, get!
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-You're gonna be okay.
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Looks like it hurts.
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-Lilah hurt herself? -Yeah, she fell down.
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-[crying] I fell like all the way down.
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-Shh shh shh shh shh.
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I ain't put milkers out yet. -Oh, okay.
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-I just came down here and, you know, she fell down.
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I went to get a paper towel.
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-[Sniffle]
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-Daddy, I. -Okay, that's four.
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[Indistinct] Don't high-five me for a while.
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-I won't.
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I'll hug you!
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[ Laughs ] -Daddy loves you.
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Ohh, sugar pie.
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-Daddy, how old are you?
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-What? -How old are you, Dad?
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-How what? How old am I? -How old.
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-Yeah. -I'm 45.
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-No, 44!
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-44, and I'll be 45 on her birthday.
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-Yeah.
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-[chuckle] 'Cause your birthday's my birthday.
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-Oh!
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Your mom got some pizza.
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-Good for her. -[Laughs]
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You can't go really eat any?
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-[Speaking indistinctly]
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-Well, I guess, then, I'm gonna go get that...done,
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then I'll start.
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-Yeah.
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Let's just not start. -Yeah.
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-Let's just go outside and... -And what?
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-Forget about all of this. -Yeah, just lay down.
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[ Radio playing in distance ]
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♪♪
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-My hair gets the amazing flip up
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[laughing] and then sunglasses.
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Wipe off the sweat and move on.
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We got a big, giant check from Jackie O's.
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-What'd you say? -We got a big, giant check
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for two weeks' worth.
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I had a whole plan. I guess it worked.
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We made cheese all winter.
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We borrowed money to buy cows.
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We were able to cultivate a few new customers
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and Jackie O's opened a kitchen back up
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and...jumped right back in to orderin' cheese.
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Now, we have more orders than we have cheese, every week.
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-They keep on makin' new restaurants.
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-They keep on making new restaurants?
[00:33:12.574]
-Yeah. -Who?
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-I don't know. -You don't know?
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-Yeah, people keep on making restaurants.
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-Yep. People keep on eatin'. -Yeah.
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[ Laughs ]
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-Hi! -Hello.
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-How are you? -Good. Hi.
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-Hi! -Hi. What's going on?
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-Not much. How are you?
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Oh. Hi!
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-Hi!
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-This is the way.
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-Hello. -Hi.
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-How are you doin'? -Good. How are you?
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Yeah.
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Edgar's in middle school.
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He goes to middle school now
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and then he'll go to high school.
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Yeah, then he'll go to college,
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if that's what he wants.
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[ Turn signal clicking ] Mm, I don't know.
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[ Ethereal tune plays ]
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♪♪
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[ Bird tweets ]
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[ Motor rumbles, stops ]
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[ Water lapping ]
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-That's like I taught him to swim.
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He's out in the deep water now.
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Come on, Dan, get.
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That's it.
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My grandparents taught me all the skills
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and I watched them dairy-farm
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and, really, it wasn't what my grandfather wanted me to do.
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They wanted me to go out and get a job and a career
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and follow that path.
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[ Bird chirping ]
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And I think back: Did he think I wasn't capable of doin' it?
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I wasn't gonna work hard enough?
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He knew the sacrifices you had to make and the hardship
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and probably wanted somethin' else for me.
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It kind of makes me think: What do I want for my kids?
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Do I want them to have the same struggle?
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[ Creature trilling ]
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-I think that anything that you tell a kid,
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they're gonna wanna do the opposite of
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at some point in their life.
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I don't want 'em to hate this place
[00:36:09.084]
'cause they've never been anywhere else
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or 'cause they feel strangled or held back by it.
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And, if they have to leave the farm,
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I want them to be happy, whatever that means.
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[ Thunder rumbling ]
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[ Crickets chirping ]
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-You're gonna see it. -That hot.
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-No, it's super-cold.
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See that? Then you take it and thaw it.
[00:36:49.624]
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Right? And I got this sheath that slides over top of it.
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Arhh! Get in there.
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Now, to the business end.
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-Ahh.
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-You gotta work hard, Dad.
[00:37:06.975]
-You gotta reach into her ass and reach down
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to where you can feel, through that wall, her cervix.
[00:37:12.522]
Then, once you get a hold of it, take this,
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and you gotta watch out and not slip it into her bladder,
[00:37:18.445]
or they'll jump and kick and tear off.
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Easy, easy.
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Right, there it is.
[00:37:27.328]
Then you kinda lean into the money shot.
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There we go.
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-I want my -- -Watch out.
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I think I got 'er.
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You wanna reach up in there, too?
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-No.
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Shoot.
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There you go.
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-That's cheddar curd? -That's it.
[00:37:56.983]
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-I think I'm gonna try the pepper Jack.
[00:38:00.487]
-Pepper Jack, for sure.
[00:38:01.863]
Four ounces is good, there, Lilah.
[00:38:03.823]
-What do you think?
[00:38:05.116]
-Be 5 and 5, be 10 bucks even.
[00:38:08.411]
Good math, Lilah.
[00:38:10.455]
That's some fresh mozzarella we just made last night.
[00:38:13.208]
Then we have Aphrocheesiac.
[00:38:16.127]
The wildly popular Aphrocheesiac.
[00:38:18.421]
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Let's call it 5 bucks right here. There you go.
[00:38:23.885]
-Alright! -You goin' Saturday?
[00:38:25.386]
-Yeah. -Yeah.
[00:38:26.804]
-Alright. We'll see ya.
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All us old people are gonna go see Rusted Root on Saturday.
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[ Laughing ] -That sounds so fun.
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-It's gonna be so fun, yeah.
[00:38:34.687]
That's were me and Celeste went on our first date,
[00:38:36.397]
to see Rusted Root play in Orlando.
[00:38:39.150]
-Well, thank you.
[00:38:40.151]
-Thank you. -Say, "Thank you, Nick."
[00:38:41.402]
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Phew!
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Wow. Can't high-five me?
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[ Indistinct conversation ]
[00:39:09.681]
-Are you wearin' eye makeup? -What?
[00:39:11.683]
-What's that on your eyes? -Makeup.
[00:39:13.685]
-[Laughs] -[Indistinct]
[00:39:15.311]
-Huh? Look at her.
[00:39:16.354]
-[chuckle] Did you put it there? -Oh.
[00:39:19.524]
Don't get it in your eye.
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-Eye ducts.
[00:39:22.402]
-Here, look at me. Shut your eyes there.
[00:39:25.238]
You need to kinda smooth out here a little bit.
[00:39:27.073]
-They don't grab your shirt!
[00:39:28.575]
Have you ever seen rugby?
[00:39:30.451]
-Lilah, you wanna wrestle me? -Sure.
[00:39:32.412]
-I bet I could take you down. -Oh, yeah?
[00:39:36.207]
-Whoa.
[00:39:37.542]
-Hey, Edgar! -What?
[00:39:40.920]
-By calling him a girl, are you trying to insult him?
[00:39:46.050]
-Yeah. -No.
[00:39:47.510]
-Well, I'm not really sure what --
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-I'm saying he's weaker than me.
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-And all girls are weaker than you?
[00:39:53.391]
-Why do you have to be like this?
[00:39:54.976]
-Why do you have to be like that?!
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A girl is not an insult!
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And, every time you say it is, I'm gonna tell you you're wrong.
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A girl is not an insult.
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You can call him an ass...
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You can call him a wimp.
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-Wait, he can call me an (...)?
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-But, girl is not synonymous with anything negative,
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so if you wanna insult him,
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work harder.
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-Jeez! -Jeez.
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-[Snarling]
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-Princess, come on!
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Stop!
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Ah! I bit my tongue.
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[ Spits ]
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-Uh-oh.
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 -Nick, this is Jeff  from Jackie O's.
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 I wanna place an order:  15 pounds of mozzarella,
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 15 pounds of curds.
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-Fifteen?  -...country Jack.
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-Two pounds of country.
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 -10 pounds of Cloverton,  half a wheel of Gruyère,
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 four packages of your hot dogs  and, if you got it,
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a quarter-wheel of pepper Jack.
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 Thank you. -Good job.
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 -Send copy. Press 6.
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 Cancel. Deleted.
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-Yeah, that's a bunch.
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-[crying] I started out really early
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[laughing] this morning, [sniffle]
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like I could do something and be prepared
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for the next, what, three days?
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And it's gonna be 9:00.
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Like 12 hours to do something that I had 4 hours budgeted for.
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[ Sniffle ]
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In those 8 hours, if I'm not sleepin',
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I'm crying about it.
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[ Cry-laughing ]
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'Cause I need them, so.
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Like, and there's nowhere to make them up.
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Ah. -Yeah, we tried to get that up.
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[ Crickets chirping ]
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I mostly need a time that I can just...not worry about --
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I mean, not not worry about time,
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but just accept it for what it is, but it's like
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I can't free four [laughing] or five days in a row
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and that's where... like now is.
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[ Sniffle ]
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So.
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♪♪
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-Yup!
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♪♪
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-Ayup!
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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[ Sniffle ]
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-How?
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♪♪
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♪♪
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[ Footsteps crunching gravel ]
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-She was laying like right here. I got behind her.
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That ain't the one.
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She don't look as far along.
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She's gonna calf, definitely, but not like tonight.
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Which one is it?
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774.
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She's a couple days over.
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Yeah, girl. Let me see.
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You can tell she's got the mucus coming out of her.
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I bet she's gonna calf tonight.
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Hey, Edgar, Gus!
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-What? -Yeah!
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-What are you guys doin'?
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You going with me?
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[ Engine starts ]
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Get back here, cow.
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Ah, easy. Easy, easy, easy, easy, easy, easy, easy.
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-[Speaks indistinctly]
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-Yeah, get off there.
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-I want that -- [ Lows ]
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-Nah, you don't have to chase the cow back.
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We're gonna milk her a little later.
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Oh! Easy!
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Damn it! -He's a big calf.
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-This is a big calf.
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Can you imagine carrying this inside of you,
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-I can tell it's big. -walkin' around?
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See, Cricket keeps thinkin' all these calves are hers.
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-What is it? -I don't know.
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I went to look and --
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[ Lowing ] Bull.
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-Oh. [ Lows ]
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-Get outta here, Cricket!
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[ Lowing ]
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-Get outta here, Cricket.
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[ Engine rumbling ]
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-Close the gap behind me.
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-Is that flour?
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Mm. -Yes it's flour.
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Please don't do anything...rash.
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-What's rash mean?
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-Stupid, un-thought-out.
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I think that's what it means, un-thought-out.
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So, like, I can't -- I mean, what can you see happening
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by playing with that flour?
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-Spilling it? -Right.
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What else can you picture happening?
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-Um, makin' a mess? -[laughing] Okay. Anything else?
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-Um...
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making you mad?
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-So what are you doing it for,
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if those are the only possible outcomes?
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-Don't, Harlan.
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Just stay out of it. -[laughing] Don't.
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Don't, Har.
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She was just talkin' to me about not doin' it.
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♪♪
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-That's butter?
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-Do you see that?
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-You have to make your happiness
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with what you're doing every day.
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-Like that?
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♪♪
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-You have to build in that joy.
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♪♪
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Edga-a-a-r!
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Time to eat!
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-I'll accept that.
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-What do you think I should wear tonight?
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-Let me see.
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Come on! -Come on!
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-Mother! -Ooh, that one would be cool.
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-Which one?!
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-I have to clunk in one of these.
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This is what I'm gonna wear.
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[ Playing upbeat, whistling tune ]
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♪♪
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-♪ Now pick me up with ♪
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♪ Golden hand ♪
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♪ I may see you ♪
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♪ I may tell you to ♪
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♪ Run ♪
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[ Indistinct ]
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Alright, one more time. You sing it.
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[ Cheering ]
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♪ I would like to ♪
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♪ Reach out my hand ♪
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♪ I may say ♪
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♪ I may tell you ♪
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[ Cheering and applause ] ♪♪
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[ Whistling ] -We love you.
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We'll see you again soon. Thank you so much.
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[ Radio playing  mellow jazz tune ]
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♪ I knew the strange ♪
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♪ Delight ♪
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♪ That only ♪
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♪ You in love ♪
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♪ Could bring ♪
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♪♪
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[ Ethereal tune plays ]
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♪♪
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♪♪
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-[Shouting]
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♪♪
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-You look at your childhood
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and all these memories kinda piece together
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into this myth that you created about yourself.
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And you think about the things that made you happy
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and the things that made you sad
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and the things that made you feel loved.
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♪♪
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-Aaaaaaah!
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-And you wanna take that forward into your life
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and try and recreate it.
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-One, two, three,
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four, five, six, seven, eight,
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nine, 10, 11, 12,
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14, 15, 16.
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Two, three, four, five, six,
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seven, eight, nine, 10.
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♪♪
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-It's how hard you're willin' to work,
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what you're willin' to sacrifice...
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♪♪
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what risk you're willin' to take.
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♪♪
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The hardest struggle is still within yourself.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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♪♪
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[ Upbeat tune plays ]
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♪♪
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-And aaaaaaaaaaah!
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♪♪
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-I'm gonna try to see you through the camera.
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♪♪
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♪♪
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[ Thump ] -Ow!
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♪♪
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♪♪
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[ Dog barking nearby ]
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